Ha Joyoon, a war correspondent for TPA, a foreign news agency, has been in a coma for five years after being involved in an accident in a civil war zone. Miraculously, he returns home and visits his ex-lover, but he was already with someone else … They were friends from birth, and lovers after they grew up. A man who never thought of breaking up with his lover and did not imagine himself with another person in his life, found his lover with someone other than him.
The world blames all the consequences on his selfishness and irresponsibility. It took time and different ways to end, but Ha Joyoon, who never experienced such a thing, falls helplessly and clings to an old lover who is trying to forget him. But then another man came into his life. This new man doesn’t need affection and just wants to enjoy carnal desires. It is the first time that Ha Joyoon has experienced separation and the responsibility of love in his 31 years of life.
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Is the random man basically using ha joyoon as a d*ldo? Uh ok 👌
well, i can’t give a proper answer to your question since that would be considered a spoiler BUT there’s more to that, i believe that’s not exactly what the summary said either :))
I know, im giving the summary a hard time but thats what the summary is suggesting to me at first glance lmao
“Using him as a d*ldo” pls😭💀
Isnt that what the summary is basically saying???
“But then another man came into his life. This new man doesn’t need affection and just wants to enjoy carnal desires”
Dildos are used to help with carnal desires. This seems to suggest that the mc will be used as one. HUMAN DLDO?!?!?! 😭😭😭
That sounds so cursed 😭😭😭
After my divorce that’s all I wanted to be. No emotional attachments. Just have some fun. The key is when to stop. After couple years of crappy situations I settled down. In this story I think being a “human dildo” is appropriate to move forward to the HE.
I see, makes sense
Purely sexual relationships aren’t bad… be it because of an orientation (aromantic) or because of lack of interest in love at the moment. Plus you make it seem like it’s only the new guy who is using the other by forcing him or something, when that’s not even implied in the summary
I think there is some misunderstanding, oh dear i dont know how to react to this, i didnt mean for my intenstions to imply that and im sorry
Oh, i’m sorry as well then! Maybe i took the comment too badly and literally 😅 💜
Am glad it’s here….. Am still reading it’s manga….thanks for your hardwork
tysm for reading!
Oohh this premise sounds so interesting! It’s very angsty though so i might actually wait until the near end to read it… angsty cliffhangers are the worst :’)
Do you by any chance know exactly howuch chapters there are in the 4 volumes? 👀
Ty for the translation!!!! Hope you find an editor soon💜💜💜💜💜
haha that might take a while but the angsty cliffhangers are what keeps you wanting more, right?? XD
and i’m sorry, i don’t :(( i divide the chapters by word count since the volume itself only has ‘arcs’
Oh don’t worry about it it’s okay!! I’ve never heard of that way of writing tho- interesting!
Thank you again for the tranlation and effort!!💜💜💜💜
hehe the web-novel version might have the divided chapters but that’s not the one i own ;p but tysm for your kind words <33
Ahhhh!! I’ve seen the manhwa but I really much prefer novel ones, so…. Thank you for thisssss!!! And goodluck! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و
and to the translator, thank you! you beautiful, kind soul. thanks for picking this up. i hope you have the same joy translating this as i had reading it. much love <3
aaa wish i could pin this ;] but tysm for the review bc i truly agree, the writing is what made me pick it up since it managed to convey complex emotions so beautifully hehe
Realmente, apesar de ter lido vários novels essa foi a que mais me marcou. É uma linda história, pena que a tradução que eu li estava bastante truncada, então vou acompanhar essa maravilhosa leitura por essa primorosa tradução. Muito obrigada pela oportunidade.
OH MY GODDD!!! i bought and mtl-ed the novel like 2 years and fell in love with amarillia’s writing. this novel changed me in ways that no other novels/danmeis could, and i doubt ever would. it’s so beautiful and poignant. i always recommend this novel to everyone who listens lol
and to the translator, thank you! you beautiful, kind soul. thanks for picking this up. i hope you have the same joy translating this as i had reading it. much love <3
YAYYY GO MIMI
OMG TYSM FOR HELPING ME OUT THRU THE DILEMMA T___T
Camping omggg I’ve always wanted to read the novel! tysm for picking this up 🥺❤️ I’ll start once the 1st volume is complete
Ok i am reading 🤗
THIS IS FINALLY HERE AAAAAHHHH 😭😭 a big salute to you translator 🫡🫡🫡
I was literally just reading the manhwa and I saw this! The manhwa made me feel a lot of emotions, I cried in some parts so I’m looking forward to this one. Thank you for picking it up! 💗
campcampcaammpp!!
Oh my god the Manwha version of this has me in literal tears every tuesday. I am ready for it to hurt all over again, but maybe i’ll start reading once every completed volume. Or i might just buy a lifetime supply of waterproof mascara.
I read this as a manga and thought this is very emotionally mature and would make a good book. I’m pleased to see it is one. I hope it overcomes some of the gaps in the manga. This is not going to be for emotionally weak people.
Sounds interesting, thanks for picking this up❤
So who is the ML? The ex or new guy?
the new guy!
I liked the manhwa! The romantic feelings on the three were well managed, no dramatic and annoying drama, makes you feel, and the theme of war photography was interesting to see (with different character viewing it differently).
Not in the mood to re-experience a soty but I definitely will check out the last chapters in search of more content than the ones in the manhwa (I need a bit more 🥺). Happy it’s being fan-translated, thank you!
— and for those wondering, the new guy isn’t a jerk. He is actually very nice even at the start
I remember a manwha with a similar plot… I’ll readi it…I need to suffer LOL
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Please tell me this one was not dropped… I really like it
definitely not! i’m currently on break and the releases will resume either this week or the next so please don’t worry.
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I finished reading the manhua before knowing this novel. It was so sad I don’t want to read this again but..the temptation is so strong.
Is this novel dropped? I’ve been following it but it seems to be stopped at chapter 52. I hope you finish, thanks for the hard work!
Is this novel dropped? I check in once in awhile to see if there are any new chapters and I get notified on Discord but I’m really sad when I think that this story is dropped. 😭 Please say it aint so!!