“Are you going to get mad at every single thing?” Yao Zhihao asked.
Yesterday, when they went out, some man that Yao Zhihao barely remembered came up to them. It took a minute to remember the person, but they acted extremely familiar with Yao Zhihao, pissing off Shao Yuhan.
Once they got home, Shao Yuhan did not say anything and told him to sleep on the couch. At this point, it is turning into a new bedroom for him.
Currently, he walked back into their bedroom, only to see Shao Yuhan was still pissed with him. He crawled on the bed, wrapping his arms around Shao Yuhan, who sat stiffly.
“I am supposed to be the crazy jealous one, not you.”
Shao Yuhan gritted his teeth, hating the feeling coursing through him as he turned towards Yao Zhihao and said, “I fucking love you, okay. I never felt jealousy before because I did not fucking care on the surface. But I feel like you are not being honest with me. Are you trying to make us work or not? Because I will leave, Yao Zhihao.”
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“Don’t leave, please.” Yao Zhihao quickly begged. His heart stopped at those words. He could not deal with Shao Yuhan leaving him again.
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“So, I went to clubs and flirted with others. But, I could never go through with it. They weren’t you, and why would I want to touch someone that is not you? I acted as I could, but I couldn’t. Honestly, you are the only person I slept with.
“I spent my childhood confined, and when I was free, I met you and only wanted you. No one else could compare. Those late nights that I spent with someone else, I never slept with them; I only talked with them then left and slept at a hotel.
“Shao Yuhan, I swear I love you, and I swear I am trying, so please don’t leave me. If you want me to change, I will do it for you.” Yao Zhihao held onto Shao Yuhan tightly, scared to let go.
Shao Yuhan wiped the tears sliding down his face. “I am selfish, and I am not making it easy for you.”
“No you’re not, Shao Yuhan. I am the problem.” Yao Zhihao quickly said.
“No, you are not. We both have faults, and I am the one still living in the past while you are getting the needed help and moving forward. I don’t want you to change; I love you the way you are. I need to let go of the small resentment I still feel for you from everything that happened.” Shao Yuhan touched the scar on his face, causing Yao Zhihao to feel guilty about his past actions.
“Say that I am the one being the idiot,” Shao Yuhan told Yao Zhihao.
“I can’t.” Yao Zhihao replied. Every session he had with Xian Bo, Yao Zhihao knew everything he had done before was wrong and for Shao Yuhan to keep loving him was a miracle. Shao Yuhan has every right to hold onto his resentment.
“Say it, Yao Zhihao. Everything is not your fault. A relationship is a two-way street, and I need to pick up my weight, not let you shoulder every blame.”
Yao Zhihao opened and closed his mouth a few times before saying, “You are being an idiot. But, so am I for not telling you everything.”
Shao Yuhan sighed, shaking his head, “You never make things easy, huh?”
“No.” Yao Zhihao smiled.
Trying to turn his body in the tight hold, Shao Yuhan kissed Yao Zhihao’s lips before resting his forehead on Yao Zhihao’s forehead. “I swear I will never walk away.”
“I swear never to hurt you like before.”
“I love you.” They simultaneously declared, staying in the same position.
Behind closed doors is where they always let their emotions run high.
Eheee communication 👌
This is the couple where I don’t know who is the top or who is the bottom.
Though at first it was Shao Yuhan who was the bottom, sometimes I doupt if Yao Zhihao don’t bottom for Yuhan.