“It feels like the last time I went was at last year’s club closing ceremony.”
Whether it was for Deputy Park or not, it seemed like an awkward place for him. I didn’t intend to say that, but it seemed like he could read my mind as he added,
“I don’t go every year; last year, I went because I was asked. The building had changed a lot, with new constructions. Well, considering Lee Seodan graduated not too long ago, he probably knows better than me.”
“…Yes.”
“They say they’re building a new dormitory too, but I haven’t seen it. Have you experienced dorm life, Lee Seodan?”
“I wanted to try, but… the opportunity never came. And what about you, Team Leader?”
“I didn’t get a chance either. Not that I wanted to try.”
It felt like meaningless conversation, dealing with a newcomer and school junior who might as well be buying him a meal. Han Team Leader wrapped a few beans that had rolled off my plate in a napkin and placed it next to it, continuing to ask.
“You probably didn’t commute from your current home to school. Did you move after commuting?”
“No? No, I lived in a boarding house near the school, but it was too far from there to the company… so I moved about six months ago.”
Fortunately, the questions were getting easier. I noticed there were a few beans on the plate Han Team Leader had brought me. Trying one, it had no taste.
“Your current home isn’t that close to the company either.”
“Yes… the area near the company is expensive. Since it’s not far if I take the subway…”
“Do you take the bus from home to the station?”
“No, it’s within walking distance. There’s a bus, but it’s a bit roundabout… it takes about twenty minutes if you walk quickly.”
Han Team Leader nodded without feeling the need to respond. Once the conversation quieted down, the awkward silence grew larger. I swallowed what I was eating and quickly opened my mouth.
“Having lived in cramped spaces for too long, I wanted to move to a larger place when I did. The current place has a separate sleeping area and even a bathroom… It’s not that close to the company, but since I don’t know how long I’ll be working there….”
Having said that, I realized the person sitting across from me was my direct supervisor. Moreover, even after leaving the TF, on paper, I was still a member of the team he led.
Han Team Leader, unperturbed by my sudden silence, was diligently emptying his plate. His movements with the tableware were neat, but the speed at which the food disappeared was swift. Watching him, almost as if in retaliation, I asked, “Do you live near the company, Team Leader?”
“Yes.”
He glanced up, refilling my cup again. “I never planned to bury myself in the company, but somehow it turned out that way.”
“Since you have a car… it probably doesn’t matter if it’s not near the station.”
“It’s not far from the station. It seems Lee Seodan is quite interested in my home.”
Surprised, I looked up, and our eyes met. It might have been a joke, judging by his expression. Unable to deny or confirm, and feeling awkward, I lowered my gaze to the plate.
Having cleared the plate, Han Team Leader stood up. In his absence, a staff member took the empty plate, brushing past my still half-full bowl of pumpkin porridge. Seeing an empty chair across from me, my appetite returned a bit, and I chewed and swallowed the food vigorously. While chewing on a mouthful filled with candied chestnuts, Han Team Leader returned with the plate and casually asked, “Why did you live in a cramped place for so long?”
“…Huh?”
As I hurriedly swallowed what was in my mouth, he added another question, “When did you become independent?”
A lump almost got stuck in my throat. I could feel my face turning red as embarrassment set in. I coughed, drank water vigorously, and then opened my mouth only after calming down. My voice was locked and came out hoarse.
“I became independent in the second year of high school, when I transferred schools…”
“To a boarding house near the university?”
“No, at that time, there was a lodging facility near the new high school, a bit small. If you went down to the first floor, they provided meals. There was even a study room on the top floor. If I couldn’t study in my room, I’d go up there to study…”
I didn’t know why I was telling him these stories. I closed my mouth, silencing the words that had started to spill out. Han Team Leader, seemingly uninterested in the answers, continued eating his meal in silence.
I lowered my gaze to the plate. Occasionally, my chest felt tight as if I were going to cough, but I continued to drink water and empty the plate. Each time I glanced up, Han Team Leader was focused on eating, and he no longer spoke to me. It seemed like he felt that enough effort had been made to ease the atmosphere.
***
Han Team Leader handed me the key card while I waited in the lobby and abruptly said, “Thirty minutes.” Thanks to that, even in the seemingly slow-moving elevator, I couldn’t contain my excitement. I half-ran down the hallway and opened the door to the hotel room. It was the first time I entered a hotel room alone without him.
In reality, there was no need to worry. Even when I hastily opened the bathroom door, still wrapped in towels and with wet hair, the hotel room remained empty. I sighed and sat on the bed. Water droplets hanging from my bangs fell onto the bed cover.
With a weary arm, I reached out and grabbed the phone that had been left on the bed. Pressing the power button on the screen while lying halfway, there was still plenty of time visible. There were messages below, and it was the name of Han Team Leader.
“I’ll give you an extra five minutes.”
“Wash the vibrator with soap.”
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I leaned my head against the bed and squatted down. Involuntarily, a groaning sound escaped me. My heart pounded as if it were about to burst out of my chest.
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– Who do you think it is?
The voice that came through was low and lazy. I took the phone off my ear for a moment and adjusted the towel that was flowing down my chest.
“I’ll open the door now.”
– Did you clean the vibrator?
“…Yes.”
– Where did you put it after cleaning?
While holding the door handle, questions kept coming from the man standing on the other side of the door. Reflexively, I turned towards the bed and took a deep breath.
“On the dresser next to the bed….”
– The part with the remote control shouldn’t be immersed in water; I forgot to tell you.
“Ah… I didn’t clean that part.”
– You do know how to use your head, Lee Seodan.
Before I could react to his words, he continued. It was a voice that seemed to gently stroke my ear.
– If you open the door, I’ll give you a kiss, so pucker up.
“….”
– You should answer.
“…Yes.”
The call ended. A heat, like hot water, spread to my throat and cheeks. I couldn’t even control my racing heart. With slightly trembling hands, I turned the doorknob.
As soon as a small gap appeared, a strong hand effortlessly reached through it. Clean, long fingers with neatly manicured nails found my wrist. The chilly breeze made my nose tingle.
When Han Team Leader’s face appeared through the crack in the door, I averted my gaze. With a firm grip on my wrist, he opened the remaining part of the door, entered, and closed it again. I stared at the diamond pattern on his tie, imprinted near my lips, and opened my lips just enough not to be scolded.
His gaze carefully examined my face. Time passed slowly, like sand stuck in an hourglass.
The hand that had touched my cheek pressed my lip’s edge as if pinching it. The fingertips dug in, and the nail touched my teeth, producing a clicking sound.
Unable to endure the tension, I reflexively opened my mouth to breathe. Then, he pulled my wrist and pushed me against the wall. Our bodies collided, and something hot and soft intertwined between our lips.
It was a devouring kiss. His thick tongue, unopposed, repeatedly swept the inside, stinging painfully before softening. As the palate was lightly licked by the tip of the tongue, my stomach trembled on its own. The hot hand, following the round spiral of the ear, gently caressed it. The arm around my waist found its way through the gap in the towel, touching my side. My body jumped in response.
Our lips separated, and Han Team Leader lightly pressed his lips to the tip of my chin before pulling away. A faint, dry sound echoed.
“I’ll be out after washing, so wait patiently.”
“…Yes.”
His crisp voice contrasted with the warmth of our touching membranes.
In the bathroom, the sound of falling water echoed faintly. Each time the sound stopped, my body tensed up, and when the shower resumed, I relaxed with a sigh. I initially hid under the blanket but eventually came out onto the sheet, feeling uneasy. The towel wrapped around my body was damp.
Finally, I heard the sound of the doorknob turning. Han Team Leader, who emerged from the bathroom, wiped the water from his hair and glanced at the bed.
“Why are your knees bent? Is it a habit?”
“…Oh.”
Unconsciously, I straightened my legs, which had been neatly folded. The towel covered only up to my thighs. Han Team Leader was wearing a navy blue robe left in the bathroom. The tied knot was neat, but the V-shaped neckline revealed his chest.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, he said, “Doing the same thing in the same place every week, being scared the same way each time – that’s a talent.”
“…….”
“It’s time to adapt, don’t you think?”
He laid down the towel he was using to dry his hair. Wet strands cascaded down to his eyebrows. Despite my hair turning white from tension, his words felt unjust.
“If I’m not ready to adapt, isn’t it Han Team Leader’s…?”
“So, it’s my fault?”
His firm arm reached out suddenly.
“Come here and suck, then. It’s about time you got used to it.”
“Ah….”
I meekly complied, drawn between his legs. He wasn’t wearing underwear beneath the robe. The scent of hot water emanated from his thighs, supporting my body. The skin felt warmer than usual.
Han Team Leader naturally leaned back, and as he did, I lifted the hem of his gown and pulled myself down between his legs. Suddenly, without realizing it, I found myself kneeling again and tried to sit comfortably, but he objected.
“No. You should kneel now.”
The familiar look in his eyes, which I had seen so often when looking up, permeated. My body trembled, and my stomach churned. Unable to respond, I lowered my gaze and knelt in front of him. Between the folds of the gown, a large, yet-to-be-erected organ was visible.
Holding a cucumber and a banana, I found myself fumbling alone one dawn, and in the midst of my frustration, I ended up searching the internet. That’s when I discovered the staggering amount of pornography in the world. The immune computer stuttered like it was sick, spewing strange pop-ups.
I lowered my head and began licking the thick glans supported by both hands. The skin touched by my tongue was warm and smooth. When not erect, it had a thickness that could be snugly accommodated between the lips. I took the still soft shaft into my mouth as much as possible, teasing it with my tongue and gently squeezing the cheeks. He let out a muted sound from above, and the hand that was stroking the back of my head slowly delved through my hair.
Not long after, he impatiently grabbed my head and pulled it forward. The swollen glans pierced my throat. Holding my head with both hands in a fixed position, he moved vigorously and violently. I quietly opened my mouth, straining my throat. As the glans stabbed into my throat, my vision quickly blurred with streaming tears. The thick glans, blocking my throat, didn’t release until black spots danced before my eyes. I had to endure, holding onto his thighs, until he allowed me to breathe.
His thickened member was hot as if burning with friction. Every surface inside my mouth was thoroughly swept and swelled. The squelching sound scratched my ears, and the sheet was soaked with dripping saliva. The pungent taste and scent of precum blocked my prayers.
I came to realize, despite my slower comprehension, that I was gaining some understanding of the shift in dynamics that came so naturally to him, akin to his effortless breathing. The situation had distinct and clearly defined boundaries.
Once in bed, I became a mere instrument to him, neither a subordinate nor a peer. Consequently, he compelled me to kneel, part my lips, and forcefully insert his penis between them, even though I harbored no ill feelings towards him. Regardless of my own will and emotions, I had to endure the pain until he was satisfied, expressing gratitude for the brief reprieves he allowed me, akin to welcoming rain in a period of drought.
It wasn’t like being forced. I wasn’t being raped. Even with my hands tied, it felt more like a symbolic restraint. There was no escape for me anyway. Compliance was imposed, regardless of desire, much like being treated as a mere tool.
I couldn’t pinpoint why I felt melancholic today. As I struggled to part my torn lips to accept him, it felt like plunging into a dark abyss somewhere.
“Here…”
Gripping my head with both hands and pulling, he thrust his penis deep into my throat. The delicate membrane felt as though it might tear. I retched with my mouth filled by the thick shaft.
“I’m going to penetrate here and ejaculate. And leave nothing behind.”
“Oooh! Ugh, eup!”
“Swallow. Understand?”
The swollen pillar withdrew completely before plunging back in. The flesh inside my mouth reddened and protruded. I couldn’t even nod. My head was held, dragging me back as I cried, unable to move. After several forceful thrusts, the round, rigid tip of the glans was pushed inward as if to pierce through completely. Then, something warm flooded over the compressed membrane.
“Swallow.”
It felt like drowning. Even as I struggled, twisting my arms and legs, he had a tight grip on my head. The coughing was swallowed back into my throat. A thick, acrid liquid splattered on the roof of my mouth and tongue. The sticky substance blocked my airway, making it impossible to breathe. Despite repeated retching and convulsions, he didn’t withdraw his genitals from my mouth until I reluctantly swallowed all of the bitter semen.
“We still need more practice.”
Amidst tears, nasal fluids, and bodily fluids, I coughed, feeling like a strange person. Han Team Leader lowered his gown again and calmly evaluated me as if nothing had happened.
“You might improve if you try it several times overnight. Won’t you become more proficient if you suck cock all night? What do you think?”
“…Uh, ah, huh…”
“Get up.”
He rose first. I, crouching on the bed, was grabbed by the wrist and pulled down. Dragged down from the bed, I had to stand with wobbly legs. He pushed me towards the nearest wall.
“Put your hands on the wall.”
Leaving me there, he retrieved a round jelly jar from the bag on the opposite side of the room, the one I had seen last time. I pressed my back against the wall and rolled my eyes. Twisting off the lid, he spoke with a stern face.
“Can’t you understand at once? Face the wall and put your hands on it. Both hands.”
“Like this….”
“Yeah, just like that. Keep your hands there.”
I recalled the kids I used to see standing in the corner during elementary school. Wondering what would happen if I just stood there quietly, Han Team Leader, who had applied the gel to his fingers, spread my buttocks apart.
“Widen your legs more. Can’t see the hole.”
With a quick motion, he flicked the inside of my ankle with his toe. It was then that I realized what he meant.
While trying to shrink away, both hands fell from the wall. Slap! An immediate sharp strike landed on my buttocks.
“Ouch!”
“I told you not to move. Why can’t you understand a simple instruction!”
My ears rang with an unfamiliar high pitch. My heart pounded as if it would burst. Suppressing my tears, I turned to face the wall again. I pressed my sweaty palms against the cold surface, which had become slippery.
“Your hands let go of the wall, so ten strikes. If you let go again, it’ll be doubled. Understand?”
“Uh….”
“No response? What, was I trusting in you to be this disrespectful?”
Slap! The burning sensation transferred to the opposite buttock. After enduring the unbearable sting, a deep and throbbing pain lingered. I stood with a trembling body pressed against the wall. The continuous pain made it difficult for me to speak, and my voice barely came out.
“Spread your legs. Bend your body forward.”
He pressed on my shoulders. As my legs spread, only my buttocks rose upward. This time, he didn’t soothe the sore areas or give any warnings. Swift and relentless, the sharp strikes kept falling one after another. Before the pain could subside, layer upon layer accumulated, and I broke into tears at the tenth strike. It resonated dull and thick, as if numbed deep inside. I wanted to touch it with my hands behind me, but I couldn’t release the hands pressed against the wall. Both sides of my swollen buttocks bore uneven imprints of red handprints.
“Sob….”
“It’s too noisy. Quiet down.”
“…Uh.”
“I’ll say it again. Hold onto the wall properly. I’m not in the mood to go easy on you today.”
I looked at him helplessly, knowing it was futile. The face of Han Team Leader I could see was cold and expressionless. Ignoring my silent pleas, he picked up the jar he had set down. I closed my eyes, leaning my wet cheek against the cold wall, trying to dampen the sounds. The rattling noises echoed. Soon, the firm fingers spread my buttocks once again.
A slippery and cold substance was poured as if being splashed. The warm palm teased the clenched anus. The viscous substance stuck and slowly descended into the inner thigh.
My entire body was hot. Even if someone said I had a fever, I would have believed it. My mouth was hot, and the battered buttocks were hot. The heat borrowed my body like a host, swelling it. Holding the swollen buttocks, he soaked the space between them, and with two firm fingers covered in gel, he pushed them in at once.
“Ugh!”
The fingertips barely reached the wall. He grabbed the crouching forward body. Raising only the buttocks, he pushed the two thick fingers all the way in. The back of the hand touched the open entrance. It felt like a thick wooden root entering my body. No matter how wide I opened my mouth, no sound came out.
“Well done.”
“Ah, ah….”
“Are you enjoying it, even though it’s gooey inside?”
He deepened his fingers and shook them rapidly. Despite his words, his movements seemed like a desperate attempt to expel an intruder. I completely forgot whether I should resist or surrender, focusing only on pressing my hands against the wall.
As he began to forcefully insert his thick and long fingers, my knees weakened. I couldn’t separate my body. Holding my waist to support me, he rapidly moved his fingers. I could feel the swollen entrance being vigorously probed and widened deeply.
Even with my mouth shut, whimpering sounds escaped. The swollen throat inside vibrated intensely. The fingers, which had been rough like probing, now explored meticulously the innermost parts.
“It feels different here. Even a slight touch makes it bulge out like this.”
“…Huh!”
I bit the back of my hand against the wall. Otherwise, it felt like a scream would burst out. Slowly exploring a specific point on the inner wall of my abdomen, he withdrew his fingers at a fast pace, ruthlessly scouring the same area with each powerful motion.
The vision before my eyes darkened to the point where it felt like the ceiling was flipping upside down later. The other hand firmly grasped my buttocks, making it impossible for me to twist my body. Hot breath escaped from the wide-open mouth. Wet sounds came from behind, unbelievably loud. The space between the buttocks was too hot. Gel gathered in the open creases, forming white foam.
“Ah, ah, ah…! Aheuh, huh, huh!”
I wanted to collapse, but it was impossible. Han Team Leader inserted his fingers forcefully without saying a word, as if spreading them wide like scissors. The back of the hand hit the opened creases rhythmically. He alternated between spreading the wet insides with the fingers like scissors and thrusting them deeply, vibrating as if shaking.
It felt like my brain was melting away. Gasping, I leaned my body against the cold wall. The forceful thrusting caused my raised foot to falter like a crow’s foot, and with every twist, it fell onto his fingers, waiting like a solid stick. The pain was like being hit with a fist in the deep inner parts. I couldn’t even tell whether he had three or four fingers inside the wet hole.
“…Do you get this excited while getting fucked?”
A large hand that had entered between my legs tightly squeezed my genitals. I felt a pulsating climax as if everything was on fire both in front and behind. There was no room for embarrassment.
“…I want to come, uuh- Ah! Ahuh! Huaah!”
“Open your eyes. You should know who made it possible for you to come.”
He grabbed my chin and turned it. His face was caught in the hot view filled with tears. As our eyes met, an intense wave of climax shook me from behind. Han Team Leader, with a messed-up expression, looked indifferent. His firm hand gripped my gel-covered genitals and quickly rubbed them. Simultaneously, he pressed his fingertips together and firmly squeezed the prostate. It felt like red molten lava was overflowing inside. None of my limbs listened to me.
“Uh, uh! Stop, now.”
My semen splattered white on the wall. Seeing that, even with a paralyzed mind, I felt the sensation of collapsing, but it wasn’t over yet. Han Team Leader was still moving his finger at the back, fast and rhythmic. I learned for the first time that after ejaculation, the body becomes so sensitized that it hurts. The exposed nerves were as raw as a stripped wire. The reddened inner walls convulsed and stuck together, but Han Team Leader’s finger casually stroked and explored them. My body twitched violently. My vision blurred. Pronunciation became muddled as if the tongue had unraveled.
