After they finished that day, Yang Lei didn’t speak for a long time.
“What’s the matter with you today, do you have something on your mind?” Fang Yu asked Yang Lei.
“Nothing,” Yang Lei said.
“Treating me as an outsider?”
“I’m treating you as my wife.”
“Fuck off!”
“…It’s really nothing.”
Yang Lei had a lot on his mind, yet he couldn’t open his mouth.
After a while, Yang Lei said: “Say, does it feel good for the two of us to do it like this, or to do it with a girl?”
Fang Yu was silent for a moment.
“Those can’t be compared.”
“Why can’t they be compared?”
“I haven’t done it with a girl in so long.” Fang Yu spoke the truth.
Yang Lei was happy when he heard these words.
“I think the two of us like this feels good, even better.”
Fang Yu glanced at Yang Lei.
“You’ve done it recently?”
Yang Lei processed his words, hurriedly: “No! Am I a person who messes around like that? I don’t have a sweetheart. Ever since I played with you like this… I haven’t even touched a girl.”
Fang Yu was silent for a moment. He said: “Sleep.”
He turned over and lay down to sleep, and heard Yang Lei suddenly ask: “That young lady Miss Lin, do you want to do it with her?”
Fang Yu was stunned. He kicked Yang Lei with his feet.
“Can you say some good words?” Fang Yu scolded.
“I’m a gangster, I don’t have good words. Such a pretty lady, you don’t want to fuck her?”
It wasn’t clear what Yang Lei’s mentality was. When he spoke these words, he was half spiteful and half upset.
“Fuck, fuck, I’ll fucking fuck you!”
Fang Yu suddenly turned over, pulled Yang Lei down onto the bed, pinned him down, and started dealing with Yang Lei.
“Haha… ha!”
Yang Lei sprang and laughed like a shrimp because of Fang Yu.
“That’s what you get for not having good words!”
Fang Yu was also laughing. The two of them entangled together on the bed…
One night later, no one sat at the corner table of the Grand Century Restaurant. Lin Shanshan arrived early at the restaurant. She directly walked towards Fang Yu, even carrying a beautifully-wrapped gift box.
Before many people’s eyes, Lin Shanshan handed the gift box to Fang Yu.
“Miss Lin, this is…”
“I’ve said to call me Shanshan.”
“…Shanshan, this…”
“This is a small meal that I made. If you haven’t eaten yet… you can try it.”
Lin Shanshan’s face was red again.
Fang Yu was stunned. He looked at that beautifully wrapped lunchbox, and then looked at so many people watching around them. Fang Yu hesitated for a moment and accepted it.
“Thank you.”
He wouldn’t embarrass a girl to her face, let alone embarrass her in front of so many people.
Lin Shanshan had gathered her courage and gave him a card, with her phone number written down, but she never received Fang Yu’s phone call. She truly was an infatuated and persistent lady. The more Fang Yu didn’t respond, the more she wasn’t willing to give up.
From that day on, Lin Shanshan started to deliver food to Fang Yu every night.
“I’m sorry, I’ve already eaten, and our restaurant has work meals. You don’t need to worry about it.”
At first, Fang Yu politely refused her.
After a while, Lin Shanshan said softly: “I know the taste is far below your restaurant’s dishes. If you don’t like eating it, you can just put it on the side. It’s okay.”
But her expression was already strenuously holding back her hurt feelings and sadness.
Fang Yu was, after all, a man, and a man among men. He was considerate towards women. Seeing that she seemed about to shed tears, he couldn’t bear it. He opened the lunchbox and ate.
Lin Shanshan finally smiled.
Although Fang Yu politely expressed many times that she didn’t need to bring food, Lin Shanshan kept insisting on bringing some every night, so Fang Yu was helpless.
Lin Shanshan was very smart. She knew that if she clearly expressed something right now, there was a possibility of Fang Yu rejecting her. However, as long as she didn’t pierce through that paper layer, Fang Yu also couldn’t openly reject her. After all, she hadn’t said anything.
So when Yang Lei arrived at Fang Yu’s manager’s office that day, pushing open the door, he saw Fang Yu eating the food in the lunchbox, and Lin Shanshan was next to him.
“You came?” Fang Yu greeted Yang Lei casually.
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After Lin Shanshan left, Yang Lei sat down across from Fang Yu and glanced in the lunchbox. Fang Yu didn’t finish eating. Even the remaining dishes looked quite rich.
“Pretty good. You’ve even eaten this? You’re too lucky,” Yang Lei said.
“No wonder you ignore me when I call you to eat. It turns out that there’s a beautiful girl here providing your own food. You’re putting your girlfriend before your friend.”
“Are you done?”
Fang Yu covered the lunchbox that he hadn’t finished eating.
“Did you eat? I’ll go with you to eat out,” Fang Yu said.
“Aren’t you already full? You’ll still eat?” Yang Lei said.
“Eat with you!”
Fang Yu went out with Yang Lei.
A bottle of five flavors turned in Yang Lei’s heart. He didn’t know how he felt.
When he arrived, he had already heard about that lady bringing Fang Yu food. But seeing the two of them together with his own eyes, and the atmosphere even seemed quite harmonious, made Yang Lei’s heart feel like it had been soaked in an old jar of pickled cabbage. It was a feeling that he couldn’t describe.
When he had just entered the room, he suddenly felt that he was very superfluous, as though he were the third wheel.
“When did I ignore you when you called me to eat?”
Fang Yu still remembered Yang Lei’s words just now.
“If you keep eating like that, would you still pay attention to me?” Yang Lei smiled, his words ambiguous. There were storms in his heart, but his face really didn’t bring it out at all. This was also the calmness that he had gradually honed after following Yan Ziyi.
Fang Yu didn’t say anything.
Yang Lei didn’t know that the second day, Fang Yu visited Lin Shanshan.
This was Fang Yu’s first time asking Lin Shanshan out.
When Lin Shanshan brought Fang Yu food, Fang Yu said to her: “Let’s talk at another place.”
Lin Shanshan’s whole face lit up. She nodded shyly.
No one knew what Fang Yu said to Lin Shanshan that day, because a third person was not present at the scene.
But there were people who saw that when Lin Shanshan came out from a coffee shop, there were tears on her face as she left.
After that day, Lin Shanshan didn’t go to Grand Century Restaurant again. She didn’t bring Fang Yu food, and she no longer sat at that table every day, dazedly waiting.
When she disappeared, people in the restaurant were all quietly discussing, guessing that something had happened between her and Fang Yu, but no one knew.
Some people said that it was really a pity. Actually, no matter if it was this lady’s appearance, character, or family background, they were all worthy enough for Manager Fang.
Some people also said, perhaps there was already someone in Manager Fang’s heart, or maybe Manager Fang already had a girlfriend, and she just hadn’t yet appeared.
There were also people who said, “Do you know Manager Fang’s background? Do you know what kind of person he is? Perhaps that lady already heard clearly and didn’t dare come again…”
All in all, for a period of time, Lin Shanshan disappeared.
Not long after Lin Shanshan disappeared, there was unprecedented bloodshed in the Grand Century Restaurant.
Not only did this bloodshed bring Fang Yu into endless troubles, it also forced Yang Lei to face his family whom he was never willing to mention.
Before that matter happened, Fang Yu followed Luo Jiu out of town for work. He went for half a month.
As to Lin Shanshan’s disappearance, Yang Lei was naturally happy after he knew about it, but he was not overly happy.
He was glad that Fang Yu wasn’t moved by Lin Shanshan, but Yang Lei knew that one Lin Shanshan leaving didn’t mean that there wouldn’t be a Wang Shanshan, Zhang Shanshan, Li Shanshan…
Fang Yu would have a girlfriend sooner or later. He would marry a woman sooner or later. Could Fang Yu not date or marry for a lifetime?
The problem between him and Fang Yu wasn’t the problem of one Lin Shanshan. Yang Lei was very clear.
The clearer he was, the more anxious he was. He thought of Hua Mao’s words again.
Before he thought it through, Fang Yu and Luo Jiu went out of town. In these two weeks, Yang Lei seemed to be lost in thought all day. After he finished the company’s matters, he didn’t know what he should do.
He brought his group of brothers to sing every night, but he couldn’t relieve his loneliness.
Before Fang Yu went, he left his house key with him, asking him to help look after his house. Actually, he knew that Yang Lei loved freedom, so he was giving him a comfortable place. Yang Lei lay alone on Fang Yu’s steel-framed bed, thinking over all sorts of things. His thoughts kept revolving around Fang Yu.
Yang Lei suddenly sat up.
“Really fucking strange,” Yang Lei cursed.
Ever since he met Fang Yu, he had become stranger and stranger. And the video tape that made him start to become strange was imprinted before Yang Lei’s eyes.
Yang Lei couldn’t help putting it inside the VCR again, starting to play it.
The two men on the screen lay closely on top of each other. The man on top forcefully thrusted, letting out ecstatic moans. The close-up focused on the place they were connected. Yang Lei was short of breath…
Yang Lei called the hotel Fang Yu was staying at. Fang Yu just happened to be in the room.
“When are you coming back?” Yang Lei asked.
“Sunday. Why, you’re at my house?” Fang Yu guessed it in one try.
“I can’t sleep.”
“If you can’t sleep, then watch porn,” Fang Yu joked casually.
“I’m watching.” Yang Lei said every truth.
“You motherfucker… You’re really direct.” Fang Yu knew that Yang Lei was keen on this matter. Actually, he was also the same.
Yang Lei was silent for a moment. He lowered his voice.
“…I miss you.”
Normally, Yang Lei wouldn’t be able to say these words even if he were beaten to death. It was just now. Fang Yu and Yang Lei both knew very well what it meant to say these words at this time.
“Fuck, don’t be disgusting,” Fang Yu said.
“You haven’t missed me?” Yang Lei asked quietly.
The video was still playing, and Yang Lei’s voice was still hoarse.
Fang Yu was silent.
“I’ll be back Sunday afternoon…” Fang Yu said…
The day Fang Yu and Luo Jiu came back, Yan Ziyi just happened to invite Luo Jiu for a meal. Knowing that they had just come back from work, he welcomed them back as well.
In the private room of the Grand Oriental Hotel, Yang Lei sat at the table. He waited anxiously, and even Yan Ziyi noticed.
“You and Fang Yu didn’t meet for half a month. Does this short amount of time make a difference?” Yan Ziyi wanted Yang Lei and Fang Yu to be close. No matter in what aspect, he needed to form a stronger alliance with Luo Jiu.
“Look at what you’re saying, Boss. Fang Yu isn’t going out with me.” Yang Lei was always casual with Yan Ziyi.
“It’s just about the same!” Yan Ziyi was joking. How could he know that he had so much foresight that he even got this correct?
Luo Jiu and Fang Yu finally arrived, travel-worn. They had come directly from the railway station, and they didn’t have time to go back and change clothes. Although tired from travel, Fang Yu was still so neat and clean. He was still wearing his trademark white dress shirt, tucked into black jeans, looking very handsome. He entered the private room behind Luo Jiu, and smiled at Yan Ziyi and Yang Lei, greeting them.
Of course, Fang Yu didn’t wear white dress shirts every day. He just somewhat preferred them. Most of the time, he would still wear all kinds of clothes. Yang Lei didn’t know if it was because he had remembered his white dress shirt the first time they met, or if it was because Fang Yu truly looked very good in a white dress shirt, but Yang Lei liked to see him in a white dress shirt.
Fang Yu first greeted Yan Ziyi politely. When his eyes turned to Yang Lei, both of them didn’t say much. They just made eye contact and smiled.
One smile expressed everything without the need for words.
Of course, Yang Lei thought so.
Brothers on both sides sat outside the private room. Just the four of them were in the private room, seated around a small table. The two bosses were imposing. When they sat down, each took up a large space, so Fang Yu and Yang Lei sat quite close, and they stayed quite close.
The two of them were busy looking after the two bosses, pouring wine and giving them food. The two of them were equally capable, obedient, and loyal. Looking at these two subordinates, Yan Ziyi and Luo Jiu both liked them and were satisfied with them from the bottom of their hearts. They drank a lot, and their words flowed freely. The two bosses chatted excitedly back and forth, and Fang Yu chatted with them. Yet, Yang Lei’s thoughts were gradually no longer on the table. On his face, there was an expression of attentively listening to the two bosses speak, but he quietly reached his hand under the table and over, putting it on Fang Yu’s leg.
Yang Lei couldn’t hold back. Since he saw Fang Yu, his heart itched unbearably. Yang Lei was truly addicted, and so addicted that he couldn’t control himself.
Fang Yu was indeed a gangster. He remained calm, the expression on his face not changing at all. He didn’t even pause in what he was saying.
Seeing that Fang Yu ignored him, Yang Lei intentionally felt up his leg towards the middle of his legs.
Fang Yu grabbed Yang Lei’s hand, and raised his foot and kicked Yang Lei’s foot.
Taking advantage, Yang Lei’s hand grabbed Fang Yu’s hand, pulling it and forcefully squeezing it once.
Fang Yu discretely glanced at Yang Lei. Luo Jiu was still asking him: “Fang Yu, that person said that, right?”
“He did say that, Jiu Ge.”
Fang Yu calmly replied, yet his hand was wrestling with Yang Lei. He flipped his hand and grabbed back Yang Lei’s hand, making Yang Lei unable to move.
Yang Lei also didn’t move. He enjoyed the feeling of having his hand held by Fang Yu. There was still a smile at the corner of his lips.
Yang Lei also entered into the table’s conversation in earnest, yet his hand stealthily swept over Fang Yu’s palm again and again.
The implication was too obvious, and Fang Yu’s expression was a little forced. Fang Yu let go of his hand.
Yang Lei knew that Fang Yu was doting on him. Because of Fang Yu’s doting, Yang Lei dared to do everything. He coughed, smiling as he said loudly to the two bosses: “Da Ge, Jiu Ge, I’ll go to the bathroom.”
And then he stood up and walked out. When he stood up, he glanced at Fang Yu.
With his glance, even Yan Ziyi and Luo Jiu could tell that he wanted Fang Yu to go out with him. Actually, with their hands moving around just now, what kind of people were Yan Ziyi and Luo Jiu? Could they not see that they were messing around under the table? Of course, they couldn’t see exactly what the “hell” they were doing. They just treated it as the two of them joking around.
“Fang Yu, you go too. Go.” Luo Jiu waved at him.
When Fang Yu walked out, Luo Jiu and Yan Ziyi shook their heads and sighed: “These two boys, why are they so clingy? They even had to run out to whisper.”
“Well, they’re young people. It’s boring to always accompany us old men. Let them have fun!” Actually, these two bosses were just about forty.
Yang Lei and Fang Yu went into the restroom, one after the other. Yang Lei went in first and turned around. When Fang Yu came in, he pulled Fang Yu. Without a chance to speak, he pushed him forcefully into the stall and bolted the door.
Other than them, the restroom was empty.
Yang Lei couldn’t bear it. He had already endured for half a month. From the moment he saw Fang Yu, he couldn’t bear it.
At Yang Lei’s age and with his energy, he could do it several times a day. What did half a month look like?
“…Don’t be crazy!”
Fang Yu wanted to stop him, but Yang Lei was already an arrow fitted on the bowstring. How could he listen? He panted, roughly pulled up Fang Yu’s white dress shirt, reached his hand into Fang Yu’s undershirt and impatiently fondled and stroked. He pressed Fang Yu against the back of the stall’s door, and pulled down the zipper of Fang Yu’s pants without any hesitation.
Impulse won over reason. Actually, Fang Yu had also held back for a long time. Before, he was already enduring when Yang Lei teased him like that. Once Yang Lei went into the restroom, he knew what Yang Lei wanted to do. Was Fang Yu someone who could endure? He hugged Yang Lei tight, entangling together with him.
They hadn’t seen each other for half a month, both yearning. Fang Yu hugged Yang Lei’s butt, impatiently kneading Yang Lei’s lower body. Yang Lei had already pulled down Fang Yu’s jeans zipper and pulled his jeans down to his thighs. He messily rubbed and fondled, pressing against Fang Yu’s ear as he excitedly and wildly: “I really fucking… missed you to death…” Yang Lei already didn’t know what he was saying. Even his voice was trembling. He pulled out Fang Yu’s thing that suddenly jumped out, and knelt down without hesitation, putting it in his mouth…
Fang Yu leaned close against the stall’s door, lifting his neck. He closed his eyes and his breathing became heavier. As he enjoyed Yang Lei’s service, he let out deep pants…
The door of the restroom was suddenly pushed open. People came in one after the other. Both of them held their breaths, not letting out any sound. Yang Lei moved his tongue, intricately licking Fang Yu. Fang Yu’s chest heavily rose and fell…
Outside the door, there was the sound of other people talking and moving. The nervous and secretive atmosphere made the two inside the stall feel incomparable excitement. The sound of footsteps outside the door finally all faded. Fang Yu pulled Yang Lei up and fiercely jerked off both of their things. Yang Lei couldn’t help but moan out loud, trembling as he released into Fang Yu’s palm. Fang Yu also came on Yang Lei’s stomach…
That night, they went back to Fang Yu’s house. The two of them overturned the heavens and the earth in bed, like they had endless energy and desire. Yang Lei hugged Fang Yu tightly. He was absorbed in Fang Yu’s initiative. That night, Fang Yu was very immersed, even more intense than all his previous times. Fang Yu was more impatient than before, as restless and uncomfortable as though he could never be relieved.
“…What is it?” Yang Lei felt Fang Yu’s agitation.
“I don’t know!” Fang Yu said. He also didn’t know what it was, but even if Yang Lei sucked him off, he was still not satisfied. He was restless all over. He wanted to receive more relief, but he also didn’t know what to do. In his passion, Fang Yu suddenly flipped Yang Lei over, letting Yang Lei lie on the bed, and inserted his trembling erection between Yang Lei’s thighs from behind. They hadn’t played like this before. Perhaps sometimes, they were really following their instincts in bed. There was no need to be taught. Yang Lei couldn’t help but press his thighs tight, experiencing the excitement of this new way of playing. Fang Yu panted for breath, heavily starting to thrust between his legs…
Yang Lei lay on the bed, feeling Fang Yu’s great strength. Fang Yu thrusted between his legs, pounding him heavily, swaying his body and the entire bed. Yang Lei’s swollen lower part rubbed tightly against the bedsheets. Yang Lei had an illusion of becoming one with Fang Yu. He brought his legs closer, bringing Fang Yu more pleasure. He heard Fang Yu’s quicker and quicker pants at his back. His movements were fiercer and fiercer, faster and faster… Yang Lei was also moaning, rubbing. He heard Fang Yu’s one low and constrained groan, and then there was hot wetness between his legs…
When the climax was over, Fang Yu didn’t move. He was still lying on Yang Lei’s back.
It was a long time before Yang Lei recovered, panting. He felt Fang Yu quietly pull away from between his legs, turn over, and sit on the edge of the bed.
“…Really fucking amazing!” Yang Lei was excited and emotional. He turned his head, smiling as he looked at Fang Yu’s back.
“Really great. Let’s do that again next time!”
Yang Lei was still immersed in the aftereffects of the climax.
Fang Yu didn’t say anything, his back to Yang Lei.
After a long time, Yang Lei heard Fang Yu speak.
“Yang Lei, let’s stop playing from now on.”
Yang Lei was stunned.
He didn’t know what to say…
It was a long time before Yang Lei said, What did you say?
“I said, let’s stop playing like this from now on,” Fang Yu said in a low voice.
“…Why?”
Yang Lei’s mind was blank.
Fang Yu didn’t answer.
Yang Lei sat up. He didn’t even clean the mess between his legs.
“…You don’t want to play?”
Yang Lei looked at Fang Yu’s back. Something in his heart kept sinking down.
Fang Yu put on his pants and stood up, silently lighting a cigarette.
“What do you mean?”
Yang Lei stared at him, his voice becoming rough. He sat on the bed without moving.
“I don’t want to play,” Fang Yu said.
“…You fucking were like that just now, was that not wanting to play?!” Yang Lei raised his voice abruptly.
“Is what we’re doing normal??” Fang Yu also roared out.
“I’ve said before, this is just playing! It’s very normal! Why are you thinking that much?!” Yang Lei was angry.
“I was fucking aroused by your body! Is this called normal?!” Fang Yu abruptly smashed the cigarette end on the ground.
“…”
Yang Lei stopped talking. He looked steadily at Fang Yu.
Fang Yu took out another cigarette, irritably put it in his mouth, and inhaled sharply.
“…These days I was away from you, all I thought about was doing these things with you. …You are my brother! You say this is playing, but we’ve long crossed the line. Both of us know it! Is this really called normal? …I don’t know. I really don’t know.”
Fang Yu’s mood was confused. He spoke incoherently, as he forcefully smoked.
“You are my best brother.”
Fang Yu’s dejected voice struck into Yang Lei’s heart like a heavy hammer.
“…Just what is this between us?”
Yang Lei didn’t answer, and Fang Yu didn’t have the answer.
There was silence in the room.
“Let’s not play anymore.”
Fang Yu’s voice was low.
“If we keep playing, we can’t even be brothers…” Fang Yu said…
Yang Lei didn’t say anything from beginning to end. There was a constraining quiet in the room.
Yang Lei lowered his head, looking between his own legs. He looked blankly for a while. He wanted to smile bitterly, but he couldn’t smile.
“Stop playing?” Yang Lei said.
“You felt good, but I still haven’t felt good?”
Fang Yu raised his head, looking at Yang Lei.
“I sucked you off, and lay down and let you do me. You felt good and now you’re saying to stop playing? Is anything this cheap?” Yang Lei said.
Fang Yu was silent for a while. He walked to the side of the bed and sat down next to Yang Lei. He put his hand on Yang Lei’s thing. Without hesitation, he was about to bend down.
“Scram!!!”
Yang Lei pushed Fang Yu away. He jumped up and put on his pants and T-shirt, and rushed out the door without looking back.
He rushed downstairs, rushed down to the wide terrace on the second floor, rushed into the empty street in the night. Yang Lei ran desperately, unable to stop…
Ah yeah angst after s*x. So i wonder what will become of them? The feelings did arise but maybe the next thing will be a difficult situation that will force Fang Yu to admit he actually has romantic feelings towards Yang Lei (or trigger the romantic feelings since it’s mostly lust now) Perhaps that incident that was mentioned earlier will be the thing? And what will Yang Lei do next, I’m hoping he runs to Hua Mao for love advice. Also more angst!!!
Thanks for the chapter~♡♡♡
ahhh no. Poor dudes. :((
thanks for the chapter <3
This is why I told you that this kind of playing will gonna lead to angsty genre right away~
Thanks for the chapter<3
Akahahgagaga his admit it already.
Oh oh oh the angst is coming..
Thanks for the chapter ❤❤
Ah yes it had to happen… I just hope Fang Yu will soon admit his feelings towards Yang Lei
Thank you for the chapter 💕
Knew this was coming but it still hurts ah
Hope Yang Lei doesn’t get into an accident again by the way he is running…
Honestly… thigh fucking for the win!! 😂 😂
Anyways I’m ready for the angst!!
Oh, you stupid boys.
💙💙💙
… truly a blessing listening to “one of your girls” while reading this chapter, sensual yet melancholic. Atmosphere combo absolutely unmatched