Everyone Knows I'm a Good PersonChapter 58.2

 

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Suicide is not the only answer. If you feel like you want to harm yourself, please speak with someone you trust so they can support you.

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  2. Nooo. What kind of parents are those? If they don’t want their son, then let him go. Let him go to a place when he can be himself and be loved. Why force him to the edge?

    Everything is so unfair and sad.

    Thanks for the chapter!

  4. thank you for the chapter! I hope Chen Zeyu stay strong and live a life without the scummy parents

  6. Well that wrecked me. They were so cute. People Like his family are pure evil.

    Thanks for the great translation ♥️

    • This kind of topic… Really makes me realize the truth. Homosexual relationship is hard if you have no one by your side that accepts who you are. Its actually normal for parents to act against their child being gay the first time they heard it because they raised their child not expecting for him to turn out being gay so just imagine the shock (I kind of understand their feelings because I also felt frustrated when my pet dog, which is a male, is mating with another male dog. I consider him my child and I never even considered him to be with someone the same sex as him! The feelings are not of the same intensity but I just imagined my feelings getting 10x stronger) That’s why I feel that parents who accepts their child’s sexual orientation without any second thoughts are special.

      Another thing, don’t even think about suicide. I think many people who went into puberty probably have times when they have a mental breakdown (well, puberty is when emotions are unstable) and thought about ending their lives. Personally, I’m really embarrassed to think about the times when I couldn’t control my emotions and acted very immature and didn’t try to understand anyone, even myself and ended by me, getting suicidal. But really… Every little good thing that you think about will make you pull back from such thoughts.

      Somewhere out there, someone is looking out for you. They wish to see you the next day. What about your beloved husbandos? You don’t want to read bl anymore?

  11. It’s not those two boys that are sick! It’s those so called” parents” thay should be locked up in a mental hospital! Shit, how fucked up are they to not even give their son a wink of sleep just because he’s gay?

    That’s practically inhumane!

  12. It’s hard having a homophobic environment. Those with accepting parents are reallly lucky… 🙂

    Thank you for the chapter!

  14. aha ha my greatest fear… thank you for the chapter, the last sentence made me bawl… it was bittersweet

  17. This was very sad and infuriating QAQ ! SQ you better give em the best wedding ever QAQ

  21. I live in homophobic environment where all gays are considered as ill , and they would be beaten whenever they go, their relationship shouldn’t be open . Several years ago when I was at school my friend told me that their group saw a gay couple hiding and kissing in secret , after my friend’s group saw them , they have beaten up them , and they were showing off this fact . At that time I wasn’t mature enough to understand what exactly they were doing . I clearly remember that when she asked me weather they deserved it or not , I just agreed with them. I didn’t feel it was right or wrong , and I just followed what they have said without thinking . In our culture , religion and environment people are not allowed to be different from them . They all just have to follow rules . Rules are stirct to females as well . And I thinks many Asian countries are in the same situation . That makes me really sad . And I don’t want to live in this environment . Even if most people are open minded that doesn’t mean that they can accept homosexuality .

    After I became older I understood that I have no right to interfere with other people business, or I have a right to dictate them . But I guess most people around me don’t thinks so .

    • Ah comment meaning was that I am disgusted by what his parents have done to him . But I am more sad , ut happens and happens a lot in reality

  22. Well f*ck! So much for looking presentable for my online class. No video for me least my class thinks someone just died from all the freaking tears falling down my eyes!

  24. Boo why is this making me so sad… my emotions are extra whack today!

    Thanks for the chapter! 💕

  27. Ahaha, I’ve had 3 bad mental breakdowns and was very depressed for a month over the issue of coming out. Now I know I can’t come out to my family like I came out to my friends, because they might call me perverted, disgusting, and wonder what they did wrong when raising me, and might send me to conversion therapy👍 I used to be so hopeful that I could do it if I planned everything out, but no matter how much I plan, my mom will never give me the words of acceptance and understanding. I’m kinda numb to the whole thing now and don’t get nearly as upset.

    Can’t imagine how it must feel like to outed when you are not ready for it. Ah, sorry for bombarding you guys with my problems, this chapter kinda hit the sore spot.

    Thanks for the chapter~

    • Don’t do it for the time being if you’re not sure, at least try to be independent first..

      I wish you luck.

  30. That was straight up tragic.. I almost got depressed right after reading this chapter. It made me question society in rl (if this things still happen rn) I havent cried so hard like this while reading after go to hell white lotus extra & Brother.. Its just so sad 🤧

    Thanks for the chapter

  31. i f#cking cried… (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) and I’m in public… I had to go read happy stuff real quick so I wouldn’t break out in f#ing tears (Ｔ＿Ｔ) people are so dang evil, like it ain’t your life, and even if you disagree you don’t have to constantly cuss at them and cause them pain…lemme just go cry in a corner ಥ_ಥ

  37. This absolutely broke my heart because I know that these things happen in real life. I am at a loss for words 😭 I KNOW that the characters are just fictional and that I’ve literally only known them for like, 5 minutes more or less, but I hope they find each other in the next life and have a bombass wedding with a bombass house and have however many children they like!!!!!! 😩

  38. My shirt is soaked with tears now. As somebody who won’t ever be accepted by my loved ones, this hits home.

  39. my heart hurts for this two.. damn those homophobics!!!

  40. My heart hurts. I just wish that everyone can be happy being who they are and loving who they want to love, no matter the gender. Honestly breaks my heart to know that in this society some people really have to go through this just because they love the same gender

  41. I live in a place where homophobia is considered to be a mental illness. A majority of the population actually believe that gay people are pedophiles and r*pists. In more religious families, children and teens will be taken to religious leaders or shaman doctors to “drive away the demon possessing them”. I even had a teacher who blamed the natural disasters happening in my country on the lgbtq+ community.

    Up until middle school, I studied in an international private school where most of the teachers and students are relatively accepting of the lgbtq+ community. Even though it wasn’t really celebrated, nobody was afraid that they would be bullied or treated differently if they came out of the closet. That’s why I was shocked when I moved into a public high school and all the teachers were openly homophobic (and coincidentally, extremely religious)

    Now I realize that I am very privileged to be able to grow up in a progressive community and around kind people. The road to acceptance and equality is a long one, but I believe we’ll get there someday.

  44. I was crying the whole time. Why are they treating them like they have a disease to be cured. They don’t even see you as human anymore. This kind of people are what I despise the most.

  48. Who’s crying?! I’M NOT! QAQ this chapter is so soul crushing. I’m trying not to cry cuz the walls are too thin. But my tears said, no.

  54. They could be the main characters in their own story. Like those modern angst BE or those modern drama (w/ reincarnation if the suicide still prevails) that’ll win against all odds, HE

  55. when I read the translator cried while translating this arc, I thought they were just too emotional to cry for a cute li’l book like this. now I’m teary too, thx.

  57. I was reading this chapter with “Ghost” playing in the background. The “If i cant be close to you I’ll settle for the ghost of you, and if you cant be next to me your memory is ecstacy” hit so hard. This chapter hits somewhere close to home😭😭😭!

  58. Parents like Mi Lang’s deserve to be skinned alive 😡 to have all their actions done upon themselves 😡 they’re the ones who should be locked and tortured and sent to a mental hospital. The kind of mental hospital that appears in documentaries about the dark side of ‘treatments’. 😡 😡 😡 These kinds of people are absolutely hateful. That’s your own child! How can you torture your own child?! 😡 Just goes to show they’re psychopaths.

  59. I really hate homophobic people 😢 LGBTQ relationships are normal and they deserve happiness like any other people. They only wanted to be loved and love a person but these homophobic people keep on causing problems and deny them like loving the same gender is a great sin🙄😒

  61. Damn this is the exact opposite of Shi Qing parents in the previous arc, they killed their own son without even realizing it, this is so sadddd 😭 damn society

  62. I cried. This was too pitiful, why can’t just people accept different people? What is there to be scared about? Why do we have to walk in a group and think and feel the same about everything as others. I hate it, people only hurt others for being different from them just because they are afraid of changes. I really hate it

  65. The 1st time i read this i was in tears. Now im reading it again and I’m in tears again. I think i might have already posted previously but thanks again for chapter

  66. I’m sobbing huhu I hope you spend a lifetime together in your next life Mi Lang and Chen Zeyu. I’m sorry the world has failed you…

    Thank you for the chapter! 🌺💗

  68. Aww, this is too sad, I cannot really understand how they could say they are righteous when all they did is humiliate and ostracize those they think were different from them. Loving someone doesn’t change who you are 👺

  69. I don’t want to comment much. Living in this world, I mean living as someone that God has created, and to support/agree upon this kind of relationship is considered wrong… I supposed.

    But as a human with a heart and mind, I cannot fathom the reactions of those people who drove others to end their life.

  70. TTTTT shut upppp please. Wtf I’m crying so bad. Why why so sad stop killing yourself please omg I didn’t. Come here for this. Stop dying please please stopppp. Why so sad I’m crying I’m crying