Don't Hide From MeCh11 - Don’t Defile Our Feelings

Edited by Rae and Elanor

The dormitory was very quiet after the lights were turned off at night, so any tiny sound would be magnified and transmitted to people’s ears. 4ivGkr

The sound of the wind outside the window could be clearly heard, not to mention the voice from the pillow beside his head.

But Lu Xun didn’t seem to hear him clearly, “…What did you say?”

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Ye Yao then repeated his words in a calm tone, “I said, I don’t like that kind of interaction, it’s strange. We should do less of that and just interact normally like how we used to do before.”

Ye Yao’s idea was very simple. Zdwkj9

He needed to control himself from revealing his true feelings, but during those times, he often acted without thinking and was often out of control of his actions.

What if one day, in the heat of the moment and on impulse he would end up kissing Lu Xun while Lu Xun was helping him get off?

To avoid this mistake, it was best to simply cut off the source of his impulsiveness.

Now it was only necessary to simply reduce the behavior of helping each other get off, which was already very good. After all, in his expectation, if the day comes when he couldn’t control it anymore, he would need to stay away from Lu Xun in many other ways.

Lu Xun didn’t speak, but Ye Yao gently nudged him, “Did you hear what I said?”

After Lu Xun was nudged by Ye Yao, he seemed to wake up from a dream and hugged Ye Yao’s waist tightly.

“You don’t like it…Is it because I didn’t make you comfortable?” Lu Xun’s voice was suppressed, pouring out of him much faster than usual, revealing his anxiousness, “I will improve my skills in the future, and besides this was my first time helping another person get off, you gotta give me time to improve right?”

Ye Yao, “That was not the point…?” reo276

Lu Xun rarely interrupted Ye Yao when talking, but today he interrupted him and continued persuading, “Or do you feel tired from helping me? Then next time you can just give a few casual touches, it won’t take a toll on you.”

“…” Ye Yao had nothing to say about Lu Xun’s inability to focus on the key points, so he could only reiterate, “That’s not the problem. You can just search or ask. Many people can’t accept others doing such private things for them and I don’t like it either.”

“You really don’t like it?” Lu Xun asked suddenly.

Lu Xun’s intuition was quite sharp at times, Ye Yao calmly avoided the topic, “I have thought about it carefully, this kind of thing regarding private parts, it is better for my marriage partner to do it, otherwise it is not appropriate, and that goes for you too. You could say that I’m a conservative person.” K5JA7E

“Okay, that’s settled then.” Ye Yao didn’t come to discuss the feasibility of this matter with Lu Xun, but to inform him. After speaking, he patted Lu Xun’s arm comfortably, “Go to sleep, don’t think too much about it, good night.”

Once again, the room became quiet. During the autumn when there was no heating, everyone covered themselves with thick quilts. Two people lying on a single bed, huddled under a thick quilt, could easily feel the comfort and sleepiness that was not available in summer.

It was easiest to fall asleep after relaxing once, and Ye Yao was no exception. His forehead rested on Lu Xun’s shoulder, and his breathing gradually evened out.

Ye Yao had fallen asleep. 2dc1OT

Lu Xun couldn’t sleep at all!

The happiness he felt for the first time not long ago was ruthlessly ripped away.

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Only Ye Yao can make him feel the joy of helping each other get off. lcPN4n

Lu Xun moved a little, hugged the person tighter in his arms, and at the same time buried his head in Ye Yao’s neck and took a deep breath.

He had seen such good scenery, how could he be willing to retreat?

Marriage partner? Oh, can a married person do things he can’t do? What kind of logic was that?

Lu Xun’s intuition was most keen when faced with matters relating to Ye Yao. CbYMHe

Lu Xun took a deep breath again and inhaled Ye Yao’s scent into his heart.

He felt… Ye Yao was avoiding and retreating from him.

Ye Yao didn’t want to improve his relationship with him.

For the next few days, Lu Xun was depressed. A67kax

This depression wouldn’t show up in front of Ye Yao, but it was obvious when Lu Xun was alone, which scared Lu Xun’s classmates so much that they didn’t dare to sit near him.

That day, Lu Xun had a class in the evening, and Ye Yao also had a lot of homework to do, so they split up to do their respective tasks.

After two periods of the class, and on the way back to the dormitory after school, Lu Xun received a call.

A phone call from his mother. 61J V8

Lu Xun frowned and went to a secluded spot to pick up the call.

After a few words of greeting, Lu Xun’s mother finally explained her intention, “Lu Xun, I heard… Xiao Ye went to meet a girl a few days ago, and before they could have a good chat, you went over and chased her away?”

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Lu Xun raised his eyebrows and smiled disdainfully, “Who told you this?”

“Just tell me if it’s true?” Lu Xun’s mother questioned angrily. dd3aqV

“Yeah, so what? He said that he didn’t intend to date before graduation.” Lu Xun replied.

This answer was too self-righteous that Mama Lu didn’t speak for a while. She paused and continued, “Don’t you think it’s rude to do so?”

“I’m not a gentleman, and it’s not your first day to have met me. Haven’t we known each other for 20 years?” Lu Xun smiled, then restrained his smile, “Don’t worry about this, anyway, I can’t stand-by watching him go out and date other girls.”

Mama Lu was silent for a long time again, “Do you like Xiao Ye and want to date Xiao Ye? Tell Mom the truth, Mom won’t blame you.” qCEpDF

Lu Xun frowned at once, “Even if it’s you, you can’t defile our relationship like this.”

How could his feelings with Ye Yao be so shallow?

Mother Lu, “…”

What kind of weirdo did she give birth to?. FjubqS

“Lu Xun, saints also have tempers.” Mother Lu sighed, “There must be a boundary to being friends. If you control so much, maybe Xiao Ye won’t want to play with you one day.”

Lu Xun didn’t speak.

“You probably don’t want to listen to this advice, but I hope you think about it. Don’t reach the point where you guys can’t even be friends anymore and instead become enemies.” Lu Xun’s mother said.

Lu Xun raised his head and looked at the bright orange street lamp above his head. The yellow light shone on his face, but failed to warm his handsome features. VpWaqz

Ye Yao’s distancing and refusal was because he was too controlling and was too domineering, making Ye Yao unhappy?

Lu Xun curled his lips expressionlessly, “You’re right, I can’t… let him hate me.”

Lu Xun didn’t go back to the dormitory, he was extremely bored, and he didn’t want to face Ye Yao when he was in a bad mood, so he just went for a stroll.

He sent a message to Ye Yao saying that he would not go back for the time being, so Lu Xun wandered outside the school. 3gluIa

Their university was not in the downtown area. After leaving the school gate, there were very few people and it was quiet. Lu Xun walked with his head down and strode against the cold wind, trying to vent his bad mood by walking around aimlessly.

He wasn’t aware how long he had been walking, Lu Xun suddenly stopped and turned around.

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Behind him, a few people were following.

These few people looked like rascals, they wore sunglasses at night, and were quite ill-dressed. In this cold weather, their sleeves were pulled up, revealing the tattooed arms inside. J9IR3P

“Damn, did you finally notice the group of us?”

“You definitely don’t look like you are short on money since you grew up like this, huh? Can we borrow some money to spend?”

“Don’t lie to us and say that you have no money. Your shoes are not cheap. Be good and hand over all the money!”

Lu Xun wanted to laugh a little. Just when he was in a bad mood, a few human punching bags presented themselves to him. This was really an excellent target to vent his anger. Jg1 l5

“What age is it already? Who still carries cash on them?” Lu Xun responded lazily.

“If you don’t have cash, then scan the code on our phones! Transfer all the money in your card to us!” said the scoundrel.

Lu Xun smiled and took out his mobile phone, “Then take out your mobile phone and let me scan it.”

“Right, if we can communicate well, then we won’t beat you up.” The leader of the gang said as he walked over to Lu Xun with his mobile phone, “You just scan this code—ugh!” oxiAtC

The head gangster was kneed to his stomach by Lu Xun, and he immediately let out a cry of pain, and in the next second, he was thrown to the ground with a shoulder-to-shoulder fall.

Seeing that the situation was not good, the remaining two thugs wanted to fight yet run, but they couldn’t fight, and they couldn’t win even if they ran. In the end, they were all beaten to the ground in the chaos, falling to the ground and groaning out loud.

Lu Xun stepped on the back of one of them, feeling much better. Looking at the people who fell to the ground, he suddenly had an idea.

He couldn’t control Ye Yao’s life too much, otherwise it would easily disgust Ye Yao. But what if, on the other hand, he found a way to make Ye Yao take the initiative to follow him, instead of going out on a date alone with others? dgtSlK

For example…he was injured, couldn’t walk alone, and needed someone to take care of him?

A sense of excitement arose wildly, and Lu Xun’s fingertips were shaking. He messed up his clothes, found a suitable angle to take a picture of the chaos, and clicked and sent it to Ye Yao.

Immediately, Ye Yao called him back.

“En, I was robbed… They said I looked like a rich man and wanted to rob me of my money.” Lu Xun took two breaths, his voice seemed to be reluctant, “I haven’t exercised for a long time, so I thought it was a good idea to jog around for a while at night, I didn’t expect…” btOjDJ

On the phone, Ye Yao’s concern and anxiety flowed into Lu Xun’s heart like a jar of sticky honey, making him feel that the idiots lying on the ground were quite pleasing to the eye.

Ye Yao was worried about him, was there anything better than this?

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Lu Xun whispered, “There are too many of them. Although I won, I still got a little injured. My leg hurts, can you come pick me up?”

Hearing Ye Yao answer without hesitation, Lu Xun’s eyes were filled with satisfaction. 0B92aD

“Okay, I’ll send you the location.”

After finishing the call, Lu Xun glanced at the stunned people lying on the ground, his face changed instantly, and he said coldly, “What are you looking at? Scram, or are you waiting for me to beat you up again?”

“We’re going, we’re going, going right now!”

The eye-sores disappeared, and Lu Xun walked slowly to a tree. 46jWQG

Before Ye Yao arrived, he had to injure some places on his body before he could let Ye Yao take care of him justifiably.

But it shouldn’t be too much, lest Ye Yao gets tired while taking care of him.

This degree must be grasped well.

Then he could sell misery openly, hang on to Ye Yao every day, and continue to enhance his relationship with Ye Yao. 7hxqVF

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Rae~ *inhales* Lu Xun ah Lu Xun what must happen for you to realize you’re in love??????

zaki~ *facepalm* the things you would do to make a love one stay beside you…

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