“…Hrk…”
“How does it feel to look down on me? Do you like it?”
He tightly embraced my waist. Now that I was actually sitting on top of him, my eye level was higher. As our positions reversed, my heart sank a bit. Still trembling, he pulled me closer, caressing the area below my back with his palm.
Where did the anger that felt like it could kill me go? I could only think while barely breathing. What would happen now?
“I…”
My squeezed-out voice was less shaky. He glanced up at me.
“Did you do it on purpose?”
“Really, I didn’t mean to… I was just too scared…”
Tears gathered in every gap. He covered my lips with his palm, silently signaling me to be quiet.
“I’m sorry…”
“Don’t cry. It’s counterproductive.”
“Please, don’t punish me…”
I grabbed his hand, which covered my mouth, with my own hand. Tears fell as I pleaded.
“I’ll do it, I’ll do as you say, so please…”
Han Team Leader looked down at me coldly. His sharp gaze softened slightly.
“Do you dislike pain?”
“…Uh…”
“But you still have to be punished. It’s not a crime that deserves getting spanked until your butt explodes, but asking for this is too much, isn’t it?”
His warm palm gently covered my buttocks. I shivered with a tense body. He wiped the tears from my eyes with his fingertips and casually said, “We’ll talk about the punishment later.”
“…….”
“Let’s finish what we were doing.”
He reached back and opened the drawer where the condom had come from. He took out a new, unopened tube of gel. As my tense back stiffened, he massaged it with an indifferent touch.
“We have to do it anyway.”
There was a hint of exhaustion in his eyes. I looked up at his lips, and our lips brushed against each other. He paused as he applied gel to his fingers.
“That wasn’t safe just now.”
I nodded. He smiled as if it were ridiculous.
“I understand your intention, but it’s not allowed.”
Brushing against his lips again, I attempted a slightly longer kiss. He pulled away, glancing at me.
“You should know how to distinguish between what’s necessary and unnecessary. Are you going to disappoint me like this?”
My eyes were warm. I really knew, without fabricating lies, that this was the limit. Swallowing my tears, I rested my chin on his shoulder. Despite my efforts to endure, sobs kept escaping. This time, there was no escaping. I had to endure. If I endured, someday it would end. I knew that, but it was frightening. The tears wouldn’t stop.
The thigh that held me shuddered. Something soft touched my eyes.
“Open your eyes.”
“…….”
I slowly blinked away the tears. He, who had seemed ready to kill me earlier, now had a softened expression. Our bodies were pressed tightly together. Holding my waist with both arms, he met my gaze and spoke gently.
“There’s no need to be scared.”
“…….”
“I won’t make it painful.”
Our foreheads touched. Our lips lightly brushed and then separated. He gently kissed my eyes. Holding me close, he patted my buttocks and said,
“I promise. It won’t hurt much. If it’s too hard, I’ll stop.”
“…No lies…”
“When have I lied, Lee Seodan?”
His fingers teased down the cleft between my buttocks. Squelch. The thick fingers that had been circling around since earlier now penetrated the entrance.
“Why is it so hot inside?”
He whispered. His fingertips gently explored the slippery walls that clung to them. Unlike last time, there was no violent intrusion. I closed my eyes, pressing my cheek against his neck, enduring it. He dispensed gel and smoothly slid his fingers as if spreading it on the inside. The gel melted the heat between the buttocks. As the sensitive area continued to be gently caressed, a sensation of pleasure, almost surreal, gradually took over, like a well-told lie. I urgently grabbed his arm.
“I might… Ahh! I might let go, a-ah…”
“You don’t need permission. If you want to climax, go ahead.”
He grabbed my member and teased me skillfully. Being stimulated simultaneously from the front and back, the climax came quickly. The sweet sensation was so intense that it made my teeth tingle.
As I gasped for breath and slumped over his shoulder, he withdrew the two fingers that had been caressing inside. He grabbed my waist, pulling me towards the front of his thigh. My waist lifted abruptly.
“Hold on tight.”
“…Team Leader.”
“What?”
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His lips touched my eyes. It’s okay. He whispered affectionately. It’s okay, so breathe, and look at me.
And then he kissed me. It was a long, intense, and tender kiss as if our lips would melt, as if the parts that touched him would become pliant. Like an offering, like a blindfold. My round buttocks were wet and spread apart. Something thick and large touched my moistened entrance.
“…Huh.”
“Relax.”
His voice was mixed with hot breath. His lips stole the tears that were falling steadily. Slowly, the round glans stretched the folds. I sobbed and pressed my body closer to him. His heart pounded as fast as mine from the chest-to-chest contact.
“Ah… Huh, ah…”
“…You’re taking it better than I thought. Just hold on a little longer.”
He grabbed the hand that kept pushing him away. I was scared. I could feel the tightness to accommodate the thick intrusion. The hot shaft pushed endlessly into me. The pressure was so intense that my mouth opened involuntarily. It felt like it was all the way in, but no matter how much I endured and waited, it didn’t end.
“Team Leader, huk, here… ah…”
It felt like my lower abdomen was protruding. I stroked it while crying. His laughter mixed with his breathing.
“That’s right. I’ll fill every empty space with me.”
“It’s too- too deep… a bit, ah- ah…!”
“No, you can’t. Relax inside… Swallow more. I’ll put it all in.”
He held my waist, adjusting the speed and gradually lowered me. The thick pillar pushed deeper and deeper. It felt like the thick glans would pierce through. My belly felt like it would split open. I couldn’t believe it could go in so deep. All my earlier bravado with just a thumb was truly childish. I didn’t make a sound, just gasped for air with my mouth wide open.
“It’s too, too painful….”
“Endure it.”
He had no more patience in his voice. It was the first time. He firmly pressed down on my shoulder as if he had made up his mind. With a deep breath, the remaining shaft locked into me in one go. The swollen glans opened up deep inside me, tearing it apart.
“Ah!”
“…Relax. Seems like it’s going to break off.”
“Too, deep, ah, ah… feels like I’m going to die.”
“You won’t die.”
He embraced me, gently comforting my sweaty body. He spread gel over the sensitive junction, slowly teasing it. Despite my attempts to rise, he held me down. Even though I begged him to take it out a bit, he didn’t allow it. His slick palm, urging me to relax, moved down both sides of my buttocks.
My mind went from red to black. It felt like I was going to die. I instinctively kissed him desperately as his lips came into view. I needed a place to escape from the terrible pressure.
Awkwardly, I inserted my tongue into his mouth, and he responded by embracing me. Wet lips fervently sucked until my stiff body gradually lost strength. The excruciating pain that made breathing difficult also subsided bit by bit. I could finally breathe.
Although I was too scared to look back, I could feel his thickness pressing tightly against the stretched entrance. It had truly entered all the way. I felt the solidity of the flesh pillar filling me completely each time I took a breath. His member was inside me. It was unbelievable.
“I’m going to move now.”
He whispered in my ear, and I weakly nodded. He pushed my lips this time, holding down my waist that kept trying to escape.
“Hya! Hng, ah, it hurts.”
“…I’ll go slowly, so don’t cry.”
Slower than when entering, the thick pillar that filled me completely slowly retreated. I could feel the rough texture of the veins as it withdrew.
Then it happened. It wasn’t a particularly sensitive area. It was just the smooth glide of the adhering walls, but suddenly, a tingling sensation surged from the tip of my toes. An intense shiver ran up my spine.
“Hya! Wait, wait….”
“Your insides are trembling. Does it hurt?”
With my waist still raised, my body suddenly stopped. It was too difficult with his member halfway inside. I desperately shook my head.
“Don’t take it out, don’t….”
“But I want to.”
His lips curled upward. He gripped my waist and swiftly withdrew his body. The thick member, teasing my wet walls, painfully and relentlessly retreated at a deliberate pace. If he hadn’t been holding me, my body would have sprung up like a fish. I trembled, swallowing back my sobs. Inside, it was too…
The sensation of tightly grasping and teasing the tangled nerves felt overwhelming. The widely stretched entrance squeezed the thick pillar with a rhythmic motion. I feared what might happen.
“Ah… p-please, don’t… take it out.”
“Is it better when it’s coming out?”
With only the rounded glans left, he completely pulled out, laughing softly. I lifted my head with the remaining tremors in my body, but, of course, it was futile. He kissed my eyes and said, “Is Seodan really an honest person?”
“Uh-!”
He pressed me down. The thick member once again plunged deeply inside. When I tried to lift my body by grabbing his thigh, he effortlessly pulled away the hand supporting my body. The falling body gruesomely swallowed the upright organ in an instant. It felt like being punched in the gut, and I trembled while inhaling sharply. He lifted his waist, firmly holding onto my pelvis.
“Have to take it all.”
“Ah, no, th-that, huuaah!”
“You like it when it’s all in, right, Seodan?”
I raised my head while crying, but he only laughed. He held me in place, and he slowly withdrew his waist. The slippery member started emerging between the open folds. My body convulsed, and my mind blanked out. With glued pronunciation, I begged.
“Really, that, feels like I’m going to die. Please, if you pull it out like that…”
“Should I do it faster? Will that be better?”
“Huaa- ugh, ah, ah, ah, huueu.”
“Does my cock taste good? You eat the thick one so well. Just pulling it out, your sensitive body reacts so much, scary, isn’t it, huh?”
“Huaaa! Ahh! Team leader, I’m going to die, huaaah! Uh, ugh, ah, ah, huueu.”
“You should have experienced this earlier, shouldn’t you? Do you like it so much? Here, and here too?”
As my body sank, he precisely thrust his glans into my prostate. The moment felt like the ceiling was spinning. A long ringing sound echoed in my ears. Holding my convulsing body, he satisfactorily observed, his member deeply rooted.
“Is it enjoyable to come from the back like this?”
“Hu, ah…”
My vision barely returned. Han Team Leader, without waiting, roughly pulled out his member and thrust it back inside. It was an insertion without any consideration. The heat was intensely overwhelming. Huak, heeueeu, my pronunciation stuck together.
“This is insane.”
Biting my earlobe tightly, he passionately uttered. It was an anxious voice without a hint of relaxation. The speed at which his member thrust in and out became increasingly frantic. It felt like a fire had ignited inside. I forgot how to speak, crying as I desperately sought his lips. I kissed him desperately, lifting my head. He slightly delayed his movements, his throat emitting a low growl.
“Too fast?”
I nodded my head. He grabbed my shoulders while grinding his teeth. His member made a wet sound as it withdrew. I could feel the swollen entrance trembling and gaping.
My shivering body turned over and lay down, my back touching the blanket, and my legs spreading wide. He let go of my hands, grabbed my ankles, and spat out.
“If you hold on well, I’ll go slowly.”
“U…”
“Inserting again. Relax your hole.”
Cold gel poured into the swollen entrance, above which the hand spreading and pushing was hasty. I kept adjusting my slipping ankles, holding onto them. He lightly flicked a few times with his thumb, then brought back the thick glans. Without warning, it deeply penetrated.
He gently caressed my trembling lower abdomen. The hand that came up fondled the erect nipple with wet fingers. There was no mercy in the forceful insertions, but wherever he touched, it melted and became wet. My body trembled as if an electric current flowed.
“No, aah, slowly.”
“…I’m trying. Relax, don’t clench.”
“U, ah… Team leader, huaaah…”
I couldn’t do as I pleased. Every time he thrust deeply and withdrew, my wet walls clung to him and followed along. As he delved from top to bottom, it felt like I was going to die. My body turned red, and the passage that formed inside seemed to resemble his member shape within my abdomen.
The insertion became increasingly intense. I let go of his ankles and instead groped his neck. I clung to him as if hanging on, enduring the thrusts. Every time the flesh pillar penetrated, the thoughts in my head scattered like white light.
“Does it hurt?”
He asked softly. His lips sucked heatedly on my earlobe. He twisted his waist inside, delaying the rhythm. I answered sparsely while crying.
“I don’t know…”
“Even if it hurts or not, you cry. Such a faucet.”
“Huut, yes, ugh, ugh…”
He gently kissed my eyes. The fiery pillar, completely withdrawn from my body, harshly pierced me as if stuck in a sheath. I twisted my body screaming, but I also knew. The thoroughly wet entrance was easily swallowing him. The reddish swollen junction seemed to be enjoying his shape, exactly as he described. It seemed as if it was self-indulgently sucking. My body felt like it had malfunctioned, as if it had broken down.
“Is Seodan’s insides… It’s driving me crazy, so hot… Is it burning here?”
“Huaat!”
He vigorously twisted the melted insides with his thick flesh pillar. He forcefully pressed on the prostate as if digging through the lower abdomen. An unbearable climax surged, piercing from the top of my head to the tip of my toes. My erect genital, smeared on his belly, felt an overwhelming orgasm that made it impossible to breathe.
He widened my trembling thighs, gripping the twitching thigh. His fingers spread the folds that embraced him, and he thrust it in deeply. It felt insane. The sensitive inner flesh spread chaotically, and the rounded, blunt tip precisely pressed and tormented a specific point. Stimulating the prostate while the climax wasn’t over was an excessive pleasure. As my vision flipped, staggering, I thought I might die like this. Not a single part of my body listened.
“Until this collapses, I said I would do it, didn’t I? Stirring here with my cock.”
“Huaah, yes, ugh…”
The sound kept being swallowed into my throat. Everything was sensitive enough to make every touch on my body and outside it shiver. Both the inside and outside of my body were melting away. He forcefully penetrated the hot, squelching walls, continuously thrusting the fleshy pillar all the way to the root. He held my ankles wide, violently stirring inside as if digging through. It was a speed without any consideration or mercy.
At the moment when he delved deepest, I felt his pulsating organ expanding to the maximum. Simultaneously, just the splattering on his belly caused my own genitals to release a torrent of semen. I buried my face in his neck and convulsed. Clinging to him desperately as if I would fall, I held my breath.
“…Ah, Huuuaa… Ah….”
Ten seconds, maybe even longer. It was a blank white darkness with no thoughts at all.
With a squelch, the flesh pillar slowly withdrew. The glans pulled out, and he used his palm to leisurely caress the swollen entrance that wouldn’t close. The inside of the spread thighs trembled as if convulsing.
“…Hu, uh….”
Gently collecting my legs, he laid me down flat and continued to stroke my body lightly. His lips that passed through my flat belly and chest reached my chin. Our lips met, and I slowly regained focus on my swaying vision.
My body felt heavy like soaked cotton. When I rolled my eyes up, there was Han Team Leader watching me intently.
“Are you okay?”
“…Yes.”
My voice, weakly spoken, felt awkward. After observing my face for a while, he casually asked.
“Why?”
“What?”
“Why is your expression like that?”
“…It’s strange….”
My head felt foggy.
“What is this, until now….”
What on earth had I been suffering from for the past week? For several weeks, for ten years, what had been haunting me?
“It wasn’t a big deal, was it?”
Han Team Leader furrowed his brow slightly and spoke.
“Do you remember how many times you came?”
“…What do you mean, no…”
“If it’s not what I mean, then what is it?”
He raised his fist and barely closed the swollen creases, as if he would pierce through them at any moment. My body twitched with a tingling pain.
“Is it really…?”
“Was it good then?”
He asked within touching distance. There was a faint trace of laughter in his eyes. The fingers that had delved shallowly swelled, stirring my sensitive inner walls.
“It was good… Ah, ugh!”
He withdrew his fingers. Although the back felt sore, seeing only the clear gel on his hands indicated that there was no blood. There was no need to go to the hospital. As tension released, a sudden drowsiness washed over me. Slowly blinking my eyes, his face was smiling.
“I enjoyed it too.”
“….”
“For someone who doesn’t prefer vanilla, it was good. Must be because it’s you, Lee Seodan.”
I opened my mouth, then closed it. Lowering my gaze, I apologized.
“I’m sorry.”
“What now?”
“Earlier… I ran away.”
As I thought about it, my face heated up. Han Team Leader didn’t respond and looked down at my slightly raised shoulders.
“You should apply some medicine here too. Is there any left from what I gave you before?”
“Yes.”
“Since the back is a bit swollen, apply it. Since there are no wounds, if you rest today, you should be fine by Monday.”
“…Yes.”
He gently wiped away the swelling around my eyes, which had become swollen from crying. I closed my eyes. Feeling completely drained, I was dizzy and tired.
“Do you want to wash up?”
“…I’m too sleepy.”
“What should I do? Does Lee Seodan still not want to see my face today?”
I opened my eyes again. Han Team Leader was casually pulling up the blanket that had been casually wetted and covering my body. As he grabbed the pillow to slide it under my head, our eyes met. His lips were slightly swollen.
“….”
“What?”
He asked expressionlessly. In a hurry, I raised my hand to cover my reddened face.
“Do you have something to say?”
“…I’ll sleep on this side… If it’s okay with you, Team Leader, you can sleep on that side…”
“…Why draw a line in the middle.”
I tried to roll the body wrapped in the blanket to the other side of the bed but was stopped. He unfolded the blanket again, covering it up to my nose, and then sat up. The sound of footsteps moved away. Thinking he had left, I peeked out from under the blanket. At that moment, the ceiling light went off. A sigh was heard. In the darkness, the bed sank down again with his weight.
“I won’t cross the line. Don’t worry and sleep.”
“….”
His dry voice seemed to reach my ears. He took a position somewhere beside me. I could feel the blanket being pulled, and he slid his body underneath. I wondered where he drew the line. I wanted to move further and open the gap, but my body felt sluggish. My eyelids became heavier.
It was the moment of hesitation, wondering if it was okay to sleep like this. The hand that had crossed the line lightly touched my head. The man lying next to me spoke gently.
“Sleep well.”
“…Team Leader, good night too.”
Why were these simple words so difficult? I exhaled quietly, turned my back to him, and lay down. As I curled up, my pounding heart gradually calmed.
When I closed my eyes, there was the even breathing of someone else in the darkness. On the same bed, there was someone else’s body warmth.
this is the last chapter of the first arc, called rope. we will start with string next so you can expect more development between the two characters! remember, this novel is from beyond hardcore so this level of hardcore(ness) is still tame compared to other novels under this category.
It’s hinted that Seodan has some trauma but It seems like we will know more about it in the future.
Thank you for the update!
There is a hardcore level ?????? Why do I not know this and how can i read more novels from there ???????😭
yes, you have to search 비욘드 하드코어 on ridi!
This is where the season 1 of manhwa ended
I was wrong lmao