CW: non-consensual incest
At that moment, Jian Suiying really felt like the earth was falling apart. He suspected that he hasn’t woken up yet, or that he’s drunk too much, or that he’s definitely not in reality right now.
His own brother is kissing him at this moment!
Jian Suiying was so shocked that he stiffened, and stayed as still as a board. Jian Dashao had been quite the rebel against orthodoxy, but he has never broken the law before. He hasn’t fallen behind in anything that others may have also done, but he never dreamed of such a thing as incest happening to him.
It wasn’t until Jian Suilin licked enough on his lips and let go, that Jian Suiying regained consciousness. His facial expression turned extremely ugly, and he stared at Jian Suilin, speechless.
Jian Suilin licked his lower lip and climbed onto Jian Suiying more recklessly, “Ge, you’re so beautiful. Do you know how long I’ve been thinking about this day happening?”
Jian Suiying’s eyes were about to pop out, and he trembled as he spoke, “Are you— are you f*cking crazy?”
Jian Suilin simply lowered his head and gently pecked him on the cheek. “Possibly.” He knew that Jian Suiying had truly pushed to the limit. If Li Yu hadn’t appeared in their lives, he would have endured for several more years, and when his wings were full and big, only then would he have sought an opportunity to take his brother, unlike the present, where he took risks and did things that his brother might never forgive him in their entire lives.
He once thought that, as long as he tried to be good to his brother, obey him in everything he ordered and make him happy, one day, his brother would take it to heart, but Li Yu entering his life shattered his fantasy. He couldn’t bear it any longer, he couldn’t watch him and Li Yu become deeply attached to one another, he couldn’t watch his brother get farther and farther away from him and he couldn’t do anything about it. He couldn’t restrain his desires any longer.
This man, his older brother, is so dazzling and ruthless. If he can have him, he can ask nothing else.
Jian Suiying was so angry and he shouted “Jian Suilin, you’re a f*cking perverted psychopath. You inherited a problem from your mother’s brain, did you? You can see who I am! I am your brother! Your biological brother! What do you want to do, you motherf*cker? What do you want to do!”
Jian Suilin straddled him, grabbed his chin and severely kissed his mouth. This time, it wasn’t just him getting a taste like earlier, but it was a strenuous effort to pry open Jian Suiying’s jaws and stick his tongue inside.
Jian Suiying felt that he was about to collapse, and the thought that it was his younger brother who was now kissing him like this drove him crazy. He opened his mouth to bite him, but Jian Suilin saw through his intentions and pinched his chin so hard that he couldn’t close his mouth.
Jian Suilin stuck his tongue into the inside of his mouth, wrapped it around his wet and soft tongue, licking around as if he was going to carve his own mark, and vigorously kissed his older brother.
Jian Suiying’s drooled from the corners of his mouth and moistened the pillows. He struggled desperately, but his hands and feet were tightly bound. He was barely able to even bend his knees, and he could do nothing.
Jian Suilin reached out and tore open his shirt. He began kissing from his chin to his chest.
Jian Suiying was going crazy as he shouted, “Jian Suilin! Let go of me! I’m going to f*cking kill you!”
Jian Suilin turned a deaf ear and left a string of hickeys on his sturdy chest. His whole body was unbearably hot, and the fact that he had Jian Suiying all to himself had given him great stimulation. The person he’d been longing for for many years was right in front of him, how many people could take such situation lightly? He wished he could eat Jian Suiying into his stomach.
Jian Suiying’s voice grew hoarse with the abuse, but he couldn’t stop flailing. At that moment, a familiar sound suddenly rang in his ear.
Both of them were startled. Jian Suilin raised his head and looked at Jian Suiying’s phone on the bedside table. He wanted to pick it up and turn off his phone, but when he saw the caller on the screen, he hesitated. The contact’s name wasn’t displayed on the screen, but he knows the number.
Jian Suiying glared at it fiercely.
Jian Suilin reached out and covered Jian Suiying’s mouth, then connected the call, “Hello?”
There was a pause on the other side, as if someone was about to speak but was stopped.
“Li Yu,” said Jian Suilin lowly.
Jian Suiying’s eyes widened and he tried to speak, but he couldn’t make a sound. Jian Suilin’s hand tightly covered his mouth.
Li Yu asked, “Why are you the one who answered the phone?”
“Ge and his elders have had too much to drink, so I took him home.”
“Is he there, and can he speak?”
“No, Ge doesn’t want to see you again, so don’t call him again.”
Li Yu said coldly, “Do you even think that you of all people are qualified to speak on his behalf? It’s not your turn to take care of the affairs between us.”
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Jian Suilin’s eyes burst with hatred. “Li Yu, who do you think you are? No matter what, I’m still his younger brother. You’re just a little lover who’ll be forgotten soon. Don’t think highly of yourself too much.'”
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Jian Suilin quickly hung up, pulled out the phone battery, and threw it aside.
“Ge, do you want him to rescue you? It’s impossible. Even if he can find where we are, it will still take at least a few days. We have enough time…”
Jian Suiying only felt that his face was about to burn. He had never been afraid of anything in his life, but he was really afraid that Jian Suilin would continue with his ministrations. “Xiao Lin-zi, don’t be crazy, let me go quick… Do you know I’m still your older brother, huh? Do you know that we’re still related by blood? Did you get kicked in the head by some donkey? Do you know what you’re doing?”
Jian Suilin’s delicate face smiled, and he seemed very satisfied. He took one of the pillows and placed it under Jian Suiying’s waist, softly saying, “Ge, I’m just doing what I’ve always wanted to do. The thing I want most in my life is you.”
Jian Suilin’s eyes were bloodshot. Although he looks very peaceful on the outside, this face couldn’t hide his inner madness. The thought of him doing what he had fantasized about for countless nights made him tremble with excitement. This feeling was both stimulating and frightening, but he would never want to stop.
Having reached this point already, he couldn’t bring himself to stop.
This forced war seems to have no end. Every minute and every second that passed meant that the time he spent with his brother is gradually decreasing. With the thought, he cannot just stop. He can only keep claiming him, hoping to forever engrave himself in his brother’s body and heart.
—
When Jian Suiying woke up, rays of sunlight hit him in the face. The sun in winter always made people feel particularly warm.
The sheets under him have been replaced, and although his body was bare, there was no feeling of wetness or stickiness, which meant that he had been cleaned up. Jian Suilin, as always, was careful to minimize his discomfort. Despite this, Jian Suiying’s first thought of waking up was to kill him. He regretted not drinking more alcohol last night so that he could at least forget everything that had happened due to the alcohol instead of remembering every scene clearly.
Jian Suilin, neatly dressed, sat beside his bed as if he was waiting for him to wake up. Seeing him open his eyes, he gently touched his face, “Ge, you must be hungry.”
Jian Suiying looked at him coldly, “Until when are you going to keep me tied up?” As he spoke, his voice was so hoarse he was practically mute. Last night, he did not stop verbally abusing Jian Suilin, nor did Jian Suilin stop r*ping him.
In short, both of them were tired.
Jian Suilin pursed his lips and lowered his eyelids. “I don’t know… it would be nice to stay with you for a little while longer.”
Jian Suiying looked away and closed his eyes. He had already said everything he needed to say when he scolded the other last night, so now he was only tired. He was unwilling to think of anything else, because whatever else he thought was really challenging his psychological limits, and he couldn’t bear it any longer.
Jian Suilin stroked his eldest brother’s face with an expression of longing and desire. He wanted to lock this person up and never let anyone see him again. Why doesn’t he belong to Jian Suilin? Why? Jian Suilin resented all the reasons why his older brother couldn’t belong to him and wanted to destroy everything.
Jian Suiying suddenly stopped, turned his head and spat on his face. He said in disgust, “Don’t f*cking touch me. You’re f*cking disgusting.”
Jian Suilin’s movements slowed, and his face paled. He somehow tried to ease a severe heartache that was coming in. He extended his trembling hand and wiped away the tears from his face.
“Yeah, I know I’m sick, I’m abnormal, you’ve been treating me like that since we were young. But I love you so much…” Jian Suilin looked at him, his eyes tinged with madness, “I like this expression the most, brother. You look at me like I’m nothing, but I can’t help it. Do you know why? Because I’ve been expecting what this disdainful face would look like when I fuck it hard. Yes, it was like last night… It’s so beautiful, the big brother who was so soft and pliant when I fucked him, it’s such a beautiful sight…” Jian Suilin’s beautiful face had a twisted smile that made people shudder just by looking at it.
Ge, I love you.
Ge, I love you, I love you.
Last night, the I love you’s that constantly reverberated in his ear, like a terrible spell, began to echo in Jian Suiying’s brain again, making him bite the person in front of him.
“Ge, if I was that clever younger brother for my whole life, what would I get? You’ll never look at me, so I don’t regret everything I’ve done, even if you plan to kill me.” Having loved someone to such a desperate and crazy degree, he’s already too tired to consider what kind of revenge he might encounter. All he knew is that he has the thing that he craves most in his life, even if it was only for one night, and that it was worth taking many risks.
Jian Suiying gave him a hateful look and turned his face to the other side.
“Ge, are you thirsty? Are you hungry? What do you want to eat?” After waiting for a long time without a response, Jian Suilin said to himself, “Just tell me what you want to eat…”
He looked at Jian Suiying’s beautifully lined chin and couldn’t help but become a little entranced. He kicked off his slippers, climbed into bed, spooned Jian Suiying, buried his head in his chest, and listened to his gentle heartbeat. This may be the best moment of his life. He wished the air would stop flowing, and that time would stop. Let him just hold his brother, just hold him, dream of owning this person, and never wake up.
“Ge, you were really bad when you were younger. Do you remember that you once threw me into the swimming pool, and that time I nearly died… My mother cried for me for a long time, and I cried with her. I didn’t dare to cry in front of you, because you would be angry if I cried. At that time, you were the devil in my heart, and you never gave me any kindness. I couldn’t help but want to see you, but whenever I saw you, I wanted to hide.”
Jian Suilin seemed to be trapped in his memories, slowly recounting various childhood experiences. “But one time, when I was just in primary school, I was bullied by a boy in my class and came back with a bruised nose and a swollen face. You beat me up first, thought I was useless, and then beat that boy up again. I remember very well that you told him, ‘only I could beat my brother up’. At that time, I thought that my brother would make more enemies, and I would still be beaten up by you, but I actually felt very happy in my heart. You never admitted that I was your brother except at that time… I clearly should have hated you very much, but my mind is still full of you, Ge, for so many years, I’ve only ever thought of you. Who was Li Yu? Who were the rest of your lovers who merely came and went? None of them combined loves you more than I do you.”
“But you, why do you like Li Yu? What’s so good about him anyway? I can’t wait to kill him…” Jian Suilin’s originally gentle tone suddenly became irritable the moment he mentioned Li Yu. If he could turn back time, he would never let Li Yu enter his family.
In fact, Jian Suiying didn’t want what happened that day to happen as well. If he didn’t happen to come home that noon, if Jian Suilin didn’t happen to bring a classmate over, then he wouldn’t have happened to meet Li Yu and become obsessed with him.
If so many “coincidences” didn’t happen, then none of the three would be in this problem.
Jian Suiying didn’t know what was happening in his world. The events of the previous night completely turned his life upside down. Until that moment, he couldn’t have ever imagined his younger brother expressing his love to him straight to his ear. All this was too f*cking abnormal and too disgusting. He wanted thunder to strike them till he dies. How disgusting this was!
Crazy, this motherf*cker’s truly crazy.
Just as Jian Suilin was holding his older brother in his arms and confiding in him, the rapid doorbell ringing coupled with a rude kick at the door suddenly interrupted the illusion of Jian Suilin’s indulgence.
“Open the door! Open the door!”
Li Yu’s low roar came from outside the door.
Both faces in the room changed.
Jian Suilin didn’t expect Li Yu to find this place so soon, while Jian Suiying looked at his naked body and bound limbs, even more at a loss. He would rather be shot in the head than be humiliated in front of Li Yu.
Jian Suilin slowly lifted himself up and gave Jian Suiying an unusually gaunt smile. The illusion was far too short for him to clear up his sadness.
“Jian Suilin, open the door! What have you done to him? Open the f*cking door!” Li Yu’s eyes were already bloodshot from his anxiety. Last night, the few seconds of conversation in that phone call left him in an anxious spiral all night. He was afraid that Jian Suilin had been driven past his limits by him during this period and would do something irreparable to Jian Suiying. He couldn’t allow anyone to hurt Jian Suiying.
He found Jian Suilin’s assistant overnight, forced him to cooperate using his fists, and found the property Jian Suilin owned. From 11:00 pm last night till this moment, the long 9 hours have tortured him to a state of mental fatigue. He was afraid that he will regret it for a lifetime if he was one step too late.
Jian Suilin kissed Jian Suiying on the lips, then kissed him again for good measure, then reluctantly observed him for a while before slowly stepping down, leaving the room and unlocking the door.
He opened the door to see Li Yu looking like a fierce lion who’d been angered. As soon as he opened the door, Li Yu grabbed his collar with bloodshot eyes and demanded, “Where is he?”
“How did you find this place?” said Jian Suilin with pure hatred in his eyes
“Where is he? What did you do to him?” Li Yu felt it was useless to talk to him, so he shoved Jian Suilin hard, and then began searching for Jian Suiying in the area.
After pushing open several doors without finding anyone, he tried to open the one at the end of the corridor but was locked.
Li Yu took two steps back and kicked the door as hard as he could.
The solid wood door, weighing over 70 jin, made a loud noise, but it failed to open, as it was heavy and sturdy. It caused Li Yu’s legs to go numb from the shock. Just as he stepped back to kick the door once more, he suddenly felt the wind from behind him. As he turned, he saw Jian Suilin holding up a chair, and then he hit him in the head.
The corridor was only over a meter wide, so he had nowhere to dodge. In a hurry, he had to use his arm to block it. With a loud bang, Li Yu was hit and fell to the ground. At that moment, he felt that half of his body had been paralyzed.
Jian Suilin threw the chair away and kicked him hard with both feet. “Why don’t you die! Why don’t you just f*cking die!”
When he raised his foot to kick again, Li Yu grabbed him by the ankle and violently pulled him to the ground.
Li Yu had no time to fight back, and the more Jian Suilin reacted like this, the more he feared that what was behind the door would be something he couldn’t bear. The only thought in his mind was that he wanted to see Jian Suiying immediately. He got up and once again kicked the door hard, which finally opened the door. He kicked it open, slamming it against the wall with a loud bang.
The scene in front of him caused Li Yu’s entire body to freeze.
He had imagined countless possibilities. He thought that the conflict between the two brothers of the Jian family had reached an irreparable state. Jian Suilin was bound to be unfavourable to Jian Suiying, but, he never imagined that after opening the door himself, what he saw was this.
The room was well-heated, so Jian Suiying was only covered with a thin blanket. He was half leaning against the head of the bed, his hands and feet were tied, and his chest was covered with marks that obviously came from sexual activities. The whole picture was shocking.
At this moment, he was watching Li Yu and Jian Suilin, who had stood up from the ground, looking cold and indifferent.
Li Yu opened his mouth and his voice trembled as he cried, “Jian-ge,” after, he couldn’t make any more sound. He couldn’t believe everything he was seeing. There were only the two Jian brothers in this place. Why was Jian Suiying tied to the bed like this? Who did– what did he do to him? Jian Suilin was his own brother!
Li Yu felt dizzy for a moment, then something inside him suddenly exploded. A frenzied emotion filled every cell in his body, and scenes of past memories floated before him. At this moment, Jian Suilin’s hospitality and tenderness towards Jian Suiying became increasingly clear. He slowly turned around and looked at Jian Suilin standing behind him, the expression on his face looking like he was about to maul someone to death. He restrained the raging anger in his body, and he gnashed his teeth. “Explain!”
Jian Suilin no longer concealed his anger and jealousy. Looking at Li Yu’s twisted expression made him feel unusually happy.
Li Yu’s fists clenched and said again, “Explain!”
Explain! Explain! Tell him that everything in front of him isn’t what he thinks!
Jian Suilin’s smile was full of mockery as he replied, “It’s just as what you’re seeing. Last night, in that bed…”
Before he could finish speaking, Li Yu, like a ferocious beast, lunged at him crazily, waving his fists ferociously and shouting, “He’s your brother! That’s your f*cking brother!”
Jian Suilin’s eyes were already completely red, and he fought frantically with Li Yu with all his strength.
However, it can’t be considered a fight at all, and anyone watching could see that the two really wanted to kill each other. To one another, they were now the bitterest of enemies in the entire world. They both wielded the heaviest and toughest fists in an attempt to double the impact of their hits, reflecting their inner pain and jealousy on one another.
Li Yu has never hated a person so much until now. He wanted to kill Jian Suilin. He truly wanted to kill him! He touched the most precious person in his life, the person he couldn’t share with anyone. He wanted to chop off the hands that had touched Jian Suiying, and he wanted to tear off the mouth that left marks on Jian Suiying’s body. He wanted to kill him! Kill him! Kill him!
Jian Suiying is for him! He only belongs to him!
Jian Suilin has never hated a person so much either. He stole his favorite person, and he enjoyed his most precious person with the utmost freedom. He didn’t even need to do anything, he could easily own this person while Jian Suilin couldn’t even reach anywhere near that height, even at the cost of his life!
Both Li Yu and Jian Suilin had completely lost their sanity. Their fight destroyed the entire bedroom completely, and anything that can be used as a weapon had already been used to cause greater harm to one another. Their eyes only have one purpose, and it was to beat the other.
Li Yu is a professional boxer after all, and Jian Suilin was no match for him in the end. Soon after, Li Yu had him pressed to the ground, and a heavy blow fell relentlessly on him. Jian Suilin clenched his teeth and also cursed Li Yu to death. Li Yu hit him, never intending to back down.
Jian Suiying’s feelings shifted from initial indifference, then to the joy of watching the two fools fight each other, and finally to a secret alarm after seeing both Li Yu and Jian Suilin have lost a lot of blood from their feral fight.
He saw that Jian Suilin was already being beaten under terrible pressure, and knew that he wouldn’t be able to win against Li Yu. If he could move his hands and feet, he would personally beat Jian Suilin to death, but even if he lost his mind and he was terribly angry, he still wouldn’t forget the fact that this boy, despite it all, was still a descendant of the Jian family.
However, when he saw the bloodthirsty expression on Li Yu’s face and the complete lack of stagnation in his movements, he finally believed that Li Yu truly wanted to kill Jian Suilin. He also finally believed that when he had fought with Li Yu before, Li Yu somehow let him get away with it.
Jian Suiying couldn’t stand to be on the sidelines anymore. He watched Jian Suilin’s desperate struggle and felt his scalp tingling. He reached out a hand that was still bound, reached for a plastic box that was near the head of the bed, and threw it in Li Yu’s direction. At the same time, he shouted, “That’s enough! You really want to kill someone from the Jian family!?”
This shout brought back a little clarity between the two men who were fighting for their lives.
Li Yu’s movements paused, and he turned his head stiffly. His originally fair face was now covered with blood stains, his hair was thoroughly soaked in sweat, and his eyes were bloodshot, looking much like an asura.
Jian Suiying’s heart trembled violently at the sight. He had never seen such an appearance on Li Yu before. Such a Li Yu made him feel cold all over.
Li Yu glanced at him and then at Jian Suilin, who was already almost delirious after being beaten up. Finally, he slowly released his grip on the other’s lapel. He staggered to his feet and slowly walked towards Jian Suiying’s bed. Every step he took towards that bed required great willpower for him.
He stretched out a hand. His fist was covered in blood, and his joints were already badly bruised.
Jian Suiying looked at him silently as if he was looking at a stranger.
Li Yu trembled and reached out to untie the leather ropes on his wrists. His fingers were unusually slow in movement that he couldn’t untie it at all.
Jian Suiying looked at the bloodstained leather rope then at Li Yu, who was staring straight at the leather rope. Then he saw that Li Yu was crying.
He has never seen Li Yu cry before.
Li Yu cried just like everyone else. Tears, like a faucet that couldn’t be turned off, flowed down his cheeks, and soon his entire face was immediately wet with tears. He clenched his teeth, constantly wiping away the tears that blurred his vision while struggling to untie the leather ropes that had bound Jian Suiying’s hands and feet.
Then he hugged Jian Suiying tightly and called “Jian-ge” with infinite sadness, as if he had been greatly wronged.
Jian Suiying only felt sour, but in the end, he didn’t cry. He had no reason to cry just because of Li Yu, nor could he cry for himself. Whatever the reason, he cannot let himself show weakness in front of these two people.
In front of these two people who hurt him one by one, he will never, ever show weakness.
He pushed Li Yu away and said, “Get out of here.”
He picked up his clothes and put them on, then took his belongings from the top cabinet, straightened himself up, and walked towards the door.
As he passed by Jian Suilin, the other cried out in pain, “Ge…”
Jian Suiying paused, then turned back abruptly and kicked him hard in the stomach several times. Jian Suilin was like a dying fish, unable to even moan in pain, but he firmly hugged Jian Suiying’s foot and cried, “Ge, ge, I’m really…”
Jian Suiying kicked his arm away and rushed out of the door.
I knew that there’ll be something but I couldn’t imagine anything like this, the first half was so horrible that I could not stay my calm while reading. Anyway, thanks for the update !!!
I can’t comment anything, i just want to cry
I don’t even know what to say
This is truly hurtful, all those things JSY has been through 😭
I barely stomach it.. not rlly into insect🥴 but I have to pass thru to better understand the plot .. but at the least .. by the end of the chap.. it’s JSY who sassily walked past, not bloody and uncaring for the two idiots. 😂
Now JSY has entered into the list of my characters that have to options from
A) Run away to a foreign country, never look back and forget everything
B) kill themselves or the ppl that hurt him
Join the family; painter of the night, married man, jinx, love me not, profundis, ex husband wants to remarry,raising. Eta, no reason + more
Perks of being in this list: mcs life is miserable and they have been raped at least once and most prolly a plaything too and the best option for them now is to kill themselves 🙂😶