Transmigrating into the Reborn Male Lead's Ex-BoyfriendCh154 - Found My Boyfriend

The clock rewound itself. Song Xuanhe found himself back at the very night where everything changed.

In the garage, the man in front of him looked at him with the same underlying feelings. His youthful face was tense, and he tried his best to pretend to be calm, but apprehension interwoven with love shone from his eyes. XExIQV

He has an overly beautiful face, with a pair of beautiful eyes that was able to express its many emotions yet tried its best to restrain itself. People with such a face tend to persuade others into tolerating the bad things they did, and their imperfections. Xiao Yuanmu had such an ability, and because of that appealing face, he could obtain the forgiveness of others.

This was the common weakness of human beings – they were all face-cons, regardless of how perfect they were.

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For a designer who chased beauty, Song Xuanhe found it harder to resist such a face, riddled with flaws as he was.

The moment Xiao Yuanmu started to speak, Song Xuanhe had given his forgiveness from the bottom of his heart. However, back then, he could not speak due to his own reasons. ruPC62

However, this was different from before.

Song Xuanhe closed the door, and strode steadily and firmly to Xiao Yuanmu’s side. He brushed his hand against the other’s face, his index finger trailing the corner of Xiao Yuanmu’s eyes. “I’m the same.”

“Nothing you do will upset me, except for leaving me.”

Song Xuanhe looked into Xiao Yuanmu’s eyes, trying to find the answer from pupils that lit his soul and moved his heart. “Are you preparing to leave me?”

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The light in Xiao Yuanmu’s eyes shattered as the corner of his lip lifted up. He grasped Song Xuanhe’s hands, and whispered, “I will never take the initiative to leave you.”

Song Xuanhe blinked. A sour feeling moved up his nose, and spread from his nose bridge, flooding his eyes.

“Xiao Yuanmu, what’s wrong with you?”

Xiao Yuanmu did not reply, but the system responded. cy gjT

[Xiao Yuanmu’s is experiencing Multiple organ dysfunction syndrome.]

Song Xuanhe was taken aback. [What do you mean?]

[His heart, liver, spleen, lungs, kidneys, stomach…]

“I know what multiple organ dysfunction syndrome means!” Song Xuan hissed. “I’m asking why?” IkEXK5

[After your tasks are completed, I can only access the most basic functionalities. All of my powers have been reduced to their lowest levels, and while I’m analyzing the source of organ failure, it may take a while…]

“How long?”

[I’m not sure, a conservative estimate is about fifty hours. ]

“Xuanhe.” HDqb8R

“Could it be faster?” Song Xuanhe questioned anxiously, “Can you find a treatment plan?”

[If the cause can be found, the possibility of finding a cure will be much higher. However, I’m unsure if the technology on this planet is capable of treating Xiao Yuanmu.]

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“Find out the reason as soon as possible.” Song Xuanhe whispered, “Thank you.”

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The system paused before returning him a parting shot. [Don’t thank me. Don’t ever apologize to me. No matter what you ask, it should be me who helps you.] dtsBxP

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“You are not Song Xuanhe.” There was delight in his face as he confirmed his guess. KW6sXZ

Song Xuanhe: “I am Song Xuanhe.”

“You’re not the Song Xuanhe I remember.” Xiao Yuanmu shook his head, and dragged him next to his bed. Rather than interrogating him any further, he burst out, “I had concluded that this was a parallel world.”

Song Xuanhe turned to look at Xiao Yuanmu, but he was not surprised.

Xiao Yuanmu did not pay attention to his little movements. Instead, he raised his hand, and noted, “A few days ago, I realized that I could not control my hand.” edgG 0

Song Xuanhe’s eyes fell on Xiao Yuanmu’s hand. The latter’s hand was pretty, with slender white knuckles and neatly manicured nails. There were no blemishes. However, upon closer inspection, it trembled slightly.

Xiao Yuanmu pursed his lips. “IThis is the result of my utmost control.”

“A few days ago, I went to Country F for the sake of Professor Gao Sen. He has his own laboratory there, and I went through a full body check-up.” Xiao Yuanmu explained. “When I found something strange occurring, it was when I was dreaming of our future together. I ignored what was happening to my condition, and when I had no choice but to pay attention, I did not dare to tell you.”

“At that time, I could feel that something made you sad and troubled.” Xiao Yuanmu raised his head and looked at Song Xuanhe. “I thought that I didn’t want to make you worry before I had confirmed things.” VCgnWZ

Song Xuanhe looked away, yet his hand had tightened into a fist, with his knuckles turning white.

“At that time, my symptoms were a bit serious, and I was loaded with company work. So I had decided to focus on the company first, and book a later appointment with Professor Gao Sen to go to Country F.”

“After you came back, you asked your lawyer, doctor and fund manager to meet with me one by one, and signed the property transfer contract.” Song Xuanhe turned to face Xiao Yuanmu, enunciating his sentence word for word. “Is this because of the results of your check-up?”

Xiao Yuanmu gripped the hand that Song Xuanhe had placed on the bed. His fingertips were cold enough to make Song Xuanhe shiver. jov80E

“I thought about letting you go before.” Xiao Yuanmu strengthened his grip on Song Xuanhe’s wrist, his eyes darkening. “I can’t do it.”

He looked towards Song Xuanhe with love and regret written over his face. “I’m sorry.”

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Song Xuanhe: “Remember: Jin Ji’s seafood porridge.”

Xiao Yuanmu paused, and broke into a smile. “Okay.” mt28Tx

However, the mirth in his eyes dissipated in a flash, and the emotion he had tried so hard to suppress surged up in a wave only to be quashed down again.

“Do you believe that people can come back from the dead?” Xiao Yuanmu lightly commented as he gazed into an empty spot in the room, deliberately looking away from Song Xuanhe.

Song Xuanhe: “I believe it.”

Xiao Yuanmu’s lowered his eyelashes. “I died and came back to life twice.” A tingle went across Song Xuanhe’s eyes, and he could not withhold his shock as he stared at Xiao Yuanmu. WfFbdQ

Seeing Song Xuanhe’s alarm, Xiao Yuanmu could not help but mockingly smirk.

“Scared?”

[Twice?] Song Xuanhe asked in his mind. [Xiao Yuanmu was reborn twice?]

[Xiao Yuanmu was reborn twice?] HY2I4D

Judging by its tone, the system was even more amazed compared to Song Xuanhe.

Though he did not know why, with the other party displaying a greater astonishment than him, Song Xuanhe was no longer as flabbergasted by the news. After he calmed down, he could see the depression Xiao Yuanmu radiated from his eyes.

“You said before that you thought you were in a parallel world, what did that mean?”

“Before I was reborn for the first time, I had met you before.” Xiao Yuanmu noted lightly. “It wasn’t you, it was another ‘Song Xuanhe’. You can consider him the chief culprit for my rebirth. When I was just reborn, I truly despised him, but because so many things occupied my mind, he became an insignificant part of my memory, and I never saw him again until he died.” 5NgsJ1

“I thought it was the same for my second rebirth.” Xiao Yuanmu looked into Song Xuanhe’s eyes. “But you’re different.”

“You are not him. At first it was just my conjecture. But I confirmed this, and this was a good thing for me. It made it easier for me to accept that I fell in love with you.” Xiao Yuanmu murmured. “I simply regarded this as a parallel world; but based on what you just muttered, this doesn’t seem to be the case.”

“If you were reborn because of me the first time round, what about the second time?” Song Xuanhe queried, “Why did you die?”

“Car accident.” Xiao Yuanmu snorted. “Last time, Xiao Baicong’s leg was also amputated. But he only had one leg disabled, so he hadn’t given up on inheriting the Xiao family. Therefore, he used Zhang Siwei’s cousin as well as Bai Mo to create a car accident.” 1Z2sYE

Song Xuanhe harrumphed. “Why did you fall for it?”

Xiao Yuanmu lowered his eyes and grinned. “Because last time, I didn’t have you.”

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Besides the surface meaning of Xiao Yuanmu’s words, Song Xuanhe had no clue what intentions and things Xiao Yuanmu had deliberately hidden from him. However, the attitude at which he dismissed his previous life was enough to make his sore heart throb further.

“You have me in this life, so you will definitely survive.” Song Xuanhe promised. WwdbxN

Xiao Yuanmu shook his head as he bit his lip. “Before I met you, I always thought that I was tortured by God because I did too many wrong things in my previous life. However, I knew just why I was reborn after meeting you.”

“Yang Jie and Louis will definitely assist you. The fund manager you met before has…”

Song Xuanhe prevented Xiao Yuanmu from speaking further by biting the latter’s lip. His tongue twisted past his teeth and started to rage passionately within the latter’s mouth. Xiao Yuanmu needed to take the initiative, if only to prevent the situation from spiraling further.

When the two separated, they could not control their breathing. EQDTv7

“Xiao Yuanmu.” Song Xuanhe proposed. “Since you told me your secret, let me tell you mine.”

Xiao Yuanmu’s eyes darted to Song Xuanhe, and waited.

Song Xuanhe could feel the corner of his lips lift. “I am indeed not the original Song Xuanhe, but I’m not from a parallel world. I came from another world.”

“That world has many things in common. Geography, history, and other facts. However, there are also things that exist in this world but not in mine. The reason why I came to this world is entirely because of you.” 1d8RNU

“In my mind, there is a system that hails from a place with better technology. It brought me from my world to your world. Do you know? I completed my mission in this world. If I wanted to, I could go back after three days, and return to my own world.”

Xiao Yuanmu’s grip on Song Xuanhe’s hand unconsciously tightened. Song Xuanhe returned the clasp in equal strength, and continued, “In my world, I have things that belong to me. You must have wondered why I decided to become a fashion designer. It’s because I’m a fashion designer there in my world. My teacher was also an esteemed expert in fashion design there, and he’s so picky about various things. But he was willing to accept all forms of beauty.”

“He accepts anything, be it incomplete or imperfect.” Song Xuanhe sniggered. “He taught me too many things. After my parents and friends left me, he is the only existence I miss from that world.”

Upon seeing Song Xuanhe’s nostalgic expression, Xiao Yuanmu’s jaw tensed. gTJIFY

He had indeed thought about the many mysteries surrounding Song Xuanhe. From the complete change in personality, as well as the expressions that had moved him, he catalogued the differences he had observed in this very strange Song Xuanhe. His curiosity had metamorphosed into liking, and after so many events together, that kind of liking became romantic love.

He had heard from others how possessive liking was, and how love was equated to restraint.

Xiao Yuanmu had exhausted his own restraint, but that possessive feeling against Song Xuanhe was a raging fire he was unable to control. He wanted to see Song Xuanhe everyday, have the other in his arms, and even selfishly thought of binding Song Xuanhe to his side by using his affection and soft-heartedness for Xiao Yuanmu. That way, Song Xuanhe could never leave his sight.

Yes, Xiao Yuanmu could tell just how indulgent Song Xuanhe could be under his seemingly careless appearance. oUSi1J

Song Xuanhe was always attempting to make himself indifferent to his surroundings, and tried his own way of making himself seem cold. But as a dispassionate person himself, how could Xiao Yuanmu be fooled by that haughty appearance?

Xiao Yuanmu could even after chasing his memories tell just how much his former self had treasured that precious warmth that Song Xuanhe dispensed after their encounter.

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He was insatiably greedy for this tender feeling. Because of this, he was able to confirm that this Song Xuanhe was a different person from the one he had met in his previous life, and the life before that.

It’s just that this warmth is too ethereal, filling him with insecurity. What if Song Xuanhe left one day? This kind of premonition was strange and inexplicable, but he was unable to escape. WENwrp

Therefore, he tried to find the reason why Song Xuanhe was different from the previous two lives. Because of his two rebirths, his guess about Song Xuanhe was much bolder than what an ordinary person could imagine. But he had only restricted himself to parallel universes.

Unexpectedly, Song Xuanhe’s answer was far more unbelievable than he imagined.

This… was a good answer. It far exceeded whatever he had considered for Song Xuanhe after he was gone. Song Xuanhe could return to his own world, before his life was derailed. He had a perfect life, with a caring teacher, with his own work and friends. He would also avoid the disputes in this world because of Xiao Yuanmu passing on.

No matter how you looked at it, this was the best solution. srhMFc

But Xiao Yuanmu could not bear to let go. Professor Gao Sen had told him that he only had half a month left. He had planned out what he wanted to do with Song Xuanhe down to the last detail, and he had convinced himself that he had to leave, and he tried to deceive himself into thinking that he would not regret.

But this so-called best solution had wrecked his plan, and compressed fifteen days into three.

Only three days remained for him and Song Xuanhe.

Three days later, Song Xuanhe will go to a world he has never been to and would not understand. He will wait until all his organs have failed before leaving this world. From then on, their worlds would never overlap again. oI64Nr

“Xiao Yuanmu.” Song Xuanhe’s voice seemed to pull Xiao Yuanmu back to the present.

“I have been hesitating before whether to return to my world or stay. I keep thinking that I have no real reason to stay. But a few days ago, I realised that the reason why I came to this world, was the same justification for me remaining.”

“It’s you, Xiao Yuanmu.”

“… I hope you go back.” Xiao Yuanmu calmly replied as he lifted his head, “In three days, you will return to your own world.” ZLOphC

“There’s still hope for you.” Song Xuanhe interjected. “My system definitely has the technology…”

“Do you know what Xiao Lin asked me the day he came?” Xiao Yuanmu interrupted Song Xuanhe, “He asked me, how do I know whether you love me or not?”

Song Xuanhe’s pupils wavered.

“I’ve heard a saying that it’s easy to die for one person, but it’s hard to live for one person.” Xiao Yuanmu looked at Song Xuanhe. “I hope you can return to your own world for me.” NhSybU