Holding Onto My ManChapter 30

 

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Translator's Note

Guqin is a Chinese zither, played by plucking the strings~ Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gp73uccnOQ8

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62 comments

  1. Ty, editor-san! translator-san! -bows-

  2. lollll calling himself a grandpa, after so many lives he really is just a sly old man!

    but its so sweet that he thinks about the past like that! even though he has a hard task, its so heartwarming to know the person you have loved for multiple lives is waiting for you

    thank you for your hard work ( ´ ▽ ` )ノ

    • I knowwwwwwwww I love the trope where the characters fall in love through all their worlds and trials!!!!

  3. ML! Don’t worry, little Gu Bai is just trying to preserve his life! But that Junli still makes me feel disgusted!

    Thank you for the chapter!

  4. Thank you for the chapter!! I have been waiting forever! Thank you for the hard work!!! I hope to see the next chapter soon. I want see the ML react to the older brother.

  5. So, let him fall in love and then let him die?

    Well, one cucumber came, and got chopped!

    THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK!!!!!!!

  6. Hmmm .. Junli will definitely fall to Gu Bai, now I want to see ML jealous 😂

    Thank you for the chapter! ❤ ❤ ❤

  7. Thanks for translating ~(´∀`)♡

  8. ML will be jealous~

    Thank you to our wonderful translator and editor for your hard work! 💕

  9. Thank you for the update and your hard work.

  10. Great. Superb. Amazing. This piece of translation was so fulfilling- like eating an entire medium sized pizza all by myself. It was definitely worth the wait, and I am glad I kept this on my reading list even when peony dropped this.

    A very sincere and hearty thanks for picking this up.

  11. I sort of wish Lianzhi, that disgusting fake Lotus, gets his eyes gauged out this time, and that Jun Li is sonehow made to eat them, before getting forced to serve men with his mouth until he pukes, the sick evil psycho. I hate them both to death for the way they tortured and killed the original host. None of them deserves to be called human… Can’t wait to read about them getting their just desserts. I was losing hope I would ever get yo do so, so thanks you so mucho a million times for picking this one up!

  12. Thank you for the chapter update!!! I love this sassy but careful GuBai. 👍

    And a warm welcome to the new Editor-san, Rush! 💕💕💕💕

    • Thank you!! I’ll try my best!!

  13. I want to see ML eating vinegar!

    Thank you for the chapter!

  14. Thank you for your hard work Translator-San, Editor-San~
    ♡(ŐωŐ人)

  15. Thanks for all your hard work Rush! I’ve been an editor before, so I know how the time goes when you’re editing the same paragraph over and over again. 😅

    Thanks for the chapter! 😘

    • Thank you for the encouragement <3

  16. Yay! A new chapter, a full one at that! Arigatō for translator-sama and thank you Editor-sama also!
    kowtows

    • Thank you!! I’ll continue to do my best! <3

  17. An update! Thank you for your hard work. So happy that I might cry

  18. ‘Even if the youth in front of him does not look like Lianzhi at all..’

    While reading i skipped the word “look” and asked myself if Fu Junli knew of Gu Bai hate for Lianzhi.🤔

    Thanks for the chapter ♡

  19. Thank youuuuuu! Need our ML to show up for some sweetness xD

  20. Me encanta!! Gracias por tu excelente traducción y arduo trabajo!! 😍😍😍😘

  21. Thank you so much for picking this up ! I’ve been waiting so im very excited! You’re translation is really good!

  22. Thanks for the chapter. (。 • ㅅ •。) ♡

  23. Thanks for this translation! It was great! And thanks for doing this story!

  24. Thank you so much for continuing the translation of this story! Your time and hard work is greatly appreciated.

  25. thank you so much for picking up this story!! <3

  26. Not seems, Fu Junli is really a psychopath, who would dare to dug someone’s eyes whom they’ve interacted with for a few years just to please and give it to their own lover. This kind of love is scary, I’d rather not want it.

  27. Rereading and man FJL was such a psycho

    Also I probably mentioned this before already but flute and guqin reminds me of Wangxian lolol

  28. makes me think is he rlly a scholar? or did the author actually did her research? Qin (guqin) Qi (go) Shu (chinese calligraphy) Hua (painting) the four arts nevertheless guqin is most important which is consider gentlemen/scholar’s instrument. obviously the author didn’t do her research

    • Well that’s kinda the point right? He’s not like the original white lotus that was an elegant gentleman and rather, prefers a different instrument. Plus I don’t think It’s implying that he doesn’t know how to play the Guqin, but that he just likes the sound of the Jade Flute more.

  29. Aiyah, I’m kinda scared of the fall out that would occur if ML were to accidentally witness MC while he seduces FJL for the mission @-@

  30. Dare to scoop out another’s eyes…..I hope this scumbag gets wrecked…no sympathy.

    Thank you for the chapter!

  31. I love you Rush( ꈍᴗꈍ)(。•̀ᴗ-)✧

  32. Gu Bai grumbling about having to call Fu Junli “brother” seems like a call out of all of the BL novels that do that 😅