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Jules hadn’t expected the haunted house to be truly haunted. He also hadn’t expected the demon to take an interest in him, refusing to leave him be.

“…Wasn’t I only supposed to babysit my sister and her friends? How the hell did things go so wrong…?!”

***

Demon: “Are you even a real priest to begin with?”

Jules: “What do you think?”

Demon: “Hm, definitely not.”

Jules: “Oh?”

Demon: “I’ve never seen a priest as attractive as you before.”

“…” Jules pulled a ‘I’m so done with this shit’ kind of face.

Jaded hunter x happy-go-lucky demon, reversible couple, HE.

WARNING: This is a horror story and I’ll not put trigger warnings for gore/gruesome scenes. I’ll put them for smut, though ~

Also, I don’t mind if you want to translate my book, but please contact me first! You can get in touch in the comment area, on my Twitter, or Discord (R.S. Vaesen#0619)! ♥

Falling into the Abyss

Interstellar

Completed (218)Angst (75)Action (74)Omegaverse (55)Horror (39)Interstellar (38)Survival (34)Thriller (23)

Ethan, the former secretary working for the Energy Bureau of Earth Union, was detained in a place called ‘Forbidden City’ after being deprived of his moral value points for committing treason. Everyone in the city is trash among humans. They have to continually go on specified hazardous and terrifying missions for the sake of atonement and to exchange moral values points. If their moral value points reach 100 one day, they would obtain a chance to be released from the Forbidden City and return to the world of the humans to restart their lives as a human. But it was said that once someone enters the Forbidden City, no one can come out alive.

Ethan just wanted to live, but from his first mission, he felt as if he had descended into a whirlpool of terror. In front of these huge monsters that could devour an entire universe, he can only keep falling.

This novel is inspired by Lovecraftian horror.

Author’s Notes:

Special thanks to my BFF Bia. The backg

Flying Gulls Never Land

Modern

Romance (220)Modern (177)Angst (75)Happy Ending (10)

“I went to prison for ten years for him, and not once did he come to see me.”

–

While he was explaining the questions to me, I always admired the view of his side profile, seeing how the sunlight would hit his fluttering eyelashes, casting faint shadows just beneath his irises.

Every time I was entranced by his good looks, I would marvel at whether his biological parents were fools, because how could a normal person abandon such a handsome and healthy boy.

From then on, I believed the deep affection I couldn’t push aside for him was just the attachment I felt for an older brother, a dependency born from the lack of a father figure in my life.

Until the appearance of Qi Yang.

–

“The only difference between me and Sheng Min Ou’s harasser, is probably the fact that I call Sheng Min Ou ‘Older brother’”

Cold Gong (Sheng Min Ou) x Devoted Shou (Lu Feng). Stepbrothers setting and Shou went to prison from age 16-26 for the Gong. Both Gong and Shou are no

Free Ren Yigu

Modern, Short

Completed (218)Modern (177)Comedy (144)Doting Love Interest (141)Angst (75)Depression (5)Mental Illness (4)Unreliable narrator (3)

I suspect that I’m crazy.

That gangster stutterbug won’t even take mercy on a crazy person, oh my god. Where are his morals?

–

Ever since I first met Xue Yaozu at the karaoke parlour where I work part-time, I started seeing him all the time. This self-proclaimed ‘old classmate’ definitely has some hidden, nefarious motive up his sleeves!

Why else would he ask about my job, where I live, and even if he can help me??? Not to mention the fact that he keeps trying to assure me that he’s not a bad guy! Sus! So sus!!!! Red alarms blaring type of sus!!

But anyways the bigger problem in my life is that I might be crazy. Insane. Mad. However you want to put it. And I mean the type where there’s really something wrong with me, something uncontrollable and life-ruining and in my brain, in my blood, and not just

Gamblers’ Game

Original Novel, Unlimited Flow

BL (220)Completed (218)Modern (177)Power couple (107)Angst (75)Mystery (42)Horror (39)Survival (34)Unlimited Flow (22)

Every week, a handful of people will be dragged into a nightmare that they might not wake up from again. Without any rhyme or reason, with no pattern to be seen, the public is at the mercy of the mysterious phenomenon that takes people’s lives like a forced game of Russian Roulette.
In the midst of all this, two young men are dragged in as well. An unlikely pair with more similarities than they expect at first – a cold-blooded murderer and an exhausted genius, two people that bloom in the cruelty of the nightmares rather than within the safe environment of society.

In the game of gamblers, who will care that you lost your mind as long as you keep your life?

[Reader caution advised! Content warnings can be found in the first chapter]

Thai Translation

Gay Harem [1v1]

Historical, Original Novel

In the grandeur of the imperial court, where power and desire intertwine, the young prince Li Jie shatters tradition with a revelation that sends shockwaves through the palace corridors. As the Emperor unveils his audacious plan to establish a harem for his son, Li Jie’s admission of his homosexuality adds a volatile layer to the unfolding drama.

Yet, the Emperor remains an enigma, undeterred by his heir’s truth. Instead, he forges ahead with the creation of the alluring harem—a web of intrigue that beckons captivating suitors from distant realms. The imperial palace becomes a stage for a complex dance of passion, ambition, and unspoken secrets.

Amidst the swirl of desire and ambition, a compelling question emerges, captivating the hearts of courtiers and commoners alike: Who among the myriad contenders will unravel the mysterious depths of Li Jie’s soul? Each suitor, driven by their own motives, seeks to win the prince’s favor and navigate the treacherous path to his heart.

How To Kill A King

Historical, Original Novel

Doting Love Interest (141)Power couple (107)Drama (100)Fluffy (89)Angst (75)Slowburn (55)Enemies to Lovers (12)Magic System (1)KingxConsort (1)hot-tempered MC (1)

The King tilted his head to the side, violet eyes taking in Min-jun’s face. “I’ll change your mind, then.”

“You’ll regret it.”

“It’s the second time you’ve told me this. My answer remains the same. I really don’t think I will.”

~ ~ ~

Seven years ago, Min-jun watched his parents die at the orders of the King. Now twenty-four and bearing a blinding fury on his shoulders, he enters the Palace. His mission is simple: Kill the King and run. But in no time at all, it appears that the tables had turned, and Min-jun is suddenly being seduced by the King instead. It’s all rather vexing, but he won’t be swayed so easily. Not by the King’s pretty face, nor his gifts, nor his faux kindness (faux because it couldn’t possibly be genuine). Min-jun must bring things to a close, but goodness, the

Imprisoned in Eternal Night

Modern, School

BL (220)Romance (220)Modern (177)Drama (100)Angst (75)School (59)Omegaverse (55)Comedic Undertone (41)Dog Blood (31)Lovers Reunited (5)

Wen Ran is a beta.

At the age of 7, the Wen family adopted Wen Ran from an orphanage as a substitute for their deceased son.

At the age of 17, omega glands were implanted into Wen Ran, making him an omega with a 97.5% compatibility with Gu Yunchi.

harsh with words (alpha) X professional doormat (beta→omega)

Tags: reunion, ABO, engagement before love

The characters and settings in this novel are only related to “Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me” and are unrelated to other works.

Translator’s note: This novel shares the same universe as Eternities Still Unsaid but can be read independently. This novel tells Wen Ran and Gu Yunchi’s story. The author said this novel will have a lighter tone compared to the previous book, but you should expect familiar dogblood along the way.

The story is currently ongoing, so

Into The Rose Garden

Dropped, Historical

Drama (100)Angst (75)Omegaverse (55)mpreg (53)Rebirth (50)Second Chance (48)Historical (48)Dog Blood (31)Revenge (11)Psychological (10)Dark (6)Unrequited Love (4)Noble (4)

Aelock, proud of belonging to a prestigious noble family, falls in love at first sight in a chance encounter with Klopp, who belongs to a lower-ranking noble family. Aelock approaches him without paying any mind to the difference in wealth and status, even disregarding the taboo of alpha-alpha relationships. However, Klopp takes no notice of him and marries another omega.

In the end, Aelock, blinded by jealousy, commits a terrible crime. And after learning the truth, Klopp executes ruthless revenge.

“I hate you so much. You make me sick. I loathe you. I wish you the same miserable end as what you did.”

Aelock struggles and resists, but slowly pays the price of his crimes…

“What you did was not love.”

“I am not sure what to call this feeling if not love.”

If given the chance to turn everything around, would the relationship between the two be different?

If someday I could be reborn and repay you, then I will not even go near your lover.

Jin Se

Cultivation, Historical

Completed (218)Fantasy (89)Angst (75)Cultivation (49)Historical (48)Dog Blood (31)Xianxia (28)yandere (22)War and Battles (7)

A dog-blood cultivation story about a human and a yao …. alright fine it’s yao gong x human shou, hypocritical shou vs paranoid gong.

Let’s revolt, everyone!

1v1 HE for real

Translators notes:

◇ The first few chapters, translated by wangxianbot, can be found through novelupdates

◇ Feel free to translate this into another language

◇ Trigger warning for non-explicit noncon in chapter 57

Jovial Records of the Bamboo Beauty

Historical

Liu Xin met Dong Xian through an accidental encounter in a bamboo forest; by a twist of fate, the two became teacher and student.
Just great.
How dare Liu Xin, nephew to the emperor, accept defeat?

Liu Xin tried everything, from studying history [endlessly debating], to respecting social rank [making trouble], to critiquing his work [provoking him], yet he failed to reveal a single of Dong Xian’s flaws…
However, Liu Xin’s heart gradually changed with time.

In a moment of passion, the two men crossed a line and committed a taboo.
Can this play of spy-vs-spy come to such a simple end?

_____________________________

Jovial Records of the Bamboo Beauty by Asuka T陶子 recounts the life of Liu Xin, Emperor Xiao’ai of Han, and his legendary love for Dong Xian, his male favorite.
Liu Xin and Dong Xian coined the idiom, passion of the cut sleeve, that avid danmei readers might’ve come across.
In Chinese culture, the term ‘cut sleeve’ has been a euphemi

Killing The Same Person Every Time

Short

Completed (218)Angst (75)Short (43)Quick Transmigration (43)

How does one kill a villain better than you in every aspect?

For Bu Bai, there’s only one step: to make them fall in love with you.

What he did not expect was that there was a second step: to fall in love with the villain.

Bu Bai: I came to kill you.

Villain: I came to love you.

Chapters 1-10: https://thisantjustwannasleep.wordpress.com/ktspet/

Legend of Yu Lan

Cultivation, Original Novel

BL (220)Completed (218)Doting Love Interest (141)Angst (75)Slowburn (55)Cultivation (49)Xianxia (28)

When one reaches the pinnacle, where else can they go but down?

Lord Immortal Yu Lan, Wu Lingtian, had achieved much in his time–respect, wealth, and power. However, there was not one day in his life he felt that he could truly treasure, nor did he feel that he had ever truly lived. As it turns out only when he has lost everything can he finally pursue the one thing he has ever desired.

On the day that the infamous Sect Leader Fan of Screeching Sparrow Sect broke Lord Immortal Yu Lan out of the mountain prison, he made one claim to the world: Our relationship? It’s romantic!

CW; past abuse, gore, violence, manipulation, depictions of anxiety and depression

Character information (may contain spoilers)

Let Me Live!

Unlimited Flow

Completed (218)Comedy (144)Drama (100)Fantasy (89)Angst (75)Shounen Ai (46)Mystery (42)Depression (5)Mental Illness (4)

How it all started – Hai Ri committed suicide, and then failed to succeed.

He encountered many who came to this place because they committed suicide, and the person with the highest points among them was Hai Ri’s idol, whom he thought had long passed on.

Hai Ri turned pale with fright. “You’re not dead yet?”

His idol: …

As a result, Hai Ri cautiously and conscientiously became a competent mom fan in this world as well. “Son, mother supports you in whatever you do.”

Several tasks later, his idol asked, “Do you really like me?”

Hai Ri: “Yup I do, why ask such a thing?”

His idol: “What type of like?”

Hai Ri: ?<

Let’s Talk About That Guy Who Transmigrated to Pursue Me

Cultivation

Completed (218)Drama (100)Transmigration (82)Angst (75)Action (74)Adventure (68)Cultivation (49)Possessive ML (6)Character Development (5)Complex themes (2)

Wen Xuan was the head disciple of Water Cloud Sect’s sect leader. He spent the first half of his lifetime respecting his teachers and placing importance in the way of Dao. Friendly towards other fellow disciples, he was everyone’s role model.

He once believed that he would spend a lifetime like this. Until one day, he met a younger fellow disciple (Shidi) who was unbelievably skilled.

This Shidi told him that this world was actually a novel. And he, Wen Xuan, will become the most unsightly, petty little villain in this leveling up style cultivation novel. With the next half of his lifetime on a bumpy spiral downward after an erroneous decision, he will be betrayed and deserted by friends and family, cast away and end up dying miserably alone.

“After dinner for leisure, many people would use a mocking tone of disdain to discuss your disastrous life. But no one knew how you survived through all those years. No one saw how you struggled to hold on to your principles in your

Little Cat Planet

Modern Fantasy, Short

Completed (218)Angst (75)Adventure (68)Animal Characteristics (27)Character Death (6)

Everyone’s soul is a lonely planet.

And I gently landed on yours.

Yan Jiang passed away and turned into a kitten that was hatched from an egg.

This planet was void of anyone, except for some flowerless thorns and a puppy.

The kitten and his knight, the puppy, began a journey through planets.

Therefore, this is a fairy tale.

Author’s Note:

Short story, it will not be too long.
CP: Yan Jiang (shou) x Pei Qinghe (gong)
Author’s Weibo: 小七流
Cre

Loneliness

Modern, Short

Completed (218)Modern (177)Angst (75)Short (43)

Living together with an inarticulate old classmate for three years and suddenly discovering that he had been secretly loved by him for over ten years.

Yuan Yuan x Chen Dong Lan

Extroverted Elite Seme x Infatuated Inarticulate Uke

Note

Sweet story
Happy ending

Other Languages

Memories of the Palace

Historical, Original Novel

BL (220)Romance (220)Drama (100)Angst (75)Action (74)Adventure (68)NSFW (61)Omegaverse (55)mpreg (53)Historical (48)Second Chance (48)Mystery (42)Emperor (3)Body Swap (2)

In the first book of the Imperial Omegaverse series, follow Li Changyu as he navigates the Emperor’s harem and is swept up in mystery and intrigue. Being an omega with a family full of alphas didn’t stop him from taking part in the family tradition of serving in the military. After years spent protecting the Empire, Li Changyu receives an edict from the Emperor himself demanding his hand in marriage and to become the Nation’s Empress.

As Emperor, Jin Xiyan has a duty to his country and to produce an heir. The problem with that is the familial line of alphas has dwindled to almost nothing, and after several children, there doesn’t seem to be an alpha male heir in sight. Luckily, he’s told of an omega from a notable family that comes from an entire family of only alphas. While this initially feels like a blessing, Jin Xiyan quickly realizes it’s a curse as his new omega bride behaves nothing like an omega.

As time goes on, it is no secret in the Court that these two are at odds, bu

Moon Theory (ABO)

Apocalypse, Original Novel

Romance (220)BL (220)Completed (218)Doting Love Interest (141)Power couple (107)Angst (75)Action (74)Adventure (68)Supernatural (66)NSFW (61)Omegaverse (55)Survival (34)Animal Characteristics (27)Apocalypse (24)Thriller (23)Sci-Fi (17)Clown ML (2)

In the peaks of midwinter lies an unconscious young man with snowlike hair and startling, duotone eyes. His features blend so much with the tundra he just may disappear. Strangely captivating, but such an appearance is no doubt unhuman.

Then enter Combat Unit One and a man who, despite his irritating personality, is unfortunately a little bit eye-catching.

“If I had to assign a relationship…” the man says with a low curve of his lips, “it would be prisoner and captor?”

“Colonel Yang,” he replies sharply, “you are cracked in the head.”

—

Year 2066 – a population of eight billion was wiped down to the marginals. Particle radiation hit a rotating satellite, then a spaceship, then… mass mutation, mass extinction.

Theoretically, when the geodynamo fails, those left behind will become some sort of extraterrestrial. Humanity’s always had a stubborn streak, however, so the intelligent will thrive and the combatants will fight.

But, alternatively,

Neck Kiss

Modern

Yang Huaijin is a unique existence in the Qingyan Gang and even the entire underworld of A City. Graduating from a top-notch university with a bright future ahead, he, instead of contributing to the development of his homeland, chose to dive headfirst into the underworld. Starting from the bottom, he had no complaints whatsoever. He wanted to find someone, an Alpha who had marked him.

In the end, he found the person, but the other had long forgotten him, and everything about them, including personality and appearance, had changed completely from the time they first met.

They separated for 12 years, but it was just a neck kiss affair.

Both of them were underworld bosses, and both were deeply devoted.

Question: How do I find my lost partner? Answer: Bite first!

The charming and promiscuous Peacock Alpha x The beautiful, ruthless, and highly intelligent Omega