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Editor- Lily
Chapter 46
Zhao Hongyang sat blankly in his seat, his body still trembling slightly like a convulsion. He lowered his head, stared, and listened to the chattering discussions of the people around him, with cold sweat flowing down uncontrollably.
What happened?
Why is this backtracking getting weirder and weirder?
When Zhao Hongyang thought this, his body twitched more and more violently, as if he had been stimulated by something. Goosebumps burst out, and even his pupils were in a state of contraction for a long time.
And there seemed to be something deep in his heart; a terrifying and horrifying thought came to his mind…
He inexplicably felt that the strange suicide death of the voyeuristic boy even included his sudden loss of control of his body and his inability to move…
Maybe they all have an inexplicable relationship with the man who suddenly broke in just now…
Zhao Hongyang took a breath, suddenly grabbed his hair with his hands, and dug at it with his fingernails as if he was venting some emotions. The force was so strong that he wanted to tear off a layer of skin.
His nonsensical actions frightened the people sitting near his seat. Everyone took a breath and instinctively moved to the side, subconsciously staying away from him, as if they were afraid of him. As if afraid that his pent up madness will harm them.
So who was that man?
Zhao Hongyang gritted his teeth.
Why did he backtrack so many times! Followed Su Jingyan so many times! But had never seen this man before?
Zhao Hongyang searched hard in his memory, trying to find any shadow or memory related to that man in his mind.
Zhao Hongyang hammered his temple, his eyes almost splitting.
The strange thing was that the more he tried to search for memories of this man in his mind, the more his brain became swollen and painful, and his heartbeat became faster and faster.
What step went wrong?
What was the problem?
How does Su Jingyan die two weeks later? Who killed him?
Is it related to this man?
It took a long time for Zhao Hongyang to calm down, and he continued to clench his teeth. His face was very pale, the dark blue and dark circles under his eyes became heavier, and his whole temperament also became gloomy.
He tilted his head, his neck made a rattling noise, and he looked like he was a little crazy.
The fear dissipated, and the fire of jealousy couldn’t stop burning in Zhao Hongyang’s chest…
Why?!
Why, after so many times! Su Jingyan didn’t even dare to look at him?
Dammit!
What went wrong this time? An opposition actually came out halfway?
Su Jingyan found a boyfriend directly behind his back?
日!
Fuck!
Zhao Hongyang has looked back so many times. His admiration for Su Jingyan was no longer the pure love he had at the beginning. Now, his feelings for Su Jingyan were more paranoid and possessive.
Zhao Hongyang had already placed a mark of his own on Su Jingyan in his heart. He believed from the bottom of his heart that Su Jingyan would be with him sooner or later and would become his own person sooner or later.
It was all just a matter of time.
He described himself as Su Jingyan’s savior, and everything about Su Jingyan should belong to him!
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He simply cannot tolerate these things running wild and out of his control again and again!
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What to do? What should he do next?
His fingers couldn’t help but clench, and then tighten into a fist, and his fingers were trembling faintly.
If only things could start over again!
Zhao Hongyang thought fiercely.
Thinking of this, Zhao Hongyang’s expression suddenly froze, and a brief crack appeared on his face, as if something had sprouted from his heart and then emerged.
The next second, Zhao Hongyang felt as if he had woken up from a dream; his demeanor and expression immediately changed dramatically, and he looked ecstatic.
Yes! That’s right!
Everything just needs to start again!
Ha ha ha ha ha…
As long as Su Jingyan dies, can’t everything start again?
Zhao Hongyang became excited, his eyes glowed, and he was immersed in the fantasy that he could start over.
How long until Su Jingyan’s death?
Just over a week to go!
Fuck.
Zhao Hongyang couldn’t help but curse a little and become even more crazy.
It was still so long! He simply couldn’t wait any longer!
He was almost going crazy with jealousy!
Zhao Hongyang took a deep breath, and his eyes, which were slightly out of focus, changed, revealing a sinister expression.
Anyway…
Su Jingyan was going to die anyway…
That was not as good as that! This time, he was the one to personally help him out and let him go happily!
There will be no pain in dying!
As if he had gotten the answer, Zhao Hongyang lowered his head, his body twitched slightly again, and then let out a sinister sneer.
Su Jingyan took the key with a look of embarrassment and hesitantly inserted it into the door lock. Following a “click” sound, the door was opened.
Su Jingyan paused, grabbed Lu Yichen’s hand that was about to push the door open, and quickly blocked the man’s way, shouting hurriedly, “Hey, wait a minute.”
Lu Yichen’s two hands were holding the food ingredients that the two of them had just bought together. When paired with his meticulous-looking clothes, they looked very unflattering and even a bit inexplicably strange.
Hearing Su Jingyan’s words, the man paused on the spot, his dark eyes looking into Su Jingyan’s pair of doe eyes that looked very guilty.
Su Jingyan kept blinking, sweeping his eyelashes up and down, and then swallowed, showing an apologetic expression, trying to cover up the unrest and even upheaval in his heart at this moment.
He stood at the door lock, with both hands behind his back, and one hand grasping the door handle, using his body to block the man’s hand that wanted to push the door open.
Su Jingyan’s smile was very forced, like an awkward yet polite fake smile.
He even couldn’t help but think in his mind…
If Yichen went in directly, he would definitely see his unwashed dirty underwear left on the sofa!
It’s over, it’s over! It’s too shameful!
I’m gonna die!
Su Jingyan took a deep breath, maybe because he felt embarrassed. He half-extended his tongue and gently pressed it against his front teeth, revealing a little bit of scarlet, which seemed to add a bit of innocent and childish color.
Tempting but unaware.
Tsk, what a scholar.
There was a dangerous glint in the man’s eyes.
“Um, Yichen,” Su Jingyan called the man cautiously. The expression on his face became more and more forced, and when he raised his head to look at the man, his movements were also very stiff.
The latter looked at him quietly, with an expression that was half-smiling but not smiling, as if he had read his mind, but then blinked innocently as if asking him what was wrong.
Finally, Su Jingyan breathed out, gathered up the courage, and said hurriedly, “Well, my room is too messy. I’ll go in and clean it up first. You wait for me at the door for two minutes. I’ll tell you to come in, and then you can come in again. Do you understand?”
Su Jingyan finished what he said in one breath. Without waiting for the man to respond, he quickly opened the door and rushed in with a quick stride.
Then there was a “bang,” and Su Jingyan mercilessly closed the door tightly, not giving the man a chance to rush in, and locked him out forcibly.
Doesn’t this just give people a sense that there were no three hundred taels of silver here.?
So cute.
Lu Yichen’s eyes flashed, and he stood staring at the closed door. He slowly curled up the corners of his mouth without showing any sign of anger.
The color of his eyes also became transparent, as if they were penetrating, and he could clearly see what was behind the door.
Tsk.
Su Jingyan looked panicked and casually threw his school bag on the cabinet at the door. He looked completely confused and panicked.
He didn’t even have time to take off his shoes before he rushed straight to the sofa and threw himself on it.
During this process, he even stumbled two steps and almost fell because he was so flustered because of his too big movements. He was too embarrassed.
Su Jingyan threw himself on the sofa, and as expected, there were the dirty underwear and clothes he had changed out of in the morning lying on the sofa.
Su Jingyan took a breath, and with a forced expression, he then hurriedly ran to the bathroom holding the clothes.
While running, his face was burning bright red.
This was too embarrassing!
Ahhhhhhhhhh!
Fortunately, he remembered it!
After finally waiting for him to deal with the dirty underwear matter, Su Jingyan breathed a deep sigh of relief.
But when he walked out of the bathroom and returned to the living room, his eyes scanned the surroundings, and he saw the surrounding scene clearly. His heart thumped again and he felt choked in his chest.
Another long period of heartache.
Some time ago, because he was busy with school papers, he left early and came back late every day. The day before yesterday, he came back early in the morning because he stayed too late checking information in the school study room.
In addition, he had lived directly at Lu Yichen’s house for the past two days, so the current situation is that his bachelor apartment has not been cleaned up for almost half a month.
Of course, the lack of cleaning did not mean that the garbage was littered in the living room and the dishes were not washed in the kitchen, but it meant that his paintbrush tools and some other sundries were everywhere on the sofa and chairs…
Su Jingyan held his forehead and was somewhat suffocated by his dilemma as he felt attacked from both sides, with ten thousand grass and mud horses galloping above his head.
If some other people came to his house as guests, Su Jingyan might not be so particular. After all, although his things are not neatly arranged together, they generally look comfortable and don’t look too fussy or messy.
Su Jingyan also always followed the path that was comfortable, convenient, and clean without being too particular about it.
Su Jingyan’s face wrinkled into a bitter melon.
But the problem was that the person who came was Lu Yichen.
It was the Lu Yichen who could even smooth out the wrinkles on the sofa at home!
Su Jingyan felt like his brain was exploding.
If he started to pack these things now, even at his fastest speed, it would definitely take at least seven or eight minutes…
But…
But he couldn’t leave Lu Yichen behind closed doors for so long, right? !
Just when Su Jingyan was about to cry but had no tears left, he was struggling with what to do.
Not sure if Lu Yichen really believed Su Jingyan’s words that two minutes would be two minutes, but he checked the time exactly, and when the time came, he immediately started knocking on the door.
Knock knock.
Su Jingyan weakly put his hand on his forehead, and finally sighed as though he were dead. He lowered his head, walked to the door in small steps, and opened the door.
Lu Yichen’s eyes were still indifferent, his back was straight, and he was holding the purchased vegetables in his hands. He stood motionless at the door, maintaining the same movements as Su Jingyan did before entering the door, looking down with a look that seemed to be able to see through people. Set on Su Jingyan.
Su Jingyan gritted his teeth, forced a smile, and said, “Come in.”
Dammit!
Then, Su Jingyan took out the new cotton slippers from the shoe cabinet and placed them on the ground so that the man could change them easily.
After Lu Yichen entered the door, he started to look around. There didn’t seem to be much emotion in his eyes, nor did he have any mysophobia reaction due to the random placement of things in the house.
To put it bluntly, Su Jingyan actually misunderstood him from the beginning.
The reason why Lu Yichen’s house was so clean and tidy is that his existence was silent and invisible. He does not need to eat or sleep. Everything in the house was of no use to him.
Naturally, it will appear extremely neat and rigorous to the point of being unpopular.
Alas, this was really a beautiful misunderstanding.
After Lu Yichen entered the door, he went straight to the kitchen with a big bag of things and put all the food ingredients he bought on the chopping board.
When Su Jingyan saw that Lu Yichen didn’t show any displeasure after entering the door, he couldn’t help but breathe a sigh of relief. Then he looked at the man’s back, took a step forward, and hurriedly followed.
He stood behind Lu Yichen, rolled up his sleeves, and greeted warmly, “I will be the one doing the cooking this time. You can go and rest.”
Lu Yichen turned his back to Su Jingyan. When he heard the other party’s words, a fleeting smile appeared on his face and he turned around.
Su Jingyan was unprepared and tilted his head, startled by the man’s actions.
Because at this moment, the two of them were standing face to face, with only a few centimeters away from each other. The distance was so close that if the man lowered his head just a little more, the two of them would have kissed…
Sure enough, this time, Su Jingyan’s face immediately turned red like an apple again, and he took a big breath nervously.
Su Jingyan blushed and took a step back, wanting to ease this mysterious embarrassment, secretly despising himself for not knowing how to be reserved.
But Lu Yichen followed his step back and took a step in his direction. The distance between the two of them was even closer than before.
Su Jingyan’s eyelashes were trembling, and his whole expression had completely betrayed his wandering thoughts.
In fact, Lu Yichen’s actions did not disappoint him.
Lu Yichen’s right hand was directly attached to Su Jingyan’s head, giving him a domineering sense of sight that fixed him in place.
Su Jingyan’s eyes also blinked, his lips pursed tightly, his heart was beating rapidly, his eyes were red, and his eyelashes were trembling up and down.
Lu Yichen leaned down and brought their faces closer. Su Jingyan could even feel the heat of his breath blowing on the man’s face.
Su Jingyan’s Adam’s apple bobbed again, and his whole body looked very nervous.
Lu Yichen curled up the corners of his mouth, watching every microexpression of Su Jingyan closely.
When Su Jingyan looked into the man’s eyes, he couldn’t tell what he was expecting, but he always felt that the next second, the man would kiss him without any explanation.
The surroundings were also very quiet, without any sound. It was as if they were the only two people in the world, and they only had eyes for each other.
However, Lu Yichen stared at his face but made no next move. The two of them stared at each other for a long time.
Just when Su Jingyan thought he was being too sentimental, Lu Yichen suddenly laughed out loud, curled up the corners of his mouth, and made a hoarse voice.
“Yanyan, can I kiss you?”
Kiss kiss kiss!
Boy is consent sexy
Indeed indeed.
Thank you for the chapter~