At present, Kai often ate at our house, and on those occasions, the food tasted better than usual and my family seemed to be happy.
The more I remember, the more I love Kai, and I couldn’t understand why I had thought of him as a friend until now.
I went shopping at a convenience store on my way to drop off Kai, and when I returned home, I was locked out.
“Huh? Why are you so early?”
“What do you mean?” I asked my sister, who opened the door for me. When I asked her what she meant, she suddenly said something like, “I’ll introduce you to a part-time job.”
When I was still puzzled, she sighed and said, “Our walls are pretty thin, so you’ll have to do it outside.”
Ah, I see. I understood what she meant.
If it’s just a kiss, it’s normal in the presence of family members.
The embarrassed Kai makes coquettish noises like “No” and “It’s embarrassing”, so I guess she was envious, thinking that we were having sex.
I don’t care about that, but it’s honestly not fun for anyone other than me to hear Kai’s cute voice. It seems better to consider using a hotel.
I didn’t feel the need to correct her, so I just nodded my head.
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Rather than using me as a stepping stone to get close to me, more and more women are using me as a pretext to get close to Kai.
I had originally thought that Kai wasn’t interested in romance and was oblivious to the temptations of women, but it seems that this was not the case and that his love interest was just not a woman.
I was happy to be in the position of a lover and to know something about Kai that I didn’t know before.
Having a lover, I’ve never been so happy every day and couldn’t wait for tomorrow. I was always depressed and helpless. I was nervous that they would dump me at any moment, and even though I tried my best, I was denied.
Even so, the reason I was able to date troublesome women was that Kai was by my side and would accept me even if I was dumped.
“I’ve always liked Kai.”
I secretly checked out how men do it with each other, and then thought about shoving it into Kai easily.
If it was my best friend, Kai, he would accept it dependably and more actively say, “It can’t be helped, let’s do it,” but my lover, Kai, might be shy and run away into the futon.
Even though I’m not good at horror movies, he invited me to join him. I couldn’t help but grin at the thought of Kai secretly peeking through the blanket.
Yes. I grinned.
How much do I like Kai? No, I’m not at the level of liking him anymore. This is the one I love.
He knows how to run to the futon and I know how to take him out of it. Kai has a weakness for fun. If I tell him that love is fun and that sex with me is unbearable, he will get out from under the covers.
Just thinking about it makes the lower half of my body impatient.
I waited for the day, hoping that six months would pass quickly.
I thought about going to a love hotel, but I felt like that would be too obvious and would make me look drawn to it, so I called Kai to aim at the day when no one was at home.
I made Kai, who was relaxing as usual, turn his attention toward sex. We got into a reasonably good mood, and I was convinced that we could get laid, but then he stopped me.
It was then that I suddenly realized.
I had thought I was going to be the one to hold him as a matter of course, but maybe I was the one to be held?
Looking at Kai, who turned bright red, shivered, and desperately stretched out his hand to keep some distance, it doesn’t seem to be a problem for me to take the lead.
“I’m sorry, this kind of thing is… a bit more…”
I kissed Kai’s mouth, who mumbled a small “wait,” and forcibly vented my horny mood with a kiss.
………
To put it bluntly, I was frustrated.
But saying that makes me no better than a slut. I love Kai and I’m not like them.
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Even now, he’s in my room with me resting my head on his lap as we binge-watch a popular anime series.
Kai’s hand patting my head and saying, “Good, good,” felt so good.
As I was nodding off, a bulging mountain appeared in front of me.
I gently reached out and touched it.
“Eek!”
When I pressed it with my finger, it became harder, but Kai grabbed my wrist.
“You’ve got an erection.”
“That kind of thing! Don’t say it!!”
He tried to run away, so I held him around the waist as if I was tackling him.
There were no erotic scenes in the anime. I stared at Kai wondering what he was reacting to, his ears turned red and he averted his gaze.
Oh, it was me.
Kai probably likes my face a lot. When I put my face close to his, his eyes became enraptured quite often.
“… There’s no one here today.”
“Ah!”
“I want to do more than the last time.”
“Uh…”
“Kai, do you want to put this in me? Do you want to put mine in?”
It’s been a year since he said I’d wait a little longer. It’s been two months since I made Kai say “I like you” and we’ve been pulling each other’s dick out. Since then, we have been touching each other to a certain extent.
I’ve never been in a relationship that lasted more than a month, so I don’t know how long it usually takes to have sex, but I guess it’s time to move on to the end, right?
Looking up while poking Kai’s cock, he turned over to escape with a red face and mouth that opens and closes like a carp in a pond, but he can’t escape from my gaze.
“… I want to put it in.”
I thought my heartbeat was louder than Kai’s mosquito-like voice as he answered.
I was so happy, so happy, so happy!
“Mn. I want to put it inside Kai.”
“Waah!”
I pushed Kai down and said ‘Then, itadakimasu’ Then my hand suddenly stopped.
I wondered if Kai’s hole would really be able to accept me. It was different from that of a woman. Kai’s hole isn’t made to be penetrated by a cock.
“Kai, is it okay… if I put it in that place?”
I want to shove it in Kai’s hole, ram him, and make him moan, but I won’t be happy if Kai doesn’t feel good.
Kai’s face turned even redder at my comment while looking down.
“W-w-what are you saying…”
“I think it’s important, I don’t want Kai to get hurt.”
“Uh… well, it probably doesn’t matter. Because I saw you spread it the other day, I’ve got one just as big.”
“Ha?”
I couldn’t help but let out the lowest voice I’ve ever made.
“What’s the same thing?”
Even without asking, I know it’s an adult toy. Without a doubt.
However, even if I think it’s expanded for me, it still pisses me off.
“Eh, ah, that, dildo…”
It is. Then followed by Kai’s small words.
“Why?”
“Because that’s the only way.”
“No, it’s not. I’ve got it right here. Shouldn’t you use mine which is now a Kai-exclusive one?”
“Ha? Haa? I’m preparing for Rioto, but using Rioto is putting the cart before the horse, right?”
“I’m annoyed that someone other than me is making Kai feel good. From now on, don’t fuck anyone but me.”
I kissed Kai when he said something and skillfully stripped him of his clothes.
Kai is smaller than me, but he’s stronger than me if he really resists.
When we were both completely naked, Kai gazed at me entranced and quieted down.
“Don’t Rioto love me too much?”
He giggled with a red face as if he is trying to hide his embarrassment. Kai tries to hide his important part by squirming with his legs.
I put my hands on Kai’s thighs, spread them apart, and squeezed my body in.
“I like you. I like you, Kai, I love you. I love you. I love you. Does Kai hates me?”
“Ugh… of course I like you.”
I repeatedly conveyed my overflowing love to Kai as if I was sending him a reminder so that even my emotionless face would be able to convey it. Kai’s eyes watered and he smiled softly.
“B-but Rioto, a man can’t do it unless he’s prepared.”
“Mn. I know because I looked it up. There are tools.”
“Eeeh?”
If Kai wants me to hold him, I am prepared to make an effort to hold him.
“Do you want to use it?”
I kissed Kai’s tomato-red cheeks and covered his face with my hands.
“… ~~~I’ve been preparing, shi. It’s not like I had any particular guilty feelings… mnn, hnn!”
As the old saying goes, ‘It’s a man’s shame if he doesn’t eat when he’s hungry, but if someone treats you when you’re hungry, you’re bound to enjoy it.’
“… Itadakimasu.”
I licked my lips which had become wet from the lustful kisses we exchanged as if we were devouring them. I mobilized all the knowledge I had gathered from the internet about sex between men.
Although I said I was prepared, I used quite a bit of lube to loosen Kai’s asshole.
Two fingers went it, so I fiddled with it before looking for the rumored prostate gland.
“Ah, ah… there’s something, something strange.”
“It’s not strange, it feels… good.”
“Hnn… it feels so good. Hiiih! Ah, not there. I said not there!!”
With a pikun, Kai’s body trembled violently and I realized that this was a good place for Kai.
“Mn. It’s here, huh. It feels good, huh.”
“Baah, Rio, to, wa, hiiih, ah, ah, aahh!”
Kai’s dick came into my hand and filled the condom. The way he breathes is cute, but the face that feels good makes it many times cuter.
“I want to come, too. Just the tip is fine, can I put it in?”
When I increased my fingers to three, Kai opened his eyes wide in surprise and stared at my cock.
I’m not sure if he’s afraid of me, but I’m already growing so tight it hurts.
I was a little worried about whether it would fit in his little ass. So, I said… a little.
“Ugh… you can’t go all the way…”
“Mn.”
The gentle Kai glared at me as if he was resolved.
Ah, how cute.
I quickly put on a condom and filled Kai’s asshole with my cock. It sucked to mine obscenely.
I wasn’t this nervous when I lost my virginity.
However, Kai looked much more anxious than me. He stiffened his body as he stares at the obscene hole.
“Ah…”
“Whew.”
Pushing the tip with the help of lotion, it will be pushed back as if to say no.
“Kai… Can you put your hands around my neck? Yes, it’s okay. I’ll be gentle, relax.”
“Ugh… Sorry, Rioto, sorry…”
Kawaii, kawaii, kawaii.
Kai is really cute.
First time having sex, I definitely need to make it a good memory.
I gave him a peck, killing my desire to shove it in all at once. I was grateful that my face didn’t change much at this point.
I probably would have been in a lot of agony if it had shown on my face. Kai would blame himself if he saw such a face. I didn’t want that.
I moved my hips forward slowly and gently.
It felt so good that my head and body felt like they were going to melt.
I realized that doing it with the person you love is so special that I didn’t know what sex was like before.
At this point, I had forgotten the words “Just the tip,” and Kai pointed this out to me afterward.
When I honestly told Kai that I tried my best to hold back but couldn’t do it, he affirmed me by saying, “If you tried your best, it can’t be helped.”
Kai was so cute that I tried my best to be mature during our first sex, but I decided that after getting used to it, I was determined to eagerly fuck him deep.
I feel very fresh and happy in a relationship where I can naturally envision us having sex again, or even being together.
Maybe I should work hard at a part-time job and stay at an expensive hotel instead of a love hotel. Then, I would like Kai to get as wild as he wants.
By that time, Kai’s belly must remember my shape.
I was supposed to get Kai hooked on sex with me, but it turned out that I was the one who was hooked on Kai.
Jie Jie: Hi~ This was my project last year and just transferred it here! 
The only problem with this story is that it’s too short! 😭 Thanks for the translation~
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