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Xie Mu could no longer hear what the outside world was saying, he was in a trance, his eyes were full of panic and fear, and he was hiding in Xie Shi’s arms, and he was going to reach out to protect him. ZTJdUy

 

Xie Nan’en could hear his baby muttering repeatedly, “Don’t kill my eldest brother, please don’t hurt my eldest brother…”

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“Big brother, big brother, Xiao Mu protects you…” R4VdiL

 

Three years.

 

He was gone for three years.

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But three years later, Xiao Mu still sees him as the only one.

 

Xie Nan’en felt that he should take his medicine, his eyes were blurry, his heart felt as if a sharp knife had poked it through, and every cry of fear from Xie Mu was like a knife cutting through his heart. eELuT

 

He knew what he had to do now was to kill the wolf cub Xie Shi and take Xiao Mu back well.

 

Xiao Mu is just sick, and as long as he gets a good doctor, he’ll be fine. 7X5ido

 

Xie Nan’en tried to convince himself, but looking at Xie Mu’s two legs dragging on the ground, he suddenly woke up again.

 

It was he who ruined his little wood. nB3HSD

 

Xie Shi felt a tight pain in his chest, as if something was blocking it and preventing something from coming out, he knew that it was kicked by Xie Nan’en, and now when he moved his body slightly, it was a tingling pain.

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He looked at the cabinet on the side, and inside the dark compartment under the cabinet was a gun hidden. fbcX1Z

 

That was Xie Shi’s only chance to turn over.

 

Xie Nan’en did not notice that Xie Shi was looking at the cabinet next to him, and his hand holding the gun was still in mid-air, trembling badly. Xie Nan’en held out his left hand, slowly, pressing down on his already uncontrollable right hand. p9XQ2t

 

He squatted down and changed the gun to one hand, a pair of tired eyes staring at Xie Mu who was timid and wary.

 

Xie Nan’en hardly squeezed out a laugh, as if afraid of scaring his baby, and his voice was gentle enough like dripping water. YAeMur

 

“Xiao mu, do you remember? It was the eldest brother who took you home.”

 

“When you first came to the house, you had nightmares all night long, and the eldest brother was always with you, and then as soon as you had a nightmare, you would come to my room with a pillow and shrink next to me, occupying a very small place.” BRMPWC

 

“Every time I woke up, I saw you asleep, I quietly got up, you woke up and saw no one next to me, several times without shoes on, you ran downstairs panicked to find me, and then we laid on the carpet together because of this matter…”

 

Xie Nan’en’s eyes were full of blood, don’t know if it was blood, or tears, this man who once supported the Xie family had somehow aged in that little span of time. The handsome face is still there, but because of the three years of drugs, the sideburns are now with white hair. KvrUHa

 

His voice trembled, almost pleadingly looking at Xie Mu, whose expression was gradually confused, “You always say that you want to follow the big brother for the rest of your life, this big brother, big brother, remember…”

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

 

“I was in England, I was not willing to forget for a moment, Xiao Mu, do you remember?” Uo5TqB

 

Xie Shi looked at Xie Nan’en, whose expression had begun to be a little crazy, and while his attention was on Xie Mu, he began to move his arm silently.

 

He was already leaning on the cabinet now, plus Xie Nan’en had all his attention on the uncle, and it was too simple to get the gun. sEJubI

 

Xie Nan’en did not set his eyes on his son at all, he looked intently at his baby, and took out a pocket watch from his arms with trembling hands.

 

“You see, you see…” p3KI4C

 

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Teenagers of that age will always have a passion and a sudden enthusiasm.

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He wanted to give a gift that is really earned by himself to the big brother, rather than taking the card given by the big brother to buy an expensive gift. jX6RdD

 

Xie Mu soon found a job where he could get paid handsomely for playing the piano on the stage every day.

 

At that time, the teenager in white clothes slightly lowered his eyes, seriously sitting in front of the piano, white soft light fell on his body, revealing delicate and beautiful eyes, between the teenager’s most adrogynous indistinguishable face. Ad5aVO

 

The stage is dark, the teenager sits on the stage with a soft light, he can’t see how many people are underneath, naturally he doesn’t know, from beginning to end, there is only one person sitting under the stage.

 

Of course, the treasure raised in the palm of his hand will not be left around at all, Xie Mu is Xie Nan’en’s reverse scale, and his terrible possessiveness is not just talk. XbYvP9

 

Almost the next second after Xie Mu left the school, Xie Nan’en, who was far away from the company, received the message.

 

He immediately rushed over, followed by the teenager who was walking aimlessly on the street trying to find a job, and watched as Xiaomu, who had been pampered by him, should not be busy or lose anything, now roaming around and it was difficult to hide his disappointment. jCsGB0

 

Without Xie Nan’en, Xie Mu seemed to have lost the ability to live alone, which was not a kind of pampering, but the real intention of the big brother that Xie Mu admired.

 

Once when his parents were still alive, although Xie Mu was also loved, he would also help the family to do things, but when he was picked up by Xie Nan’en to the Xie family, his hands never picked up heavy objects other than books. 5F9EnK

 

Xie Nanen graced him, drowned him, tried to change him into another person, like this kind of spoiling could make him be arrogant, but Xie Mu did not change, he still had his original temperament, but he lost the ability to take care of himself.

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That day, Xie Mu found a lot of stores, but he couldn’t do anything. He looked good, but the stores he was looking for were all restaurants next to the school, and the boss would not invite a person who didn’t know anything to put it up. vBx0dU

 

Fortunately, the teenager did not lose too long.

 

A stranger came up and asked if he was looking for a job, telling him that if he could play the piano, then there was a job here that was just right. ezw9fQ

 

The teenager who had been raised by Xie Nan’en and had no defensive heart at all, excitedly agreed.

 

He quietly hid from his eldest brother, squeezing out an hour a day to come to the place of work, sit on the stage, and play the piano for an hour to the guests in the dark. 74DdRC

 

And Xie Nan’en just sat down near the stage every day, quietly listening to his treasure playing.

 

A month later, Xie Mu had saved enough money. pG kqR

 

He bought a pocket watch, with a little anticipation, and carefully gave it to his eldest brother.

 

When the eldest brother took the pocket watch, a gentle smile appeared on his face, and touched his head to praise him for growing up. Xie Mu turned over and couldn’t sleep all night. ClEBx9

 

Later, he found that the eldest brother had put a picture of himself in his pocket watch and could not sleep for several nights.

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The eldest brother told him that this pocket watch represented Xiao mu’s heart, and he would take it with him wherever he went. XeDzv3

 

The sweetness of that time, after that, turned into despair.

 

The man leaned weakly on Xie Shi’s body, his eyes were confused, and tears flowed. C1dOX9

 

His hoarse voice fell softly into the ear canals of father and son.

 

“This watch was taken away by the eldest brother…” U5orlw

 

Xie Mu’s face, a pair of eyes like a demon, looked deadly at the pocket watch in Xie Nan’en’s hand.

 

He held out his hand in a trance, and Xie Nan’en didn’t know what he was going to do, but he handed the pocket watch over happily because his memory had returned. HfdN2

 

“Xiao Mu, Xiao Mu, do you remember…”

 

Xie Mu took the pocket watch, he pressed it lightly, and the lid opened to reveal the picture inside. Zzia 2

 

This is…… Ah, his picture.

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When he first saw this picture, the excitement, feelings, and a hint of joy and shyness, he still remembers it clearly. ChGpP0

 

Xie Mu longed, hoping that he would grow up soon.

 

Even if he didn’t dare to say that sentence all his life, as long as he could look at the big brother and follow him, just thinking about it, it was as if he was going to melt. M5hsg

 

He stretched out his pale, cold hand, slender fingertips, trembling and caressing the pocket watch, a pair of eyes, full of pain.

 

“I remember…” pXekW7

 

“The eldest brother left me, and he took this pocket watch to the grave…”

 

Xie Mu’s thinking was confused, and he felt that the eldest brother was still there for a moment, and then it seemed that the cold coffin appeared in front of him. hMTmxZ

 

He knelt in front of the coffin and watched as the men buried his eldest brother in the earth.

 

Loved ones who he regarded as everything left him forever. LgAq3b

 

Since then, in his life, there is no longer a gentleman to protect him.

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Xie Nan’en is The Heaven of Xie Mu. 9CxbQV

 

And then, his sky fell.

 

If it were not for Xie Nan’en’s instructions, Xie Mu would not have lived alone. MTWKxn

 

When his legs were broken, Xie Mu didn’t cry.

 

When countless conspiracies happened, Xie Mu did not cry. yT1dJQ

 

When he endured the pain of day and night that was enough to drive people crazy, Xie Mu did not cry.

 

But now, he was holding this pocket watch that should no longer appear in the world, and he cried uncontrollably. Fn2NYU

 

His eyes, little by little, sobered up, accompanied by hazy tears, looked at the man in front of him who had aged a lot in just three years.

 

“Why…” b4c89A

 

Xie Mu asked in a trembling voice, and rows of tears slid irrepressibly from his cheeks and silently dripped on the ground.

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

 

“Big Brother… Why do you want to lie to me…” tdAivr

 

“In this world, I only believe in you…”

 

Xie Nan’en took him in his arms, Xie Mu did not resist anymore, he cried too much, as if he wanted to cry back all the grievances of the past three years. qNzhJo

 

“I miss you so much, big brother, I miss you so much…”

 

Xie Nan’en’s gun fell to the ground, and he shook his hands and hugged the person in his arms tightly, his eyes full of panicked comfort. Mu70yT

 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, it’s the big brother who is not good, it’s the big brother who cheated Xiao Mu, and he won’t be able to do it again…”

 

Xie Nan’en had no time to worry about Xie Shi, and his whole heart was hanging on Xie Mu. fL1qy0

 

Xie Shi’s hand slowly took it out from under the cabinet.

 

He didn’t want to wait for a moment and shot Xie Nan’en in the back. jN4TQG

 

Xie Nan’en was unaware, but Xie Mu, who was held in his arms, suddenly contracted his pupils.

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A sharp gunshot sounded, and the next second, it was the sound of people falling to the ground. hWzpXD

 

– “Bang! The blood bloomed

 

like a flower on the man’s chest. gJz46e

 

Xie Shi’s whole body froze, and he looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, and the hand holding the gun shook violently.

 

“Uncle…” Kq5eUo

 

Xie Mu lowered his head in some confusion, looking at the blood flowing from his heart, his eyes were in a trance, and his whole body fell down.

 

Blood soaked the white blanket. 8KiOUE

 

it also stabbed Xie Shi’s eyes with red colour.

 

No, it shouldn’t be. fvV5IR

 

Why would it be uncle?

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He just wanted to kill Xie Nan’en, it shouldn’t be uncle, it shouldn’t be uncle… Kei9PF

 

Xie Nan’en, who was pushed away by Xie Mu, also saw the blood in Xie Mu’s chest.

 

Bright red, as if there were flowers blooming. wB04Om

 

He held out his trembling hand in disbelief and covered his heart.

 

Xie Nan’en’s mouth was open, as if he wanted to speak, but along with the tears that fell, he made only fragmented meaningless sounds. 7mbdG8

 

It was like squeezing his throat, and it was like the wailing of a beast after it had lost everything.

 

His eyes were always fixed on Xie Mu on the ground. 1fXkSu

 

That is, his baby…

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