Even until Death, the Scum Gong thought I was a White LotusCh61 - Once, Twice

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Xie Nan’en’s hand trembled violently. MKetLq

 

This was an after-effect of the drug. In order to suppress the uncontrollable tyranny, he had to take a lot of drugs, and over time, his body was no longer as out of control as before.

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All the doctors told him that it was an illegal drug that could not be countered with current technology, but how could he be willing. DqR8Tb

 

How could he be willing to let himself be so inhuman and ghostly, so much that he couldn’t control his own body to see his little wood/xiao mu. 

 

Every day, he hid in the house to exercise his reflexes, once, twice, three times, even if it was a thousand times, as long as he could become a normal person like before, gaining his Xiao mu’s smile.

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Xie Nan’en did it.

 

Almost all the doctors thought it was a miracle, but only he knew what he had done to achieve it. UPjspW

 

Wasn’t everything he did so that he could be with his xiao mu?

 

Xie Nan’en always knew that he had to eliminate all kinds of dangers for this. 7yYHGR

 

When he needed to cheat death, it was the most emotionally unstable time, and on the eve of his final departure, he almost knocked Xie Mu unconscious and took him away.

 

Xie Nanen knew his mind was dangerous. UFqeQb

 

All along, all he wanted was his xiao mu who he really liked and wanted to follow him to the end, every part of his body and mind wanted it, rather than be locked up in the darkness, but now the brilliant eyes of his xiao mu that used to be filled with stars no longer had the light they once had.

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After he died, he had not accepted the advice of his subordinates to leave China immediately, but silently hid in the shadows, watching his xiaomu wipe his tears and stand up to take over the Xie family. eWHxVF

 

In that environment, Xie Nan’en only believed in his little wood, and most importantly, after he was gone, this treasure that had been well guarded by him had no one to protect him, and could only stand up on his own.

 

After a few years, Xie Shi could take over the Xie family, Xie Nan’en’s illness would also get better, and he would return to Xie Mu’s side. mz4GqH

 

From the beginning, this plan was filled with uncertainty, and he wasn’t sure whether he could control himself , whether he could temporarily abandon Xiao Mu, nor was he sure that the treasure that had been well protected by him could control the entire Xie family.

 

Xie Nan’en laid down countless shadows, giving Cheng Chuan the highest authority, allowing him to guard Xie Mu’s life at all costs. uZ2 s1

 

However, his backup plans were not needed.

 

Xie Mu did even better than Xie Nan’en imagined, even if he only wanted to paint and explore famous mountains and rivers before, even if he refused to learn every time Xie Nan’en wanted to teach company affairs, he still survived. 78PjVQ

 

He controlled the Xie family well, even if it was pretend, his face could show a bit of that cold and fierce demeanor of being a master.

 

While Nanen was proud, he couldn’t suppress the crazy worry in his heart. YsEGgW

 

Xiao Mu was so good, there will be countless people gathered around Xiao Mu because of his excellence.

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Men, women, boys, girls. iQPq9p

 

They would do whatever it took to stand by his side, to approach him, to kiss up to him.

 

Obviously nothing had happened, obviously all he saw was Xiao Mu thinking about himself day and night, but these ifs almost drove Xie Nan’en crazy. t4KQfD

 

How frightened he was.

 

Xie Mu was full of style, he was healthy, handsome, and now he still held the entire Xie family in his hands. Xie Nan’en hid in the shadows, watching those who wanted to please his baby send one young boy and girl after another, they were young and well-behaved, exquisite in appearance, and in the eyes of Xie Nan’en, who could not even control his emotions now, these beautiful faces turned into vicious threats. Zq3dJX

 

He really wasn’t sure.

 

Once, when Xie Nan’en could shake the entire Four-Nine Cities/ China with a wave of his hand, he was confident, and he looked up at the admiration in Xie Mu’s eyes, and his heart was full of joy for him to like himself. 36aDC1

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He has no name, no identity, and because of long-term insomnia, there were wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, and even white streaks in his hair. W3jQz9

 

Xie Nan’en hated such a self. He once didn’t care much about his appearance and age, but after he started caring for Xie Mu back, he had been consciously maintaining himself.

 

He wanted to make his appearance look as young as Xie Mu, and he didn’t want this big brother to be an old guy with a wrinkled face in Xie Mu’s eyes. rg8Vtn

 

But it was useless, no matter how hard he tried, Xie Nan’en was still getting older day by day, and the people around him were persuading, saying no, he was still the same as before, that he just looked a little tired.

 

But Xie Nan’en was already crazy at that time, he refused to look at any mirror where he could see himself, hid in the dark during the day and night to secretly look at Xie Mu, and even if he just politely said hello to others, Xie Nan’en wanted to shoot the person who talked to his baby. W0RiQS

 

Of course, reason told him he couldn’t do that.

 

Xie Nan’en was dead, and now everyone was still staring at the Xie family, as long as he made a little rash move, the efforts he had made before would be in vain. 4ClJGi

 

What he needed was to lie dormant, wait for the powers behind to come up, wait until the illness recovered, and wait until those above no longer paid attention to the Xie family.

 

He should have gone, but he couldn’t help it. 0JH1LQ

 

Xie Nan’en couldn’t stop fantasizing about what would happen after he left. At first, Xiao Mu might still be sad, but what if he gradually forgot about him over time?

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He was still young, and his liking for Xie Nan’en was all dependent on Xie Nan’en’s guidance, and now, the person who guided him was “dead”, Xie Mu was young, handsome, and still controlled the entire Xie family, will he really miss Xie Nan’en all the time? Getni2

 

A dead person, even if Xiao Mu was still thinking about him now, in a few years, the emotion would eventually fade.

 

Xie Mu would have a new life, maybe find a partner, and have a child, and henceforth forget about Xie Nan’en. pgXa1R

 

After all, he was a normal person.

 

And Xie Nan’en is a madman. MddIqX

 

Fantasy alone was enough to make this already crazy man even more crazy.

 

He finally, still unable to resist the possibility of losing his increasingly dazzling treasure, made a move. L2xqeW

 

Xie Nan’en told himself that he was not hurting Xie Mu.

 

He was just making some plans for their future. zodHKd

 

That day, his baby was lying on the operating table with his eyes closed.

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Xie Nan’en personally laid down his hand to disable his legs. AoMmHr

 

He only believed in himself.

 

After doing everything, the man leaned down and planted a kiss on the unconscious Xie mu. [ S.c.u.m ] eY5mgT

 

He said, “Don’t be afraid, when eldest brother has settled everything, he will come to pick you up.” Later, his baby was no longer the brightest star, and he could no longer attract anyone because of his legs.

 

But it didn’t matter, as long as in a few years, he arranged everything, and Dr. Joseph would cure his baby. egiDRN

 

In the past few years, Xie Nan’en no longer had to worry about someone coveting his treasure and recuperated with peace of mind.

 

Xiao Mu was still the same as before, and they would be happy for a lifetime. qz9Imb

 

Xie Nan’en had everything planned.

 

But he did not expect that Xie Shi was aware of his presence. WI35QV

 

Xie Shi did not want his father to live.

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If Xie Nan’en died, he could inherit everything, but while he was alive, Xie Shi would always be subordinate to others. R8EuIJ

 

Slowly, there were fewer and fewer people around Xie Nan’en, he was placed under house arrest in the hospital, and his contact with Dr. Joseph was severed.

 

Xie Shi did not dare to take a shot at him, for fear of touching Xie Nan’en’s bottom line, but he could trap Xie Nan’en and make him unable to leave. cMuFwo

 

It’s like a tiger with its teeth pulled out, and it could only lie quietly.

 

If it was Xie Nan’en, even if he had to sacrifice everything, he would die with this son, but he was reluctant to do it. S2PATU

 

His little wood was still waiting for him at home.

 

How can he die at this point? IOsVRG

 

Xie Nan’en endured the humiliating house arrest for him, and while quietly arranging things, he broke through the defence line little by little.

 

At first, there was no place to start, but recently Xie Shi relaxed his vigilance against Britain, Xie Nan’en attacked Xie Shi’s things several times after returning to China, and he did not notice it at all. T10swd

 

After several successes, the power gradually returned to his hands, and Xie Nan’en not only did not feel relaxed, but became more vigilant.

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Xie Nan’en knew exactly what kind of person his son was, and unless something happened that made Xie Shi unable to share any energy at all, he would never put himself in such a dangerous environment. NzHgdd

 

Was it a dangerous situation? Or a ruse?

 

Only now, when he was shaking his hand and holding the gun, and facing Xie Mu, who was eager to protect Xie Shi, did he fully understand it. 3VxH6Z

 

Why Xie Shi was muddled.

 

Why Xie Shi had no interest in the outside world. ouUPk6

 

Why he was stuck all day in the Xie family house, and even the door was rarely opened.

 

Because……of His baby. kdX1BZ

 

The treasure he raised with his own hands was destroyed by Xie Shi.

 

And now, his little wood was still protecting Xie Shi, this white eyed wolf cub. Yv1 Sd

 

Xie Nan’en’s hand trembled badly, and he had to work very hard to restrain the tremble in his words, “Xiao Mu… Get out of the way.

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Xie Mu opened his arms in front of Xie Shi, and his eyes were full of fear and eagerness to protect. lQo0zM

 

As if he hadn’t heard what the man in front of him was saying, he was still shouting, urging Xie Shi behind him to flee for his life.

 

“Big brother, you go fast, I’ll stop him!” QBblkg

 

Block……

 

Xiao Mu actually wants to block… Him? 14xRHj

 

Xie Nan’en’s heart seemed to be entangled with countless vines, and at first it was not very tight, but there was a slight stinging pain.

 

But every minute, every second, as long as his gaze fell on the baby he had raised with his own hands, it hurt and made his whole body twitch, as if he was sucked of all strength and could not move. Jy8QGn

 

“Xiao Mu…”

 

Xie Nan’en tried to squeeze out a laugh, which was the favorite laugh of Xiao Mu, “You look at me, I am big brother, it is me…” 27O5ek

 

“Didn’t you say that you like the big brother the most and will never leave big brother?”

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“Didn’t you beg big brother not to leave?” NjVTv4

 

Xie Nan’en’s lips trembled a few times, his eyes were already red, and his voice was almost choked,

 

“Big Brother is back…” wZlD4e

 

“I’ve come to pick up our little wood…”

 

There was a momentary confusion in Xie Mu’s eyes, but soon, his eyes were alert again. eOsX d

 

He dragged his weak legs and moved them back desperately.

 

“You’re not my eldest brother, you want to deceive me…” b4xzI6

 

Xie Nan’en watched as Xie Mu moved into Xie Shi’s arms, clutching the corners of his clothes in a dependent manner, trembling with fear, but still stubbornly looking at himself, trying to force him back.

 

When he first took Mu home, Xie Mu was also like this. s6DaP

 

He was well protected in the past, his parents had just died and he was bullied, then he was brought home by Xie Nan’en. Afraid that he would be abandoned again, he was frightened and trembling, but he also had to try to make his face show a calm look, hoping that Xie Nan’en would not hate himself.

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Later, the beautiful eyes full of fear gradually became more and more full of  admiration, followed by love and shyness. CMLAJ0

 

It was a child raised by Xie Nan’en’s own hands.

 

The first time he saw him, he wanted to obtain him. X4LFHz

 

And now, he almost had him.

 

But Xiao Mu didn’t know Xie Nan’en anymore. z5W0qN

 

Looking at the scene in front of him, Xie Nan’en’s face gradually became gloomy, and the disguised smile was no longer there, there was only jealousy of his own son.

 

He was reluctant to blame his baby, but he didn’t have so many scruples about Xie Shi, for whom he had no feelings. KdHZD6

 

Xie Shi held out his hand, there was still blood from biting on his lips, and he covered the eyes of the person in his arms and sneered at the muzzle of the gun.

 

“Father, did you plan to kill me to make my uncle sober?” 72RVtv

 

Xie Nan’en’s eyes were full of coldness, and he slowly pulled the trigger against the face that resembled a slightly younger than him.

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Xie Shi looked pointedly at the muzzle of the gun, and the only thing in his eyes was mockery, without fear. ISXHAx

 

“Wake up and face yourself, who’s the enemy who killed his father and mother?”

 

Xie Nan’en’s hand that was going to pull the trigger paused. YWdSre

 

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  1. ladies and gentleman…it seems this arc not only have one scum. No..noo..nooo… all of them are scums. Poor Xiao Mu :’D. It fills my heart to see the mc destroy this bitches with regretness