Transmigrating into the Reborn Male Lead's Ex-BoyfriendCh117 - A Serious Expression, A Chubby Face

translator: Eve
editor: xiin

Song Xuanhe didn’t give him a chance. He turned his phone to silent. hCIJgy

“Are you serious?” Zhou Nan took a bite of his bun. He widened his eyes, trying to give Song Xuanhe a reproaching glare, but he could not hide the schadenfreude from his eyes. “It’s one thing to treat me like this, but you even ignore Xiao Yuanmu’s calls?”

“Did you come over to my place this early in the morning just to gossip?” Song Xuanhe looked up. Who knew if the impatient look in his brows was from being woken up or from what Zhou Nan had said? In any case, it was directed towards Zhou Nan.

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Zhou Nan shrugged and tactfully changed the subject. “You’ve been away for so long and are leaving for America in two days. I had to drag you out for some drinks.”

“I’m leaving tomorrow,” Song Xuanhe corrected him. He then put down his chopsticks and got up. “Give me a second.” 8qjL4f

“Tomorrow?” Zhou Nan was surprised. “Isn’t your show a week from now? Why are you leaving tomorrow?”

The only reply he got was the sound of Song Xuanhe’s door closing.

Ten minutes later, Song Xuanhe came out fully dressed. “Can we visit the Song Group first?”

“Are you being a good boy?” Zhou Nan teased. “Are you going to report to your dad?”

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“I’m going to see my brother.” Song Xuanhe walked a few steps before asking Zhou Nan, “Did you hear about what Bai Mo said?”

“You know about that?” Zhou Nan frowned. “No one believed the nonsense he uttered. Don’t worry about it. He seems to have grown a brain and stopped speaking rubbish.”

“Are Jiang Deyi’s hands really ruined?”

Zhou Nan was taken aback. “Yeah…well, kind of.” VaR0Mc

Song Xuanhe gave him a look. Zhou Nan said in a wronged tone, “How would I know whether he’s really crippled or not? He doesn’t appear in public often. Also, the only time he was seen, his hands were wrapped up. I can’t tell if it’s crippled or not unless he unwraps it.”

“Ah, but he’s also a designer. It would probably be really hard to work if you lost use of your hands.” Zhou Nan shook his head and sighed. “Who knows what kind of person that youngster offended? Although he wasn’t likeable, my feelings when I saw his hands were…complicated. What kind of deep grudge would cause someone to ruin another person’s hands? That’s a bit too ruthless.”

Song Xuanhe paused. His phone once again started to vibrate in his pocket. “Are we going or not?”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” Zhou Nan clicked his tongue. “Why did your patience get shorter after your trip….” Zlx5Jb

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Song Xuanhe stopped tapping against the wheel. “Nothing.”

The System asked:【You don’t usually tap against the steering wheel. From the humans I’ve observed, the person who taps against things the most is Xiao Yuanmu. Is the decrease in your emotions index related to this action?】 SnwpHU

“No.” Song Xuanhe expressed his loss of patience with a single word.

【Wei Chen doesn’t know you as well as Zhou Nan does.】The System said:【Wei Chen said that your temperament got better but that wasn’t true at all. Zhou Nan said that your temper got worse. The data suggests that Zhou Nan was correct.】

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Song Xuanhe: “Shut up.”

【Look, the fluctuations in your emotions prove that my data is accurate. Moreover….】Upon noticing that Song Xuanhe’s emotions index had fallen so low it was on the eve of falling below the emotionally stable line, the System shut up. 0QCxDq

Zhou Nan and Song Xuanhe both got out of their cars upon reaching their destination. Zhou Nan eyed Song Xuanhe’s expression that was no different from the one he had when he had gotten into the car. With a smile, he said, “What’s wrong? Afraid that Lin ge will force you to stay at the company and prohibit you from leaving?”

Song Xuanhe walked into the Song Group’s building and gave him a perfunctory reply. “Afraid of bumping into Song Guochao.”

Zhou Nan retracted his leg when he imagined what would happen if Song Xuanhe and Song Guochao met. “I’ll wait for you  in the car. It’s been so long since you and Lin ge have seen each other. I should give you two some space to catch up.”

Song Xuanhe’s smile didn’t reach his eyes. Zhou Nan nimbly hopped down the steps and then hit his own chest with a fist. He looked earnest. “I’m going with you.” DuTHq5

……

Song Xuanlin had just so happened to wrap up a meeting by the time Song Xuanhe arrived at his office. He was shocked for a moment but quickly came back to himself. He waved his secretary away.

“Finally willing to come back?”

Song Xuanlin sat down in front of Song Xuanhe and pulled out his tea set. While preparing the tea, he said, “Tell me, what did you do? Seems like you had so much fun you even forgot to give us a call to tell us you were safe and sound.” Md9a0k

Song Xuanhe avoided talking about the important parts and spoke of the trivial things instead. “I have pictures. I’ll send them to you later.”

Song Xuanlin looked up but he didn’t persist in his questions. He just said, “Why did you come to see me? To tell me you’re fine or to report to the company?”

“I wanted to ask you about Bai Mo.” Song Xuanhe deliberately pretended to miss Song Xuanlin’s hinting. “I’m going to America tomorrow, so it’s too much of a hassle to find Bai Mo before then. I heard that you’ve spoken to him already. That’s why I came to see you.”

Song Xuanlin furrowed his brows slightly. “It’s already been settled. You didn’t have to go out of your way to come here.” FVNcJl

Ge,” Song Xuanhe asked, “Are Jiang Deyi’s hands really crippled?”

Song Xuanlin hesitated and then replied: “Yes. But it has nothing to do with you.”

“Zhou Rong’s drug had come from him and Hayden Schroder.” Song Xuanhe said flatly. “Although the fact that he was crippled has nothing to do with me, the perpetrator behind it does, am I right?”

Song Xuanlin looked down. His manner whilst pouring the tea was lithe and silent. One could hear the ice in his voice, however. “He only has himself to blame. It has nothing to do with you.” xQ8gDE

“What about Hayden Schroder?”

Realizing that he would not be getting an answer, Song Xuanhe asked another question. “What happened to Hayden Schroder?”

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“I don’t know.” Song Xuanlin pushed a cup of tea over to him, his voice mellow and rich. “Have a taste.”

Song Xuanhe didn’t pick up the cup. His brows knitted. csHeRv

Since he had heard about Jiang Deyi from Wei Chen, he had initially guessed that the perpetrator was Xiao Yuanmu. But because he didn’t want to believe it, his suspicions had fallen on Song Xuanlin upon hearing that he had spoken to Bai Mo. After all, the person who had orchestrated Lu Chao’s miserable death in the original novel had most likely been Song Xuanlin. It was very likely that he might have done something to Jiang Deyi when he found out that Jiang Deyi had given Zhou Rong the drug.

Song Xuanhe’s reasoning had some ground. The Xiao Yuanmu in the novel had already taken over the Xiao Family by this point. He was too busy developing the Xiao empire while dodging bullets left and right. He also would never help take revenge for someone he hated to the bone for so long. Therefore, if he excluded Xiao Yuanmu, the most likely perpetrator who also had the ability to take revenge for the original host could only be Song Xuanlin.

Moreover, Song Xuanhe knew that although Song Xuanlin didn’t dote on the original host—he could even be said to be rather indifferent—he had a strong sense of responsibility for the original host. He would never allow an outsider to humiliate him. This strong sense of responsibility would likely have resulted in guilt after the original host’s death. It was normal for him to use Lu Chao’s life to atone for his guilt.

This sense of responsibility could also be seen as him defending the original host despite knowing that he was in the wrong. Therefore, the possibility that he would teach Jiang Deyi a lesson upon hearing that the other was the source of Zhou Rong’s drug was very high. iMU4vW

It was just that…when he heard that Song Xuanlin didn’t have any news on Hayden Schroder, Song Xuanhe knew that the person behind this was not him.

“Do you have any information on the Schroder Family?”

Song Xuanlin looked at Song Xuanhe surprised. He was silent for two seconds before deciding to tell the truth. “The situation in the Schroder Family has been turbulent as of late. The information I have isn’t very clear.”

“What did you hear?” domEGv

Song Xuanlin shook his head. “If you want to know, you should ask Xiao Yuanmu. He should have a very clear picture of what’s happening.”

“Furthermore, Mother’s been worried because you haven’t contacted the family for more than two months. We had no choice but to ask Xiao Yuanmu whether you were safe or not. Don’t be so headstrong next time. Since you were able to keep in contact with Xiao Yuanmu, you could at the very least call Mother to let her feel at ease.”

Song Xuanhe opened his mouth before clamping his lips back down. A long time later, he said, “I didn’t contact him.”

Song Xuanlin frowned. “How did he have information on you, then?” uSci H

“He was probably making things up.” Song Xuanhe said, “I went out to loosen up, so I didn’t want to talk to anyone. You guys don’t have to worry about me.”

Who would have expected for Song Xuanlin’s expression to grow heavy when he heard that he didn’t contact Xiao Yuanmu. “How can we not worry if no one’s able to get in touch with you?”

Song Xuanhe spoke in an innocent tone. “Didn’t I come back in one piece? Isn’t it normal to forget to call home when you’re having too much fun? Oh yeah, I’m going to continue travelling after the fashion week’s over. If I remember to call you, I will. If not, don’t worry about it. Anyways, you guys will get used to it eventually.”

Song Xuanlin’s brows furrowed even deeper upon hearing his rhetorical fallacies. “I won’t help you hide this from Mother next time.” zQcojM

Song Xuanhe smiled and got up. “We’ll talk about it when the time comes. Zhou Nan’s still waiting for me downstairs. I’ll be heading out first.”

After stepping out of Song Xuanlin’s office, the smile disappeared from Song Xuanhe’s face.

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The System suddenly spoke up:【Are you still intent on returning to your world while in Arang when the time comes?】

Song Xuanhe walked into the elevator. He didn’t respond. ZEP0g

【Didn’t Assistant Zhang discover that you were searching up Arang?】The System said :【Or do you have another place in mind?】

Song Xuanhe replied flatly:【The country of Gollum.】

The System was quiet for a while:【Have you ever thought about what your family, friends, and Xiao Yuanmu will do after you disappear?】

【They’re the friends and family of the original host.】The elevator door opened and Song Xuanhe walked out. As he made his way to the exit, he spoke in a mild voice:【I have my own friends and family.】 6NTJyc

【But they’re not around anymore.】The System replied:【Even if you leave, there’s no way of separating your soul from the original host’s body. Therefore, you’re already the Song Xuanhe of this world in principle. Why not stay?】

Song Xuanhe stopped walking. His gaze fell on Zhou Nan, who looked bored out of his mind. His lips curled up slightly before flattening down. A difficult-to-read emotion appeared in Song Xuanhe’s limpid eyes.【There is a reason I have to go back. In contrast, there is no reason for why I must stay.】


Eve: My heart aches. He clearly cares about his friends and family (and Mumu) or this world. But the one last thing he’s holding onto from his original world is preventing him from accepting it. This also reminds me of the fact that most MCs in transmigrator stories are orphan for a reason. Imagine having to make a choice between your old and new lives.

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Translator's Note

TN: Closest country name phonetically is Columbia. But again, considering the nature of why he’s going to these countries, I’m going to give this one a fictional name as well.

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46 comments

  1. I feel like the system is not helping. When Xuanhe was falling for Mumu, the system kept telling him not to go OOC and telling him “don’t forget your parents bodies and your best friends bodies are in your original world” and Xuanhe made up his mind to go and now he’s all “oh, won’t you stay? You have nothing left.”

    Besides that, I’m happy to see his gege worries and cares about him.

    Also, did Mumu really ruin that guys hands? Did that guy give Rong the drugs simply over some cufflinks?

    Thanks for the chapter! <3

  2. Was this chapter shorter than usual? Not complaining, it really just felt faster to read for me. Thanks for the update!

  3. I recently went back to that one scsg arc where the pianist younger brother had his hands ruined and he couldn’t play anymore, and because of that I just feel it’s really unfortunate that the cannon fodder had his hands ruined. Had the drug thing with Zhou Rong not happened, I would be actually mad

  4. Seems someone is desperately trying to distance himself from the things he’s trying so hard not to care about.

    Thanks for the great translation ♥️

  5. OHHHH so the reason he went on this little trip without contacting them was to prepare them for what’s to come. Bc if you want to disappear you have to slowly start distancing yourself from your loved ones by going on long “vacations” and not contacting them so when you really disappear for good then they won’t be suspicious as to why you aren’t answering their calls for a while. Smart but sad 🙁

  6. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭

    Someone please give him reason to stay!!!!

    I’m worried and crying right now!!!! Aaaaaaaaaa

    Thanks for the chapter

  7. Thanks for your hard work!

    I agree, he’s way too stubborn! Leaving everything in this world to go back for one thing in his old world!! He clearly cares, but just won’t admit it!

    Also, ”… he (Xuanlin) had a strong sense of responsibility for the original host. He would never allow an outsider to humiliate him.” if this was true why didn’t he intervene earlier? Why wait until after the original had started selling his body to pay for his drug habit and then been killed to start feeling guilty?? That’s really stupid! If you cut ties, then either mean it or stop it! No sense getting revenge after all the $hit went down.

    • He had a strong sense of duty, but at that time he was a drug addict that would probably be swallowing the family’s net-worth. On top of the lack of money, there was pressure from XM trying to actively bankrupt the family. If he moved to do something it would only disadvantage everyone, while trying to save a lost cause. He never financially cut off him, but the money wasn’t enough to stop the drug addiction. Less someone stepped in personally, their wouldn’t be a way for them to stop him from doing that. But, it’s even a form of kindness to let him do what he had to get the drug, considering their wasn’t a way to stop him from his addiction. His greater duty was to the family, even if he felt bad he couldn’t afford to squander any more resources
  8. This is so sad but i bet he will find his reason soon.

    Yeah, most are orphans but I read one novel before, the MC decided to stay even if his family still alive in the original world.

    Thanks for the chapter

  9. Strange no mention of the grandpa getting revenge. But I think the one who did the crippling was the head of the family who wanted to do business with XY or the boyfriend itself.

  10. I agree on the author on that, it would be really bad if there have been a person waiting for the one’s return in their former world, and they’re force to pick to stay where they transmigrated or to their home. It’s a good thing that most Tranmigration happen to people who have no strong connection in their former world, and rather founded this relation in the new world.

  11. It’s just that, there are many intricate knots in SXH’s heart that he cannot wish to stay. First reason, he was controlled by the plot before through the system. Second reason, he’s in his peak in his world and freer there. Third and last I suppose is because he cannot organize his thoughts and feelings very well. It actually boils down to his unwillingness to accept his current situation.

  12. URGH, baby, you should’ve just did like you cousin from AM and said FU to the system and lived your life wuuu😭

  13. This is literally he bao seeking death…if mumu were to find out what he’s planning I’m lighting candles for you he bao bei🤧

  14. I read that one way to drop of the face of the earth is to go on hiatus a lot so that people don’t question you disappearing until it’s too late, so that’s probably what he’s doing

  15. He’s saying all that just to make himself feel less guilty. He should know very well the friends he has now in that world are his own friends, friends he made after transmigrating into the book world.

    I wonder if he wants to go back so he can take revenge for his parents’ death. Since he was from a big family in his original world, their death cannot be a simple accident. He probably waited either to get enough info or to amass enough strength to get his revenge.

  16. Exceptions are there like having shitty family, family like Xiao Yuanmu’s where ur own child is ur pawn

  17. This is probably one of the most difficult relationship I have ever read (and I have read a lot). Either because the system plot story makes it difficult or XYM and SXH make it difficult (especially SXH). Resistance makes it difficult. We struggle and suffer in life because we resist or deny our own hearts. Why prolong the pain? Life comes with difficulties, but when your heart is at peace and you are facing it with the one you love, you can surely conquer anything. I hope that soon SXH understands that.

    As always, thank you for the translation.

  18. Maannn I really don’t want him to go back :'(( well whatever, as long as he is happy. As long as he don’t regret anything