Translator: WhenEverIWantTo
The matter of leaning over to kiss Xu Ze, Yang Yan only thought about it in his heart and wouldn’t put it into action. There were people coming and going around them. Although the two of them were not standing in the middle of the road, in the short moment that Yang Yan pulled Xu Ze’s hand, there were already pedestrians on the road that noticed them.
Although Yang Yan missed the warmth of Xu Ze’s skin, he still slowly released his hand.
He had stood on the side of the road for a long time. When Xu Ze appeared from a distance, he had noticed Xu Ze in advance.
Originally, Yang Yan was spending the New Year at home with his family, but his heart could not calm down. It was like when Xu Ze left, his heart also left together with Xu Ze and the baby in his womb.
At that time, Yang Yan didn’t think about anything, only wanting to see Xu Ze. Or, even just going to Xu Ze’s hometown, then standing downstairs at Xu Ze’s house just to have a look was completely fine.
What surprised Yang Yan was that Xu Ze would actually go out alone at this time. When the tall handsome figure appeared in his sight, Yang Yan heard the rapid beating of his heart. His pair of eyes were fixated on Xu Ze until Xu Ze walked in front of him. Until Xu Ze found him.
Logically speaking, it was already an unexpected surprise to be able to see Xu Ze like this. Yang Yan didn’t come in vain this time.
He should be satisfied. Yang Yan thought that it should be like this. However, it seemed that human beings were a kind of creature that was difficult to be satisfied.
Yang Yan found that he couldn’t be satisfied just by looking at Xu Ze like this. When he was satisfied with a little, bigger desires were born.
In those desires, he wanted to hug Xu Ze, but not in the current way where there was a distance between them. That tiny distance gave Yang Yan a misconception as if Xu Ze was far away from him.
Yang Yan didn’t speak, yet the thoughts in his heart were completely exposed in his eyes that were focused on Xu Ze. Xu Ze could see it all clearly.
This person, on the night of New Year’s Eve, did not accompany his family but drove here alone to see him this late at night. Xu Ze believed that if he didn’t want to come out to watch the fireworks on a whim, maybe he wouldn’t have ever known that Yang Yan would appear downstairs.
Just because of Yang Yan’s accidental appearance tonight, Xu Ze’s heart was cold, however, it’s not like he didn’t have one.
Though him being moved, was only for an instant.
Suddenly Xu Ze felt a little warmer in his heart. Not mentioning the past and just based on now, Xu Ze was a tiny bit happy when he saw Yang Yan appear.
Compared to his indifferent family and environment, Yang Yan’s eyes were much warmer. The temperature in Yang Yan’s palm also made Xu Ze feel warm.
“Did you bring your ID card?” Xu Ze asked a strange question.
Yang Yan came here by car. Naturally, he would bring his ID card with him at all times. Although he didn’t know why Xu Ze asked this, he still nodded, “Brought it.”
As he tightly followed Xu Ze, Xu Ze suddenly looked down at his phone’s time. It was around 10:20 and it was not too late. When it’s 12:00, it could be guessed that many people would be paying their fidelity. Even if he went back to sleep at this time, he might be woken up soon after by the noise.
Xu Ze raised his head. Under the streetlamp, his peach blossom eyes seemed to be covered with a thin mist, looking soft and charming.
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This direction was not where Xu Ze’s family lived and even went farther and farther away from Xu Ze’s home. The confusion in Yang Yan’s heart received an explanation a few minutes later.
Because Xu Ze took him to the front of a small hotel. Of course, there was a starred hotel here, just that it was a little far away so they might have to take a taxi to go there. Anyway, they would only take some time and he would leave after they were done, so Xu Ze did not want to go too far.
Entering the small hotel, Xu Ze motioned for Yang Yan to take out his ID card and open a room. If Yang Yan was still confused before, now he basically understood Xu Ze’s intention. Yang Yan paid to open a room.
There was no elevator in the small hotel, so the two took the stairs to go upstairs. Originally, the front desk asked Xu Ze to also show his identity, but Xu Ze said that he was only here to send his friend and would leave after a while.
The two walked up the stairs. Xu Ze walked in front while Yang Yan walked behind him. The stairs were a bit steep, so Yang Yan constantly paid attention to Xu Ze with a deep expression, as if he was worried that Xu Ze would have any mishaps.
When they got to the room, Xu Ze walked to the window. This was the third floor. Standing by the window, he could see people setting off fireworks from time to time. There was an air conditioner in the room and Yang Yan turned it on. Then he came behind Xu Ze and got close since it was just the two of them here. Yang Yan seemed to smell the fragrance from Xu Ze’s hair. That scent was faint yet refreshing to the heart.
Yang Yan felt a little drunk. He clasped Xu Ze’s shoulders and pulled his body over. Facing Xu Ze’s charming and smiling peach blossom eyes, Yang Yan’s self-control was exhausted. He leaned forward and kissed Xu Ze.
It had only been a few days since they were separated. Yet in these past few days, Yang Yan always had varying degrees of insomnia at night. Occasionally, he would even wake up in the middle of the night. He would subconsciously reach out and touch the area to his side. Naturally, he touched nothing but air.
The smoking addiction that he originally had quit for a while seemed to have relapsed in the past few days. Yang Yan took out a cigarette and lit it, but only smelled it and did not smoke. If he smoked right now, then when Xu Ze comes back, he would have to quit it again.
However, the smoking addiction and the emptiness hit him together. Yang Yan’s emotions became more violent day by day. Fortunately, after coming to see Xu Ze, Xu Ze did not reject him. If Xu Ze saw him at the time, yet pretended not to see him, and then turned to leave, Yang Yan thought that the beast in his heart would’ve broken through the iron fence and run out.
Xu Ze’s lips were very soft. As Yang Yan kissed, he clasped Xu Ze’s body tightly and sucked with his strength.
Without his eyes closed, a strong spring color floated onto Xu Ze’s peach blossom eyes. His eyes dyed with a smile, staring at the person who was in front of him and hugging him. While interacting and tangling with the other party’s tongue and lips, the tingling sensation on the tip of the tongue hit. Xu Ze found that he was sinking into Yang Yan’s fierce offensive, yet seemed to be watching coldly from the sidelines.
The him that was cold-eyed suddenly felt that Yang Yan was a little pitiful.
This person had personal conditions that countless people envied and had enormous wealth. He clearly used to be a promiscuous person, yet now Yang Yan surprisingly planted himself onto him.
As for Xu Ze himself, he admitted that he was somewhat touched by these actions from Yang Yan. However, it was only touched.
Xu Ze only felt that Yang Yan was really pitiful.
Was he still thinking that after the child was born, their family of three would live happily together?
That was impossible!
Xu Ze raised his hand and wrapped his arms around Yang Yan’s broad and strong back. Xu Ze has always known the kind of person he was. He has also always been clear about what he wanted.
He was extremely good at controlling his emotions. He won’t become emotionally out of control because he traveled to a different world, let alone for someone like Yang Yan.
Yang Yan was indeed very talented. The so-called prodigal son couldn’t change for money, so it could be said that the current Yang Yan would be regarded as a good man.
Xu Ze slowly closed his eyes, letting Yang Yan carry him, and walked towards the bed. His body fell onto the bed as a black shadow covered him.
Xu Ze wondered why he didn’t realize it before, that being liked by someone was this feeling. That manipulating another person’s feelings was actually quite interesting.
Yang Yan took off the scarf wrapped around Xu Ze’s neck. It had been more than half an hour since it was just put on.
###Xu Ze buttoned his down jacket as he stood in the center of the room. Yang Yan also got up, using an indescribable expression to stare at Xu Ze.
Xu Ze smiled lightly: “I have to go back, otherwise my parents will ask me what I am doing outside. They don’t like me spending the night outside casually.”
Yang Yan’s lips moved slightly. After a good while, he also got up.
“I’ll send you back.”
“No need, it’s a few blocks away. No need to send me off.” Xu Ze walked to the door. When the door opened, he turned his head around and said another sentence, “Go back early tomorrow. It’s more suitable to be with your family during the New Year.”
Yang Yan wanted to tell Xu Ze that you and the baby are my family. Yet before he could say this, Xu Ze had already opened the door and walked out.
The door closed in front of Yang Yan’s eyes. Yang Yan stared at the door with a cold face before he walked to the window. He stood by the window and saw Xu Ze walking out of the small hotel. His gaze stayed on Xu Ze until his figure disappeared into the night. Yang Yan still stood there without moving.
There was clearly some sort of undissipated aura in the room. The emptiness in Yang Yan’s heart reappeared dozens of minutes after being filled. The reappeared emptiness even became stronger.
After staying in his hometown for more than a week, Xu Ze left early on the grounds of his part-time job. His parents didn’t seem to have any doubts about Xu Ze’s words. Perhaps because in their eyes, Xu Ze had been very obedient from childhood to now, he has never made them worried.
When he was leaving home, his mother suddenly said to Xu Ze, “You still have to take good care of yourself at school.” She said caring words using a cold tone, which only gave people the feeling of it being business-like.
Xu Ze nodded: “En.”
Carrying his suitcase and leaving on the high-speed train, Xu Ze contacted Yang Yan the day before. Yet, as a result, Yang Yan had some matters to deal with that day and was unable to pick up Xu Ze at the station. After Xu Ze got out of the car, he took a taxi by himself.
He had been pregnant for almost five months so Xu Ze’s belly looked like a small watermelon. Sitting in the car, Xu Ze put his hands on his belly. The baby right now was not asleep. He was like a little fish swimming quietly inside. Occasionally when he became playful, he would blow a few bubbles. Xu Ze stared at his stomach, eyebrows becoming gentle to the extreme.
When he got home, Auntie Dong was already there. She helped drag the suitcase to the bedroom. Xu Ze said a belated Happy New Year to Auntie Dong after she came out of the bedroom. Auntie Dong smiled very lovingly. In Auntie Dong’s eyes, she treated Xu Ze as a junior.
Xu Ze had been in the car for several hours so he didn’t unpack his luggage immediately. He first went to his room to change into comfortable clothes, and then sat down on the living room sofa to rest.
Auntie Dong seemed to suddenly remember something after done being busy. She came to Xu Ze and said to him, “Xiao Yang renovated that room downstairs and made it into a baby room. While you were home during the New Year, he called people to work on it. Now that it’s done, Xu Ze, do you want to go in and have a look?”
Baby room? Xu Ze was particularly surprised at that time. He completely didn’t think about this problem at all. This was because for him, after giving birth to the child, he wouldn’t continue to live here. He never thought that Yang Yan had already begun preparing these things.
“By the way, when you went to the hospital for the examination, did you see whether the baby was a boy or a girl?” When Auntie Dong brought Xu Ze to the baby’s room, she turned around and asked Xu Ze.
The closed-door was pushed open in front of Xu Ze’s eyes. The devices in the room made Xu Ze’s eyes slightly widen.
Without hearing what Auntie Dong was saying, Xu Ze walked into the baby room.
Whatever Xu Ze could think of, Yang Yan had someone prepare it. A small crib and a large nanny bed next to it, a soft carpet on the ground, and many dolls and toys. There was a large wardrobe, so Xu Ze walked to the front of it and opened it. There were many small baby clothes neatly arranged.
He took one out and put it in his hand. The clothes were soft and definitely weren’t cheap at first glance. Xu Ze blinked his eyes to see that these things in front of his eyes were indeed real.
Auntie Dong also walked into the room and talked to Xu Ze. She had given birth to a child before so she had been where Xu Ze was right now. She told Xu Ze many things about babies. Xu Ze pursed his lips lightly, wanting to interrupt Auntie Dong. The words reach the edge of his mouth, yet he never said them.
Walking out of the baby room, Xu Ze slowly exhaled. He went back to his room on the grounds that he was a little sleepy.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Xu Ze lowered his eyes and stared at his bulging belly. Xu Ze said in his heart to the baby, “It seems that your father will love you very much.”
The baby was sleeping, lying inside quietly.
Aw~ Isn’t this so cute? So glad the dogblood is all over and only fluffy and cuteness remains! 🙂
Just 2 more split chapters until Chapter 31, the one where the baby will finally be born. So close yet so far.
Also, I’m removing the Unedited thing, since I still sort of edited it. I’ll just only put up Edited if another person checked it.
Anyways, two very short dreams this week:
April 9, 2022:
So there were lizards involved, which might be because of the nature doc I watched. The focus, however, was more… mature or scientific to put it in a better term. Since this is about science, I don’t think I need to age restrict this. But I still won’t say much just to be safe.
There are two parts that I remember vividly. One is my hands feeling warm and covered with liquids, and the other being lizard reproductive organs.
I remember basically nothing else, or that I have already purged them from my mind.
I have two guesses of what the dream actually was. Either I was dissecting the lizards and feeling their blood, or the other r18 version.
I don’t like either option. I think I need help.
April 10, 2022:
I don’t really remember much about this one. There were Pokémon elements involved somehow, like catching things. There was also Midas in my dream, don’t know why. I think I had the golden touch, though I didn’t turn anyone into gold.
Currently TLing Chapter: 30
Yesss oh my gosh thanks for the translations!! Also that first dream sounds really strange but kinda funny…
Thanks for the chapter ♥️♥️
Wow, this chapter was so sweet, but still leave bitter taste~
Thank You for the new chapter ( ∩ˇωˇ∩)♡
AHAHAHAHAAH LIGHTING LOTS OF CANDLES FOR YANG YANG HERE XD thamkk for the chappie~🛐✨
He fr treated yang yan as a booty call