Even if These Feelings Don’t Reach YouChapter 7.4

Until now, I had only sought pleasure. Of course, there were times when I connected with strangers, but one day I stopped using my connecting part altogether. Yes, today’s act of connecting with you was something I hadn’t done in a long time.

Yet, your member was unlike any I had encountered before, possessing a size and suppleness that rivaled or surpassed any I had met before. mTb96

It was painful and hot, but feeling your warmth against me, finally becoming one, made me incredibly happy.

“…A-Are you… okay…? You’ll… get used to it soon…”

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“…Are you pushing yourself too hard?”

“S-Shut up…! Don’t… don’t you dare pull out…” 0KgiBR

“You’re acting tough… Well, then, I won’t pull out until you climax…”

This connection, so thrilling and blissful, was something I had never experienced before. And seeing the usually cute you embrace me so manfully created a captivating contrast that completely ensnared my heart.

“…Nngh…! I-Ippei…”

“Does it feel good? …Can’t you put it into words?”

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With your large member stimulating my insides, which were gradually getting used to the pain over and over again, And with your supple member fitting perfectly into the right spot, I could only gasp in pleasure.

“…Ahh, ahh! It… feels… ahh!”

“Yuta… you’re so damn… sexy…”

“Hah… hah… ahh!!” v74okT

My face is hot, my body is hot, and above all, the connecting part with you is incredibly hot. My body, craving more of you, releases pheromones, enveloping both you and me.

And in response to those feelings, sweat trickles down your forehead, fresh and somewhat sweet, mixing with the moonlight pouring in from outside and dripping onto my body.

“I-Ippei…”

“What? Is this not enough for you?” dqzEO3

“N-No… th-that’s not it…”

“…Then what is it?”

“I love you, I really do… I love Ippei so much…”

“Damn it…! I love you too, Yuta…” 9oqzEH

The pleasure is so overwhelming that even things I would normally feel embarrassed to say spill out as words.

In response to my “I love you,” Ippei’s face blushes, and while intensifying the stimulation inside me, he silences my overflowing feelings with sweet, deep kisses.

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It’s sweet… incredibly sweet. And incredibly happy. My body and soul feel like they’re melting away, and if I can just cling to you and melt away with you, that might be all I wish for.

But we can’t always be together. I know that. Yet, in my heart, I still wish we could always be together like this. CoA8ar

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“P-Pqqfl… P-P’w…!”

“Ctt…! T-Teaj! Tbe’gf rdeffhlcu rb aluta…”

Qtja jgf sbe offilcu gluta cbk? Ycis sbe xcbk atf jcrkfg ab atja. Dea ja atlr wbwfca, P pera kjca sbe ab yf tjqqs. Po sbe’gf tjqqs, atfc atja’r fcbeut obg wf. Dfmjerf atlr lr beg rqjmf, pera sbe jcv wf…

“Ljt…! Ctt…! P’w… P’w mbwlcu…!” 8SblJg

“Oh…! I’m…! I’m coming… too…!”

Driven by Ippei’s intense stimulation and sweet kisses, I’m overwhelmed by pleasure, body and soul, and at the same time, Ippei, with his member wrapped in a condom, pulses inside me, and we both reach the peak of happiness together.

“Haah… haah…”

“Hah… Y-Yuta-san… Are you okay?” wUZv3i

“Yeah… no problem…”

After reaching climax, we lay side by side on the bed, catching our breath. And once the act was over, Ippei, who had turned into a beast, returned to his usual self and spoke to me in his usual manner.

“…But…”

“But… wh-what is it?” YufKAL

“…It was just… too amazing… I feel like I’m going crazy…”

“Y-Yuta-san…!!”

This connection, so amazing and full of love, is a first in my life. You, my beloved, have fulfilled all the forms of pleasure I have desired.

Even my rationality is blown away like never before, and the connection makes me feel as if electricity is running through not just my body and soul but even my mind. That’s the special connection between you and me. 1LGsoi

“I’m glad you enjoyed it.”

“Yeah, thanks to you too.”

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“But there’s something I’m curious about… No, I better not ask!…”

The non-beastly you still isn’t entirely straightforward. Just like before, you evade when you want to ask something, even though you clearly want to know. Do you think I’m not bothered by it? E5a0BL

“What’s up? It obviously bothers you. It was the same before, but if something’s on your mind, just say it.”

“I-Is it okay? Are you really going to answer?”

“Yeah, I’ll answer any question you have, Ippei.”

“Umm… Th-then… Y-Yuta-san, how long has it been since… you’ve used this…?” kQhTdv

Ah, I see… That question is difficult for both the asker and the one being asked. That’s probably why you hesitated to ask… And why did you notice something that only I would know?

“…How long do you think it’s been?”

“I-I don’t know; that’s why I’m asking.”

“Actually, why do you even wonder how long it’s been?” XY lJd

“…B-Because… because it felt… tight inside…”

You must have realized that I’ve only been seeking pleasure with various people. Yet, you questioned why my connecting part wasn’t loose at all.

But there’s a reason for that.

“I haven’t used it in over a month.” 287uVW

“Huh, really?”

“Yeah, I haven’t used it since I met you, and I haven’t been with anyone else either.”

“Y-Yuta-san…”

“So, don’t ask any further. You can probably guess the rest, right?” IirPML

Yes, ever since I met you, I haven’t even wanted to see anyone else. Even though I know it’s a forbidden love, my heart has always been directed towards you.

And since the day I first intertwined with you, my body no longer desires anyone else. It seeks pleasure only with you.

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It’s not just my body… My heart feels the same way.

I don’t want anyone else to touch this body except you. 376iwb

I want only you to touch me from now on. I’ve decided not to expose my body to anyone else because I want to dedicate it to you, if possible.

Because you’re so important to me…

Because I love you from the bottom of my heart…

“Yuta-san… Thank you…” lzGpqO

“Heh! Your face is all red, you know?”

“S-Shut up…! I-It’s not… red or anything…!”

You may not be straightforward and put up a tough front, but you’re like a beast… Truly, you’re so cute and lovable that I can’t help but adore you.

With the meaning of ‘thank you for being by my side’ conveyed through the sweet kiss, I planted another one on your red face. 7Tfd C

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“Well then, we sweated a lot, so let’s take a shower and go to bed.”

“Y-Yes, that sounds good!”

“Would you like to join me in the shower again, Ippei?” pmCOx8

“Umm…”

After the sweet kiss ended, despite the air conditioning, we were both covered in sweat and love fluids from our passionate encounter.

So, I suggested to you that we take a shower before bed. However, you blushed again and seemed somewhat uneasy, wearing a look on your face that I had never seen before.

“Hmm? What’s wrong, Ippei?” CaFQUu

“W-well, if it’s okay…”

“If it’s okay?”

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“Would you… accompany me…?”

“Ippei…” AWCPhT

“I-actually, earlier, I was thinking that I wanted to enter together too, but… I-it’s embarrassing; I just couldn’t… say it…”

I noticed that you were flustered earlier when I mentioned the shower, but I didn’t realize that you wanted something like this.

Wanting to take a bath together is an act of showing each other our bodies, and it’s something that you only do with someone you love. You wanted this.

Despite your hesitation, you expressed your desire to me, and I was genuinely happy. I gently stroked your head, deciding to respond to your feelings. 0ukj4b

“I see. Sorry for not noticing.”

“Oh, there’s no need to apologize.”

“Is that so?… I also want to enter with you.”

“R-really!?!” AU63Bw

“Yeah, would you wash my back?”

“Wow…! Yes! Of course!”

If you had just expressed it honestly, I also want to convey my honest feelings to you. And I want to fulfill what you desire together. It’s because we both harbor the feeling of ‘liking’ each other and feel the same way.

“All right! Then let’s go together?” 83htlx

“Yes! Thank you, Yuta-san!”

“Haha! It’s cute how you drop the formal language.”

“Geez! Don’t make fun of me!”

“Come on, let’s go.” oDbdvd

“Yes!”

I got up from the bed first, reached out my hand to Ippei, who gently grasped it with his soft, small hand, then we stood up together and happily headed towards the bathroom.

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