Even if These Feelings Don’t Reach YouChapter 7.3

The moonlight streaming in from outside illuminates the room faintly, casting shadows, yet I can see your member pulsating through your shorts. It looks so uncomfortable, and you’re emitting sweet sighs as if pleading to be released.

I reach out to the shorts you’re wearing, slowly pulling them down to reveal Ippei’s member, which is larger than mine. It throbs with a rhythm, and from the tip, transparent liquid reflects the moonlight, enhancing its eroticism. 2NJFKO

“Ippei… you’re wet too, huh…?”

“Yeah, isn’t it obvious? When I’m doing something this erotic with the one I love…?”

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“Ugh…!”

“Hey, Yuta, your face is all red, you know? So cute… Come on, what are you going to do about this? Do the usual for me…” dqR6mK

I feel like my chest might burst, feeling embarrassed and with my heart beating rapidly. Even though I’ve shared my body with you many times before, why am I feeling so excited today?

It’s probably because I understand that we can spend such intense time together without being constrained by time. That’s why I’m feeling so excited.

I want to touch you more, and more slowly.

I gently grasp the large member and slowly insert it into my mouth, responding to Ippei’s request for the “usual.” The mixture of your refreshing yet somewhat tangy member and the transparent liquid is breaking down my rationality more and more.

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“Mmm… Yuta, you’re good at this…”

“Slosh, squish…”

“Ah…! It feels good… Yuta, you like this, don’t you?”

All I can do is nod in agreement to Ippei’s declaration of affection while I continue to suck on your member. hZolFT

I don’t hate you… I love you. I love you so much.

Since the first time we met, I’ve wanted to be filled with your member, and although I initially sought only pleasure, I now want to know everything about you, and I’ve come to love you with both my body and soul.

Every part of you is precious to me, and I want to possess it all. I wonder if my feelings will ever reach you if I wish for them in my heart. It’s unlikely… It shouldn’t happen… But for now, just for now, you’re mine.

I continue to fondle Ippei’s member with a squelching sound, completely absorbed in the act. Ippei seems to be accepting my touch honestly, his body quivering. mq5X8W

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I can feel the rapid pulsing of the large member resonating into my mouth. And I can tell that it’s getting harder from the pleasure.

Ca atlr gjaf, P’w ublcu ab gfjmt atf fcv. Dea fnfc rb, la’r bxjs. Po sbe’gf qbeglcu sbeg ibnf lcab wf tfgf, atfc la’r bxjs. Pc ojma, la’r jikjsr yffc ilxf atlr.

Ca atja wbwfca, ktlif P kjr ralii obcvilcu Pqqfl’r wfwyfg, P fzagjmafv la ogbw ws wbeat, agjlilcu ragjcvr bo ws oielv, jcv qgfrfcafv atf uilaafglcu wfwyfg ab tlw…

“Haah, ngh… Yuta, now the real show begins… Be prepared.” 52Lk6g

We are usually both tempted to climax and reach the end, but today you whispered “be prepared” with a sweet breath, so different from before.

Until now, we’ve only tasted the pleasure of vanilla in the small space of a car. But today is different. In this spacious area, a special time flows only between the two of us.

Chrysanthemum Garden.

Connecting with you… becoming one with you.

The moment has finally come. yRHpKh

But there was one problem. Connecting with you is something I hadn’t even wished for myself. However, when I receive your love in a state of arousal, we might end up in an irreparable situation.

Yes… If a child were to be conceived, both you and I would be more deeply wounded than if everything were to fall apart.

“I’m… prepared… but… um…”

“Hey, Yuta… who do you think I am to you?” 4vj At

“Um… what do you mean…?”

To connect, a condom is necessary. But I don’t have one prepared at home. Because I’ve never let anyone other than Ryo and Ippei into this space, nor did I ever intend to.

Yet, I can’t help but wonder what you were thinking when you said those words.

“Yuta, didn’t you feel any discomfort with Ryo-san’s shorts?” 9gScJH

“Um…? W-Well, I didn’t notice anything…”

“The right pocket… Try touching it.”

“P-Pocket…?”

When I freed the member from the shorts Ippei was wearing, they were placed next to us. But when I freed the member, I didn’t feel anything. No, it’s not that I didn’t feel anything, but rather, I was so consumed by desire for you that I lost my rationality. 7Z0pr9

I heard the sound of something plastic rubbing inside the pocket, reaching out to Ryo’s shorts and touching the right pocket.

And as I put my hand into the pocket, what came out was neatly packaged—the item that would connect us.

“You… when did you…?”

“When Yuta was in the bath.” LDd2zg

“What…?!”

“And don’t think weird things, okay? I bought it because I wanted to connect with Yuta. I won’t use it for anything else.”

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You understood perfectly. To experience the ultimate pleasure with you. And to approach this act with restraint.

I was glad you thought it through, but at the same time, I felt a little lonely. Because if it weren’t for this forbidden love, eventually we wouldn’t need something like this, and I could accept all your love. I thought about the wrong things. nBsp8U

“…Thank you…”

“Yuta, let’s become one…”

“…Yeah, I want to become one with Ippei too…”

It might be a lonely thing. R1u4bo

Even if we become one, the fact remains that you won’t belong to me—an irreversible truth.

But that’s okay. If we can share our love for each other and if I can accept your love even just for this moment, I’ll feel happy, and I’ll firmly engrave it in my heart.

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“Yuta’s here… It’s warm.” PBWCJH

“…Ah! Ahh!”

“It’s already in…?”

Ippei was with his member that knew no limpness, wrapped in a condom, gently and sometimes vigorously, expanding the connecting part to me and emitting lewd sounds as his fingers stretched it out.

With each movement of his fingers in and out, the overwhelming pleasure made honest feelings escape from my mouth as voices. You gave me such pleasure that I couldn’t even think about feeling embarrassed. tjMrib

“Ah… Ippei…”

“Hmm? Does it feel good?”

“Y-Yeah… feels… good…”

“But, isn’t this getting a bit unsatisfying?” 8rhXvE

“…I want… I want it there…”

“Hm? You need to say what you want properly.”

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“…I… want… your… big one…”

You turned into a wild beast, completely dominant. But I don’t hate it; in fact, I love it. I want you to attack me more and lead me to pleasure with your hands… FyXdKc

“I’ll take care of this.”

“Of course… Ippei, come… into me…?”

“Yeah, I want to be inside Yuta too. So, Yuta… let me in?”

As your member gently touched my connecting part, I felt a happiness I had never experienced before, accompanied by a pain I hadn’t felt in a long time. nAzwhr

“…Ah…! Ahh!!”

“…Y-Yuta’s… it’s… really tight…”

“Ah…! Ahh… It’s… it’s big…!”

“Y-Yuta…” x98FvE

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