Translator: Abo Dammen
Editor: Ainden
Jiang Yunshu woke up 20 minutes later. Buzzed, he suddenly sat up. His vision darkened for a few moments, then recovered.
He fell asleep…?
Bai Tang…?
W-What about Bai Tang?
Jiang Yunshu’s heart sank, and cold sweat broke out all over his body, as if he had been hit in the head by someone. He opened the car door stumbling while opening the phone and pressing the shortcut key to dial, his fingers trembling slightly.
It’s been 23 minutes. If Bai Tang…if something happened to Bai Tang…
Suddenly, something caught his leg. Jiang Yunshu was tense and unable to control his expression as he cast a quick glance in the other direction.
Sitting on the ground was Bai Tang. The alpha’s heart skipped a beat as he cast a quick glance over. Still holding the alpha’s trousers in his hands. He placed the hem of his coat across his bowed knee, perhaps owing to the cold. He glanced pale-faced up at Jiang Yunshu.
The accident that happened to Bai Tang last week was still fresh in Jiang Yunshu’s mind. He was nearly paralysed with fear. After staring at Bai Tang for a while, he knelt down and embraced him.
As his legs are covered by the coat, Bai Tang was taken aback when his buttocks and feet lifted off the ground, and was immediately trapped by the alpha. If things had been normal, Bai Tang would have been hauled up by the waist and raised up by the alpha’s strength.
The coat was thankfully quite loose. The omega shifted a little to spread his legs apart. He discovered that he couldn’t touch the ground when he wiggled his toes and that it was challenging to even tread on the alpha’s instep. He had to hoist Jiang Yunshu’s windbreaker, which was already open, with his feet before he could snugly wrap his legs around the other’s waist.
The alpha buried himself in Bai Tang’s neck and crushed him with iron-like arms. His voice was hoarse, “Why didn’t you wake me up? You just sat by the side of the road in the middle of the night?”
The alpha’s hair tickled Bai Tang so he shrank his shoulders. “I sat next to the driver’s door… If something happens, I’ll kick the door. You’ll wake up for sure.”
Jiang Yunshu frowned, as if he was dissatisfied with the omega’s light response. His tone was stern as he responded, “When an accident happens, can you still kick the door? You may have been stabbed with a knife before you even realised it.”
Bai Tang hadn’t heard the alpha using this tone for a long time. He quickly held Jiang Yunshu’s face with both hands, and admitted his mistake, “Calm down calm down, I’m sorry…I will definitely not do this next time.”
Jiang Yunshu’s expression still held a trace of frost. He frowned then slid down his arms to support the omega’s thighs. He opened the door of the back seat and sat in with Bai Tang in his arms.
Bai Tang watched as the alpha lifted the hem of his sweater, and immediately after, pressed his cold hand against the alpha’s warm lower abdomen. He didn’t insist on taking it out, because Jiang Yunshu definitely wouldn’t agree.
The omega reached out his hands behind him to close the zipper as the alpha pulled out the jacket that was being crushed down and put it on in this manner. He then unzipped the jacket’s two sides to wrap it around the person in his arms.
Bai Tang stayed in the clothes full of the alpha’s smell. Except for the head and the two calves exposed on both sides, Jiang Yunshu’s big windbreaker blocked his whole body, making it warm and comfortable.
Jiang Yunshu suddenly grabbed his ankle.”Why aren’t you wearing stockings?” Then he reached into his trousers again and felt it. “You didn’t wear long johns?”
Bai Tang pressed tightly against the alpha from his face to his lower abdomen, and the temperature under his palms cooled down. He consciously changed his position and held the alpha’s waist.
Thinking of the long johns and wool socks that Jiang Yunshu asked him to wear in the morning, the omega suddenly felt a little guilty and said, “There is velvet in my trousers…”
Jiang Yunshu wanted to take off Bai Tang’s shoes and stuff the whole omega into his coat, “What about the stockings?”
The omega’s frozen body gradually warmed up. He stammered, “I just don’t want to wear it.”
Jiang Yunshu’s fingertips were already covered in calluses. In the crook of his calf, Bai Tang felt the alpha’s fingers trace the alpha’s path from his ankle. He shook and kicked his legs ineffectively when he overheard a deep voice.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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Djl Kjcu qegrfv tlr ilqr, oliifv klat glutafber lcvlucjalbc, “Dfmjerf la’r cba qgfaas!”
Aljcu Tecrte kjr ajxfc jyjmx. “Qtja?”
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Jiang Yunshu said, “That kind is the thickest. The white socks you buy are thinner.”
Bai Tang’s hand under the sweater changed position again, stretched out to hug Alpha’s back, and muttered, “I won’t wear that either…”
The condensed milk smell from the omega made Jiang Yunshu relax a little bit, and he said, “Then you buy it yourself. Buy thick ones.”
Bai Tang responded with a “hmm”.
The two hugged for a while. Jiang Yunshu said, “I didn’t speak well just now. I’m sorry, I fell asleep first.”
“No,” said Bai Tang, shaking his head. “Let’s go home. I’ll prepare a lovely meal for you. You can get everything done in record time and turn in early tonight, all right?” He was already aware that, for the time being, he couldn’t help Jiang Yunshu in completely removing his constraints, but it would be preferable if he could do so sooner.
Jiang Yunshu paused, and kissed the omega’s forehead. “Sorry, I have something to do later, so I have to go out, I’ll send you back first—”
He was interrupted by Bai Tang, “Is it something I can’t know?”
Jiang Yunshu was silent for two seconds, before replying truthfully, “No.”
The omega straightened up. He furrowed his brow in anger and blurted out the emotional outburst he had been holding in for more than a week, “Then what are you doing? Why won’t you tell me? I’ve seen you leave the house before dawn and return after dark for almost a week now. You’re so busy that you’re only getting three or four hours of sleep a day, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I didn’t even know anything! Consider things from a different perspective: “Would you be happy if it were you?”
Jiang Yunshu took the omega’s hand, who was so angry that he wanted to unzip his coat, into his palm. “I’ve been working hard lately to put Jiang Jinsheng into a mental hospital. I’ll visit Jiang Haiyun later. I want him to stand by my side. Get Jiang Jinsheng in there to deal with him first.”
“The reason why I don’t want to tell you is that, first, I don’t want you to be exposed to these bad things, and second, I’m afraid you will think I’m cruel,” Jiang Yunshu remarked, watching Bai Tang turn his head. “After committing him to a psychiatric facility, I have decided to not sign him out for the rest of his life. I am afraid that you will think that I’ve overdone it.”
Bai Tang saw him as the doctor who would save the dying, the “angel” who saved him, and a reliable and responsible partner. Except for the susceptible period, he has never exposed his dark side in front of the omega.
He was a little afraid of Bai Tang’s attitude once he found out.
After the alpha confessed, all of Bai Tang’s rage vanished without a trace, and he instead experienced another type of anger. How could Jiang Yunshu think this way! How would he feel that Jiang Yunshu was cruel and that he overdid it!
He is obviously the best here!
“Not at all,” Bai Tang’s eyes flashed a trace of hatred. “That kind of person, it’s best to suffer for the pain that he has inflicted on Auntie. He shouldn’t come out again until he dies.”
After a brief moment of comfort, Jiang Yunshu overheard the omega say, “Isn’t there that news about a medical student who stabbed a bad guy many times before being sentenced to a minor injury? I am eager to find a medical student so that Jiang Jinsheng can experience it as well.”
The alpha said calmly, “I thought about it, but I gave up when I thought I would be imprisoned for five days. What will happen to you if I go in?”
Bai Tang appeared perplexed. “You gave it some serious thought…” He leaned back against the alpha and said, “It’s only a thought anyways… But I’m not really capable of handling it on my own. I’ve heard that the prison facility’s surroundings are awful and that the inmates are cruel and evil people. What should I do if someone is harassing you inside?”
It was the first time Jiang Yunshu had heard such a statement that a tall alpha with max force value would be harassed. He didn’t want to move, much less see that damn Jiang Haiyun, so he leaned on Bai Tang with his eyes shut.
He closed his eyes and leaned against Bai Tang, unwilling to move and even more unwilling to see Jiang Haiyun.
The omega unexpectedly pushed once more, saying, “Dr. Jiang, move! Is there anything I can help you with? Give it to me! After that, you rush to finish other tasks. Go to bed early and come back early!”
Jiang Yunshu massaged the omega’s waist so hard it got scarlet, pretended he didn’t hear, and took several deep breaths of the sweet scent.
Bai Tang grabbed the alpha’s wrist, but didn’t really stop it, just whimpered, “Uh…don’t, hmm! Don’t rub it…”
The more he kneaded, the condensed milk’s scent grew more potent, and the happier Jiang Yunshu sucked on the omega.
🍬 —🕊— 🍀
When he went out again, the power he had just charged on the omega was exhausted, and the fatigue came back, and the haggard look on his face was evident. During this time, he had lost more than 10 catties.
Jiang Yunshu has always been aware of his problems such as lack of sleep, overwork, and emotional backlog. He also wants to go to bed early, very much.
He wanted to hold Bai Tang, kiss his omega, and the two of them would cuddle up and fall asleep together.
But for 30 years he wandered about in the shackles his parents had given him. This advice to “complete all plans before closing your eyes” is the most vital.
Since he knew he wouldn’t be able to finish before midnight, he tried to compensate by planning fewer details, but that strategy backfired. On the first day of the experiment, he had plenty of time to wrap up all of the day’s tasks by 11:30, but a voice from deep within said, “Why waste time? You perform such a meagre task every single day?”
Thoughts that sounded like his father’s voice came from within himself.
Jiang Yunshu suddenly experienced some shortness of breath. He sat down at the desk once again and turned to a new page. The first two plans for the second day were originally written at the end of the first day.
That day, he finished those two plans before going to bed.
These chains had penetrated his skeleton, merged with them, and now seemed to be growing into him. He couldn’t just toss it, couldn’t just get rid of it; it was too difficult.
In his previous life, he existed in a vacuum, had few worries, and died under predictable circumstances.
But now, he has Bai Tang.
So he tried to forcibly put down unfinished plans and force himself to sleep next to Bai Tang, but his obviously exhausted brain kept preventing him from falling asleep, and his brain cells were screaming: You didn’t finish the plan, you didn’t finish the plan.
He started to experience some psychological unease, restlessness, anxiety, and irritability. His brain started hurting more and more after more than an hour; it was already physically uncomfortable, and he even felt a little queasy.
His eyes were red and bloodshot for a good three hours. After what seemed like an eternity, he finally sat down at the desk and booted up the computer. He began to put the plan together that he hadn’t finished at 4:42 in the morning.
At 6:07 in the morning, it was finally finished. He felt strangely refreshed. Afraid of waking up the omega, he fell asleep on the table for 20 minutes.
At 6:30 in the morning, the alarm clock rang, and his mental refreshment disappeared, replaced by endless fatigue and pain.
That whole day, he held on desperately, not letting himself collapse in the hospital.
It was an irreversible endless loop.
He also remembered that just a few days ago, in order to let him go to bed early, the omega sat on the bed angrily and said, “If you won’t sleep, I won’t sleep either! I’m so much younger than you! Let’s see which of us can survive!”
At that time, Jiang Yunshu was irritated by the procedures that needed to be done in the public security department. He turned around and said, “Bai Tang, be good, go to sleep.”
“Sleep with me!” Bai Tang said.
Jiang Yunshu frowned. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, his tone was still very stiff, “Bai Tang, don’t make trouble, go to bed now.”
The omega was under his watchful eye. His cheeks flushed, tears fell steadily down the bed quilt, and he sobbed, “You can’t get rid of what your parents obligated you in your bones, so you can replace theirs with mine, okay? You can go to bed early now, okay?”
A “thump” had occurred in his heart. He quickly regretted it; he hastily apologised and attempted to coax Bai Tang.
After a lengthy absence, Bai Tang bit his lip, pushed Jiang Yunshu away, grabbed up the pillow, and looked like he planned to sleep in a different room. However, the omega became hesitant once more in the middle of it. The alpha was already so tired and here he was still throwing a temper. After he left, there’d be no pheromone to appease the alpha.
Tears kept falling down. He walked back to the bed and choked up and said, “Shut up, I’m fine… You go to work. Instead of spending time coaxing me, it’s better to hurry up and get it done, then sleep…”
Jiang Yunshu silently wiped away the omega’s tears.
Bai Tang turned away his wrinkled face, tried his best to suppress the sourness, but he still choked on tears, “I-I’m really fine…you go and do your thing. My eyes are shallow, that’s why tears are falling…”
Jiang Yunshu kissed the omega’s face full of tears. He thought, after I finish this, I will change slowly.
But it seems a little too late.
🍬 —🕊— 🍀
As usual, Jiang Yunshu took a few deep breaths outside the door before taking out the key and opening the door.
It’s currently 11:27pm. The living room was well illuminated. Bai Tang sat on the sofa diagonally across from the entrance, his fringe secured with a thin rubber band and his eyes glued to the tablet screen. When the alpha returned, he immediately raised his head, sprang to his feet, and went over to assist in placing the items in the alpha’s hand on the table.
“How did it go? What did Jiang Haiyun say?”
Jiang Yunshu embraced the omega from behind, then walked over to the gland and exhaled deeply, saying, “He agreed, but he wants money. Both he and Jiang Yunsu were severely beaten as children. On Jiang Ruanjia’s behalf, I have now filed for divorce with Jiang Jinsheng. Jiang Jinsheng took his frustrations out on his son, Jiang Haiyun, for lack of an alternative outlet. The bruising on his face was still present when he came to see me.”
On Bai Tang’s body, the slack household attire was rubbed unevenly. Afraid of the alpha’s breath spraying his glands and ashamed of the scar on the back of his neck, he reached out a hand to hide it and twisted his body violently.
They embraced each other directly.
Bai Tang rubbed Alpha’s back vigorously up and down, remembering that when Jiang father and son came to block him at the school gate, Jiang Haiyun’s face was indeed covered with gauze. He said, “But Jiang Haiyun is 33 years old, and he is also an alpha. Why didn’t he fight back?”
“It’s hard,” Jiang Yunshu said, “The fear of Jiang Jinsheng has been in his bones since childhood, and it’s hard to change.”
Bai Tang nodded, let the alpha hug him for a while, and said, “I’ve sorted out the materials you gave me and sent them to your email, and I made almond juice and peach jelly… It soothes the nerves and helps you sleep. Drink it after you take a shower. “
Jiang Yunshu didn’t want to move, so he hummed in response.
“Then let’s hug for another minute…” Because of the alpha’s busy schedule, the two of them have rarely been lovey-dovey lately. Bai Tang rubbed the tip of his nose against the alpha’s chest nostalgically. “Is there anything else I can do to help? I can do it…So you should go to bed after.”
“It’s nothing.” Jiang Yunshu kissed the omega’s fragrant hair several times. “It’s the last step. Tomorrow is the day of judicial appraisal.”
In the evening, he was sitting at the desk, drinking the dessert made by the omega, while submitting the program, thinking: it’s almost over.
At 3:57 in the morning, he lay beside Bai Tang, and passed out as soon as he touched the bed.
At 6:30 the following morning, Jiang Yunshu awoke with pounding temples, a sore and weak body, a slightly inflamed throat, a weakened mental state, and a sense that he had lost interest in life.
He worried for a moment, but still didn’t take it to heart. He knew it was a symptom of burnout, which he had been feeling lately.
What he endured in this world now is not half as heavy as the original world. Once today is over, he’ll just rest for a while.
At 7:00, he bent down and woke up the omega.
The accident happened at this moment.
Jiang Yunshu suddenly experienced a dull headache as he stood up straight. After that, everything in front of him began to spin, flash white, and go dark. His head struck the floor as he fell, hard. Just before he passed out, he caught sight of Bai Tang’s horrified expression.
Oh no! I hope he’s just fainted and bumped his head, and not got the same issue that landed him in the current world in the first place 🥺. Bai Tang must have so many different worries right now! Thank for multiple chapters once again. If this was left hanging we might have a riot 😜.
Oh no! OAO It’s hard, but it’s still worth the effort!
Thank You for the new chapter (ฅ^ω^ฅ)♥
Thanks for the chapter.