Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love MeChapter 32

extra chapter (2/2) Thank you so much Snow for the ko-fi! :blobpats:


On Saturday morning, the S-level students who were going on the trip gathered at the gates of the Preparatory School to take a bus to another city. Gu Yunchi didn’t come this time as apparently he had to attend a banquet at home. Participating in a purely school-organized learning trip was much more relaxed and free for students at Preparatory School than attending family or social gatherings. At least during the trip, they could breathe. S7ZlKe

Xu Ze rushed over from the bus station that was some distance from the Preparatory School. When he got on the school bus, there were hardly any empty seats left. Many students took two seats, one for themselves and one for their backpacks.

Lu Heyang and He Wei sat in the back row again. He Wei waved at Xu Ze. Xu Ze hesitated for a moment and then walked over.

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There were five seats in the back row, with Lu Heyang and He Wei’s backpacks on two of them, and an empty seat by the window next to Lu Heyang.

“You can sit next to Heyang,” He Wei said, “There just happens to be a seat there.” bORdeg

Xu Ze’s first reaction wasn’t to nod or shake his head but to look at Lu Heyang. Lu Heyang had been looking at his phone, but he raised his head and shifted his legs to make room.

The teacher was reminding everyone to take their seats quickly, so Xu Ze put his hand on the back of the seat in the front and grazed against Lu Heyang’s knees. Xu Ze sat down and placed his backpack on his lap.

“Give me your backpack,” Lu Heyang said.

Xu Ze didn’t ask why, he just gave it to Lu Heyang when he asked him. After taking it, Lu Heyang took out Xu Ze’s water bottle and gave it to him. Then he handed the bag to He Wei and told him to put it on the empty seat.

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The bus started moving. He Wei asked Lu Heyang to play online games with him and asked Xu Ze, “Do you play games?”

“No,” Xu Ze shook his head. He wasn’t interested in such things. Moreover, his phone was old with just enough performance and memory to receive school files and messages, make phone calls, and chat online.

“How ascetic. Are you a monk?” He Wei asked him.

Xu Ze replied, “I’m not.” r3lLib

He Wei burst out laughing.

Some people were like this, with no sense of humor, clumsy with their words, meticulous, immune to all jokes and teasing, and would respond to other people’s nonsense with sincerity—but that had a unique charm of its own.

Lu Heyang reached into his backpack and took out a tablet. He unlocked it and handed it to Xu Ze, “Watch a movie, otherwise, it’ll be boring.”

The curtains weren’t drawn. Xu Ze turned to look at Lu Heyang, the sunlight was slanted into the corner closest to the window. Xu Ze’s eyelashes were lit in fluffy clusters, and the blue in his deep gray eyes seemed even more intense, like the surface of a clear lake with the eyelashes as the soft clouds in the sky above the lake. 9q1ks8

“Thank you.” After taking the tablet, Xu Ze stopped moving. He was a little unsure what to do since he thought the tablet was considered a personal item.

After a while, he glanced to the side and saw that Lu Heyang and He Wei had already put on headphones and were playing. Xu Ze remembered that Lu Heyang had asked him to watch a movie—so he had to watch one. Xu Ze opened a video app. He didn’t dare to click on Lu Heyang’s viewing history, he just randomly selected a movie from the movie page.

Xu Ze turned down the volume so as not to disturb others. After ten minutes or so, Xu Ze suddenly felt Lu Heyang leaning closer. He turned his head, and Lu Heyang’s lips and chin were right in front of his eyes. At the same time, the faint scent of pheromones poured out.

Lu Heyang reached over Xu Ze to pull the curtains and asked, “Doesn’t the sun bother you? What are you watching?” shxzjT

“It’s fine,” Xu Ze answered each question separately as usual, “I’m watching a movie.”

Lu Heyang looked down at the screen, “An animation?” He took out another pair of headphones and handed them to Xu Ze, “The volume is so low, can you hear it?”

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“I can hear a little.”

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After driving for more than 40 minutes in the city, the bus was about to enter the highway. As they passed over a speed bump, the bus shook violently. Xu Ze wasn’t prepared for it and as a result, his entire body swayed, causing his head to hit the bus window.

Xu Ze opened his eyes. This didn’t count as pain for him, but having his head bumped while sleeping left him somewhat disoriented. He stared blankly ahead.

A hand reached out from behind and touched the spot where he had been hit. Lu Heyang played the game with the other hand. He glanced at Xu Ze and asked, “Do you remember what just happened?” xErLRW

His hand gently massaged the side of Xu Ze’s head. Xu Ze, who was still not fully awake, became even more so now. After a few seconds, he answered, “I hit my head.”

“It’s good that you didn’t lose your memory,” Lu Heyang smiled and withdrew his hand.

It was noon when they arrived at the hotel. Everyone got their room cards and went into their rooms to put their things away. After lunch, everyone headed to the meeting point. The afternoon was packed with activities, including exhibitions, lectures, and meetings. They made He Wei feel lifeless and walk with Lu Heyang like a dead person. Whenever Lu Heyang looked to the side of the group, he could see Xu Ze carefully studying the materials and papers, quiet and detached, as if he had a world of his own.

As dinner approached, they received a message from the teacher to meet at the restaurant. Xu Ze gathered his materials and raised his head to look at the center of the crowd. Lu Heyang and He Wei were walking toward another corridor with several alphas in suits. Xu Ze recognized the figures as the principals of several top-tier universities in the Union. One of the principals patted Lu Heyang’s shoulder and said something to him with a smile. VZsb2D

Xu Ze put away his materials and headed for the restaurant.

Everyone who came here was S-level, but there were still significant differences among the S-level students, just like between Lu Heyang and him.

After dinner, most of the S-level students left the hotel for their own activities. Xu Ze returned to his room alone and sat at the table to carefully review his materials. This trip was self-funded, but Xu Ze had still decided to attend because it provided access to previous years’ entrance exam questions and other information from the Union’s top schools.

At 9:30 pm, Xu Ze finished his shower and planned to work on half a set of practice papers before going to sleep. He hung up his towel and was about to blow dry his hair when his phone rang. Xu Ze went to pick it up and saw the name “Lu Heyang” on the screen. He first looked out the window and after delaying for a few seconds, he pressed the button to answer. veEiu5

“Hello?”

“Wow,” He Wei’s voice came from the other end, “You sound much gentler on the phone.”

Xu Ze’s shoulders relaxed, and he asked, “Is there something you need?”

“Oh, my bad, you still sound indifferent,” He Wei laughed, “Are you in your room? Heyang and I bought some dessert back, wanna join us?” BV3Yjk

“You guys go ahead,” Xu Ze said, “I won’t come over.”

He knew he was gloomy, boring, and reserved. His presence would only spoil the fun for others, so he deliberately avoided it.

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There was a slight commotion on the other end of the call. After that, a voice that seemed exceptionally clear and deep came through the phone, “Xu Ze.”

Xu Ze almost subconsciously touched the back of his ear, it was slightly itchy. He let out a “Hmm?” zJq0nK

“1205,” Lu Heyang said briefly, “Come over?”

Xu Ze felt like Lu Heyang was right next to his ear as he asked the question. Xu Ze swallowed, but he couldn’t find the words to refuse. It was as if an invisible rope was wrapped around his neck, and with Lu Heyang holding the end of the rope and tugging gently, he could only follow after.

“Okay,” Xu Ze said.

He stood in his room for a while. His hair wasn’t completely dry. Xu Ze ran his fingers through it to casually straighten it. He took his room card and opened the door to go out. Arriving in front of room 1205, Xu Ze rang the doorbell and He Wei quickly opened the door for him. pMCT3f

“Heyang and I just came back to wash up too.” He Wei said, “We bought ice cream.”

Xu Ze nodded and entered. Lu Heyang was hanging a towel over a chair, his half-dried hair casually falling on his forehead. He glanced at Xu Ze, then picked up his wristband to put it on. He Wei sat on the sofa and asked, “Why are you wearing your wristband in a room full of alphas at night?”

“Is it because you’re afraid of losing control after drinking?” He Wei smiled mischievously, “Or are you thinking about that omega we just saw at the bar? Regretting not giving him your number?”

“Has Chi Jiahan paid attention to you lately?” Lu Heyang asked. fwC6T1

He Wei’s smile quickly faded.

“Let’s eat ice cream,” He Wei turned to Xu Ze and said, “I wanted to invite you to the bar with us, but I figured you wouldn’t be interested.”

Xu Ze asked, “Have you been drinking?”

“Who goes to a bar and drinks milk?” He Wei chuckled, “We’re not meeting up until 10 am tomorrow, so it’s okay to stay up late.” l7paS2

Xu Ze nodded and looked behind him. He saw that the water dispenser was off, so he walked over and pressed the hot water button.

Then he returned to the sofa, sat down on the empty seat next to He Wei, and said, “After drinking, it’s more comfortable to have a glass of warm water before bed.”

“How considerate,” He Wei said as he pushed the ice cream toward Xu Ze, “Xu Ze, what type of omega do you like?”

Xu Ze instinctively wanted to look at Lu Heyang, but halfway through lifting his head, he abruptly stopped. He stared at the coffee table and answered, “I don’t have a specific type.” KMdl3j

“Impossible, you must have one,” He Wei didn’t believe him and nudged his shoulder, “Come on, satisfy my curiosity.”

He Wei was a rather persistent alpha, and after a few drinks, he only intensified this behavior. Xu Ze reluctantly reached for the lid of the ice cream, but He Wei kept bumping his shoulder, nearly knocking the ice cream out of Xu Ze’s hand.

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“Someone cute,” Xu Ze had to say. If anyone else had asked this question, he would have remained silent, but he knew that He Wei meant no harm, so he tried his best to answer.

He felt that no one wouldn’t like a cute person, so this answer shouldn’t be wrong. It was broad and universal. AU8zVn

Lu Heyang sat on the armchair and looked at his phone with his chin propped up on his hand. When he heard Xu Ze’s response, he raised his eyes and looked at Xu Ze.

“Leave it to me,” He Wei nodded hard and took out his mobile phone, “I’ll introduce you to some, I guarantee they’ll be incredibly cute.”

He was more enthusiastic than a pimp. Xu Ze quickly said, “No need,” but He Wei wrapped his arm around Xu Ze’s shoulder as if he was going to run away, and showed him photos, “How about this one? Isn’t he cute? He plays the piano really well.”

“And this one…” JEgMfq

“Xu Ze.”

When Xu Ze heard Lu Heyang call his name, he immediately raised his head and saw Lu Heyang looking at him and saying, “The ice cream is going to melt.”

Xu Ze looked at the full, round scoop of ice cream in his hand. He nodded and scooped a piece into his mouth.

He Wei was still scrolling through his phone when Lu Heyang reminded him, “Didn’t Auntie ask you to call her tonight?” vRYWwn

“Huh? I almost forgot,” He Wei took his hand off Xu Ze’s shoulder and checked the time, “It’s almost ten. I better call my mom.”

He stood up as he spoke, but then leaned over to Xu Ze’s ear and said with a mysterious tone, “I’ll show you more on the way back tomorrow.”

Before Xu Ze could react, He Wei winked at him happily and left.

The door closed and the room became silent in an instant. Xu Ze realized in hindsight that he should have gone out with He Wei. Every second he spent alone with Lu Heyang made him extremely nervous. 0aJWfm

After hearing the beep indicating the hot water was ready, Lu Heyang got up and went to the water dispenser to pour water. Xu Ze ate his ice cream while being lost in thought. The ice cream had a strong milk flavor and was mixed with the taste of vanilla.

“You like cute omegas?” Lu Heyang suddenly asked while pouring the water.

Xu Ze was puzzled and didn’t understand what Lu Heyang meant. After a second or two, he came to his senses and guessed that Lu Heyang might have been inspired by He Wei’s words and was planning to introduce an omega to him. Xu Ze assumed that Lu Heyang wanted to free himself from their ambiguous entanglement because he was an alpha with impure thoughts.

It was a subtle yet effective method, perfect for dealing with someone as indecisive and persistent as Xu Ze. 8DWV U

Xu Ze kept his head down and looked at his ice cream without responding. He could feel Lu Heyang coming closer. Then Lu Heyang’s hand came down from above, stroking the right side of Xu Ze’s face with his fingers and lifting his chin up.

Lu Heyang’s hand was warm from holding the cup of hot water. Xu Ze tilted his head to look at him. Even from this angle, his face still looked perfect. Xu Ze twitched and wanted to turn his head away. But he couldn’t bring himself to do it, so it ended up looking like he was nuzzling his face against Lu Heyang’s palm.

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“Did that question upset you?” Lu Heyang asked as he looked down at him.

Xu Ze licked the remaining ice cream from his lips and replied, “No.” WAlQCd

“I won’t ask again in the future.” Lu Heyang said and wiped the corner of Xu Ze’s mouth with his thumb.

He withdrew his hand and let it fall to his side. He picked up the cup with his other hand and took a sip of the warm water.

Xu Ze’s eyes remained on Lu Heyang’s hand. He had always thought that Lu Heyang had beautiful hands. He had only touched Lu Heyang’s fingers briefly when he taught him to play pool. Even then, it was just a small contact for a few seconds.

He zoned out like this, and Lu Heyang, not realizing that Xu Ze was interested in his hands, assumed that Xu Ze was looking at his wristband. He held his hand up in front of Xu Ze and asked, “Are you looking at this?” lHkR85

Of course, Xu Ze couldn’t say that he was actually looking at Lu Heyang’s hand, so he nodded.

Lu Heyang said, “Then go ahead and take a look.”

With his permission, Xu Ze touched the wristband, and the screen lit up easily. Then Xu Ze’s finger accidentally pressed a button, and the wristband made a beep. Xu Ze didn’t know what he had pressed. He was about to apologize, but within a second, he realized that it was the button to lower the pheromone setting.

This was because Xu Ze smelled Lu Heyang’s pheromones, powerful and full of suppression, S-level alpha pheromones. tLOI7V

Pheromones were really honest. Every time Xu Ze was in front of Lu Heyang, he was grateful that Lu Heyang’s wristband was of good enough quality to completely block his pheromones.

Xu Ze frowned. His wristband was average in every aspect and couldn’t withstand Lu Heyang’s pheromones—the clash of pheromones between the two alphas didn’t feel good.

He tried to adjust it back but couldn’t find the button. Lu Heyang remained unfazed. After a short silence, Xu Ze looked up and asked, “Does it make you uncomfortable?”

AO’s pheromones tended to be more or less out of control after drinking. If Lu Heyang had adjusted it to a high setting all this time, he should be feeling uncomfortable now. b6Bmrw

Lu Heyang sat down beside Xu Ze, and asked calmly and flatly, “Which aspect are you referring to?”

This question reminded Xu Ze of something he hadn’t originally thought about. He looked at Lu Heyang who was drinking water. Xu Ze felt his ice cream melting from his body heat. Lu Heyang’s pheromones were affecting his rationality and thoughts, making him hot and restless.

Before Xu Ze could sort out his thoughts, he heard his voice blurt out without his brain being in control, “Do you want me to help you?”


Translator’s note: just bros helping each other out 🫣 WqgJ78

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7 comments

  1. (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠)

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    (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ヮ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)♡

  2. !!! We need the next chapter blush

    (But you take your time to translate we are excited but patient (⸝⸝⸝- ᴗ -⸝⸝⸝ ;))

  3. “it’s good that you didn’t lose your memory”

    …he spoked it into existence didn’t he?