“Why?”
He asked as if genuinely not understanding. His voice was tinged with irritation, as if he hadn’t expected an answer. I held my breath for a moment.
“I’m not the Team Leader, so I don’t have the authority to say everything I want…”
“…”
“I plan to continue working in the Team Leader’s department for a long time and get along well with my colleagues. I want to adapt properly and… I’m grateful that Supervisor Kim is treating me well, and I intend to make more effort to maintain our relationship in the future. If I draw a line here, things will become awkward in the future, and I don’t want that…”
He was so quiet it was almost terrifying. I quickly glanced up and scanned his face before looking back down at the table. Although his face wasn’t angry or expressionless, my heart was pounding rapidly.
“It’s not that I don’t understand why the Team Leader brought this up.”
“…”
“I’ll be careful from my side, but that doesn’t mean I… agree with what Supervisor Kim is doing…”
There didn’t seem to be any wrong words coming out of my mouth, but the more I spoke, the more it felt like I was making excuses. Eventually, I just closed my mouth and waited, staring at the table.
The silence was thick and stretched out. It felt like there was a tightening grip on his arm at the edge of my vision. Han Team Leader, who had been staring at my bowed head for a while, spoke in a tone devoid of emotion.
“It’s refreshing if things aren’t going my way.”
“…”
“It feels very fresh when nothing goes the way I want.”
His tone was dry, and I wasn’t sure if it was sarcastic or not. I focused solely on breathing in and out. Looking at Han Team Leader’s face now, it seemed like I would obediently do anything he wanted.
“I understand.”
Han Team Leader said. His voice had become much calmer.
“I realize now that I lacked understanding from Lee Seodan’s perspective. I apologize for trying to impose my position without first asking for Lee Seodan’s opinion. You can continue as you were. Don’t mind me.”
He ended his words lightly and cheerfully. While I wasn’t naive enough to take his words at face value, his expression of ending the conversation here was firm, so I couldn’t push further.
I opened my mouth softly after keeping it shut for a while.
“I’ll be careful so that you don’t have to worry, Team Leader.”
“I’ll be thankful if you do.”
He replied neatly. The corners of his mouth were straight, forming symmetrical lines. Finally, the air, which had been impossible to swallow since earlier, felt a bit lighter. The subsequent silence was loose, like pulling out a drawn-out thorn.
It was a state of uneasy calm. Even as I groped for words to try to make sense of the just-ended conversation, I still couldn’t understand why the atmosphere had become so serious. I leaned back, feeling drained, and murmured with a feeling of exhaustion,
“You scold me at work and even at home.”
As he prepared to leave, picking up his bag, he glanced down at me for a moment and said,
“If that’s how you feel, then you can get scolded at home after getting scolded at work all day.”
His clean and indifferent voice hooked into my stomach like a hook. Unable to say anything, I swallowed my breath and stood up behind him. There was no separate appointment, and I thought we would each go home after briefly seeing each other at the cafe, but now that words had been spoken in this situation, I had neither the justification nor the heart to refuse.
***
Surely, we had intertwined our bodies yesterday, yet strangely today, I felt awkward and unfamiliar. As soon as I came out after taking a long time to shower, Han Team Leader made me stand facing one wall of the bedroom and took off the clothes I had just put on. His warm palms conquered the damp skin and caressed it. His hand, tracing down the curve of my back, grabbed and kneaded the round flesh of my buttocks firmly. Leaning against the wall, I suppressed my voice.
“Why are you already… hard when I haven’t even touched you yet?”
He murmured against my neck, his voice low and split. My body trembled inside, and I shrunk my shoulders.
“Mm, ah…”
“Does it feel that good even when I just touch your butt?”
“Yeah, ah, mm…”
Firm and masculine fingers. The tidy hands that led meetings at the company gripped the round flesh with force, slowly kneading it. It seemed like red imprints would be left behind. With each exertion of force from his hands, my vision blurred and my breath caught in my throat. As my genitals touched the wall, they were indeed half-erect, as he had said, and trembling.
“Or are you expecting what comes next?”
“Hmm!”
His raised index finger grazed between the buttock bones from top to bottom. Then, without hesitation, he descended again, slowly kneading between the buttocks as if spreading them wide.
Even with just a brief touch, my body trembled. A dryness crept into my mouth like thirst. Afraid that I might say something if I opened my mouth, I closed my eyes and exerted pressure on the hand against the wall.
“When you spread your buttocks like this…”
“Ugh, mm.”
“The hole resists and then reluctantly opens up. Letting go and then coming back down, it’s like pleading while being scared.”
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“Mm, please, stop, hng.”
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“Huh, ugh…”
“You were trembling inside just now.”
“That, hng…”
When I lifted my head, he smiled into my ear.
“You can understand everything if you check. Just by inserting one finger, you can see how eagerly Lee Seodan is preparing to take my cock.”
“Stop talking, please, hng.”
“Do you want to check? Shall I put it in?”
The tip of his firm finger tapped above the entrance. My breath kept getting caught. I couldn’t tell if it was fear or anticipation, but my vision darkened.
“If you check and my words are correct, how much you’ll be crying from having my cock in you today, hmm?”
“Ah, ah, hng.”
“Tell me. Which finger should I put in? I’ll do it according to your preference.”
As my body pressed against the wall, he held my hips tightly. His firm knuckles brushed against the still-dry folds. Holding my buttocks apart, he slowly moved his finger up and down. I opened my mouth and exhaled heavily. My legs trembled, and my whole body stiffened.
Suddenly, his hand withdrew. After gently caressing the heated buttocks with his palm, his hand came in front of my face, almost touching it. His long fingers were spread apart with some distance. It was a handsome hand. Even the neatly swollen joints of the fingers were visible.
“Choose and suck.”
He whispered into my ear, his voice husky.
“I’ll put in what you want. Choose carefully because once I put it in, I won’t pull out.”
“Hng, hup…”
I felt the strength of his fingers gripping my hips. Veins stood out on his wrist. I wanted to close my eyes. If my face wasn’t so red, I would have looked up at him and begged him to stop. A clear sense of shame scratched at my stomach.
Instead of pushing further, he lightly clenched his fist, leaving his index finger, and gently brushed my lips with the tip of his finger. He teased slowly with saliva dripping between my trembling tongue. He must have felt the trembling of my chin. A low laughter came from behind.
“Are you scared? Or are you looking forward to it?”
“…Team Leader…”
“You have to choose the long one to reach what Lee Seodan likes.”
If words had shapes, they were like hooks with fluffy feathers. They dug into my ears, stirring slowly, igniting my body from within. Unable to resist the tension that felt like it would burst, I opened my mouth and bit down on his index finger right in front of me. I took it into my mouth and licked it with a trembling tongue, soaking it with saliva.
“It has to be wetter to not hurt.”
“Hup, hng…”
His long fingers slowly explored down to my throat. The firm joints brushed against the roof of my mouth. With my eyes tightly closed, I licked the shape of his fingers with my tongue. He slowly withdrew his saliva-coated finger from my mouth.
“Why are you crying?”
“Hmm…”
“Are you scared?”
The dry hand on the other side cupped my cheek. As our faces met, my vision became even hazier. In a tender voice, he asked again.
“Why are you crying?”
Our cheeks lightly touched. With his nose pressed against my slightly upturned one, he asked softly.
“Is it because you think I’ll hurt you, Lee Seodan?”
“Ugh, hmm…”
“Are you scared right now?”
I shook my head, then nodded. My eyelids felt hot. He chuckled at my messy response. His tongue, which had just teased me along with his fingers, now licked my palate soothingly.
“Why do you look so lascivious?”
“Uh, hmm, hng…”
“I must be crazy to let you go out of the house.”
He murmured as he looked down at my face. His lips, moistened by saliva, slid down my neck like a slippery slope. It was hot. With a face still tinged with laughter, he bit my shoulder. It wasn’t just a pretense. For a moment, I felt a red-hot pain that seemed like my flesh would tear apart.
“Hmm, aah…”
When he let go, there were red marks left. I closed my eyes and took a trembling breath. I felt dizzy.
Han Team Leader extended his tongue to lick the wound. His hot, wet lips trailed down to the back of my neck, mingling with my hair. He sucked and chewed persistently. It was a spot that would be visible above the collar of my shirt.
“Uh, hmm- Ah… Ah!”
Meanwhile, his long finger teasingly entered between my buttocks. Even though it just made contact and teased, I found it hard to breathe. The wet tip of my genitals hit the cold wall. Unconsciously, I raised my hips backward. His fingertip, protruding toward the sensitive entrance, pressed lightly as if urging.
“Ah, hng…”
“What’s the rush?”
Even in his voice as he spoke like this, there was a rough edge. The finger that had withdrawn aimed and lightly pressed against the wrinkles. It was sucked in as if being sucked into it. I pressed my forehead against the wall, suppressing the sobbing that was about to burst out.
“This… damn it.”
“Huh, aah, hng-.”
The shape of the finger in my mouth was clear. Each swelling part clung like it was stuck to my inner walls, still swollen from yesterday’s sex. Even without him saying it, I knew that I was trembling inside.
Han Team Leader exhaled shortly, then grasped my hips. He lifted my buttocks up, and with the other fingers folded, he pushed his middle finger all the way in at once.
“Hng!”
“Relax your hold, it’s going to hurt.”
“Team Leader, hng, aah, I…”
Not knowing what I wanted to say, I turned my hand back and grabbed his arm. Han Team Leader cursed and pushed my wrist away while chewing on his words. The long finger that had slipped out re-entered deeply. I wrapped my hand around my stomach as if being hit and bent my body forward. He mixed in rough breaths and laughed.
“It doesn’t go in there. That’s…”
“Hng, hng!”
“Later, with my cock, I’ll fuck you.”
“Hng, aah, hng, hmm! Huh!”
His finger probing inside became faster and faster. Every time it brushed against the hard joints, my vision flickered. The strength in my legs had long been released. If he hadn’t been holding me up, I would have collapsed long ago.
Pressing precisely on the sensitive spot, he grabbed my throbbing member against the wall with one hand, causing my vision to blur just from that.
“Hng, uh, there, huuu, please stop….”
As if climaxing wasn’t enough, he tightened his grip from behind and ravaged my inner walls. My flesh clung to his fingers as if pleading for mercy, and I couldn’t help but cry out from the sensation of his touch.
“Team Leader, hng, huuu.”
I hesitantly reached behind and grabbed his wrist, surprisingly, he stopped obediently. With his fingers buried deep inside me, I gasped for breath mixed with tears.
“Stop this… it’s too much…”
“…What should I do instead?”
He asked without withdrawing his hand. His palm pressed firmly against my buttocks. Looking up at his face, I knew there was no use expecting any comforting response from him.
“Take it out, and just… please…”
“Just?”
I glanced down at his member, which was visible even through his pants. Tremors ran through me from head to toe. Through choked sobs, I pleaded.
“Please, put it in…”
He complied with my request without further ado, something he wouldn’t usually do. Today, however, he silently withdrew his fingers from within me. With a squelching sound, the solid mass slowly retreated.
“Ah, ugh….”
Han Team Leader stood me against the wall and opened a drawer under the bed. Scooping out some cold cream from the container, he smeared it haphazardly between my buttocks. In addition to the cream that seeped inside, my thighs and buttocks were quickly coated in the slippery substance.
Struggling to catch my breath, I held onto the wall. As I turned my head to look, Han Team Leader was spreading white cream onto his member, which he had pulled out from his pants. My ears burned at the casual movements as he prepared for insertion. My eyelids reddened. The melted cream made the swollen shaft glisten. He grabbed my waist, pulling me closer. The blunt tip of his throbbing member teased between my buttocks. Today, it felt impossible for that size to enter inside me, so I turned my head and swallowed back tears.
Without warning, after a few thick glans strokes between my wet cheeks, he thrust inside. Grasping my hips to prevent me from escaping, he shoved his entire length inside in one go. It was like being punched in the gut. My vision flashed black from the intensity.
“Huu, uh! It’s too…!”
“Didn’t you ask me to be rough?”
He chewed on my earlobe, his voice rough as sandpaper.
“Hold onto the wall properly and endure it. Who’s rushing you?”
“Huh, aah! Huh! Uh-huh!”
“After climbing a few times, you think you’re in control now, don’t you? Who taught you to demand?”
After saying that, he held my chin and kissed me deeply. While I wanted to turn around and embrace him, he firmly pressed my hand against the wall with his sticky palm. My sweaty back stuck to his chest. Each time he thrust his flesh pillar inside, my body slammed against the wall. I didn’t even feel the pain.
As my legs lost strength and my body sagged, he grabbed my waist and lifted me up. Holding me up, he thrust his hips upward from below. The red and black images flashed before my eyes. My insides felt like they were being pierced and split apart by a red-hot pillar. Frantically clinging to him, I offered myself up to him until he penetrated me deeply.
Pain turned into pleasure, and pleasure warped into pain. I cried out as the heat rose. He licked away my tears with his hot tongue. He caressed my shoulders and waist with his large hands until they trembled and relaxed. Holding onto my trembling thighs, he spread them wide without saying another word, relentlessly thrusting his solid member into me without pause. It was as desperate and compulsive as my own struggles.
“Tighter.”
He growled. Formalities had disappeared long ago. My member had left traces of white cum on the wallpaper. He grabbed it tightly with his fingers, pulling up my waist. With all his weight, he pushed, as if piercing through my abdomen.
“Huh, huaak, ugh.”
“You’re too loose inside. I need to tighten properly. When are you going to finish like this, huh?”
“Huh, aah, hng! Huaaack!”
I wasn’t even close to climaxing. The dangerous thrill of falling from a height continued. It intensified gradually. A ringing echoed in my ears. My vision blurred white several times. Sobbing, I squeezed my thighs together. My body wouldn’t obey me. He forcibly spread my trembling legs apart.
“Spread your legs and tighten your hole. Can’t you listen? Your back is wobbling.”
“Uh, ugh-.”
“Fuck, what should I…?”
“Huuu!”
His rough voice bit into my ear. Then he slapped my buttocks, where his member was lodged, forcefully downwards.
I cried out as if exhaling breath. My body tensed sharply from the sudden impact. A fierce heat surged through my nerves.
I almost turned around. But he bit my neck and firmly held my waist, preventing me from moving.
“After loosening up a bit, you go off and mess with people.”
“Huh, aah, huuuh!”
“If you were in your right mind, you wouldn’t be so incapable with me.”
His voice was restless, as if he was gritting his teeth. His hand struck the opposite buttock sharply. Clenching my palm against the wall, I leaned forward as if being pushed off a cliff. My swollen member spurted white fluid as it stood stiffly.
I collapsed to the floor, kneeling. He stopped trying to lift me up and instead pushed my hips up, keeping me bent over. He thrust his thick flesh pillar back in. Wordlessly, he slapped my buttocks and thighs a few more times with his palm. Pain and pleasure surged and mingled like waves.
I closed my eyes and pressed my cheek against the floor. I cried softly. Tears stained the floor. His member penetrated deeply, as if piercing through tightened folds. And then warm semen burst deep inside me, filling me up.
“…Huu, uuuh, huuu….”
After several climaxes, his member was quickly pulled out without mercy. I trembled as if collapsing, shivering softly. I heard him putting on clothes behind me. I reluctantly raised my head with half-lidded eyes. He wiped his wet member with tissue and zipped up his pants hastily. He approached me. My body flinched. I suppressed the urge to make a sound. His body sat on the bed. I briefly made eye contact with him as he extended my legs, still bent.
Then he averted his gaze from me. He turned away from me. I heard the door closing, and the sound of footsteps descending the stairs gradually faded.
Left alone, I absentmindedly wiped my tear-stained face with the blanket. Sticky semen clung to my beaten buttocks.
***
I lay in place for a while. There was no sign of anyone downstairs.
As I lay staring at the ceiling, I reached down and gently touched my throbbing buttocks. Both were swollen red with his fingerprints. When I touched them, it was sore, and when I didn’t, they tingled slightly. I recalled the end of our intercourse with my eyes closed. The sound of his hand striking me and the collision of flesh echoed in my ears.
Even though I was lying down, my stomach felt as if it were boiling. Eventually, I clenched my teeth and forced myself up, groaning as I struggled. With my thighs tightly pressed together, I somehow made my way across the room, but as I crossed the threshold of the bathroom, my stomach suddenly churned. Hot, sticky fluid flowed out between my buttocks as if bursting forth. Even though no one was watching, my face flushed dramatically. I hurriedly locked the bathroom door. Retreating into the shower stall behind the glass, I turned the lever. Cold water poured over my entire body.
Coughing, I coughed as if I had swallowed water. Trembling legs, I waited in one corner until the water cooled, then cautiously inserted the nozzle between my legs.
“Eugh!”
The hot water touched my reddened and swollen buttocks, causing them to sting as if they were on fire. I gave up trying to wipe with my fingers and leaned against the glass with a pounding forehead. I adjusted the nozzle to a lukewarm temperature and hung it back up, leaning against the wall. The water pounded heavily on my head and flowed down.
It was a longer shower than necessary. Standing there, letting the hot water beat down until my fingertips felt like they would burst, I reluctantly lowered the lever of the shower. Only drops of water fell from the nozzle with a thud. There was no sign of anyone outside.
I wrapped my limp body in a fresh towel. Steam had formed on the mirror. Before leaving the bathroom, I grabbed the handle and fiddled with it. I also pressed my ear against the door and waited.
Opening the door with a creak, the room was chilly and dark. The rumpled bed was empty, untouched.
I picked up the crumpled clothes on the bedroom floor and put them on. Crawling back onto his bed with the attire I wore to work in the morning, I pulled the blanket over myself.
I lay like that for who knows how long. Until I heard footsteps coming up the stairs faintly, I lay motionless in bed, without moving a muscle. The slow footsteps stopped, and silence followed. It was exactly three seconds. Then there was a knock on the door.
“Lee Seodan.”
I held my breath. A quiet voice came through the door.
“If you’re awake, come down, let’s talk.”
“……”
“If you don’t want to, just say so. I’m not forcing you.”
