It was as if his whole body had fallen to ashes, like a withered flower, no longer having any colors.
Xie Mu only felt that something seemed to be stuck in his throat, making him unable to make even half a sound.
He had a lot of things he wanted to ask, he wanted to say to the man in front of him, but in the end, a thousand words were reduced to two sentences.
“From the very start you used me as his stand-in.”
“Right?”
He seemed to be about to cry, and his eyes were red as if he had already cried. His beautiful eyes which were usually full of admiration and innocence were full of water, yet he was stubborn and refused to show any vulnerability.
Wen Mingquan’s heart beat a little faster.
It was as if he regretted it, regretted what he had done.
But he has no way back.
In the end, he gave the same answer as before.
“Yes.”
He said yes…
Xie Mu was stunned and took a step back.
The look on his face was as if he was dead.
But now, he wished he was really dead.
Even the pain of death is better than listening to your beloved admit that he saw you as a toy, as an object to keep to imitate others.
The pain of digging your heart out is just that…
The tears that kept swirling in those eyes eventually fell.
It was a beautiful scene of a boy crying, and tears slipped down his fair cheeks and fell to the ground like raindrops.
He kept staring at the man, even though his eyes were red, and his hands were shaking.
Xie Mu’s self seemed to have aged a lot in an instant, and his voice was no longer as clear as before.
He said to himself, “Did you save me because of this face?”
“You help me, take me with you, teach me how to deal with all kinds of things, also because I look like him?”
“Even with me, in your head, it’s him who you think of.”
The guilt in Wen Mingquan’s eyes grew, “Xiaomu, I know it’s me who has wronged you.
“You’re not sorry for me…”
The young man replied in a shocked voice, his eyes were empty, and he slowly stretched out his hand.
Xie Mu looked at his hands, slender and white.
The man in front of him once held his hand and said, such a hand, should play the piano.
He didn’t like to play the piano, and he could never remember the tunes and how to move the keys on the piano with these praised and beautiful hands.
He also doesn’t like to wear white, he likes red, and the more colorful the more he likes it.
But he still wore white clothes and learned the piano.
For him.
Those hands, trembling, fell on his faces.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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The man said in vain, I’m sorry.
But this ‘I’m sorry’ what’s the use.
For the first time, Xie Mu calmly pushed him away.
In his eyes, there was none of the previous admiration, only numbness.
“I regret it.”
Obviously, when Xie Mu cried before, he only felt guilty in his heart, but now, seeing his calm appearance, Wen Mingquan’s heart hurt like it was on pins and needles.
“I’m so sorry…”
The young man’s voice repeated softly, and the hoarse voice, like a stone, smashed on the most tender piece of meat in the man’s heart.
“How could I… I like someone like you.” There was no disgust in his eyes, no hatred, just complete confusion.
“You… Pushed me out and gave me to be someone else’s man…”
Xie Mu suddenly laughed.
Laughing and laughing, tears fell.
He muttered, “Regret, so sorry…”
Slowly turned around and left the place he had been to countless times.
Only Wen Mingquan remained, still looking at the young man’s back in amazement.
His heart, twitching, hurting endlessly.
【Ding! Wen Mingquan good feeling: 80]
****
Rongjing has long prepared for everything.
A nice set of clothes, a conspicuous and comfortable car, followed the teenager all the way before. Rongjing counted the time from the watch on his wrist and waited for Xie Mu to come back downstairs.
When the young man came down, his pale face made him feel a slump in his heart, and he didn’t care about creating a good image, so he stepped forward straight and grabbed his hand.
Xie Mu threw himself directly into his arms.
He didn’t cry, but his whole body was trembling, and a suppressed whimper came out of his throat, like a wounded little beast, helpless and could only seek the help of his hunter.
The hunter Rongjing carefully hugged the person tightly.
“Xiaomu, I’ll take you back.”
Xie Mu pressed his face against his clothes, refusing to make the slightest sound.
Holding him, Rongjing only felt that he was holding the whole world.
He could feel the teenager’s dependence on him.
As he wished, Xie Mu would no longer think about what Wen Mingquan or what Baiyu Xiu was, but completely and completely his, only looking at him alone.
Rongjing brought the person home, and along the way, the teenager in the car closed his eyes tightly, as if he was unwilling to face all of this.
The man was like a caring lover, he carried the person out of the car, went all the way upstairs, carefully took off the boy’s clothes, and put him in the bathtub to bathe.
Xie Mu didn’t react at all, he just closed his eyes and shed tears silently.
Rong Jing was a little angry at first but also, he was happy that Wen Mingquan had become like this, and he was even more uncontrollably happy that XiaoMu finally saw the true face of that hypocrite.
He washed the person clean and carried him to bed again.
Xie Mu was always like a piece of wood, and he didn’t react in the slightest.
Rong Jing did not do anything to him but took the person in his arms and warmed the boy with his own body temperature.
“Sad?”
He asked, “He’s actually been using you as a stand-in.”
Xie Mu didn’t react, but his hands clutched the corners of the man’s clothes.
“Xiaomu, I thought you should have understood when Baiyu Xiu appeared.”
The young man’s hoarse voice finally sounded, “He likes Baiyu Xiu, why should he be with me.”
“Hush.”
Rong Jing seemed to hear a very funny joke, “He said like is like?
“He just, he just wants a boyfriend like Baiyuxiu, Baiyuxiu doesn’t agree with him, he left so chose you, and when Baiyuxiu came back, you who are not as good as him will of course be abandoned.”
The young man’s hand holding the corner of the man’s clothes suddenly tightened, he was red-eyed, raised his head slightly, and looked at the man in front of him.
A half-ringing, bitter voice asked, “Did he never like me?”
Rong Jing looked at Xie Mu and nodded without hesitation.
The look on the boy’s face was dazed.
The man stretched out his hand to clasp the back of his head, let him slowly lean on his chest, and said softly, “This is Wen Mingquan’s nature, Xiaomu, you liked the wrong person.”
“Even if Baiyu Xiu does not come back, you have always been together, and when you are old, your face is no longer good-looking, your hands are no longer slender, and your voice is not good, Wen Mingquan will still choose someone else.”
“That’s him.”
Xie Mu’s whole body was on Rongjing, absorbing the warmth of his body, obviously there was an endless stream of warmth to himself, but he still felt that his whole body was cold.
He asked softly, “Would you do the same?”
Rong Jing was stunned for a second, then smiled, sat up, bowed his head slightly, and kissed the person in his arms.
When his red and swollen rabbit eyes met him, he looked at him tenderly and said firmly: “I am not like him.”
“Xiaomu, I’m different from Wen Mingquan, if you want, I will only guard you alone in this life.”
“We can grow old together, watch the sunrise on the cruise ship, and when we get old, we can adopt a few little kids, whether it is a male or female kid, as long as you like, I can get it.”
Rongjing’s love words have always been smooth and full of feelings, and today, it seems to be smoother.
He looked at the stunned eyes of the young man in front of him, and almost deceived himself.
“I know that our beginning is not very good, but I am willing to make up for it, Xiaomu, Wen Mingquan and I are two kinds of people, this will be slowly proved by time.”
Rong Jing kissed again, this time, the boy was unusually docile.
Only when a person has just been hurt will he be tempted to quickly start a new relationship.
And, put their heart and soul into it.
He completed his plan, and it went very well.
The two moved on the bed, and when it was finally over, the teenager’s eyes were still red and swollen, and he obediently snuggled into Rongjing’s arms.
He said softly, “Don’t lie to me…”
“No, Xiaomu, I will prove that I am different from Wen Mingquan.”
The man’s whole body was satisfied, and it was at the most comfortable time that he put his hand on the boy’s smooth and white round shoulders and touched it with satisfaction.
The huge warm satisfaction in his heart made Rong Jing almost think that he really liked Xie Mu, but reason told him that it was just an instinct after venting as a man.
He got his little pet.
A little pet who will never think about anyone else again.
He will obediently stay in the cage, waiting for the return of his master, instead of trying to spread his wings and leave.
The man smiled, and squeezed into his arms again, his voice was hoarse from crying before, “I’m cold.”
Rong Jing hugged him tightly.
Xie Mu leaned into his arms and asked again, “Would you choose someone better in the future?”
Rongjing affirmatively gave a negative answer.
The boy seemed to relax and slept softly in his arms.
Rong Jing couldn’t sleep, he was proud of the success of his scheme, and he was happy to harvest such a treasure.
He thought he had to show off this pet to his bunch of fox friends.
But the thought of such a treasure to be displayed in front of others, the man’s heart began to be reluctant again.
Let’s just hide it.
Hidden and not seen by anyone.
***
Baiyuxiu couldn’t find Xie Mu.
The news on the Internet was clarified in a blink of an eye, and he, a Bai family young master who looked similar to the popular male star Xie Mu, was also exposed in front of people.
Everyone thought that he and Wen Mingquan were a couple, but only the two of them knew how complicated their relationship was now.
Baiyuxiu was frantically looking for the boy, and since that day, the boy has disappeared till the present, and he can’t find him.
He wondered if he was locked up by Rongjing.
He wasn’t scared.
When the news of Xie Mu’s reappearance came, Baiyuxiu was almost ecstatic.
It was a banquet, an event familiar to people in the entertainment industry.
Baiyu Xiu found a friend and rushed in.
The first thing he saw was not Xie Mu, but Wen Mingquan.
The man who always wore a gentle mask was undisguisedly gloomy at the moment, staring in one direction.
Bai Yuxiu suddenly felt a little uneasy in his heart, and he also looked over.
But he saw a corner of the sofa, the boy was sitting on it, smiling lightly and opening his mouth, letting the man feed him grapes.
Those eyes were full of love and sweetness.
Playing the players like an expert.
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