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Xie Mu finally woke up.

 

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    But when he woke up, he was no longer the second master of the Xie family who looked at Xie Shi with cold eyes.

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    Cheng Chuan was escorted to Xie’s house.

 

    There he met his Sir.

 

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    He was currently wearing a lot of clothes and a fiery red fox-fur scarf wrapped around his neck as he sat in the wheelchair, drawing with his head down.

 

    Cheng Chuan was forcefully escorted by the people behind him and knelt down in front of Sir, but even if they didn’t escort him, he would still kneel himself.

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    “Sir.”

 

    Xie Mu raised his eyes to look at him curiously, and was taken aback by the scars all over his body. With a bit of timidity in his eyes, he rocked the wheelchair and stepped back.

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    The excitement in Cheng Chuan’s eyes froze after seeing the man’s reaction.

 

    He was keenly aware that Xie Mu’s eyes were full of unfamiliarity towards him.

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    “Did he do something wrong?”

 

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    Xie Mu didn’t look at Cheng Chuan again, but instead asked the person who escorted Cheng Chuan, timid yet curious.

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    “Yes, Cheng Chuan made a big mistake.”

 

    The man answered respectfully. When he received the answer, the man nodded, but didn’t pay much attention to it.

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    Cheng Chuan’s whole body was about to freeze over.

 

    “Big brother…”

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    Xie Nanen is back?

 

    Wasn’t he stuck in England? How could Xie Shi let him come back.

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A young man’s magnetic voice came from behind Cheng Chuan, “Of course not.” y6sqU9

 

    Then, he watched Xie Mu’s eyes light up as he looked behind him excitedly, shouting crisply, “Big Brother!”

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    But the person who came was clearly Xie Shi. lkdy13

 

    Cheng Chuan watched Xie Shi walk up to the man who leaned down gently and kissed him, but the Sir who hated Xie Shi and usually even refused to let him approach just sat there obediently, even docilely letting Xie shi…let him go.

 

    “Brother, I have been a good boy today, look, this is a painting I drew, isn’t it good?” 8Fx6m3

 

    Xie Mu handed the painting in his hand to the young man as if offering a treasure, looking at him with eyes full of admiration and shyness .

 

    “A good-looking painting, Xiaomu’s painting is really good.” vemwai

 

    Xie Shi leaned down and gently hugged the man.

 

    “Xiaomu, I’ll take you to rest, okay?” K6dqc0

 

    Xie Mu nodded meekly, stretching out his hands to hug his neck in reliance, leaning quietly in the youth’s arms, “Okay.”

 

    From start to finish, Xie Mu didn’t even give Cheng Chuan more than a look. 9Ped42

 

    As Cheng Chuan watched all this, his heart, which he thought was dead, felt like it was being beaten by a whip dipped in salt water, and the pain almost made him think that his chest had been torn open.

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    “Sir…Sir, I’m Cheng Chuan…” FMjWl

 

    He rushed up desperately, but was held down by the people behind him and pressed to the ground, watching Xie Shi leave with his Sir in his arms.

 

    His sir, forgot him. EM4vs7

 

    How was this possible, how was this possible…

 

    Cheng Chuan stared at the backs of the two of them, his eyes almost dripping blood along with tears. GR5zNr

 

   His organs were exhausted… he’s just an empty shell…

 

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    “That person was so strange just now, acting as if he knew me.” Xie Mu was placed on the bed obediently, watching Xie Shi cover himself with the quilt, and he couldn’t help reaching out and grabbing it before tugging a corner of Xie Shi’s clothes.

 

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    Xie Shi sat beside the bed, leaning over to kiss him, his hot breath spraying between the two, and soon Xie Mu blushed.

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    “Big brother…” The man murmured for a while before opening his mouth, “Can you accompany me…” kLvzMZ

 

    Xie Shi’s eyes showed a smile, “Why, are you reluctant to part with me?”

 

    “No……” 0swhoS

 

    Xie Mu shook his head timidly, and said softly, “My leg hurts so much, I want my big brother to help keep me warm…”

 

    The smile in Xie Shi’s eyes disappeared immediately. rNpSkX

 

    He lifted the quilt, laying beside the man, and reached out to touch Xie Mu’s knee, which was really cold.

 

    Xie Mu retreated into his arms, groaning, his voice full of pain, “Brother, it hurts so much…” 9cAB5Q

 

    Xie Shi had never thought before that his uncle could show his vulnerability in front of him.

 

    He had tried countless times to take off his uncle’s icy mask and let him smile and cry to himself, but when the day really came, he just wanted to shoot himself down . k6W9Tw

 

    Uncle’s pain was mostly because of him.

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    Xie Shi held this fragile man in his arms with dependence and pain, and his heart was empty, like a huge abyss, engulfing him whole. 2FsdJB

 

    “Brother, it hurts, it hurts…”

 

    Xie Mu shifted uneasily in his arms, and there was a cry in his voice, “It’s so painful…” 6dAK4V

 

    “It won’t hurt, it won’t hurt…”

 

    Xie Shi’s eyes were red and tender. He patted him on the back, “I’ll find a way to cure you.” FKg4nc

 

    “Okay…”

 

    Xie Mu nodded in grievance and whispered, “I believe in eldest brother.” QOmSqC

 

    Meek, obedient, and dependent on him.

 

    All of this was what Xie Shi had dreamed of. CmOdqD

 

    But when he really got it, there was only bitterness left in his heart.

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    Xie Shi gently warmed the man’s icy knee with the temperature of his palm, only to feel the chill soaked into his body from there. o4HM l

 

    The more the uncle treats him like this, the more he becomes what he wants, the more Xie Shi can’t forget what the doctor said.

 

    Time is short… 6jShvu

 

    Xie Shi was desperate, and squeezed the man’s body tightly into his arms.     

 

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Xie Nanen turned around from staring at the wall with a blank face and gestured silently. A black car drove over from outside the wall, the door opened, and the man stepped out.

 

    The driver immediately handed over a box, Xie Nanen opened the box, took out the gun inside and quickly assembled it. “Where’s the person Xie Shi sent?” 

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The driver replied respectfully, “Half dead, sir.”     

 

Xie Nanen’s handsome and calm face showed a sneer, he put the bullet clip in, and the magnetic voice said coldly:    

“Let’s go and meet that brat.”      j0lqgx

 

After loading the bullets, the man with black leather gloves took out a pocket watch from his arms.     

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Opening it, inside is a teenager in a white shirt smiling at the camera in the sun. Xie Nanen’s eyes softened and he caressed his face.      B4nTj1

 

Xiaomu, I’m back.

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  1. Oh right, isn’t xie nanen also scum? Aha, i can’t wait for him to find “xiao mu” hahahahahaha