Bonus Ko-fi Update
Once Jian Suiying arrived at the hospital, he significantly calmed down.
After Jian Suilin was pushed into the operating room, he and Li Yu stood outside, speechless. His mind was full of thoughts on how to call his father and how to handle any situation that may arise with Jian Suilin.
The worst outcome was that he would never see this brother, who made him gnash his teeth with hatred, again in this life. Even if he hated Xiao Lin-zi, he couldn’t accept the loss of a living person, let alone his own brother.
As long as one life can be saved. Jian Suiying only hoped to at least save that one life.
Li Yu, on the other hand, has not yet fully recovered from the shock.
Jian Suilin seriously wanted to kill him early. If Jian Suiying didn’t rush towards him, Jian Suilin would never turn the steering wheel, and it would’ve been him who was being pushed into the operating room.
Jian Suilin’s obsession with Jian Suiying was so deep and profound. He has thoroughly understood that now, and he also understands that a biological brother is always a biological brother. Even if Jian Suiying avoided Jian Suilin like he was a snake or a scorpion, he would not leave him alone in such a critical moment.
He went to help save someone for Jian Suiying, but a part of him hoped that Jian Suilin would never come out of the operating room. He couldn’t expect a person who defiled his beloved and wanted to kill him to survive. But he was also afraid, he was afraid that if Jian Suilin really disappeared, Jian Suiying might not be able to let his grudge go for a lifetime.
He never expected that the three of them would end up in today’s predicament, and a sense of sadness and powerlessness filled every cell of his body. He couldn’t see his future with Jian Suiying, and he was afraid that he would go further and further away from Jian Suiying. He didn’t know when this seemingly unfamiliar status in their relationship would see the dawn of a turnaround.
Just as he was secretly delighted to finally be able to get a little closer to Jian Suiying, something like this happened again, and he felt despair. Watching Jian Suiying, who was covered in blood stains, anxiously smoking one cigarette after another, his sweaty hair sticking to his forehead, and visibly listless, his heart ached even more.
Jian Suilin’s extreme actions did not surprise him.
He knows better than anyone how much pain it can be to seek a miracle. The despair of watching the person they love go further away from them can make a person go completely crazy.
They’re too helpless to extricate themselves from people like Jian Suiying. If he were to replace himself with Jian Suilin, they would also probably…
While the two were lost in a daze, two nurses came over to treat their wounds.
Jian Suiying was in a state of contemplation, not listening to anyone or moving. The nurse had no way to push him up and move.
Li Yu’s palm was severely burned and was taken to be disinfected first. There were too many things in his heart that he didn’t feel any pain at all earlier. When he reacted vigorously from the disinfection, he only realized then that his palms had swollen two sizes larger and he almost couldn’t command them to move.
By the time his wounds were treated and he returned to the operating room, Jian Suilin’s parents had already arrived.
Zhao Yan was trembling all over with tears, unable to make a sound anymore. Jian Dongyuan sat on the bench, constantly wiping tears, looking ten years older.
Jian Suiying stood silently against the wall, head lowered, and he was unable to see his expression clearly, but the hand holding the cigarette still trembled slightly.
Li Yu struggled for a moment, but he still walked over.
When Zhao Yan saw him, she came over crying and grabbed him, saying, “Li Yu, Li Yu, tell your aunt. Tell her the truth, what happened? What’s going on?!”
Zhao Yan had always been kind to him. At this moment, Li Yu cannot use his usual indifference to deal with a heartbroken mother. He can only pat her arm to comfort her and say, “Auntie, come here.”
Jian Suiying looked up at him, and Li Yu gave him a complex look.
He was also at a loss and didn’t know how to explain the matter to Zhao Yan. She didn’t know the intricate grudges and grievances among the three of them. How could he tell her that her son was supposed to kill him, but in order to avoid hitting his beloved Jian Suiying, he hit a tree instead?
The two of them walked around the corner, and Zhao Yan tightly grabbed his sleeve, as if clinging to straws to save her life. She cried, “Li Yu, tell the truth, just tell me the truth. He’s fine now, and he’s just been discharged, how could he have a car accident and crash into a tree right after?”
Li Yu whispered, “Auntie, please don’t think too much. Both Jian-ge and I were present, but this matter has nothing to do with Jian-ge.”
Zhao Yan looked at him in a daze with a tearful face. After a while, she asked, “Why did Suilin…”
Li Yu lowered his eyes and said, “Auntie, I can tell you, but you cannot tell anyone else, otherwise it won’t be good to Suilin.”
“Just tell me.”
“Suilin… he was trying to hit Jian-ge with the car.” This was already the best reason Li Yu could think of, and such an explanation can calm things down.
Zhao Yan widened her eyes in fear.
“But perhaps he soon regretted it, so at the last moment, he turned the steering wheel, but the brakes were too late…”
Zhao Yan’s legs softened, and she almost knelt to the ground. Fortunately, Li Yu helped her in time. She said sadly, “My son…” and then she couldn’t continue anymore. She regrets now that she has planted the seeds of hatred in Jian Suilin’s heart since his childhood. She never expected that Jian Suilin could do such a harmful thing to others and himself. Her own son took the step of turning brothers into enemies, and she couldn’t help but bear the blame. She no longer knew whether to hate Jian Suiying or herself.
The surgery took six hours to finish.
Jian Suilin was currently in a coma, but fortunately his brain has not been severely damaged, despite several broken ribs, leg fractures, and varying degrees of skin and flesh injuries. The most serious was interal bleeding, but timely medical attention and good surgical results ensured that he not only survived but also did not cause irreparable harm.
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Li Yu put the food aside and sat quietly beside him, gently placing Jian Suiying’s head on his shoulder.
The two of them were covered in bloodstains and were still in a state of confusion. He knew they had gone through a very terrible experience, but Li Yu cherished every moment of being so close to Jian Suiying. He looked blankly at the yellowed walls of the hospital, the heavy weight on his shoulders, and the sounds of even breathing in his ears, which made his heart strangely calm.
Jian Suiying didn’t sleep for too long. He had too much to worry about, and after a while, he woke up. When he woke up and saw Li Yu beside him, he was stunned for a moment, as if he had only discovered that he was even present.
These thirty or so hours have been far too difficult for him, as he has already overlooked many things, including Li Yu, who has been around him the whole time. When he saw the car rushing towards Li Yu, he suddenly recalled his anxious and hopeless mood earlier, and his heart was filled with bitterness. If Li Yu were lying in the intensive care unit instead, what would he feel?
He couldn’t help but ask, “How are your hands doing?”
Li Yu was stunned for a moment and replied hoarsely, “It’s okay.”
Jian Suiying glanced at his heavily bandaged hands and closed his eyes, saying, “What did you tell Zhao Yan?”
“I said that he had intended to hit you, but he backed out at the last moment.” Li Yu thought for a moment and added, “She believed it.”
Jian Suiying nodded and whispered, “Anyway, thank you.”
Li Yu said bitterly, “I just don’t want you to be sad.”
Jian Suiying avoided his gaze, stood up from the chair, turned his back, and said, “You go back and rest.”
Li Yu also stood up. “I’ll be here with you, see if I can help…”
“You can’t help much, so go back. If he wakes up, he wouldn’t want to see you. I don’t think you want to see him either.”
Li Yu’s lips trembled slightly, and Jian Suiying’s figure was filled with a stiff refusal, making him feel like his breath had stopped.
He couldn’t help but hug Jian Suiying from behind.
Jian Suiying’s body stiffened, but this time he didn’t push Li Yu away. He couldn’t spare the energy to argue with Li Yu right now.
“Jian-ge, don’t drive me away. I can’t leave, especially now. I need to ask clearly.”
“What are you asking?”
Li Yu tightened his hold and buried his face in his neck, greedily breathing in, “I want to ask you, why did you save me? Do you still love me?”
Jian Suiying took a deep breath, “Li Yu…”
“Don’t talk about anything else, I just want to know about it. Jian-ge, you’re not someone who would dare to be wrong. Admit it, you still love me, why can’t you admit it?” Li Yu’s tone was filled with longing. “I beg you, admit it, as long as you admit it, you can let me die now.” His voice trembled to the point where he was both expecting and terrified of Jian Suiying’s response.
Jian Suiying endured the heartache and spoke with difficulty. “Li Yu, I don’t have the energy to argue with you right now. So what if I love you? I don’t depend on romance to eat and live. Even without it, I won’t be short of arms and legs. I’m a businessman. One loss will be enough for me, and I won’t do it again. It’s like a thing I like again, I can’t f*cking afford it, I just won’t want it. Li Yu, after so many things that had happened, we didn’t talk calmly, not even once. Today, in a place like this where we can’t make noise, I happened to get the chance to have a heart to heart talk with you.”
Li Yu suddenly became terrified, and he tightly hugged Jian Suiying’s waist, just like countless times before. He would hug his waist and place his chin on his shoulder, lazily watching him shave while chatting with him. At this moment, he was willing to trade everything for every sweet moment like that again.
Jian Suiying’s empty gaze looked at the seemingly endless hospital corridor, his heart like dead ashes–utterly dissipated. “It’s no longer possible for us, not now, and not in the future. I am not a generous person, and whenever I think about what you’ve done to me, I feel that if I forgive you, I will just feel sorry for myself. I am the most selfish person, and I cannot handle feeling sorry for myself. Besides, we no longer have any trust, and I don’t want to waste my energy on you anymore. I will trouble myself guessing what you’re thinking, like, will you harm me again? When two people are together, it’s to be happy. If I like you again, I can’t help but worry about you. Why is it so hard for me to be with you?”
Li Yu choked, “But I won’t harm you again, I will definitely…”
“Don’t talk about these useless promises. There is no cure for regret in this world, and I have no obligation to make you repent. Li Yu, I have given you Li Yu the greatest tolerance and concession in my life, and yet you still let me down. If you still have feelings for me, don’t bother me anymore. I’m living a good and comfortable life now. If you don’t show up again, my mood will get better.” When Jian Suiying said these words, he felt like he was bleeding all over, but every word he said was true.
Even after experiencing so many terrible things, yesterday’s thrilling scene still made him unable to deceive himself anymore. It was just so cheap of him. He hated Li Yu and gritted his teeth all the time, but his love never stopped. He never felt that he was a person who valued love and righteousness, and he didn’t know what kind of magic he had on Li Yu, who held onto him even to this extent. This made him both disgusted and afraid. So, he needed to stay away from Li Yu, preferably never see him again, in order to avoid him becoming a laughingstock again.
Love wasn’t a necessity for him, he cannot put his dignity and life back into it. He has to admit that he can’t afford to lose it.
Li Yu cried again.
Jian Suiying’s shoulders were soaked wet from his crying, and he could taste the despair in those tears.
Li Yu felt Jian Suiying’s determination to break up with him completely, and he couldn’t hold onto luck anymore. He hoped that Jian Suiying could soften, turn around to see him again, and return to his side. But he couldn’t even comfort himself with fantasies anymore.
Jian Suiying spoke too clearly, leaving no room for imagination, not allowing him to deceive himself. They have come to an end completely, and Jian Suiying’s expression cannot be further understood, and his attitude cannot be more resolute.
Li Yu couldn’t help but cry. He was already overwhelmed by sadness and pain. Even though he was still holding this person tightly, his heart was already far beyond his reach.
He has completely lost Jian Suiying.
He and Jian Suilin fought both openly and secretly, ultimately turning into enemies. After working so hard, they ended up in a mess, but no one got Jian Suiying in the end. It was really a great irony, and it was also the greatest punishment heaven had bestowed to them.
Li Yu is only 21 years old, and he really doesn’t know how to dispel such a huge sadness. He could only helplessly hold on to Jian Suiying like a child, no longer pretending, no longer calculating, only crying out in pain. He was crying for his emotions, for his mistakes, for his regrets, for all his gains and losses.
Jian Suiying felt the corners of his own eyes gradually grow wet, so he vigorously widened them and stared at the ceiling without blinking. The sobs that penetrated his ears and the wetness on his shoulders seemed to have penetrated his own heart.
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Li Yu left and has not been contacted again, nor has he reappeared in the hospital.
Jian Suilin woke up after four days of being unconscious, and the first thing he said was that he wanted to see Jian Suiying.
Jian Suiying wasn’t surprised. He put down his work and drove to the hospital.
Jian Suilin’s second admission to the hospital also dealt a large blow to Jian Dongyuan. In his desperation, Jian Suiying had to take over his former company, which had already been sold to Jian Suilin. When something unexpected like this happened, he had no time to complain. All he knew was that as the eldest grandson of the Jian family and as a man, he couldn’t just stand idly by at this time. The more difficult times were, the more he needed someone who could shoulder everything.
He kept the whole matter from his grandfather and the group of relatives, with only two of his uncles knowing the situation.
The burden of the company and the family suddenly fell on Jian Suiying’s shoulders. Taking into account operating three companies at the same time, Jian Suiying faced significant pressure both in terms of energy and funding. He was so busy that he even lost a lot of weight.
Jian Suilin smoothly waking up undoubtedly relieved him.
Jian Suiying walked through the long hallway of the hospital at dusk, and the surroundings were very quiet—so quiet that people could feel oppressed by it. He pushed open the door of the ward and saw Zhao Yan sitting in front of the bed, looking up at Jian Suilin with a look of care and heartache on her face.
The two people in the room heard the sound of the door opening and looked towards the door.
Jian Suiying stood at the door, expressionless.
Jian Suilin opened his mouth and whispered, “Mom…”
Zhao Yan glanced at Jian Suiying, stood up, walked out of the ward from beside him, and closed the door.
The room was so silent that even a needle can be heard falling.
Finally, Jian Suilin spoke first and said in a hoarse voice, “Ge, come sit down.”
Looking at Jian Suilin, who was lying half dead in bed, Jian Suiying couldn’t feel any fear or resentment at the moment. He habitually wanted to take out a cigarette from his pocket and remembered that this was a hospital. After patting his pocket, he walked up to the bed and sat down on the chair where Zhao Yan had just sat.
Jian Suilin’s face was so white that he could hardly find any blood in it, and his lips were covered in an abnormal gray palor. He looked very weak, as if he even had difficulty speaking.
Jian Suiying observed him from a condescending position, with no movement on his face.
Jian Suilin looked into his eyes, still full of attachment, but he knew he had to give up. He spoke hesitantly, “Ge, I know I was wrong, forgive me.”
Jian Suiying said calmly, “What kind of forgiveness should you get? Do I forgive you for scamming me from my company, or do I forgive you for forcing yourself on me, or do I forgive you for attempted murder?”
What did you do that warranted any sort of forgiveness?
Jian Suilin’s eyes were wet, and he said, “Ge, I used to think that as long as I could get you, I wouldn’t regret anything I did. But in fact, I have already regretted them. I would rather that you treat me like a younger brother all your life, so at least you would still talk to me, smile at me, and be willing to still use me instead of hating me so much.” Jian Suiying’s indifference and hatred towards him plunged him into crazy situations, and he couldn’t tell whether he loved Jian Suiying more or hated him more, but when he rushed into his own periphery, he knew he would rather die than let his brother get hurt.
He really wanted to protect this person for a lifetime, but the harm he had caused him was the deepest and heaviest.
He already regretted it.
Jian Suiying said, voice deep, “How are you recovering? I don’t want to manage the company for you. I’m a very busy person, so you should recover quickly and not burden me anymore.”
Jian Suilin struggled to reach out and grab Jian Suiying’s hand, but Jian Suiying effortlessly avoided it.
Jian Suilin choked, “Ge, please sit with me for a while. You’re too far away from me, I can’t reach you anymore. Even if… even if you’re with Li Yu, I’m still your younger brother, don’t do this to me. Ge, forgive me, please, forgive me…”
Jian Suiying finally couldn’t help but take out a cigarette and light it. He wasn’t that fond of smoking before, and he didn’t have an addiction to it either. He usually only smoked a couple of them. But now, he almost never stops smoking, his pressure is too great. In order to stay awake, he cannot drink too much. So apart from smoking, he doesn’t know what other way to relieve it.
Jian Suilin finally took hold of Jian Suiying’s hand and tightly clenched it with all his strength, until his palms sweated and he didn’t let go.
Jian Suiying sat motionless on the chair, left to be held by Jian Suilin. If it weren’t for the hand that had already gained the strength of an adult man, he would have thought he was being held by a child, like a toy that must be held to fall asleep.
After he finished smoking, he also pulled his hand back. He gave Jian Suilin a cigarette, and he was amazed at his kindness.
He threw the cigarette into the trash can and stood up, saying, “Remember what I said, get up quickly; don’t burden me.”
Jian Suilin held back his tears; his palms were empty, and his heart was even more desolate than before .
When Jian Suiying walked to the door, he suddenly paused and held the door handle. “I’ve broken up with Li Yu already, so don’t mention his name in front of me in the future,” he said without looking back.
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During Jian Suilin’s time in the hospital, Jian Suiying found it difficult to endure. He was responsible for everything at home and at work, and the huge gap in project funding forced him to work almost non-stop to raise funds every day. The comfortable and warm May days had already tanned him.
Jian Suilin was idle in the hospital, often texting him, but he didn’t dare to call him. He never replied to any of them, nor did he go to see him again.
He knew that while Jian Suilin was discharged from the hospital, he would still want to squeeze into his life sooner or later, and he really had no time to pay attention to him now.
Occasionally, in his free time, he would think of Li Yu. Since leaving the hospital, Li Yu has completely disappeared from his life. He had no news of Li Yu, nor had he seen him again, nor would anyone mention Li Yu in front of him. This feeling was strange, as if he had been walking through life thoroughly alone before, as if Li Yu had never come into his life before.
Sometimes Jian Suiying had the vague illusion that he just had a messy dream. That in actuality, there has never been someone like Li Yu before. He was just too busy with work and started hallucinating.
He just occasionally dreamed in the middle of the night, feeling like there was no space around him. It wasn’t the carefree life that Jian Suiying should be leading.
Xiao Zhu actually called him and casually asked him if he wanted to come over for dinner.
He replied very directly at the time, “I don’t have time.” In fact, he truly didn’t have the time and he didn’t mean anything else by it, but perhaps he was too tired, and so his tone sounded quite firm. Xiao Zhu stopped speaking immediately, and then stuttered, “I understand.”
Even across a long distance, Jian Suiying could still recognize his emotions. He immediately explained, “Don’t think too much, I’ve truly been very busy lately.”
Xiao Zhu said softly, “I understand.”
In the end, Jian Suiying was not very sure whether he truly understood or not, and what he actually understood. But since then, Xiao Zhu has not contacted him again, and he was too busy to think about Xiao Zhu.
Jian Suiying grew up in luxury and may have never been so worried about money in his entire life, but what he lacks the most right now is money. Previously, projects had already started, eagerly waiting to continue being injected with funds. Now, the company’s projects are also well planned, they were only waiting for the funds to arrive. The guarantee company that he partnered Li Wenxun with also needed money to operate.
As soon as he opened his eyes, his mind was full of ideas about where to get money and how to get it.
In the company, there were still many of his former subordinates and employees, as well as several of his relatives. Seeing that the project was about to fail and face even more serious losses, Jian Suiying reluctantly injected a portion of funds he originally intended for investment in the guarantee company into this project instead.
Jian Suiying was a person that had a very long-term perspective. Although there may be losses in his business for the time being, if he can overcome this difficult situation, the value of this project will definitely increase significantly. By using it for financing, many problems can be solved. Since the company has returned to his hands, he won’t work for nothing. Jian Suiying can’t just leave unless he earns enough money. Although this solved the urgent need, he couldn’t make up for the gap in the guarantee company for a while. During this period, his abnormal stagnation in his operations finally caught Li Wenxun’s attention.
That day, he was discussing the project with two subordinates in the office, but Li Wenxun came uninvited.
Jian Suiying thought of his recent financial delays and knew that he didn’t come with good things to say. He hastily instructed his subordinates to dismiss them and asked the newly hired and beautiful secretary to pour a cup of tea for Li Wenxun.
Li Wenxun looked at the secretary with a smile and then at him.
Jian Suiying also smiled and waited for the secretary to bring them to the door before he said, “Ah-Wen, I already know what you want to say. Give me two months, I promise to raise all the project funds.”
Although the two have been friends for many years, they were clear about their accounts. Matters involving such a large sum of money cannot be ambiguous. Besides, they signed the contract in black and white, and now he had overdue payment. He was completely liable for this matter.
Li Wenxun took a sip of his tea and said, “Suiying, I’ve known you for so many years, and I believe in your skills and abilities. Since you say two months, I won’t talk nonsense to you. Two months is just two months. I’m not here to urge you for money, I’m here mainly to remind you.”
“Oh? What is the reminder then?”
Li Wenxun’s expression was somewhat half serious, “I remind you to be careful of my brother’s mad behavior.”
Jian Suiying held on to the meaning in these words and held his chin in contemplation for a few seconds. “I’ll take the initiative to go find Yao-ge,” he said. He knew that Li Wenxun’s words were not a threat to him, but just when he told him that he was fine with the condition, his brother won’t be as lenient.
People in the high-ranking circles of the capital know that the two most impressive families are the Li families. One was Li Yu’s family, and the other was Li Wenxun’s family. Each family has two sons, but their personalities are vastly different from each other.
Li Xuan and Li Yu, the two brothers, grew up as top students and became elites. They were smart and respectable, and they could be called role models for children of their social status.
Li Wenyao and Li Wenxun, on the other hand, weren’t very honest individuals. Li Wenxun’s level of dishonesty was completed within an acceptable range, and at least it wasn’t a major issue; it’s just that he was too cunning. But Li Wenyao is a troublemaker when it comes to it. This kid’s parents didn’t know if they had given birth to the wrong child. Although he comes from such a privileged family, he doesn’t study well. He has been fighting against his parents since his childhood and went to the underworld before even graduating from junior high school. In the end, the Li family almost broke off ties with him, and let it be said that everything Li Wenyao does has nothing to do with their Li family.
Li Wenyao is very promiscuous himself, but he was particularly strict with his younger brother. He has been demanding that his younger brother attend the best school and university since their childhood, and even if his grades weren’t good, Li Wenxun’s parents were unwilling to beat him up, so his older brother will beat him up first. He seemed to want to earn back the Li family’s face that they had lost due to him to his younger brother instead.
Li Wenxun lived for over 20 years, and Li Wenyao watched over him for over 20 years. Whoever dared to let Li Wenxun suffer or add a bit of obstruction to Li Wenxun’s elite path to success, Li Wenyao’s dog nose would immediately smell it and cause trouble to those people.
Li Wenxun couldn’t stop his brother himself, so people who knew this fact usually don’t provoke this crazy dog.
Jian Suiying felt that instead of waiting for Li Wenyao to find him, he might as well take the initiative to talk to him. Previously, the relationship between the two was good, so delaying some time should be no problem. Of course, if Li Wenyao really dared to break his face with him, Jian Suiying won’t be reckoned with either.
Li Wenxun shook his head, “No, we’re not in a difficult situation yet. If you go to find him, he will definitely pay special attention to you.”
Jian Suiying tapped his fingers on the table and said after a while, “Okay, I understand. You don’t have to worry about Yao-ge. I can solve the matter myself, and I won’t have to worry about the money. I’ve invested a lot myself, and I won’t suffer many losses in doing business.”
Li Wenxun chuckled, “I’m relieved when you say that. Let’s go then, accompany me to dinner.”
“I have a dinner appointment tonight, let’s reschedule instead.”
After Li Wenxun left, Jian Suiying sat in his chair with hints of panic. His time was too long, and if he couldn’t retrieve the net soon, the losses would be extremely heavy. But he must give it a shot, otherwise, the result won’t be any better.
TL Note:
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Thank you so much for the updates!!!! I have so many feelings and so many thoughts! The audacity his brother have to ask for forgiveness. I wish he would stop bothering JSY so he could at least relax mentally
I still want Li Yu for him 🥲 But JSY’s mental health must be protected too. Thank you for your update!
He r@ped him 3 time already 🙃
Cheated him used him.. Didn’t trust him
And used his force on him
Actually even though li yu regret it
I can’t see their future together …..
It will be so hard for sy to forget
I just hope jsy to find his happiness
Away from those horrible creatures
+1 I completely agree with you
i kinda feel bad for li yu but boi really did jsy dirty, i thought jsy would get swayed but he’s really strong.. thank you for the update. I can’t believe i binge read this story for only 2 days lol
It took menless than 12 hours. This is how I know I need to do something about my life :/
i know they are going to get back together eventually and i can already predict what’s gonna happen, but i still can’t forgive li yu no matter what, i don’t feel sorry for him at all and i hope he stays even more miserable for the rest of his life🙄
I thought li wenxun was li yus bro and was like wow he just scolded him for being with Suiying a few paragraphs ago and now he’s investing with him, needless to say I’m very bad with names lmao