Author: aji (あじ)
Translator: sleepingjay
33
Trigger warning: Explicit threats of rape, explicit but not detailed flashback of rape. Summary at the end for those who want to skip.
Today, the newly selected messenger departed for the capital. Hank was also up and running as if he wasn’t injured at all. If anything, he was being quiet, seemingly having done some introspection on himself.
I still couldn’t relax yet, but once I was finished with my tasks, it might not be a bad idea to take a vacation.
If they recognised the usefulness of our proposal, it would be fine if they agreed to give some funds as aid, and we could discuss the exact budget later.
Because of this, the entire healer institution had let go of our tension a little bit. Similarly, today I planned to go back to the village after selling the medicine, since I was feeling my limits too.
I considered whether to buy the children cookies or something, but I gave up. The rumours that were flowing through town had become so disconcertingly embellished and terrible that it was a question whether the shop would even sell to me.
However, today’s work would end after I was done with this. When I thought of that, my heart cleared up a bit. I could make the cookies myself instead.
I said my goodbyes to the owner, then left the medicine shop. As I took a narrow road as a shortcut, from behind, my arms were suddenly caught and I was restrained.
The hands that shoved itself into my armpit belonged to a buff-looking man.
“Heh, you’re surprisingly docile, eh?”
“It’s not like you would release me if I struggle. I don’t waste strength on useless actions.”
He probably thought it would be easy to win against me because I was slender.
Idiots. If it were irredeemable low-lives like this, I could blow him away with a careless wave of my hand, hell, I could even toss them straight into the knights’ station.
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Qtlif P kjr atlcxlcu, j kfii-vgfrrfv sbecu wjc mjwf bea ogbw atf vfqatr bo atf jiifs.
“It’s been a while, Lilius-san.”
“Qtb jgf sbe?”
“Q-kfii, P’nf yffc gevf. Pcvffv, P vlv cba ulnf ws cjwf bc atja vjs. Zs cjwf lr—”
“Rbqf, sbe mjc rabq atfgf. Snfc lo sbe rjs la, P vbc’a qijc ab gfwfwyfg la jcskjsr.”
“What……! You wretch!”
The man pointed at me and roared.
Ugh, my ears. What the heck was this guy doing, raising his voice like that? Even though it was a labyrinthine, deep alley, it would still be a nuisance to the neighbourhood.
“Were you making fun of me?!”
“Yeah, so?”
“Fu……fufu……. Making fun of me…… I won’t forgive those who dare to make fools out of me…… —ill… kill… Kill! Kill him!”
With disheveled hair, the agitated man ordered the guy who was restraining me.
His eyes were bulging out, watching me intently. However, my gaze was glued to something behind the man.
Again, that black haze appeared in my sight. Exactly as the black shadow curled around the man, he seemed to become a completely different person, his emotions spiking up.
What the heck was that? A demon that was possessing people?
“What a pity. He’s a beauty, if we’re going to kill him, sir, you might as well let us play with him first.”
“You’re noisy, shut up! Don’t tell me what to do!”
“No, no, it’s not an order, it’s a request, sir. ……Sir, if you’re angry, you could rape him too. I bet this guy will cry when he gets his ass fucked by a big cock, sir. It’ll be fun. He won’t be able to do anything except cry while pressed down under your body.”
“……Certainly. That would indeed be delightful. It wouldn’t be bad to leave him alive instead, keep him in chains, a pet. Yes?”
The man who was restraining me shook his hips.
His genitals was already hard, and it ground against my rear, as if trying to pry it open across the cloth.
How many lives had they snuffed out just as frivolously as this?
I wonder, why were people so fragile?
When one had a heart, they would become weak—was that it? Or else, for those who had fallen down even once, was it impossible to crawl up again? Me too, these guys too.
In the back of my head, a fire crackled to life.
Those memories that I could only remember fragments of were burned into the backs of my eyelids, refusing to leave me.
“……Are we just birds of the same feather, after all?”
In a fragment of memory, I saw myself being raped by men.
Several men surrounded me, laughing as they spat out vulgar words. They were laughing at me, who could do nothing as their cocks thrusted into me and their semen splashed on me.
So dirty.
How refreshing would it be, if I were to burn down every single bit of that memory? How much happier would I be, if I were to kill all the people who had trampled down on me?
All I had to do was turn everything I didn’t like to ash.
My magic circle spread, expanding and stretching towards the men — but then suddenly, a terrifying bloodlust engulfed the area.
The power was so overwhelming, I couldn’t even breathe.
“It seems you are having a pleasant talk. Why don’t you tell me what this is all about as well? What, exactly, were you trying to do to him?”
From the sky, sparks of magic rained down in huge amounts.
That person appeared in the shower of snow-like light, glaring at the men with a thin, cold smile.
Translator’s note:
Summary:
Work at the healer institute is calming down. Lilius takes a back alley in the town on his way home and gets caught by the noble that fought with Hank, and his lackey. The black shadow appeared again, this time on the noble guy and he goes crazy wanting to kill Lilius. Lackey suggests they r*pe him instead. This digs up hazy memories from Lilius’s past of that happening to him. Lilius goes into a stupor, he hates on the men and himself, and then he starts wanting to kill everything. Just as he started to stretch his magic circle to the dudes, someone appears in a shower of light (from the sky??? dramatic much), threatening the dudes.
Liliuuuuus QAQ you need some love !! 🥰
Thanks for the chapter~
Poor Lilius. I want more of his back story, how did he escape, who helped him?
Thankfully he has Jill and the boys now.
Thanks for the chapter <3
Thanks for the chapter! ❤
No Lilius :0 When I’ve read the warning I was thinking “not this as well”, couldn’t he have been spared at least that?? Let Jill make all the bad memory go away soon!
Thanks for the chapter
Report!!!!
Sleepy giving spoiler on summary. Chap did not say it was Jill
😂
But of course it would be him haahuahauahau
woops
who else is that dramatic tho lbr
TvT Jill, you should’ve let Lilius burn those bstrds D: though I think you’ll do much more damage haha
Thank you so much for the chapter!!!!~ 🙇🏻🙇🏻🙇🏻🙇🏻🙇🏻🙇🏻
The knight is the shining armour/spell appears, ✨👍 not that Lilius wouldn’t manage himself, no damsel in distress here. The attackers now are as good as dead, since they were about to get burned to a crisp either way. Please, don’t leave them intact corpse for what they did and were about to do. 🤬 This proves it, Lilius’s been through a lot and he needs all the love he can get, but he is just to stubborn to accept it.
Thank you for the chapter!!!
Thank you for the warning & the summary! Why does my poor baby suffer so much 😭
Thanks for the chapter! ^^)❤
Lily 😭 That’s horrible.
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holy shit shall we kill those trash human into a grinder or use lingyi to kill them? Our kindhearted boy, Lilius!!! you didn’t deserve those pain 😭
thanks for the chapter!
Damn… he got raped cause of his damn fam