Translator: mangoes
Above all I was bothered by what Shin Heejae could be thinking. No, it was uncomfortable to the point that I couldn’t describe it as just being bothered.
‘If he was a normal person he would just hit me once and end it there, and wouldn’t say bullshit like he doesn’t mind men either.’
As a result, every time he said he liked me, I felt a strong sense of incompatibility. How can you see that behavior as something that someone who likes me would be doing.
No matter how hard I thought about it, it didn’t seem like the recent Shin Heejae liked me at all. The dismissive way of speaking that sometimes popped out was the same, and picking out and doing only the things I hated was also like this.
It was also the first time I’d experienced the act of him ignoring my contacts since I got to know Shin Heejae. Because it had never happened back when I was [Sesam]. So there was no way I would believe he liked me.
The attitude was so obvious to the point that I sometimes felt sad. Of course, it was natural that the attitude was different from when I was a netkama and right now so I was enduring it, but thinking that this was probably Shin Heejae’s ‘nature’…….
‘Let’s hang on……. If it’s to the degree of carrying an Audi around, his house would be nice too, he probably won’t live here for many days…..
What I believed in now was time. After the anger goes away a bit, Shin Heejae will likely wake up and go home.
I glanced at Shin Heejae who was sitting in front of me. But after already cleanly finishing a bowl he was staring at my hand. At first I thought it was just me, but as I stirred my noodles that had puffed up while I picked at it, his gaze kept following my hand.
I tried to ignore it, but it bothered me that while he looked at my hand, he was gradually wrinkling his eyebrows.
I asked, annoyed.
“Why are you looking at me.”
When Shin Heejae heard my question, he blinked as if he came back to his senses. Then he opened his mouth.
“Your hands really are noona’s hands.”
“What?”
“You sent me a picture of your middle finger.”
“Ah.”
……Right, there was something like that.
I put down my chopsticks out of shame and hid my hands under the table. Shin Heejae saw me like that and murmured as if talking to himself.
“Why send a man’s hand? I thought, but that ended up being real.”
“……What?”
I was surprised by that remark. Shin Heejae saw my shocked face and replied with a shrug.
“You didn’t think I was tricked, did you?”
“So you……. You knew since then that I was a man?”
No, even that time, weren’t you hitting on me while saying noona’s hand was pretty and such? Shin Heejae was at a loss of words for a moment as I responded to his somewhat strange reaction. Then, looking down at the wooden floor, he spat.
“I thought you just got a photo of someone doing the middle finger from the internet and sent it to me. Actually, when I asked for a photo I didn’t expect one.”
“What…….”
Even knowing that it was a guy’s hand yet not even thinking that I could be a man at all really seemed stupid.
When he met my pitiful gaze, Shin Heejae wore a rare expression of anger.
“What’s with that look.”
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“……What do you mean from now on? I’m not going to meet anyone else other than noona now.”
“…….”
The good mood plummeted in an instant.
‘Shit, at least take care of your expression.’
Who would believe it if you say bullshit like you like me while looking as if you want to hit me like that.
“Ah, how sad. Is noona really aware that we’re dating?”
On such a topic, Shin Heejae managed to continue emphasizing us ‘dating’. I replied in a tired voice.
“……Do you think I’d forget.”
But the moment I embarrassingly answered, this guy spouted more nonsense. He grabbed my hand and asked me, who was surprised, in a cheesy voice.
“Should we get couple rings matched?”
“Are you actually crazy?”
“Gold is better, right?”
“No……!”
Are you serious?
At this rate, are we really going to get even couple rings matched?
I got goosebumps from the terrible idea, but when I soon harshly shook off his hand, I didn’t stick to him.
Looking at me wearing an expression as if I was about to throw up, Shin Heejae smiled childishly. Okay, you won. I appoint you as an outrageous gay bastard, shit.
Glaring at the high spirited Shin Heejae, I gave a sincere warning.
“If you come with couple rings matched, I’ll really break your finger.”
Shin Heejae grinned as he ignored my fierce expression. Then he spoke as if he had a good idea.
“Then we’ll have to get them matched in-game.”
“What?”
“Noona should also slowly return. You’re dating me again, after all.”
“What?????”
“While we’re at it, log in as Sesam now.”
As he said that, Shin Heejae naturally placed the laptop I brought today on my desk. I snorted inside after hearing that absurd comment.
‘The character Sesam being deleted……. It seems he doesn’t know yet?’
If I say it right now, will he get angry?
However, when logging in later he would end up knowing. Looking at Shin Heejae who was just entering the game homepage, I spoke as if it was regrettable.
“What should we do? I don’t think I can…….”
“Why?”
“I deleted the character and quit.”
But without being surprised or angry, Shin Heejae only shrugged his shoulders.
“For now, try logging in.”
“No, I said I deleted it?”
“Show me, then.”
I thought he didn’t believe me. So I obediently logged in. Is he going to have a seizure after seeing it?
“You see? Now……. Huh?”
However, is it not that when I logged in the character [Sesam] that I had clearly applied for deletion remained in the character selection window in the same state as before I quit.
Since it was max level I couldn’t delete it right away, but it had already been over a week since I applied for deletion. I was certain that if you apply a max level character for deletion, after a week passes it would be erased as it got deleted……?
Does this make sense?
“You……. Did you recover the character?”
No way, did he hack?
As my suspicions suddenly rose, I stared at Shin Heejae sitting next to me. In fact, even if an administrator intervened it was impossible to restore an already deleted character, but it was because somehow it seemed that Shin Heejae was playing a trick.
This bastard didn’t even deny my words and only shrugged his shoulders.
“When noona quit, you returned all the items you received or borrowed to the clan members.”
“What?”
“Just by looking at it it stood out, so I immediately reported it as a suspected hacked account. If you put in a report as hacking, the account gets frozen.”
“…….”
“Yesterday I found noona and canceled the hacking report. So, noona should also cancel the character deletion application.”
‘Crazy…….’
Against one’s will you can even block them from deleting it?
I felt like I had been tricked, but I unwillingly slowly moved my hand holding the mouse as told. Unlike deleting a character, cancelling a character deletion application only required a click of a button.
‘Shit…….’
Whether he knew I was pouring out swears inside or not, Shin Heejae just watched me log in with a smile on his face.
And……. I realized then that I was done for. No, now I have to come and play the game again? Before I quit, I didn’t say anything to the clan members and left, but I was caught by Shin Heejae to come return…….
‘Embarrassing, shit…….’
I 100 percent never imagined I would end up returning like this.
Whether I was ashamed or not, Shin Heejae didn’t really seem interested. I too was just busy accessing from the side and warping [Heejae] to the village I was in, parking and leaving it next to [Sesam].
After that, Shin Heejae sent me an invitation.
‘Heejae’ has invited you to the ‘Rolling’ clan.
Accept / Decline
I directly pressed [Decline].
“Why?”
Shin Heejae frowned and looked at me.
In a low voice I asked him.
“Hey……. can I at least change my nickname…….”
“Why do that?”
“……No, it’s not even like I left on good terms when I did.”
“Hm…….”
With a strange expression, Shin Heejae looked at me, who was so embarrassed I didn’t know what to do and frozen. He waited a bit as if he was going to let me go, then stretched out his hand and clicked the enter button on my keyboard.
Congratulations on joining the ‘Rolling’ clan!
Current number of users: 401 people
“Hey!”
I protested late, but it was after every clan member’s chat window had the phrase [‘Sesam’ has joined the ‘Rolling’ clan!] appear in it already.
“…….”
And as I expected, the chat window of a clan with more than 400 concurrent users was in a state of being a frozen chat window where no one spoke since I came in.
Of course, I didn’t even expect something like a welcome message, but as I saw familiar nicknames that I had gotten along closely with like [Yewoo] and [Lemonade] among the members of the clan, I really wanted to disappear like this.
Everyone // Party // Clan // Friend // Whisper
[Clan] [Heejae: hi]
And Shin Heejae, as if mocking my situation, greeted me in the clan chat window.
T/N
Thank you very much for the chapter 😊
Thanks for the chapter! And yeah, no one likes cancer.
Thank you so much for the new chapter! Also I hope ur family member is okay 🫂
Thank you for the chapter! I hope your relative is ok 🥺
Hope your family member is okay
Thanks for the chapter