Warning:
Mention of self harm.
Leaving the aquarium, it was not too late, dinner was still an hour or two away, the baby did not want to part with Xu Ze so quickly, so he asked Xu Ze to accompany him to his father’s company. There was a dessert shop next to her father’s company and the desserts were very delicious.
Xu Ze wanted to find an excuse to say that he would not go with the baby because he had something to do, but looking at the expectant eyes of the baby, the words of rejection seemed difficult to pronounce.
Xu Ze nodded and agreed.
Sitting in the car, the baby was still sitting at first, and then began to fall asleep. Xu Ze hugged the baby’s back and said: “Sleep if you want to sleep, uncle will not leave.” As if he knew what the baby was worried about, Xu Ze spoke to him warmly.
Hearing that Xu Ze said that he would not leave, the baby closed his eyes.
The baby’s eyes resemble the eyes of ‘Xu Ze’, the eyelashes are black and long, and the roots are thick. Xu Ze gently pushed the baby with his fingers, but he did not wake him up. Holding the baby in his arms, Xu Ze turned his head and looked out the window, his mood up and down.
He knew that it would not be good if he continued like this. After all, people are emotional creatures. He might be cold towards Yang Yan, but he couldn’t control his feelings towards the baby.
Right after spending this brief time together, he is reluctant to part with the baby, and if the relationship deepens in the future, he may be reluctant to leave.
When they reached the ground floor of Yang Yan’s company, the baby knew which way the dessert shop was, so he pulled Xu Ze and walked there. After parking the car, the bodyguard got out and followed the two of them. At the same time, he called out to Yang Yan. Yang Yan was talking to his subordinates. When the call came, he saw that it was the bodyguard who was calling, his eyes changed slightly and he signaled to his subordinates to be quiet, and Yang Yan answered the phone.
The bodyguard told Yang Yan that they were now outside the company building, and Xu Ze took the baby to buy desserts.
Hearing this situation, Yang Yan immediately got up from the chair. He walked to the window with his long legs and then looked out the window. Strictly speaking, he couldn’t see the dessert shop from where he was standing, but he looked at the building where the shop was located and looked down, as if he wanted to see the two familiar figures, one large and one small.
Naturally, he couldn’t see anything.
He didn’t notice when the corner of his mouth lifted, but when he did, his heart skipped a beat, and then the smile on Yang Yan’s face suddenly disappeared, and even sadness washed over him.
There was a place to sit and rest in the dessert shop. Xu Ze bought some of the baby’s favorites, but he didn’t buy too much. The two of them sat on the chairs. The weather was fine today, with white clouds and a clear blue sky.
The bodyguard stood outside the shop, not following too closely, watching the two inside eating desserts, the baby had some cream in his mouth, Xu Ze noticed and gave the baby a handkerchief to wipe himself.
The baby’s eyes tilted happily as he ate his favorite delicious dessert.
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The two of them sat in the dessert shop for a while, and then left the shop. The baby wanted Xu Ze to go to his father’s office with him. After all, it was getting late, and Xu Ze looked up. At the top of the building, Yang Yan could not be seen, but Xu Ze knew that Yang Yan was in this building.
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Xu Ze squatted in front of the baby, holding the baby’s two small arms: “Xiao Ze, uncle has a dinner date with someone else at night, so i can't accompany the baby. How about next time? Uncle will take Xiao Ze to eat super delicious things afterwards.”
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Xiao Ze threw himself into Xu Ze’s arms, wrapping his arms around Xu Ze’s neck tightly.
“Uncle, I don’t want you to go!” Xiao Ze wanted Xu Ze to go see his father with him, have dinner together, and preferably go home together, so that Xu Ze could sleep with him at night.
Xu Ze wrapped his arms around the baby’s small body and exerted a bit of force. He lowered his eyes and breathed in slowly. The baby had a faint milky fragrance, which is a unique smell for babies this age. Xu Ze thought that it might be the most nostalgic smell he smelled in the two worlds.
But even so, the distinction has to be made.
For him and for the baby, respectively.
Xu Ze gently pushed the baby out of his arms: “Your father is waiting for you up there, you can’t let him wait there alone, until next time, okay?” Xu Ze held the baby’s little hand.
“…Okay!” The baby sniffed, he was too obedient and sensible, which made Xu Ze’s heart tighten a little.
Standing at the side of the road, Xu Ze watched the baby and his bodyguard enter the building.
Entering the hall, the baby looked back and saw Xu Ze still standing there, for some reason, he turned around and ran back.
“Uncle, you must call me soon, how about early tomorrow?” Even if it is a brief separation, the baby is reluctant.
“Uncle will call you as soon as possible, Xiao Ze must be obedient!” Xu Ze’s eyes were kind and peaceful.
The baby left again and this time it did not come back, but as he was about to enter the elevator, he turned around and said goodbye to Xu Ze.
The elevator door closed, Xu Ze turned his head and quickly left.
Originally, Xu Ze had planned that after this meeting he would temporarily leave for a period of time, whether he was traveling to another city or whatever, he would leave so that the baby would not be so attached to him.
But before he had time to express his thoughts, the baby said that they should meet soon next time. That’s fine, it will only be the next time, and after that he will tell the baby that he is going to travel to other provinces.
The baby and the bodyguard went up and went directly to Yang Yan’s office.
Yang Yan was concentrating on his work and did not notice the door open when the baby entered. The bodyguard opened the door and stood by the door, and did not follow him into the office.
The baby often comes to the office, and sometimes even Yang Yan goes out to work and takes the baby with him. When the baby was very young, he was very clingy to Yang Yan. Yang Yan is really worried that the baby is home alone, so he asks the babysitter to take him to his company office.
So in the beginning there would even be such a scene, Yang Yan was sitting in an office chair holding a bottle to feed a baby, and several subordinates were standing in front of the desk reporting business matters.
At first, everyone was quite surprised, but seeing Yang Yan’s calm appearance, everyone would naturally not talk about it, and then gradually got used to it.
The baby walked into the office and saw his father working, but he didn’t seem to notice. The baby deliberately walked carefully, wanting to surprise his father. The desk was quite high. The baby walked with his neck shrunken, and then carefully held onto the desk with his little hands, and after positioning himself, the baby suddenly appeared by raising his head.
“Daddy, I’m here!” the baby cried out loud.
Because the baby usually does this, Yang Yan is already prepared, and he will not be too surprised. But in order to cooperate with the baby, he pretended to be very surprised.
Leaving the documents in his hand, Yang Yan got up, picked up his son in his arms, and sat behind the desk.
Placing the baby on his lap, Yang Yan straightened his son’s clothes.
“Xiao Ze, did you have fun with your uncle today?” Yang Yan asked warmly.
Yang Muze nodded enthusiastically: “I am happy, I have a date with my uncle, next time we will go out together”
“Really? Doesn’t the uncle dislike you for being naughty?” Yang Yan pinched the baby’s cute chin.
The baby’s face was cheerful: “Uncle doesn’t dislike it. Uncle is super kind.”
“Does the baby really like him, more than… daddy?” Yang Yan paused, and then asked with a smile.
It seemed that the baby wanted to nod, but he saw that it looked a little strange, so he moved a little closer and put his arms around his dad’s shoulders.
“I like daddy better,” the baby confessed.
“Daddy also likes the baby more” Yang Yan was really worried that the baby would say that he liked his uncle more.
Yang Yan put the baby on his lap, took the baby’s pencil and paper, and let the baby draw and play while he collected the information files and leaned back on the chair to continue reading. He feels that taking the baby to work is the right thing to do.
The baby didn’t draw for a long time, and his little head bowed like a chicken pecking at rice. Yang Yan put down the document, his eyes and brows were full of fatherly love, he picked up the baby and put it on the sofa. The sofa was modified to look like a small bed. After putting it down, Yang Yan pulled the quilt to cover the baby.
After the baby opened his eyes and saw that the person in front of him was his father, he fell asleep peacefully.
Yang Yan slowly got up and looked at his left wrist. Because he stretched out his arm at this time, his sleeve was pulled back a bit, resulting in the shiny scar below being visible. When Yang Yan saw this scar, he remembered that he had contacted the psychiatrist introduced by Xie Chengzhou, but the meeting time was not set, so Yang Yan knew that he had to set a time.
Because the baby is sleeping on the sofa, although it is getting dark outside, he can rest easy. If the baby was not here, Yang Yan would finish the job and run home. Now the baby is sleeping soundly, since he went out to play in the afternoon and was exhausted. Yang Yan let the baby continue to sleep.
The baby woke up around seven o’clock at night, stretched his waist and yawned. When he just woke up and sat up, he looked dazed, his eyes wide and full of confusion.
He got off the sofa, forgot to put on his shoes, and rushed over to Yang Yan.
“Daddy!” The baby’s nasal voice was thicker, and his peach blossom eyes resembled his father’s when he raised his head.
Yang Yan looked at the peach blossom eyes of the baby, it seemed that while he saw these eyes, he could easily think of someone who was no longer there, and then his heart ached.
Yang Yan didn’t know that he could love someone so deeply, even if the other person had died, it seemed that person had taken root in his heart.
Picking up his son, he found that he was not wearing shoes. Yang Yan took him to the sofa, first put the baby’s jacket on, and then put the shoes on.
“Is the baby hungry?” Yang Yan asked his son, who was sitting on the sofa with his legs dangling in the air.
“Hungry!” The baby replied obediently.
Yang Yan smiled: “Then let’s go home for dinner.”
“Okay, what are we going to eat tonight?”
“Dad doesn’t know, but it must be something you like.” Yang Yan took his son’s hand.
“I don’t like carrots,” the baby mumbled.
Yang Yan heard it but did not reply, even asking auntie to buy meat to make carrot meatballs.
He let the baby wait for a while, Yang Yan finished the last job, rested for a few minutes, and then took the baby out of the office.
Hello! 
Sorry for my disappearance and my delay with the updates. I want to thank everyone who left a comment of support and condolences. The loss affected me a lot, I’m going to the psychiatrist and taking medication. My own mental health is important and I’m only paying attention to it now. Don’t be like me.
I’ve had very bad times, but now I have to go back to the university and continue fulfilling my responsibilities, so cheer up.
The updates of this novel will be every saturday from now on
If you see any spelling or grammatical errors, do not hesitate to let me know so that I can make the correction. My English is in the process of improving 😓
Why they are so cute, but stabbing my heart at the same time? T^T
Thank You for the new chapter ♡(ŐωŐ人) No, no, Your private life and mental health is the most important thing, so don’t worry about something trivial like updates of novel! Take care, hope You will get better and better soon ❤
They are very cute, but the next arc is my favorite hehehe look forward to it ;w;
Thank you very much for always having nice words, you are very kind! I hope you’re doing well too!
muito obrigada pela tradução!