Desharow MermanChapter 92

Translator: Cheonsa (I’M SORRY FOR MY TERRIBLE LATENESS!!!)

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Chapter 92

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 I immediately roused myself, stood up, and looked at Agares with wide eyes, my heart was suspended at my throat, pounding away. He looked to be stuck in a disoriented state, his eyes staring blankly at the sky, his focus lax. I bent down and dragged his heavy body into my arms.

 The blue halo spreads slowly open from his chest, like roots and branches growing under his skin, extending along his veins, and reflecting his already pale skin to almost translucent. As tiny strands of light climbed up his neck, Agares’s head suddenly fell back, convulsing all over as if in great pain. His throat was rolling with a series of terrible gurgling sounds. His fishtail was writhing wildly under me, and the dust and dirt raised by the action made me unable to open my eyes. I was nearly overturned to one side by him, but fortunately I was quick enough to avoid his sweeping tail, and ended up riding on Agares’s waist.   Bx VsC

   “Hey, hey, Agares!” 

 I pressed his shoulders with anxiety, trying to calm his commotions, but his webbed claws grabbed my arm abruptly. His force was so strong that it almost dislocated me, still  he didn’t have the intention to let go. Seems to be in extreme torture, his pupils shrunk really small, to almost needle like with only the silver-gray lenses left in the pair of eyes, reflecting a chilling cat like opal pupils under the moon that could make people’s sould tremble.  

He twisted his neck, his breath was heavy and urgent, and blood vessels between his neck was sticking out from its pulsation. It was like another soul was tearing at this shell, trying to break through his body, and he was fighting hard against it. I stared blankly in shock, a slight chill climbed up my back. I gradually realized that I couldn’t foresee what would happen to Agares  in the next moment. Who knows if the life core could be smoothly imported into his body through mine? What side effects may be caused by my wrong understanding? Perhaps I understood things wrong and caused some kind of side effects?  

 

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Countless chaotic thoughts fought in my mind, and this uneasy feeling was literally driving me crazy. Agares’s face was quickly covered with blue fine light threads, making his entire head look mottled, as if shrouded in outbreaks of parasitic plants, and even his eyes were occupied by blue light, as if countless tiny poisonous insects were crawling through his eye sockets and into his brain. Agares’s body was shaking more violently at this time, but his shockingly bright eyes was staring firmly at me without blinking. I was astonished to find that in his eyes, there were fluctuating vien lines which looked to draw out an outline of a human face. Without even bothering to look closely, I could recognize it as Agares’s face. 

 

  I sucked in a cold breath, my nerves tensed to the extreme. Flustered, I cupped the back of his head and held him tightly in my arms, for fear that an unexpected outburst would occur on his body.  Anxiety and panic was fighting chaotically in my chest and it was violently tearing apart my heart.  

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  But just as I became anxious to the point I didn’t even know what to do, I saw Agares slowly close his eyes, his breathing also calming down, and the blue lights quickly residing from his skin. I felt his muscles relaxed into my arm and his head leaned toward my stomach as though he was lulling into a deep sleep with his breathing swept across my skin for a prolonged period. There seemed to be no major problem with his body and so I laid him flat on the beach, touched his chest, and leaned down. His heart was beating in his strong body, it sounded steady and strong.  OdC58l

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 The sound of gunfire not far away was still booming endlessly, interwoven with the roar of the planes. However, the noises rubbed so indistinctly in my eardrum, only Agares’s breathing and heartbeat sounded clear and real, and everything around seemed to have turned into nothing. I concentrated on counting his heartbeat. Although I was exhausted after our fervor passion just now, there was not an ounce of sleepiness.  This time around, I will be the one playing the role of the guardian until he wakes up. I just hope that the fire and battles will not spread to this neighboring island anytime soon.

 When I couldn’t remember how many times I had counted to 1000,  I finally felt Agares’s body move as if waking up. I sat up excitedly and saw that the him under me really opened his eyes. The pair of familiar serene pupils focused on my face, sizing me up with a mistful and ambiguous gaze.  Then a wet webbed claw slowly caressed up my back and the corner of his mouth slightly hooked up. iVjR80

 

 My heart jumped and I tentatively whispered, “Agares?”  

 

  My waist suddenly tightened. I was turned over and pressed under him. He lowered his head to my earlobe and whishered, “Are you really my spouse?” Mxhel4

 

 Instantly, an immense astonishment accompanied by a huge sense of loss attacked my heart. I opened my mouth, but was frozen in place for some time, unable to react.  It wasn’t until Agares’s tongue took a lick between my eyebrow did I subconsciously pushed him away, however he just conveniently circle my waist and turn me over to lay on top of his stomach, and as if he couldn’t relinquish me, the delicious food that was sent to his door, he tilted his head to lick and kiss my chin.

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I suddenly felt like I suffered a big loss, not only did I not get my old Agares back, I even gave the “little” Agares advantage to gain a profit. This makes me feel a strong sense of cheating-like guilt. Although he is Agares, I don’t know why I still feel this way.  In a split second, I felt unwell to the extreme.  4xtiNU

 “Damn it!”

    I struggled to shake off Agares’s webbed claws that were stroking me, and from his fishtail I stood up. I directly turned around and rushed into the shallow water, and screamed a couple times at the sea to vent out my emotions. At this time, the battling fires on the sea have temporarily ceased, leaving only rolling black smoke. The marble white color of the dawn sky on the sea level tears the gray blue sky scenery. The whole sea was quiet, and only the sound of waves beating on the rocks responded to my cry. I suddenly realized that two days had passed in this time and space, and it was getting closer to the Hiroshima nuclear bomb incident. If we are really on Iwo Jima now, then we still have nearly six months, but if we are not, one day gone means one day closer to danger. Whether Agares could come back immediately or not, I must help him fulfill his mission and responsibility.

 I cupped up the cold sea water and poured it onto my face to cool my boiling mood a little bit, but I couldn’t calm down at all. I couldn’t stop myself from mulling over things.

 Why hasn’t Agares returned to his original state, what should I do in order to achieve this? I clearly saw the shining blue light on his body, could it be that  it wasn’t the sign of Agares’s life core channeling? Where did it go wrong? Agares said that he believed  I would be able to accomplish all of this. He said that I was the key to opening the new destiny of him and Atlantis. But the key that I am had yet to show any result, other than letting young Agares get a taste of “human bliss” for the first time.  Ha, this was so ridiculous. The hell with that, I am utterly useless, I am completely unlucky.  eiVLYC

  Tell me, what am I supposed to do, Agares? You’ve really given me a hard problem to solve.

  I leaned against a rock beside me in frustration and beat hard at the seawater. Then a sense of depressive exhautions overcame my body leaving me drowsy. At that time I heard the sound of splashing water behind me. I immediately turned around and stared at Agares, who was swimming towards me. I stumbled back a few steps in the water, and shrank behind the rock reef. I extended a palm to imply a refusal. Clenched it into a fist and said in warning, “Hey, stop! You’d better stay away from me! “

  Agares turned a deaf ear as he swam in front of me. The thick fish’s tail suddenly tightened around my legs below the water to tie me firmly in place. His web claws propped up on the rocks behind me on both sides of my body, and his strong and muscular body compared to mine seemed to form into a solid barrier. I couldn’t retreat at all, my back had instantly hit against the surface of the hard rock, and the wet and slippery tail was unyieldingly squeezing into my legs. The sexual intercourse from a moment ago still left my body in a sensitive state that I couldn’t help quivering from this intimate contact.  

  ”Why?” He lowered his head and gazed into my eyes, demanding intensely as though there were some anger in him. I held my nearly exploding head in both hands, trying to avoid his strong gaze. My mind was already in a jumbled mess, and here was “young”  Agares rushing over here at this time and adding more trouble. I shook my head, completely loss for words, because damn it, I really don’t know how to answer him. In truth, I really want to beat him up, for the sake of “old” Agares—he has never been as crazy in trying to squeeze me dry as this little guy here! I suspect that if I didn’t carry Agares’s genes which constitute to having a physique superior to ordinary people, I would have been fucked to death alive by him. uoG6g2

  On the other hand, Agares was obviously unwilling to give up. His webbed claws tightly grasped my arm, held up both my captured hands above my head, and forced me to raise my neck to look at him. Agares towered over me like a mountain, and I immediately raised my knee to his stomach but he used his available claw to hold my waist. Then, the bridge of his nose pressed against mine, which compelled me to lean my head against the rocks. He opened his mouth, revealing white fangs.  “From now on, you must never leave my side. You are mine now, youngling. I will bring you back to Atlantis.”

 My nerves jumped at the word “Atlantis.” I gazed into the eyes that were burning with desire and stated one at a time, “Then you’d better do it as soon as possible. Because there will soon be a disaster caused by the humans, which will destroy the channel leading to Atlantis. You should attach great importance to my warning and close the channel immediately. Let me save those young ones for you,  Lord Chief.”

  The second I said this title, my heart turned sour as if I had swallowed a big mouthful of fermented wild berries, irritating my nose to becoming hot and runny. Then at this time, I suddenly saw a hazy blue speck lighting on Agares’s chest again and his expression suddenly became a little strange. I clearly caught sight of the small vein patterns running upward above the pupils. My hand was released and his webbed claws raised to my cheeks, his knuckles caressing my skin there. 

Agares’s eyes were overflowing with a soft light full of love, it’s like suddenly remembering who I am. realized that Agares’s memory has indeed been successfully imported by me, but it was like a newly installed computer program that needed to be activated, and those familiar names and actions are the password to activate him. B2gZdV

  “Lord Chief…. Quickly wake up, I am your Desharow!”

I tightly held his wrist, kissing both his palm and the back of his hand, and looked into his eyes waiting for him to call my name as affectionately as before, but he didn’t say anything. He just bent down to kiss my lips heavily. His fangs held my lips, softly nipping and sucking at my tongue in a way I was familiar with. The web claw kneaded my butt with experience, as if he wanted to get back at the cheap advantage the younger him took.  Oh what the hell, he was being jealous of himself! But the one who was suffering was me!

 

This was  my Agares right here, because the young Agares was still a young merman who has just tasted the forbidden fruit, but the mature  him was basically an old sex monster.  I was so convinced that I was lossed in this ecstasy and nearly fainted due to the excitement. However I didn’t dare to close my eyes at all, in fear that I would lose him once again if I did so. gXMHqD

 However, what made me panicked and greatly disappointed was that the blue light on his chest abruptly flickered a few times and then went out. The familiar gentle caressing on my body was fleeting, and switching into an impetuous offensive attack. The fishtail below lifted me up and placed me down on the reef rock quickly throwing himself at me like a tiger wolf. I yelled out and lifted my legs to stop his arms. He stared at me from above, his eyes burning as they cling to my body like a heroin addict.

 I couldn’t help feeling that being with me has caused a negative impact on the current Agares, making him addicted to this feeling, and even making him ignore everything else. Agares once said that only after the spores are dispersed will he be able to enter estrus.. Does this mean that I am like a hormone, promoting his physiological development in advance and making him enter estrus early, just like how children can be led to a premature sexual development(puberty) after drinking carbonated drinks for a long time? drink carbonated drinks for a long time, leading to premature sexual development? No, no, that would be bad! 

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  While I was thinking this with confusion, Agares bent his waist, his shadow shrouding my line of sight and just extended his tongue to lick my cheek. I could only close my eyes and cried out from the bottom of my heart, Oh god!

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 Suddenly in the next moment, I heard the firing of guns exploding right beside me. 

  I let out a shiver and nearly jumped scared up from the reef rock but I was hugged by Agares and brought into the water. However, in the next second, I  suddenly saw several Japanese troops appearing out of nowhere around us. They aimed at Agares and I with guns, quickly surrounding us from all sides.


I believe I got some explaining to do after disappearing for 3 weeks with no updates. I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to leave you guys for so long. June had just been crazy. If you use discord and saw my last announcement you would know that school is ending for me and that I am graduating as well.

I said that I could update like a week and a half ago and I really thought I could. BUT, right after my graduation ceremony, we drove to New York to visit my mom for like 6 days. My mom is a crazy planner, thus I was dragged everywhere by her, especially since we could only visit her once every 3 months. So I didn’t have time or energy. (our internet also happen to go out for 3 days…) XHWjaQ

On the day I return home from my Mom’s I have to pack and get ready for a trip to California the next day to visit my dad for the rest of summer (The 6 hr flight was awful and I cried cause it was my first time flying! Alone with my sister at that!) I didn’t come to Cali for vacation as you might thought. I actually have a full time job here.

Today happens to be my day off so I quickly finished 92 that I already started… also summer classes just started for me today too…

Again, I’m really sorry for my lateness, I don’t know how later update will be but I assure you it won’t be as long as this one.

—Cheonsa x9Jwij

Ps. Jade(my co-translator) had started her internship so she had been busy as well, let’s cheer her on. Hopefully she could stay with us to finish the novel. We are so close!!!

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21 comments

    • Thank you for the time you dedicate to bring us this beautiful story!!! I’m in love with this novel, I’m hooked.

      I hope everything is going well in what you are doing now. Take care and I hope you come back soon!💛✨

  1. God bless you, may all your dream became true for you to be able to upload. Every day I checked if you have uploaded when I see there none I went to the reading list thinking maybe my notification didn’t work properly as this happens before, but to my disappointment, there was no update.

    I even thought maybe you have dropped this novel, so I was wishing every day that you will upload it and finally you have uploaded a new chapter I am so greatful.

    Thank you so much for your hard work

  2. Omg you guys are so busy in real life, hope everything goes smoothly for you and thanks for not abandoning us…it’ll be a lie if i say that i didn’t visit this site everyday, but i knew you guys must be very busy. Thank you

  3. Thank you for the time you dedicate to bring us this beautiful story!!! I’m in love with this novel, I’m hooked.

    I hope everything is going well in what you are doing now. Take care and I hope you come back soon!💛✨

  4. This book is a bit special to me, feeling horror/repulsed, yet passionate/hopefull at the same time is uncommon and I love to return to read the new chapters every time. Good luck with your life and can’t wait for the new chapter! <3

  5. When is the next chapter coming.

    I just started reading this novel long ago so I don’t know if there is a pattern

    😅

  6. I understand that this is the same Agares who has to accept his memories. But I cannot accept the realization that Agares from the future, who has been with Desharov since the beginning of the novel, is dying in the future. I’m glad they have a chance to be together again and I’m upset that old Agares will die at the same time.😭

    Thank you for the translation, I love this novel so much!❤️