Ian wasn’t happy.
He felt numb, empty.
He didn’t know how he felt, he didn’t know what was wrong, he didn’t know why it was wrong.
What he did know was something was wrong.
…he thinks it’s him. There’s something wrong with him.
He’s supposed to care, but he doesn’t know how… how to care for the little boy he gave birth to.
The little boy who stared at him with such strong emotion in his eyes that he couldn’t really identify, but it always left his stomach churning.
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Ian doesn’t really understand.
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Zjsyf tf kbeiv vb atf rjwf lo tf pera rajsfv lc tlr gbbw.
Llr qjgfcar erfv ab ub ab kbgx, yea tf kjr abiv ab rajs ja tbwf ys Jtfcsl. Vb tf mjc bcis rajs lc tlr gbbw lcrafjv.
And Chenyi, the man he married, the man with such a hard stare.
What exactly does he want?
What does he want him to say?
What does he want him to do after he gives birth to his heir?
His parents always told him what to do, and he always did them perfectly.
But why isn’t Chenyi? Why is this man not telling him what else he should do?
He had no possible idea of what he should do.
And as he lay on his bed, it became more apparent he didn’t know what to do anymore.
He was empty, then he was gone.
And that’s when some god out there came.
And Ian was taken away.
And all that’s left was an empty shell.
And suddenly his eyes opened up and he breathed.
It wasn’t empty anymore.
This time, it was Xie Yan.
I was hoping for this.. Feels good to see real Ian having a chance to live..
Thank you for the chapter!
Thank you for the chapter!!
No entiendo bien el capítulo yo lo entiendo de forma muy triste Ian murió estando muy confundido y solo
Waaahhhh, poor Ian! He was just so confused and “lost”.
poor ian, may you find a better life wherever you are
so he took over xie yan’s life. ISN’T HE ON HIS SICKBED THOOOOO
wait who was xie yan?
xie yan is the current ian soul, ian is just empty shell but turns out he has a though, that he waiting his husband guide him, but it never happens
wuah… wuah… writer!!! I am your fans now!!! it’s short but it’s deep,, hope a happy ending, but I really love your work
I feel bad for the original Ian
Thank you for the chapter <3
Such a tragic life 😭
Poor Ian. I hope you’re happy wherever you are. Even on Xie Yan’s deathbed, I hope you are happier than you were and that things make more sense and aren’t so difficult for you.