You Should Restrain YourselfCh5 - First Kiss

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At 10 pm, the dinner party at Duan Zhi’s side finally came to an end. Except for two couples who were going to watch a movie, everyone else was getting ready to go back to college.

“Duan Zhi, what about you, where are you going?” Someone asked. fsUqLC

Duan Zhi said, “I’m going to the nearby Electric Appliance Street to buy a keyboard. I broke mine.”

Since he said so, the others stopped caring about him. They picked up their bags one after the other and went back to their respective homes.

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

Duan Zhi was drunk. Naturally, he couldn’t ride his motorcycle back. He stood outside the izakaya planning to hire a taxi, but before he could click on the taxi app, a call popped up on his mobile phone – Ji Shuyan.

He was startled. He had no idea why Ji Shuyan was looking for him, so he immediately picked it up. M5 noi

“Hello, Uncle Ji?”

His mind was spinning wildly. It couldn’t be that Ji Shuyan had sensed something wrong with the phone call he just made and was now calling to interrogate him, right?

But as soon as Ji Shuyan opened his mouth, he froze.

“Duan Zhi,” Ji Shuyan’s voice was panting, with an unusual repression, “Are you still at the izakaya?”

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“Yes.”

“Come and pick me up,” Ji Shuyan endured and endured, before finally managing to say the second half of the sentence, “I’m in the parking lot of the Ice Lake Bar, in the middle on the left side. The Ice Lake Bar is… right next door to you.”

But he couldn’t control his whimper, the tone was completely different from his usual coldness, like a soaked willow branch, softly brushing over the tip of his heart.

Duan Zhi realized that something was wrong as soon as he heard the voice. XQsSmD

“I’ll be right over, don’t hang up!”

He ran as fast as he could and arrived at the parking lot in five minutes. According to Ji Shuyan’s instructions, he went through the cars one by one before finally finding the silver-grey Mercedes-Benz that Ji Shuyan often drove.

He rushed over and saw Ji Shuyan sitting in the car, leaning against the passenger seat. His thin shoulders slumped weakly, and his face had an abnormal flush.

He must have locked himself in the car. bKqcj

Duan Zhi almost went crazy. Obviously, everything was fine when we talked on the phone moments ago, but in just two hours what had happened?

He slapped the car door hard, and blurted out, “Ji Shuyan!”

Ji Shuyan looked up at him feebly. His fingers moved and pressed the button next to him.

The car door opened, and fresh air rushed in immediately. He couldn’t help but take a few deep breaths, but his body felt even more uncomfortable. He simply couldn’t find an exit from the heat. 2 FWkT

Duan Zhi bent down and carried Ji Shuyan out at once.

“Ji Shuyan, how are you doing now?” Holding Ji Shuyan’s shoulder, he quickly touched Ji Shuyan’s heart, feeling his heartbeat.

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Ji Shuyan looked at Duan Zhi without blinking for a long time. Then, as if finally recognizing who it was, a look of relief washed over his face, and he put his hand weakly on Duan Zhi’s shoulder. He didn’t think that his condition was critical at first, but in just a few minutes in the car, the situation had taken a turn for the worse.

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Fortunately, Ji Shuyan’s heartbeat wasn’t too fast, so it shouldn’t be too serious.

He asked again, “Are you able to speak clearly? How do you feel? Do you want to vomit?” 0YRWs1

“Hot” Ji Shuyan replied intermittently, “I don’t feel anything else.”

After he finished speaking, he let out another painful groan under Duan Zhi’s grasp. His usually cold tone now felt as seductive and soft as a kitten’s. The hot air he breathed out fell directly on Duan Zhi’s neck.

“Uncomfortable.” Ji Shuyan whispered again, not sure if he was speaking to Duan Zhi or himself.

Duan Zhi cursed in a low voice. qT5jtR

He knew that Ji Shuyan seldom drank alcohol, so even a small amount of aphrodisiac would easily cause a reaction. It’s best not to let him catch that bastard who spiked Ji Shuyan’s drink, or else he would beat him up until even his mother wouldn’t be able to recognize him.

Duan Zhi made a quick decision, and said to Ji Shuyan, “It’ll take too long to reach home, I’ll take you to a hotel first.”

Ji Shuyan let out a weak “hmm”.

He picked up Ji Shuyan in his arms and started running. iqwTfm

There were hotels almost everywhere on this street, he chose one at random and checked into a room.

In the process of getting to the room, the occasional one or two who passed by them were all looking at them strangely. If you thought about it, a tall and handsome young man was holding another man in his arms, the location was still a hotel, this sight was really one that let people’s imagination run wild.

But Duan Zhi didn’t have the heart to consider other matters at all.

Opening the door to the room, he hurriedly put Ji Shuyan on the bed, and quickly turned around to let the cold water out in the bathroom. vnYJ9L

While the cold water was being released, he calmed down a little. He looked up at himself in the mirror and found that his eyes were frighteningly gloomy.

He wiped his face to compose himself and waited until the water was warm enough before going out to carry Ji Shuyan in.

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But when he saw Ji Shuyan on the bed, he froze.

Ji Shuyan’s body was curled up like a shrimp, his short black hair wet with sweat, stuck to his face. His black trousers had already been unbuttoned by himself, but because of his lack of strength, they hung on the bend of his legs, revealing his fair, lean legs and pink knees. TErWDl

But he didn’t make any more movements, just lay on the white quilt. His skin had a jade-like lustre and his face, pressed against the quilt, was rubbing it ambiguously.

For someone who was drunk and drugged, he was unbelievably well-behaved.

Duan Zhi stood in the same place for several seconds.

He was a healthy, young man and his beloved was lying in front of him like this, it would be weird if he didn’t have a reaction. LNxVj1

But he knew very well that he couldn’t do anything.

Not only because Ji Shuyan is someone he cherishes, but also because his own moral code wouldn’t let him.

He gritted his teeth, and after a brief adjustment, he suppressed the restlessness in his heart, stepped forward and gently carried Ji Shuyan into the bathroom.

He put Ji Shuyan into the bathtub with a layer of warm water underneath, and then sprinkled cold water on him with the shower head to reduce the heat on his body as much as possible. awyRYx

After a lot of hesitation, he still unbuttoned Ji Shuyan’s shirt for him.

The white shirt, which had become translucent and heavy after being soaked in water, stuck to Ji Shuyan’s body, revealing his hidden collarbone and porcelain-white skin. When it was thrown on the ground, it wrinkled wetly into a ball, turning into a gloomy, dark colour on the grey bathroom tiles.

After Duan Zhi took off Ji Shuyan’s shirt, he didn’t continue to move. He sat by the bathtub guarding Ji Shuyan.

But Ji Shuyan was still uncomfortable, he started to be dishonest once he got into the bathtub and kept humming in a low voice. Don’t know if he took Duan Zhi for some beautiful girl, he put his hands on Duan Zhi’s face, and lightly touched him back and forth. QKTUgX

His wet fingers, pink fingertips, slid from the corners of Duan Zhi’s eyes to the tip of his brows, and finally fell on the crevice of his lips, vaguely seducing him, seeming both intentional and unintentional.

Ji Shuyan stared at Duan Zhi with his moist eyes which were like the night sea, no end in sight.

The fire that Duan Zhi had finally suppressed flared up again, even more scorching than before, igniting a prairie fire.

He looked down at the bathtub, the water was transparent, and he could clearly see the situation below – Ji Shuyan, who didn’t get the relief he wanted, was still moving around uncomfortably. 2lAmIj

The white light from the bathroom shone down on Ji Shuyan, his skin was white, the bathroom walls were white, everything was white, untainted by even a speck of dust.

Only Ji Shuyan’s lips were red.

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They looked like blood was oozing from them. The corner of his mouth bitten by himself was pitifully swollen, like a ripe fruit, tempting people to kiss.

Duan Zhi closed his eyes. 1Lbuko

His mind took him back to the station two years ago. Ji Shuyan, as cold as snow, stood in front of him in a camel-coloured coat and looked at him with emotionless black eyes.

But soon, that Ji Shuyan dissipated like mist.

He opened his eyes again, it was still the same bathroom, Ji Shuyan was still lying in front of him like a seductive goblin, trying to get up from the bathtub.

He held Ji Shuyan down, and their eyes met. Ji Shuyan stared at him blankly, with foggy eyes and flushed cheeks, looking quite aggrieved. 6BbTCa

Duan Zhi stared at him for a long time, and finally gave up.

He put his hand into the water and groped around. He looked at Ji Shuyan’s face, not daring to think about how he would explode when he woke up tomorrow.

He gently held Ji Shuyan’s face with his free hand and looked down at him.

“Ji Shuyan, do you want me to help you?” He asked softly, “Nod if you do.” kNB3uM

Even though he knew that the words now couldn’t be counted, he was still greedy and selfish, and wanted Ji Shuyan’s response.

He wanted to hear Ji Shuyan say “yes.”

Ji Shuyan was already having a hard time thinking normally. He looked up at Duan Zhi and vaguely felt that this person was familiar, there was something reassuring about him.

He doesn’t drink often, let alone get drunk. Apart from not liking alcohol, it’s also because he was a really bad drinker, and especially easy to cheat when drunk. 9M0VGd

So no matter what Duan Zhi asked, he nodded obediently.

“Want.”

As for what he wanted, he himself doesn’t know.

Duan Zhi’s eyes darkened. 2hEOMK

The water in the bathtub rippled layer by layer, as if stones were being thrown into a calm lake, spreading ripples.

Ji Shuyan straightened his toes, and his neck leaned back like a dying swan. He hung on Duan Zhi’s body, feeling like a rootless duckweed, floating to and fro in the current, without direction.

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With his dizzying sight, he turned his face, his moist eyes staring at Duan Zhi.

He still couldn’t remember who the person in front of him was, but he vaguely felt that this person was very good-looking and gentle, so he raised his head instinctively. Oud1Gt

Duan Zhi was frowning, trying not to look at Ji Shuyan, but his lips were caught off guard by a sudden coldness.

He lowered his head and met Ji Shuyan’s gaze. His noble and cold eyes resembling a Persian cat reflected his shadow at the moment.

Ji Shuyan kissed him.

Like a butterfly kissing a flower, like the spring breeze brushing the willow branches, incredibly soft. z9r4Np

The cold water in the bathtub overflowed and wet Duan Zhi’s clothes, but he was oblivious to it, and sat there stiffly.

The tingling feeling, like electricity, went all the way from his tailbone to his heart.

The shower head in his hand fell to the floor with a crisp thud. Water splashed everywhere, landing on the porcelain white wall tiles, and even on Duan Zhi’s brow bones and eyelashes.

Duan Zhi stayed frozen for a while before using the back of his hand to wipe off the water splashed on his face. o8sECU

The water was cold.

The kiss was also cold, just a simple touch.

But it was his first kiss.

Gifted by his beloved, in this cheap, white bathroom. uqQofi

Translator's Note


.纤尘不染 (xiān chén bù rǎn) – from 一尘不染 (yī chén bù rǎn) which means untainted by even a speck of dust (idiom); selfless and incorruptible; spotless.

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  1. First kiss: good

    First drug kiss: can be better

    Still super respectful for drank person

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