Those Years When We Killed the White LotusCh39 - V4.04 Innocent and Playful White Lotus

Now Yan Yu is indeed accustomed, but being accustomed is just being accustomed, it doesn’t mean he’s not unhappy!

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However, because he knows that Lin Zisheng cares about Yan Luo, even if Yan Yu is unhappy, he doesn’t do anything about it. Moreover, after receiving comfort during dinner, Yan Yu’s mood is noticeably better than before.

 

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After a good dinner, when Lin Zisheng wanted to return to his room to rest, he was stopped by two people.

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Helpless, Lin Zisheng could only sit in front of Yan Yu and Yan Luo, waiting for them to give him instructions.

 

“Yan, you shouldn’t have acted that way today. If someone wants to attack you, you should fight back, no matter who that person is!” When Yan Yu saw Lin Zisheng almost being scratched by that crazy woman, he really wanted to kill her right then and there. She really knows no limits!

 

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“Yes, Brother Luo, Big Brother is right. You shouldn’t be polite to such people. Since Big Brother hasn’t spoken, who dares to punish you? Besides… hmph, she’s just a woman!” 

 

The guards all know that protecting the family is more important than the wives. Even if Brother Luo really did something to that woman who doesn’t know the severity, he wouldn’t face any punishment, and instead, she would be punished!

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Seeing the seriousness in the two people’s expressions, how could Lin Zisheng not know that they were worried? Though moved by their concern, due to his own character, he remained silent, just nodding quietly as he used to.

 

As the top rule of being a guard, speak less. Both Yan and Lin Zisheng are really good at following it. Unless necessary, he would never speak.

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After receiving Lin Zisheng’s agreement, the two couldn’t help but smile. As long as Yan (Brother Luo) agreed, they wouldn’t have to worry about him being bullied by anyone in the future!

 

In their eyes, Lin Zisheng seems like a very easily bullied and pitiful person. Their responsibility now is to teach him how to protect himself in front of such people. Dare to bully him, just kill them!

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[They are both fools. How could our host be someone who would tolerate being mistreated? Everything has been planned by our host.] Perhaps outsiders don’t understand, but 001, who has been with Lin Zisheng all along, is very clear. Their host seems easy to bully, but unless he allows it, who can really bully him?

 

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As for what the two people say next, Lin Zisheng doesn’t take it seriously at all. Anyway, they will all be about the same topic – “The Importance of Self-Protection in Front of Women.” So it doesn’t matter if he listens to them or not.

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Finally, after bombarding Lin Zisheng with fatigue for half the night, they let him go back to his room to rest. After all, he has been trying on clothes all day, which is quite physically demanding. Especially seeing how tired he is now, they both couldn’t bear it.

 

What the two don’t know is that when Lin Zisheng returned to his room, he didn’t rest; instead, he opened the balcony door and went outside.

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On the day he moved in, he tied a very fine steel wire to the balcony and stood on it with one foot, trying to maintain balance. 001 told Lin Zisheng that only by continuously developing his physical potential could he integrate the bloodline faster.

 

“001, aren’t all vampires able to turn into bats? Since my vampire bloodline is activated, what level do I need to reach to transform? A Duke? A Grand Duke?” The process of developing potential is quite boring, so Lin Zisheng likes to chat with 001 at times like this.

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“At least it’s above the Vice Lord to freely switch between human form and bat form.” Although bloodlines are useful, they have too many limitations and certain side effects. 

 

[I don’t really agree with the host raising the vampire bloodline to the Vice Lord level. The more concentrated the bloodline, the more the host will be affected by it.] 

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Right now, Lin Zisheng may not have noticed it himself, but 001 has realized that the influence of the bloodline on Lin Zisheng has become quite severe. He should have warned him not to raise the bloodline level too high all at once when he first activated the bloodline.

 

“Affected? ” 001’s words triggered a deep sense of alertness in Lin Zisheng. Indeed, he feels somewhat off now. In the past, he would never have condoned endless killing. Even if he had to live in such an environment, he would at least keep his food requirements to the minimum necessary to sustain his life, rather than indulging in massacre. In the end, he only killed to satisfy his appetite.

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[Host, have you already noticed? So from now on, please be more cautious, or else, in the end, you might become a true vampire – those haughty, elegant, and merciless bloodthirsty creatures.]

 

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“Mhm, I know. From now on, I’ll be careful. Thank you for reminding me, 001.” Thankfully, 001’s reminder came just in time, allowing Lin Zisheng to be prepared. For someone like him, being prepared lessens the impact of the bloodline assimilation.

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[I’m glad you understand, but it’s not that you can’t improve your bloodline. It’s just not possible right now. When you reach level B and the fifth layer of the Mall opens, there will be a special elixir inside that can remove all the negative effects of the bloodline. However, that elixir is incredibly expensive, but with your completion rate, it won’t be an issue.]

 

Now 001 is really impressed with Lin Zisheng. After existing for so many years, it’s the first time it has seen a host with such a high completion rate. Even the hosts recorded in the main system’s files don’t compare to how amazing Lin Zisheng is!

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“Yeah, I understand. 001, let’s continue to work hard together,” Lin Zisheng said, then he seemed to think of something and looked at the excitedly flying 001 nearby. “Does this world also have hidden missions?” He recalled the rewards from hidden missions and felt that he shouldn’t overlook them in this world either.

 

[Of course, in every world, there are one to three hidden missions with different contents and rewards,] 001 told Lin Zisheng everything it knew.

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“Not just one mission?” Originally, Lin Zisheng thought there was only one mission, but now it seems like it’s not that simple. He needs to consider whether it’s worth spending more experience to complete hidden missions.

 

[That’s right. Depending on the world, the mission content and rewards vary. Also, as the world’s difficulty increases, hidden missions become harder to find and even more challenging to complete. Some missions may even threaten the host’s life.]

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These words didn’t surprise Lin Zisheng at all. That’s how this world works. If you want to gain something, you must pay a price. Nothing is free, and he shouldn’t expect to get what he wants without effort.

 

Seeing that Lin Zisheng has already grasped the situation, 001 feels relieved. It’s true that after the world level increases, the missions become harder to complete, but…

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For some missions, it’s just a piece of cake for its host, especially tasks like breaking up the male and female protagonists.

 

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Hehe, now it knows that in this bg world, the male protagonist can also be gay. It’s really broadening its horizons!

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“Yan!” Yan Yu shouted and rushed towards the direction of Lin Zisheng. This person not only refused to appear before him but now seemed to want to disappear from his life altogether?

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This startled Lin Zisheng, who quickly jumped off the fine steel wire. It’s worth noting that this steel wire was exchanged from the points mall and was a deadly weapon. If Yan Yu had collided with it, he would probably have lost his head.

 

Seeing Lin Zisheng land, Yan Yu felt relieved and subconsciously looked at where Lin Zisheng had just been standing. He was shocked because, under the moon’s illumination, he found a metal wire as thin as a strand of hair. If Yan Yu hadn’t been stopped by Lin Zisheng just now, he might have already lost his head.

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“Please don’t wander around like this in the future. My room is dangerous.” Although he thought of Yan Yu coming to his room, he didn’t expect him to be this reckless.

 

“Does the Family Patriarch have something to discuss?” How could Yan Yu not understand what he meant? The tone was so blatant that anyone could understand it clearly.

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“Yan, does that mean I can’t appear in front of you now when there’s nothing wrong?” Yan Yu suddenly felt somewhat melancholic. Ever since he sent Yan back to Dark Island, Yan seemed like a completely different person, indifferent and unconcerned about him, as if they had no relationship at all.

 

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Heh, perhaps they really have no relationship at all…

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This time, Lin Zisheng didn’t answer. Instead, he stood on the steel wire again. Now that Yan Yu knew about the steel wire, he shouldn’t recklessly run into it, so Lin Zisheng needed to properly coordinate his body.

 

For an experienced guard who lived on Dark Island for a long time, this was nothing special, but for Lin Zisheng at the moment, it was somewhat challenging. Although he had obtained skills, they didn’t completely belong to him yet. 

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While he could temporarily stand steadily on the wire, it would be impossible for him to fight someone on it. Currently, he had to practice hard not to raise any suspicion about his identity while also developing his physical potential, killing two birds with one stone.

 

Of course, Yan Yu was unaware of this and thought Lin Zisheng was seriously working on becoming stronger.

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While Lin Zisheng looked at Yan Yu with an puzzled expression, Yan Yu lightly jumped and landed next to him, with his posture stable and not causing any disturbance to the wire. This display made Lin Zisheng view the so-called Family Patriarch with new eyes.

 

“Yan, this reminds me of the days we trained together. Everyone thought you couldn’t do it, that you didn’t have the qualifications to stand behind me,” Yan Yu seemed to recall something pleasant and smiled, “but you succeeded and became the top guard back then. Then you accompanied me back to the main island, and we spent ten years there. How could you bear to leave?”

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Looking back now, Yan Yu knew he was also at fault, but he didn’t understand what happened to him. Even though he knew Lin Zisheng was injured, he still punished him. He even sent him back to Dark Island just to elicit some emotional reaction from him.

 

He knew very well that guards trained under the Dark Guard system would never have their own emotions. They were like loyal machines, forever devoid of unnecessary emotions.

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“A guard without a master has no reason to live.” Lin Zisheng’s gaze looked into the distance. The words he spoke were not his own but the voice of the soul that once inhabited his body.

 

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For a guard, being abandoned by their master was more heart-wrenching than death. Yet, Yan Yu had easily cast him aside. Now, Yan Yu wanted to pick him back up. What does that mean?

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Of course, Lin Zisheng would never admit that he was being petty because he was chased away.

 

Yan Yu’s breath stagnated upon hearing Lin Zisheng’s words. He knew about this matter, but he never intended to abandon Yan. It was just a moment of anger back then. If Yan had shown some remorse or begged for mercy that day, he would have taken back his words. But Yan remained silent, and now he’s even gone.

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“Patriarch, please go back.” When he said this, Lin Zisheng still didn’t look at the person beside him. He had already said most of what needed to be said, and now he just wanted Yan Yu to leave so he could go to sleep. Of course, before going to sleep, he would talk to 001 about that peculiar female lead.

 

How could Yan Yu not understand the message in Lin Zisheng’s words? Although he didn’t want to accept it, he obediently left. Now that Yan is willing to talk about the past, does it mean that his mental block is slowly opening up? If that’s the case, he mustn’t rush things!

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Having understood this, Yan Yu left the room.

 

“001, what do you think of the female lead today?” Speaking of the female lead, Lin Zisheng felt that something was off. Although he didn’t know the exact details of those places, he sensed a sense of discordance.

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[Think? I think she’s a good person, definitely a godsend. Once she truly breaks off the engagement, the main quest will be completed!] Thinking of the bright future, 001 felt overjoyed. This was the first time a mission had been completed so smoothly.

 

But Lin Zisheng wasn’t as optimistic as 001. He felt that if something felt off, then there must be something wrong. Suddenly, he seemed to have thought of something and asked 001 with uncertainty, “Do you remember the name of this world?”

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[Of course, I remember. This world is called innocent and playful white lotus.’ I absolutely won’t forget it.] 001 extended a tiny paw and patted its chest as if to say, ‘Trust me, I’m right.’

 

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“If that’s the case, then there really is a problem,” Lin Zisheng explained his guesses one by one, “In this world, the female lead is supposed innocent, but her innocence is more brain-dead. In this world, the female lead should definitely not be someone who lacks common sense and bites anyone she sees.”

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As Lin Zisheng explained, 001 also noticed something amiss. It finally realized a serious problem.

 

“Oh my, I forgot about something important! This is bad, bad, bad!” 001’s tiny body floated in mid-air, spinning around. It finally understood where the problem lay. “Host, we forgot a crucial detail. In this world, the male lead can have multiple wives, so Bai Lier might be from the Bai family, but she may not be the female lead!” 

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Because all the female leads in previous worlds were surnamed Bai, when 001 saw Bai Lier, it subconsciously assumed she was the female lead. But it forgot that the male lead’s fiancée might not be only one, there’s also Bai Lier’s third sister, Bai Lingling.

 

“It seems my guess was right. So, the difficulty level of this mission has been raised because after Bai Lier breaks off the engagement, in order to maintain their current advantages, the Bai family will probably marry Bai Lingling to Yan Yu.” 

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Furthermore, because of Bai Lier’s actions, she will never be allowed into the Yan family, so Bai Lingling is the one who must marry him!

 

After Lin Zisheng’s revelation, the feeling of having found a heaven-sent ally disappeared from 001’s heart, replaced with a sense of desolation. Now it finally understood that there’s no one in this world who could assist it, especially not the female lead. So, Bai Lier is definitely a hindrance, and there’s no need to explain further!

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“Enough, don’t overthink it. Sometimes, the more you think, the more complicated it gets. Let’s just deal with the things we need to handle first. Sometimes, with a little effort, we might be able to make the female lead break off the engagement.” Lin Zisheng didn’t forget he still had a godsend ally—Yan Yu, who was determined to marry him. And he could find a way to make that innocent and lovely female lead willingly break off the engagement.

 

And… is that female lead really that innocent and naive?

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[Master host, please rest earlier, 

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After finishing the conversation with 001, Lin Zisheng went to sleep. The next morning, he prepared breakfast, and to his surprise, two guests arrived shortly after. Wasn’t it too early? o8DjZi

 

“You’re still here!?” Seeing Lin Zisheng, Bai Lier gritted her teeth. She had suffered miserably because of him yesterday, and now he was standing in front of her again!?

 

Of course, though Bai Lier had thought of using the cruelest torture methods on Lin Zisheng, she didn’t dare to show any abnormality on the surface. She understood that this man was crucial in Yan Yu’s heart, and after listening to her father yesterday, she was in a bad mood. ghmBZO

 

How could a guard be more important than the lady of the house? What kind of family is the Yan family!?

 

“Good morning.” Lin Zisheng greeted the two guests and then noticed that Yan Yu and Yan Luo were coming down from upstairs. It seemed they had gotten used to having breakfast at this time, so they both came downstairs together. VileWR

 

“Yan Yu, we haven’t had breakfast yet. Can we eat something?” Looking at the exquisite breakfast on the table, Bai Lier felt even hungrier. Right now, the most important thing was to eat something. As for apologizing or whatever… hmph, she had never even thought about it.

 

Even if her father said so, she didn’t believe that a guard could be more important than a wife? gYEsRH

 

Meanwhile, 001, which had been floating in the air all this time, secretly observed the two people and quickly came to a conclusion: this Bai Lier is not the female lead of this world, but Bai Lingling is!

 

“Big Brother Yan, it’s been so long since you last visited me. Did you forget about Lingling?” Bai Lingling walked up to Yan Yu, her eyes filled with grievances. However, those big, shining eyes still looked at him admiringly, giving off a likable impression. MmkZ28

 

But obviously, Yan Yu couldn’t care less about all this. Right now, the most important thing to him was eating, as Yan’s cooking was a rare treat that he wanted to savor.

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As for Bai Lingling… 7Ajg1l

 

Heh, this child with such poor judgment deserves to be ignored!

 

Clearly, Bai Lingling was the type who becomes more determined after setbacks. Although she didn’t receive a response from Yan Yu, she didn’t give up with Lin Zisheng either.  X1PAoU

 

“Hello, you’re Yan, right? Yan Yu’s guard, aren’t you?” She said with a pleased smile, as if she had guessed something important. Even her usually innocent eyes now held a hint of cunning. Such a child was more likable, but unfortunately, it had no effect on Lin Zisheng.

 

“Miss Bai, you’ve got the wrong person. I am Luo.” Maybe in Yan Yu’s heart, Lin Zisheng was still the previous Yan, but now he wouldn’t admit to being Yan’s guard in public. npBqaN

 

Upon hearing this, Yan Yu’s hand holding the chopsticks paused for a moment, and then he acted as if nothing happened. Only he knew the bitterness in his heart. Was Lin Zisheng starting to dislike him now?

 

The atmosphere became awkward for a moment. Everyone knew that this person was Yan’s guard, but he himself refused to admit it. Was it due to amnesia? But it didn’t seem like it. What was going on? Myso8Y

 

Just as Bai Lingling was curious and wanted to pull Lin Zisheng’s sleeve to continue probing, Yan Yu, who had been quietly having breakfast, narrowed his eyes and sternly ordered, “Shut up!”

 

Instantly, all voices vanished, and Yan Yu felt quite satisfied. The Bai family members were all so clueless, clearly seeing that he was annoyed, yet they still kept chattering endlessly. Annoying! QIuMiz

 

“Haha, Bai Lingling, is it your turn to talk now? Weren’t you always using your innocent face to charm others? But now that no one’s interested in you, what are you going to do?” Bai Lier felt a surge of delight. Initially, she didn’t want Bai Lingling to follow her, but now it seemed like a good decision.

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“Bai Lier, do you think I told her to shut up because of you?” Just as Bai Lier was about to burst into laughter, a cold voice rang out, and Yan Yu’s gaze held a hint of murderous intent. fdsQLv

 

At this moment, he wouldn’t mind throwing both of them out if they kept making noise!

 

Under this tense atmosphere, an unappetizing breakfast came to an end. Bai Lingling quickly took the opportunity to state her purpose. ro4M q

 

“Brother Yan, Grandfather and Father want to ask you to break off the engagement. Grandfather already knows about what happened yesterday, so you don’t need to feel embarrassed.” Bai Lingling blinked her large eyes and looked at Yan Yu with admiration, as if she were looking at someone she truly admired from the bottom of her heart. Her sincerity was palpable.

 

“It will be the same as it was originally. Either bring two, or bring none.” The Bai family’s intentions were clear. Bai Lingling must have been favored more than Bai Lier, but unfortunately, she didn’t have the identity of a true Bai family daughter. So now she wanted to solidify that identity through him. Too bad, he wasn’t a good person to exploit! dBeGO2

 

“Yan Yu…” Upon hearing this, Bai Lier was truly moved. She thought that after yesterday’s incident, Yan might reject her, but now she realized she had been overthinking. Yan Yu truly had feelings for her. Otherwise, why would he refuse Bai Lingling’s proposal?

 

After Yan Yu rejected her suggestion, Bai Lingling’s expression turned increasingly unpleasant. She had always wanted to become his wife, but Bai Lier had been carrying the title of his fiancée all this time. After Bai Lier said those things yesterday, Bai Lingling felt ecstatic. After discussing with her grandfather and father all night, they came to a conclusion. 0OLRnr

 

“If there’s nothing else, go back. I have some matters to attend to these days.” He was busy with the intellectual duel with Yan Luo and had no time to deal with these people. He must find Yan and seize the opportunity to talk to him!

 

Now Yan Yu understood that Yan wasn’t just an ordinary guard to him. Although he didn’t know what else Yan meant to him, he just didn’t want this person to leave him. aR9wzb

 

Of course, Yan Luo also understood this, so she looked at Yan Yu with a complex expression.

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During this time, she had become aware that last time, when she drove Brother Luo away to the Dark Island, there must have been some issue. Now, seeing his regretful appearance, anyone with eyes could tell. ro64YC

 

“Now don’t drive them away for the time being, Big Brother. You talk to them. I have something to say to Brother Luo.” After saying this, Yan Luo pulled Lin Zisheng and left. She didn’t want to be a third wheel at this moment, and she really had something to say to Lin Zisheng.

 

So, ignoring the gazes of others, Yan Luo directly led Lin Zisheng to the beach. EtblBh

 

“Brother Yan, tell me, do you want to return to Big Brother’s side?” Although Yan Yu seemed unmoved by Yan Luo, any intelligent person could see that there was something more between these two.

 

Lin Zisheng didn’t say a word, but his gaze revealed his emotions. He knew that the person in Yan Yu’s eyes was him, and he also understood why Yan Yu became so emotional when facing him. Perhaps the more important someone was to him, the harder it was for him to express it. rAID4y

 

“Brother Yan, am I right in guessing what you’re thinking?” Looking at the silent man, Yan Luo was the only one who understood that when Yan Yu looked at his older brother, his eyes held a light that he didn’t have when facing others, even if he loved her and doted on her, it wasn’t the same as how he looked at Yan.

 

“Yes.” Finally, Lin Zisheng, who had been silent all along, spoke, “I know he regrets.” Q2k169

 

With just one sentence, “I know he regrets,” Lin Zisheng expressed all his thoughts. He understood Yan Yu’s regret, which was why he chose to forgive him, right?

 

“Brother Yan, I already knew it would be like this, but I still want to keep you by my side. Because you’re a very, very important person to me, the only one who has given me warmth. But I also know that the person you have in your heart isn’t me. So, can I send you back to him?” Sending you back to your elder brother, that means forgiving my wilfulness, okay? HLIhyz

 

“Little Luo, I had a younger sister.” Lin Zisheng looked into the distance, his voice somewhat ethereal. Now he was telling Yan’s story, but also telling his own story.

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“I thought I could protect her for a lifetime, thought I could always be by her side, but in the end, she disappeared, and I couldn’t find her anywhere,” Lin Zisheng turned back, looking earnestly at Yan Luo, “Little Luo, you are like my sister.” 3KFgmz

 

At that moment, Yan Luo understood his meaning. So in his heart, she was already his sister. That was enough for her.

 

After they talked, they didn’t immediately return to the villa on the main island. Yan Luo was planning to return to Qi Yue Island tomorrow. She had been away for a long time and missed her home, but this time she didn’t have Brother Luo accompanying her. However, it didn’t matter; as long as Brother Luo treated her as a sister, she had nothing to fear! 9xR21w

 

So they spent the day playing on the island. Although the main island was not as good as Qi Yue Island, it was still refreshing. Both of them had a great time. The only one who had a hard time was Yan Yu, who spent the whole day in the room dealing with these two noisy women. Even though he could easily get rid of them with a single movement of his finger, for some reason, he couldn’t do it when he thought of Yan Luo’s words.

 

Finally, before the sky turned completely dark, the two of them returned. Seeing their figures, Yan Yu finally felt relieved. He was afraid that they might secretly run off when he wasn’t there. eLHgtT

 

“Big Brother, I’ll be heading back tomorrow. I’ve been here for a long time, and I’m starting to miss home.” Yan Luo looked at Yan Yu, her eyes teasing. Although she had already agreed to keep Yan, she didn’t want her brother to know so soon. If he did, he might bully Yan again!

 

“So… you’re leaving so soon? Why don’t you stay a few more days?” He didn’t mean to say that, he actually wanted to keep Yan here, but he remembered the words Yan said earlier, and for some reason, he couldn’t say a single word. 9 8Fmo

 

“No, Big Brother, it’s been quite a while. I’ll be heading back tomorrow morning.” Looking at Yan Yu’s lost and dejected look, Yan Luo found it rather fresh. She deliberately emphasized the word ‘I,’ wanting to see if her big brother could notice the problem in her words. However, at this moment, Yan Yu’s intelligence had gone AWOL, and he was completely lost in sorrow.

 

Is Yan still leaving? No matter what he said or did, he couldn’t keep this person, could he? His heart ached, and he wanted to say something to ease the situation, but at this moment, Yan Yu found himself at a loss for words. HB5ZhA

 

“I’m not going back.” Seeing Yan Yu like this, Lin Zisheng knew exactly what he was thinking. Although he was a bit afraid that this person might subject him to another dark room ‘play,’ to his surprise, his lover in this world was exceptionally composed. Even at this moment, he could still maintain control.

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“What… what!?” Did he just hear things? Did Yan just say he’s not leaving with Little Luo? l2nJTg

 

“I said I’m not going back. I’ll stay here.” Looking at Yan Yu’s silly expression, Lin Zisheng suddenly felt his heart softening. 

 

After experiencing several worlds, he had long understood his lover’s personality. Overbearing and indifferent as he might be to others, in front of him, he was always someone who could make him go soft, someone who made him want to give everything he had to him. HDG 1E

 

“Yan, what you said is true, right? You won’t leave again?” He thought he wouldn’t be able to see Yan for a long time, but now there was a turning point, how could he not be happy? It was simply a blessing from the heavens!

 

“Yes, and Little Luo agreed too.” Among Yan’s guards, there could be transfers. As long as Yan Luo agreed, it was absolutely no problem for Lin Zisheng to return to Yan Yu. This was also the reason why Yan Yu had always been careful not to provoke Yan Luo; if she didn’t speak up, Yan wouldn’t be able to come back. dJCfxV

 

“Little Luo, th-thank…” Yan Yu wanted to say thank you, but he found that Lin Zisheng was already gone somewhere. Even so, he still felt overjoyed; after all, Yan had finally returned to his side.

 

“Go back and rest well. You haven’t been sleeping well these days, have you?” Yan Yu was right next door to Lin Zisheng; how could he not know if he had been resting well or not? With his enhanced physique, he could sense many things more keenly, including the sound of turning over at night! tPyYgA

 

“Yes, I’ll go back and rest now. Yan, this time you won’t leave me again, right?” He couldn’t bear any more losses now. He didn’t want Yan to leave!

 

“No, I won’t.” zA7xk6

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  1. Thanks for the chapter!! ♡⁠(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)⁠♡

    I still think it’s too early to forgive! Wanna him suffering some more! overwhelming despair!! Mwuahahaha