Soul FireChapter 38

Jaegyeom felt the illusion that all the surrounding scenery around him paused. Only Yoon Taehee could be seen clearly in the black-and-white field of vision.

‘What do you think? About the dark side of the eclipsed moon.’ Vs0Bkw

‘What could be in a tightly hidden place?’

He just thought he was talking about books. The meaningful words that circled around the outskirts like a hawk circling the air were aimed precisely at the sensitive areas. It was only now that Jaegyeom realized that every passing word was directed at him.

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“Shouldn’t we be a little more honest with each other now? I’m done playing the ridiculous teacher and student.”

Yoon Taehee tilted his head and glanced over at Jaegyeom. The eyes that cast off kindness and kindness were cool and sharp. He was no longer pretending to be anything. mqW2ci

“Do you remember the two ghosts you saw yesterday? They are my favorite spirits, and one of them has the ability to read the past. The name is Saero. Next time I get a chance, I’ll introduce him to you formally. Anyway, that’s why I asked him to find out about you.”

The boy revealed his identity without permission. He was devastated at the thought of having his initiative taken away. So it was his turn to expose the boy’s true identity now.

If the opportunity would not present itself, he’d have to find it himself.

***

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Over the past few days, Saero had been under the pressure as though drying out the blood of a ghost.

‘Not yet?’

After giving the order to find out the history of the boy, Yoon Taehee called Saero to the library every day. It contradicted him saying it was okay to slow down and not rush. And then on the third day exactly, Saero appeared in front of Yoon Taehee, looking haggard.

‘Taehee-nim was right! H- how is this possible?’ eLKbzn

As Saero stuck out his tongue and exclaimed, Yoon Taehee’s eyes lit up. When he asked what he had read, he verbalized what he had seen and heard as close to the original as possible. Because the amount of blood was so small, all he could see was a fleeting moment in the past.

‘Looking at the clothes and setting, it seemed like a memory from a very long time ago. The owner of the blood was wearing a scholar’s robe and was sitting in an old thatched house. And beside him was a man who looked like his master.’

A straight smile crept onto Yoon Taehee’s lips. It was the moment when the assumptions were transformed into certainties. As Saero said, much of it coincided with Yoon Taehee’s guess. A fragment of the past made it clear that the boy had a long past, and that he had been with his master.

He let out a laugh. An old boy, the contradictory expression worked in reality. Yoon Taehee realized anew that the world he was in was a realm that deviated from common sense. The identity of the boy was particularly enigmatic and mysterious. XmnLFw

‘And?’

Yoon Taehee crossed his legs obliquely.

‘The man didn’t look very old. But when I think about it, what’s a bit strange is that the man called the owner of the blood his disciple. But if he’s his master, something doesn’t make sense…’

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‘… What?’

‘He stabbed him?’ Yoon Taehee asked as if it was absurd.

‘Then?’

‘The scene was cut off there, so I didn’t see what happened after that.’ ejivbI

Saero scratched his head and replied with regret. A little more blood would have allowed him to look into the past much longer than now. It was a feat to have read this much with just that amount.

‘… A master who stabs his disciple.’

Yoon Taehee muttered to himself and tapped the desk with his fingertips. Even after taking off the veil, he was still curious about the boy. What on earth happened in the past? For a moment, he seriously thought about getting a lot of blood to dig up all of his history.

No, he couldn’t. It was right to treat what was valuable with respect. If he kept him by his side anyway, he would naturally know eventually. For the time being, he was thinking of pretending not to know. There was no need to be impatient, he decided. rSZn8k

But now he didn’t have to. The sandcastle he worked so hard on collapsed and the board was overturned in vain. Yoon Taehee decided to step down without regret in the fight for time. There was no reason to act nice anymore, no reason to hang around. Now was the time to generously shake what was in his hand.

***

Yoon Taehee simply returned the past he had heard through Saero to the owner of the past. Jaegyeom, who recalled a piece of his past through the mouth of another person, had an incomprehensible face. An old thatched house and a master who stabbed his student with a knife. He seemed lost in thought and dazed.

“I was wondering how you had the nerve to show your face…” g2dyb

As if he finally understood, Jaegyeom nodded after a while.

Yoon Taehee lifted the brim of his hat slightly. It was as if he was trying to check something. The neat lines of the profile hidden in the shadows were clearly revealed. And at some point, a look of admiration appeared on his face. It was because a terrifying spiritual energy began to leak from behind Jaegyeom’s back.

The people in the bookstore were carefree. The threatening energy was only directed at Yoon Taehee; hard and blatant hostility to the point of slicing was aimed at his neck.

“Did you feel nasty that I peeked into the past? Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t mean to pick a fight. It was just because I was curious about you. You know, I’m a bit interested in you.” HT496

Yoon Taehee had a faint smile.

“Don’t make a fool of yourself.”

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A cold, chilling voice escaped Jaegyeom’s mouth.

“I don’t think it’s bad to have at least one person in the world who knows your true identity. I know you. No one else but me. And you know me too.” 4wdbxM

Jaegyeom glared at Yoon Taehee sharply. The calm atmosphere tensed in an instant. The classical melodies that resonated calmly in the bookstore were turning into passion. The merciless pounding of the piano pierced Jaegyeom’s ears like lightning.

“I want you to be an exorcist.”

It was a polite yet rude attempt.

“I mean, let’s make it a little more comfortable between two bastards who have nothing to hide from each other.” n1Vy3K

At the moment Yoon Taehee added with a slight smile, the phone buzzed in the back pocket of his pants. There was a faint hum and vibration under the melody of his piano. Yoon Taehee fixed his gaze on Jaegyeom while taking out his phone. He didn’t even check the screen and pressed the volume key to turn off the vibration.

“It will be much better than going to school like now. Of course, you will get paid every month, and if there is anything else you want, I will have it done. In terms of rank, you will be my subordinate, but I promise to treat you equally. How about it? I don’t think this is a losing proposition.”

Yoon Taehee stared at Jaegyeom with unwavering eyes. The phone, which had been silent, started to vibrate again. He ignored it and continued.

“Think carefully, there should be at least a suitable pastime in a boring and obscure life.” 7YBK6S

Jaegyeom finally let out a snicker. Yoon Taehee, who threw off his mask and revealed his true colors, was literally shameless. His unfortunate side was his own and overly arrogant tone.

Stuffed. Betrayal. Boring. Obscure. Every single word Yoon Taehee spat out gave an unpleasant feeling of falling. Jaegyeom removed the spiritual energy that was being aimed at Yoon Taehee’s neck. Then he turned his head and glanced around lightly,

Bang—!

With a loud roar, the spiritual energy exploded in all directions. ZqnDEO

“Kyaagh!”

The customers who were looking at books screamed and collapsed on the spot as the glass windows installed in front of the bookstore were shattered in an instant with the sound of a loud crash. All the lights hanging from the ceiling were also ruptured, and glass shards rained down.

Shards of glass flew in and out of the bookstore like a storm. In the midst of everyone’s confusion, only the two of them, Jaegyeom and Yoon Taehee, were standing in their places. A sharp fragment grazed the latter’s cheek. Blood oozed from the long cut.

“…” OI4g3A

Yoon Taehee lost his words for a moment and blinked with a blank expression. He was in awe of the other’s spiritual energy and physical strength. What speechless thing… Just when Yoon Taehee, who was wiping his cheeks with the back of his hand, burst into laughter, the vibration rang again in the midst of the situation. He ignored the vibration and looked down at the blood on his hand. It was bleeding again. Yoon Taehee, who was muttering to himself, raised his head.

“You are hot tempered.”

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Yoon Taehee’s face was strangely reminiscent. Meanwhile, Jaegyeom brushed off the glass shards that landed on the top of his head with a nonchalant expression. The peaceful bookstore became a mess soon enough. The unspoken message was that if he couldn’t touch him directly because there were too many watchful eyes, then he could just not touch him directly.

“You dare to be impudent because I cut you some slack before.” aDHGEM

There was a faint contempt in Jaegyeom’s eyes as he said that.

“Do you feel like you’ve found out some big secret?”

Yoon Taehee rudely broke down the door and invaded Jaegyeom without permission. The extorted past became a hostage of the present and laid under Yoon Taehee’s feet. Jaegyeom did not expect this situation at all. He was agitated, and it was true that he was caught off guard. But that was it.

“Yeah, that’s right. But, fuck, what about it.” 84NYIA

Jaegyeom had no intention of playing in Yoon Taehee’s clutches.

“I don’t care what you know about me. If you used that as an excuse, you must have thought that I would grab the hem of your pants while shaking.”

‘Please be an exorcist’. Ultimately, this was what he wanted to talk about.

“Even if I die and wake up, I won’t become an exorcist.” nklxiI

“Why?”

Yoon Taehee asked seriously.

“Because the exorcists are filthy conniving bastards from birth.”

Yoon Taehee said that only he knew him. But when Jaegyeom pondered on those words, the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to laugh. It was truly ridiculous. If he really knew him, he wouldn’t be asking him to become an exorcist. B2rdxM

“… Do you know exorcists well?”

Yoon Taehee’s eyes lit up as if he had heard something interesting.

“I know.”

Jaegyeom muttered with an expressionless face. odrmlH

“Because my master was an exorcist.”

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15 comments

  1. This is why I’m having a hard time liking him. His anger is understandable but to lump all exorcists as scum bc his master was one is idiotic for someone as smart as him.

    • well it’s not just that the both of them were exorcists, from his pov, taehee also approached him with an ulterior motive to use him while hiding his intentions and identity. his age is also a factor as u have mentioned. he had not interacted with humans for a very long time and the first human he started to open up to ended up just being nice to lure him in and take advantage of him. he expected a friend, not a job offer. and this is very much reminiscent of his past in which he was ostracised/alone, came to love his master like his father, and then “betrayed”. he sees a lot of similarities in that premise. also, jaegyeom is quite a bit of a tsundere; he’s tough and cold on the outside and doesn’t like being vulnerable or the possibility of his affection being taken advantage of.
      • Yea both Yoon his master r exorcists but that doesnt excuse lumping every other exorcist with the actions of his master. He already cant die so why not have an open mind n see what can happen with an exorcist who isnt your master. And who’s to say yoon doesnt want to befriend him as well as have an exorcist at his side. Besides almost everyone befriends ppl with some form of ulterior motives even if it’s not obvious. I just hate hes jumping to conclusions assuming that all exorcists will betray him just bc his master did. Given his prejudice, if Yoon had gone out n said hes an exorcist, jaegyeom would immediately assume hes a jackass just bc his master was one. Not to mention jaegyeom is hiding his identity from everyone too n who knows what motives he may have for anything. In a way hes an exorcist too so couldn’t he also betray everyone like misani etc. I guess I just hate wen ppl jump to conclusions about a group based off the actions of an individual of the group n it’s exactly wat hes doing. His propensity for violence also needs to be toned down.
        • You fail to understand that his master was the only ever exorcist he knew and he betrayed him/ stabbed him and that kind of betrayal would make you generalize as see the all as being the bad guy

          • Not only that, Yoon in this chapter is an absolute arse hole, f*ck even if I didn’t get betrayed like jeong if anyone talked like that to me I’d spit in their face. He sure isn’t helping fixing their(the exorcists) broken image either.

        • uhh i don’t think people befriend others with an ulterior motive ;-; also, the emphasis is not just on hiding identity, but being approached to be asked to be an exorcist. imagine getting closer someone just to find out all they wanna do is lure u into a crypto scam or MLM lol. and it’s not just a simple betrayal, his master cursed him to live the eternal life he hates, so there is trauma that can’t easily disappear. as for ur point on why he doesn’t have a open mind, well yes that’s just his personality. he’s extremely hesitant to open up to people, prefers to be alone than risk getting hurt by being involved with others, prefers to push away others than take risks continuing a relationship. sorry for sounding so lengthy but just wanted to advise that, if u don’t like the main character’s personality… i’m afraid u might not like the rest of the novel ^^
  2. In response to all the responses:

    Ppl hide many ulterior motives to becoming friends and to think otherwise is naive. Ppl in general are selfish so that somewhat comes with the territory.
    Yoon may not have been the kindest in this chapter but jaegyeom punched him immediately after determine he was a Guinea so he kind of deserves the backlash. His violent tendencies are what bothered me. I can understand his hesitancy but he didnt even try listening to toon n immediately fought him so why does he deserve to be treated differently.
    I understand full well that his master betrayed him in a disgusting way and was the first gwijae he was openly aware of but generalizing ppl bc if those kinds of experiences can and have led to racism so it rubbed me the wrong way. I’d be more ok if the emphasis was on him just not trusting ppl in general as opposed to all exorcists/gwijaes in particular.
    I think it’s a bit extreme to liken bein asked to be an exorcist to being pulled into a ponzi scheme. He has only the tiniest idea if exorcists bc of 1 scum he knew of so he has no true clue what it entails. On the other hand, it’s well known ponzis are a scam.
    He may have had pleasant interactions with gwijae who just never exposed themselves which can easily prove his assumptions wrong. Of course we dont know this and it’s a bit irrelevant but the point is lumping ppl like hes doin is harmful.
    Just bc I’m not liking his current character doesnt mean I wont like and am not liking the novel. I’ve read plenty with mc or ml I disliked the whole way.
    Just because he has his reasons for why he feels the way he does doesnt make feeling that way something worthy of defense. If anything, it should be condemned and worked through. This is something I’m hoping to read and why I like the story. Hes avoided basically all ppl despite living so long which allowed his misconceptions to fester instead of discovering his master was just a bad person and not everyone else is.

    • Yeah, Yoon is definitely the asshole in this situation, even with Jaegyeom reacting in extreme ways, I honestly don’t blame him, when he’s been dealing with the mental health fallout of being rejected and blamed for innate abilities he didn’t chose as a child, and then betrayed by the only human who showed him warmth, and forced to continue living eternally. Why should he extend trust to humans after that? Why should he give exorcists the benefit of the doubt when his master told him they sucked, and then proved with his actions that he was no exception?

      • Everyone should stop giving his actions a pass just of what he went through. Instead of taking his master at his word that exorcists suck, how about consider that wat he did and said was to trick jaegyeom into forever being alone and not trusting exorcists. One instance of something like that doesn’t speak for everyone. And if he hadn’t immediately reacted to learning Yoon was an exorcist by punching him, maybe the 2 couldve had a conversation n work it out. That didnt happen so yoon retaliated. We dont know what hes gone through. It could be something serious like jaegyeom too so maybe his response can be “justified” too. See how excusing actions/reactions bc of past can lead to unending issues? I’m not even sure there was anything else Yoon couldve done from the start considering the prejudice hes working against. If he tells him day 1 what he is n wants, jaegyeom will walk away. His best option was to open up n befriend him then slowly reveal who he is and try to show that his master, while an exorcist, was just cruel by nature and not because of being a gwijae. This option was destroyed bc of the ghosts resulting in the situation we have now. Please tell me ppl who are all knowing what you wouldve done instead now that ur plan was ruined? Sure he couldve not poked at his sore spot in the store but the same goes for jaegyeom punching him. It’s the second time hes punched someone as an instant response to something he didnt like so that’s why I’m not letting it go. Even jy told him he shouldn’t but he still did/does. My point is that he hasn’t even tried to talk things through with ppl n resorts to violence instead, which is inexcusable no matter his past. What his master did was horrible but that doesnt mean anyone, especially exorcists who gets close to him will do the same. Like I said, hes alrdy immortal. Might as well see if things can change for the better. I’m probably done explaining this because everyone just wants to pity part over what jaegyeom suffered and excuse all of his actions bc of that. I instead want him to communicate his displeasure/anger than just fight and jump to conclusions. It seems his guardian and mesani spoiled him so hes never learned how to communicate, which, if thats the case, is partially their fault hes remained the way he has.
    • Everyone should stop giving his actions a pass just of what he went through. Instead of taking his master at his word that exorcists suck, how about consider that wat he did and said was to trick jaegyeom into forever being alone and not trusting exorcists. One instance of something like that doesn’t speak for everyone. And if he hadn’t immediately reacted to learning Yoon was an exorcist by punching him, maybe the 2 couldve had a conversation n work it out. That didnt happen so yoon retaliated. We dont know what hes gone through. It could be something serious like jaegyeom too so maybe his response can be “justified” too. See how excusing actions/reactions bc of past can lead to unending issues? I’m not even sure there was anything else Yoon couldbt done from the start considering the prejudice hes working against. If he tells him day 1 what he is n wants, jaegyeom will walk away. His best option was to open up n befriend him then slowly reveal who he is and try to show that his master, while an exorcist, was just cruel by nature and not because of being a gwijae. This option was destroyed bc of the ghosts resulting in the situation we have now. Please tell me ppl who are all knowing what you wouldve done instead now that ur plan was ruined? Sure he couldve not poked at his sore spot in the store but the same goes for jy punching him. It’s the s econd time hes punched someone as an instant response to something he didnt like so that’s why I’m not letting it go. Even jy told him he shouldn’t but he still did/does. My point is that he hasn’t even tried to talk things through with ppl n resorts to violence instead, which is inexcusable no matter his past. What his master did was horrible but that doesnt mean anyone who is an exorcist n gets close to him will do the same. Like I said, hes alrdy immortal. Might as well see if things can change for the better.
  3. Yeah … there’s just no way I can ever support these two getting into a relationship. Yoon Taehee’s way of interacting with Jaegyeom is so manipulative and backhanded that any relationship built off of this foundation is going to feel toxic AF. Jaegyeom is a traumatized individual that wants nothing more then to be left alone and has proven that he can get dangerously out of control with mild provocation. He’s also prejudiced against exorcists and will lash out at them. With a MC like that we’d want a ML who is willing to slowing and gently work with the MC to get him to open up and help him heal. Instead, we’ve got the opposite: a ML that’s deliberately poking the MC. And when the MC lashed out at this what did the ML do? Stabbed him where he knew it would hurt the most. It feels like Yoon Taehee is trying to break Jaegyeom, not help him. Jaegyeom deserves better.Thanks for the chapter. I do like reading this even if it’s more of a hate-read then a joy-read.