CW: violence, non-con
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“Jian Suiying! Jian Suiying!” Li Yu called his name, as if he had eaten the words, chewed them up, and spit them out. He rode on Jian Suiying and madly left a string of marks on the other’s face and neck. Li Yu never dreamed that one day he would have the impulse to devour a person alive like this, just to let the said person stay with him.
Jian Suiying was like a poppy drug to him, which made him shudder, yet he still could not let go. He should lock this man up, hide him in a place where no one else can see, bind his hands and feet, and gag his mouth to forbid him to say anything hurtful or betray him!
Jian Suiying is Li Yu’s! He belongs to Li Yu!
“Li Yu! I f*cking curse 18 generations of your ancestors! Let go of laozi! You f*cking r*pist! Let go of me!” Jian Suiying shouted loudly, and with a flick of his fingernail, he scratched a bloody mark on Li Yu’s neck.
Li Yu’s smile looked distorted. “R*pist? Yes, Laozi will let you know today about the consequences of daring to fool me!”
He acted carelessly with his knowledge of Jian Suiying’s body, just like in their numerous sexual encounters in the past.
But this time, there was no gentle expression in his face, only a look of wanting to inflict punishment.
Jian Suiying really wanted to know how much he owed Li Yu in his past life. If it weren’t for his murderous hatred of getting motherf*cking robbed, he wouldn’t just let Li Yu do this to him. No one could humiliate him so badly as he did. For his entire life, he’ll remember everything he suffered today, and he will make Li Yu pay back twice!
Unlike the first time they did it in Beihai, Li Yu was very sober this time. He was clear-headed despite his fury, and he also knew what he was doing. However, the mood at this moment is completely different from that time in Beihai.
At that time, he wanted to humiliate him. He wanted to give a lesson that’ll last for a lifetime to the man who always harassed and insulted him with words. He wanted to stand up before the man and make him dare not think anything of him any more.
But right now, his only thought is to possess him, to claim him mercilessly! He wants to let Jian Suiying know that he owns him. He wants Jian Suiying to know the consequences of betraying Li Yu. He wants Jian Suiying to know that he is the only man for Jian Suiying!
He didn’t know what else to do to stop Jian Suiying’s romantic affairs. Crazy jealousy had total control over him, and violence was his only outlet.
The jaunt lasted for over half an hour, until Jian Suiying finally passed out under the multiple effects of alcohol, humiliation, and pain.
Li Yu was sweating all over and observed Jian Suiying, who was also sweaty underneath him, and then the mess the two made.
He was breathing heavily. Soon, he detached himself from Jian Suiying, sat down on the sofa, and slowly held his head in his hands. How did they come to this point? How did they come to this point after all the good times?
Can his relationship with Jian Suiying go back to that…
It suddenly occurred to him that his brother would come back from Beihai soon. How will he deal with his brother by then? How should he face his brother’s questioning and disappointed eyes? How would he deal with his parents’ criticism?
How could Jian Suiying let go of his brother?
He never felt that his life was so chaotic until now. He felt that the road ahead was dark, but he could not stop moving forward. He was not allowed to even take a breath.
Why did Jian Suiying refuse to listen to his explanation? Why did he mess with his older brother’s career in that way? How could he be with someone else in the twinkling of an eye! Li Yu’s head was like a bomb about to explode. Jian Suiying’s dreamy playboy appearance didn’t help either, it made Li Yu feel pain in both his heart and lungs.
He wished to grab hold of everyone who dared touch Jian Suiying and choke them alive!
Li Yu didn’t know how long he’d been sitting on the sofa, but soon he slowly stood up, picked up Jian Suiying, and put him on the bed included in the private room. The bed still looked neat, which meant that nothing happened there. But because the club was so well-prepared, Li Yu felt sick. If he didn’t come here tonight, would Jian Suiying be lying naked on this bed with others instead?
Li Yu felt that he was going insane.
He put Jian Suiying on the bed and covered him with the blanket. Observing his face as he slept, Li Yu really wanted time to stop at this moment. When Jian Suiying opens his eyes, Li Yu knows how arrogant and mean he’ll be.
He would rather he never opened his eyes.
Li Yu sat in front of Jian Suiying’s bed for a long time. He watched Jian Suiying’s face as his heart was violently struggling.
Finally, Li Yu took out the phone from Jian Suiying’s pocket, found a name in the contacts, and pressed the call button with trembling fingers.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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“Ah, this, hehe.” Tang-zong laughed in embarrassment.
“You’ve already seen it anyway, so we have nothing to hide, but just don’t let others know.”
“Certainly. Assistant Li, don’t worry about it. Let Jian-zong rest assured as well.”
Li Yu took a deep look at Jian Suiying and said with difficulty, “Suiying is right next to me. It’s inconvenient for him to tell you things, so can I find us a place to talk? It’s about the land in the Fifth Ring Road…”
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When Jian Suiying woke up, he caused a scene in the club. Li Yu has disappeared. He had nowhere else to vent his anger and destroyed half of the private room he booked.
The manager and several security guards watched him quietly. As long as he didn’t hit people, they were comforted.
No one knew what happened yesterday. When the manager daringly came in late into the night, Jian Suiying was already asleep under the sheets, but he thought that he must have had a bad fight with that guy named Li.
He knew yesterday that it was wrong for him to let non-members in, and that it was also wrong for him to leave them alone. Jian Suiying had to settle accounts with him sooner or later after waking up, but if he hadn’t let Li Yu in yesterday, Jian Suiying would have to fight with him while he was still drunk. After weighing the consequences, it was still dangerous for people who drank alcohol. However, according to his understanding of the princeling Jian, although he was angry, it’s rare for him to be so unreasonable. The things in this room have been destroyed, but when his temper passes, he will be alright.
Sure enough, Jian Suiying soon sat down on the sofa, tired after breaking things, lit a cigarette as his hands trembled. He stared at the several employees standing at the door with bloodshot eyes, and spoke lowly, “Look at this fart, what are you doing here?”
The manager immediately said, “I’m afraid that Jian Shao’s anger is not over, and you might accidentally hurt yourself. Do you feel comfortable? If not, let’s change to a different room, and you can continue your exercise.”
As the saying goes, reach out without hitting the smiling person. When it comes to this, Jian Suiying just glared at him, not knowing how to continue. “Zhang Cai-er, you’re pretty good with spoon-feeding.”
The manager smiled, “Jian Shao, I’ll take that as a compliment.”
The manager, Zhang Shucai, is a well-known slippery figure in the capital city’s sex industry. He has a slippery smile, and was very active with gossip. He himself is a straight man, but he can train a group of little ducks under him to be obedient. He knows the secrets in the circle, and the big boss of the club has gained a lot of reputation and relies on him. The princes in the capital more or less give him some face.
Jian Suiying can’t cause too much trouble. Although he’s an impulsive person, he seldom falls into misfortunes. If he can’t find a way to find a way out of this problem, he would be a disgrace. After smoking half a cigarette, he snubbed it and threw it on the ground. The others also calmed down. Jian Suiying said, “This room… please put the charges on my account.”
“Alright.”7
“You better shut up about this matter.”
“You can rest assured.”
Jian Suiying thought for a moment: “Say hello to your boss and say that when he has time, I’m inviting him to dinner. He’ll leave the matter alone.”
“Please rest assured, Jian Shao.”
Jian Suiying sighed, grabbed his coat from the sofa, and strode out.
He is a Jian, he comes from an old and distinguished family. This was the first time he felt a lack of security. He felt that everything and everyone around him was against him, or was ready to harm him. What made him most uncomfortable was that he thought he was extremely powerful. Even through winds and rains, he wouldn’t lack anything to support himself. In the end, he realized that no one really cared about him.
Bai Xinyu, Jian Suilin, and Li Yu. The people he thought he trusted had betrayed him one by one. Jian Suiying felt that he was not that much of an unforgivable person. At most, he was a bit of a bully. As for suffering such retribution? He gave his heart to others, but it was mercilessly stepped on and thrown into the garbage, which made him feel like he was cheaper than a pig’s heart.
Growing up, he helped discipline Bai Xinyu, but for the sake of money, he ignored their familial relations. Although he couldn’t get closer to his brother, he believed that he had at least done his duty as a big brother, but instead the other built up the flames of hatred for over ten years to secretly go against him. Then there’s Li Yu, the first person to experience Jian Suiying’s sincerity and tolerance, didn’t have him in his heart the way he had for Li Yu. Not only that, but his also belonged to someone else. In order to please his beloved, he slept with and cheated on Jian Suiying. Li Yu’s damage really opened his eyes.
He remembered what had happened last night and the things Li Yu had done to him. He suddenly felt sick.
Li Yu made him feel sick.
Jian Suiying was truly blind, he took a fancy to such an animal. He thumped his fist on the steering wheel a few times, causing the horn of his car to honk loudly.
He didn’t know how to get rid of his feelings of anger and sadness. Even if he killed Li Yu, he couldn’t bring himself to forget that he had once loved such a creature. He started to like a person, but it left his life and wallet drained. It would be a shame for any sort of man to go through such a thing like he did. At that moment, he did not know how to describe how empty and sad his heart felt.
He only knew that the more he felt hurt and frustrated, the more he would try to straighten himself out and carry the weight of his burdens, and he would never bow down in front of people who wanted to see him for the joke that he’d become. Nothing can knock him down, he is Jian Suiying after all. He would treat Li Yu like a nobody and let it go. He would act as as if something in his mind had been shut out by a door. He would live his motherf*cking life with clear eyes and see the real faces of those wolves.
Jian Suiying stayed at home for another two days, but he wasn’t idle during these two days. He asked Secretary Liang to move his work materials to his home, and he prepared for the most important board meeting at the end of the year.
Christmas Day was particularly lively. Jian Suiying lived on the 20th floor and could easily hear the fireworks exploding in the sky. This occasion, which he had carefully prepared for a few months ago, was nothing to him now.
He remembered the ring he still kept in his office and decided to go to the company soon to throw it away. He really considered that there was a problem in his brain at that time for him to do such a stupid thing. However, ever since he met Li Yu, he has done a lot of stupid things. If he wanted to make a list, those rings won’t even be in the top ten.
He hated this holiday from the bottom of his heart, but it wasn’t just Christmas, he now hated all busy days. However, he still felt uncomfortable as he watched the long queues of people outside, and the colorful fireworks painting the sky.
He received dozens of blessings from others today, but he remained silent the entire time, not speaking a word.
At this time, he knew that he should talk to someone, but who should he call? Jian Suiying thought for a long time and ultimately decided to call his grandfather.
When Lao Jian answered the phone, his voice was thick with sleep.
Jian Suiying realized that it was already past 10:00 and his grandfather goes to bed early.
Lao Jian seemed a little nervous. “Suiying, why did you call so late?”
“Ah, everything’s all right…” Jian Suiying smiled. “Isn’t it a holiday today? Of course I had to call you.”
“What are we going to do on a holiday for foreigners? Suiying, are you not busy?”
“I’m not, and what can’t I do anyway? Your grandson can stand it. I also haven’t seen you in a long time. Can’t I call you to greet you?”
Lao Jian was silent for a moment, then he spoke. “Suiying, you’re still young. You can’t spend too much money. Sometimes, don’t be too hard on yourself. It’s more important to live happily. How much do you earn again?”
Jian Suiying looked up at the bright, starry sky and listened to the voice on the phone. His mood suddenly soured, “Don’t worry, grandpa, I don’t hinder myself from enjoying life while I earn money. I don’t know how much happiness I feel now, even.”
“It’s also time for you to settle down and look for a good person… I’m just looking for leisure now. I’m too old to care about your business, of men who love men and women who love women. Anyway, find someone to settle down with and who will sincerely take care of you. Don’t take all the romance for granted. There will come a day when you regret it.”
Jian Suiying was speechless for a few seconds. He managed to suppress his emotions and spoke with a smile on his, “I take good care of myself. That all depends on fate. Let’s talk about it the next time we meet.”
Lao Jian hummed then asked, “You really have nothing to do right now?”
“I don’t, I just forgot that you go to bed early.”
“That’s good… you have a holiday on New Year’s right? How many days can you stay over?”
“No problem, I will go to your place on New Year’s, I’ll stay over for the whole holiday.”
They chatted casually again. His grandfather soon yawned and hung up. Thinking of his grandfather’s large garden, he felt better at last.
The board of directors’ meeting will take place the day after tomorrow. If a resolution is approved on that particular day, he will work to have the contract signed and the ownership transfer handled before the Spring Festival so that the project can be launched in full at the beginning of the following year, which will be encouraging for the workplace for the entire year. He should put all his energy into it.
The New Year’s holidays will begin in a few days, while the board of directors meeting is arranged two days before the holiday. This was a good time to leave the old and welcome the new. The company had been very busy recently, and there was a busy atmosphere everywhere. Currently, it was Jian Suiying’s greatest comfort to see his company doing vibrantly.
He sent people to contact the feed company on the side. Recently, he received some good news about it, saying that those two were quick to see the wind and set the helm, and that they were quite short-sighted. Once they saw the situation had gotten bad after they were given a taste of sweetness, they now wanted to turn the ship around. Jian Suiying also contacted several of his lawyer friends, and planned to sue Jian Suilin and Li Yu’s company in the name of the feed company after the new year, so that the bad luck wouldn’t let them live in peace for the rest of that year.
Jian Suiying was not only rich in experience, he also had many contacts for fighting a lawsuit in Beijing. He can definitely make his opponents bleed a lot. After he finishes cleaning up those two wolf pups, he should soon clean up the two couples in the feed company. None of them would be left to survive.
At the thought of Jian Suilin and Li Yu’s unfortunate looks, he felt that there was hope for the coming year, and he could not help but get excited.
The day before the meeting, Jian Suiying planned to get a haircut. Just as he was going out, he received a call from Xiao Zhu. Since he left Xiao Zhu’s home at that time, the two have had occasional contact. Jian Suiying is the type of person with a very good memory. He only promises what he is able to do, and he never forgets what he promises. He asked Xiao Zhu to sort out his tax certificates the other day, and they should be ready by now.
Sure enough, after answering the phone, that’s what their topic was. Jian Suiying asked Xiao Zhu to contact Secretary Liang and said that she would handle it.
When he was about to hang up the phone, Xiao Zhu summoned up his courage and said, “Jian Shao, our school sent over some hairy crabs for New Year’s. They’re very fresh. If you’re free in the evening, would you like to come over for a meal?”
Jian Suiying thought that he had no plans for the evening and a beauty was inviting him over. Why can’t he go? He said, “I was about to go out to get a haircut. I’ll just drop by your place for dinner. Would you fix my hair for me then?”
Xiao Zhu said happily, “No problem.”
“You can’t cut it badly for me this time, alright?”
“No, no, I won’t” said Xiao Zhu sheepishly.
Xiao Zhu’s cooking skills are good, and his hair cutting skills have improved a lot. When his thin fingers gently massaged his scalp, Jian Suiying felt calm. This calm was something he hadn’t experienced for a long time. Since he discovered Jian Suilin and Li Yu’s betrayal, he has lived in rage and shame almost every day. He was always thinking about how to plot his revenge, and he was always suffering from shame and anger.
He forgot that there was such a person that he did not hate, and staying with him could provide a short period of comfort. He doesn’t care what Xiao Zhu is trying to do to please him. He just knows that he can at least have someone who can give him comfort at this time, which makes him feel much better.
The two people naturally did it in the evening.
Xiao Zhu was nervous but did not resist. He held on to Jian Suiying’s neck and moaned “Jian Shao”, as if it were the best way he could think of to get closer to Jian Suiying.
The next day, Jian Suiying came to work from Xiao Zhu’s place.
At the board meeting, several of his relatives were in attendance, including his father. When he strutted into the room, all eyes were on him.
At the meeting, he was fully prepared and honestly discussed the pros and cons of the project. Most of the directors were quite conservative at the beginning, but three senior executives who attended the meeting were very active in promoting the direction of the board resolution. If it was only Jian Suiying who said yes, the directors may not have been moved, but the three senior executives who were quite familiar with the company’s operations and held the company’s shares were all promoting positive ideas consistently, which swayed the others.
Even Jian Suiying himself was very surprised at the turn of events.
The three usually collude on decisions, but this time they were on the same side, which was exactly what Jian Suiying wanted. He smiled at them, and the three of them gave him a smiling, tacit look back.
At the end of the meeting, the project was successfully approved, and investment was planned to start after the new year. After, the others walked out one by one, and only Jian Dongyuan sat still. Jian Suiying turned to him. After everyone had left, Jian Dongyuan spoke, “You haven’t gone home for such a long time.”
Jian Suiying nodded but did not speak.
“Conflicts with your brother are something that happened over once or twice already. I don’t know why you’re fighting, but end things soon. You’re the older brother. Be more generous and go home for dinner soon.”
Jian Suiying thought to himself that he had always been a man with a small belly and a chicken’s guts.
Jian Dongyuan saw that he remained silent, and felt very helpless. His eldest son’s business was growing bigger and bigger, and he seemed to also grow farther apart from him. As he grew older, his yearning for his children’s affection grew stronger, but he knew that his eldest son’s heart would never be close to him.
Jian Dongyuan sighed, stood up, and walked out.
Jian Suiying looked at the white hair at the back of his father’s head and couldn’t help but call out, “Dad.”
“Hm?”
“On New Year’s, I’ll go back.”
Jian Dongyuan smiled. “Okay.”
Thanks for the update, I really enjoy this story and it frustrates me to see this couple of idiots suffering and getting hurt. I hope you can see some light at the end of the road.
Thank you for the update!! ♡
Honestly with the way JSY is acting youd think everything was easy but imagine being the one to carry all of the financial burden of your family at a young age and having to see yourself being replaced. No wonder JSY developed the complex that he has i mean he managed to achieve a feat
Thanks for the chapter ♡♡♡♡♡
I added Jian SuiYing to my admirable people lists✨🥺👌💕
I love people who come out stronger from a tempest they had experience. JSY deserv peace and happiness with genuine people 🥺💕
In the begining I didn’t really like JSY but now ik what he did had meaning ( most of the time….kinda lmao ) he was alone, burdened and was never really loved, he tried to get all of this by trying to have better relations but in the end he was betrayed, I can’t feel his pain, whatever he’s doing rn is on impulse and he might regret it late but ik he’ll overcome it like he always does 🤧 JSY I hope u can find ur happiness soon
Xoxo a random girl who forget this ain’t real