Author: aji (あじ)
Translator: sleepingjay
NSFW warning
Sex scene, maybe slight dubcon but I’m not sure; Mentions of past sexual abuse.
When I dragged myself out of my sluggish state, I felt cold at the realisation that I had come twice from just kisses.
The past, a blank space in my memories, burst like a bubble.
Even without memories, my body remembered the past.
I was scared. What should I do if Jill pulled away from me? If he despised me?
Trying to escape from the gradually rising fear, I buried my face against Jill’s neck. His sweet, clear scent washed over me, and it was able to calm me a little.
“……Sorry.”
“Really? I consider it my privilege to be able to see Lilius’s lovely and charming appearance though.”
“…..That. Seriously, you’re such an idiot.”
From touching me, it was easy to see it right?
How I had been treated. How my body had been instilled to chase after pleasure and only pleasure.
Even though my body was scrawny, my nipples were puffed out like a woman’s, and there were terrible scars on my back.
It couldn’t be said to be a very pretty body, rather, it was an ugly sight.
Coming without earning permission was a very bad thing—this fear crawled like a worm in the back of my mind. Something instilled by a person.
I was someone who had been kept as a sex slave.
“….Hey, fuck me.”
“Lilius.”
“No. Fuck me, Jill.”
Even when he called my name to persuade me, I shook my head in refusal.
Perhaps this was just me running away.
Still, right now I wanted Jill to embrace me and erase it all.
My first is you.
No matter my past, even if somebody denied it, the one I was in love with and the one I wanted to hold me, all my heart had ever known was Jill.
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“……Prc’a atja rbwfatlcu P rtbeiv jrx sbe?”
“Idiot. I really can’t with you, you idiot. ….Still, it’s because you’re like this that I love you so much.”
Jill laughed as if to spit out a long breath.
Then, he gently pressed me down on the bed, putting his hands beside my face.
“—I’m going to do it now.”
“Nn.”
“If you cry midway through, I can’t stop. You still want to do it?”
“……Aa. I want Jill to do it.”
When I reached out with my arms, Jill covered me.
As he nimbly removed my shirt and pants with one hand, he dropped countless kisses on my exposed skin.
Then,
“—Lilius, you’re of age, right?”
“Don’t look at me so closely…….”
After looking down at my stark-naked figure, Jill said that in astonishment.
Being looked at so closely, I couldn’t stand the embarrassment and pressed my legs together.
When I complained while turning my face away, Jill let out a hum.
“When I look at you in this new light, you’re so small it confuses me. I’m afraid I might push you too hard and accidentally break you.”
“….just what do you mean.”
“You usually have a big attitude, it makes your body seem one size larger.”
“Tch.”
Because he joked like that with a serious face, I couldn’t help but kick Jill’s waist.
In the first place, wasn’t it rude to say something like that while looking at my lower body?
I turned to Jill and sullenly scowled at him, then my heartbeat jumped.
I didn’t realise it from his tone of voice, but his eyes were filled with blazing desire, and they seized me.
“…..there’s no hair, and even your body is so slender.”
“Ah……, don’t touch there so suddenly,”
“It’s hard not to feel like I’m doing something wrong, huh.”
With a smile, Jill whispered in my ear.
My hips jumped as his fingertips softly caressed my quivering cock.
The lack of hair growing there was probably caused by my eating habits in the past. Even though it was something I had always felt inferior about, Jill’s eyes even now still held lust.
The man I had thought to be indifferent, was now looking at me with eyes brimming with desire.
My breath became feverish from the excitement that welled up.
“……gh, not, there,”
“It’s pretty here, too. Does it feel good, Lilius?”
“Mmm….. no, not good.”
He traced around my swollen areola, and then he played with my reddened nipple, rolling it in his fingers.
Twitching in excitement, my cock gave an eloquent answer, but I shook my head in embarrassment.
“Liar. Then, I guess I should touch you harder.”
“—Ahh!”
However, Jill said that and squeezed my nipple with a slow, grinding motion.
“Hah, uu……gh, Jill, that, aah.”
Staring at me who was calling out with a sweet voice, Jill pinched and flicked my nipples with his nails, as if enjoying my reaction. I wanted to run away, but I ended up pressed against his chest when my body jumped.
With a numb, tingling sensation the pleasure spread through me. I couldn’t stand it and clutched Jill’s arms.
“Stop it, not just there,”
“But the sweet noises you made seemed like you liked it?”
“I didn’t make those noises…….Tch. And why is Jill the only one still with clothes on!”
When I glared at him severely, the tears that had gathered in the corner of my eyes spilled out.
Jill’s face came close to me, and then he licked up my tears with the tip of his tongue, calling me a crybaby teasingly.
And then, I couldn’t look directly at Jill, who also took off all his clothes.
His masculine, toned body was sexy and seemed to be spreading male pheromones……
Everything about his body was different from mine, from his muscled chest, to his firm stomach that was so sculpted there were shadows.
I felt a sense of immorality seeing this graceful, elegant man naked, when he was usually distanced from anything sexual.
“Why won’t you look at me?”
“~Shut, shut up.”
“Are you more embarrassed to look than to be looked at? You’re so cute, Lilius.”
“I said shut up!”
Thump, thump, thump. My heart raced like it was going to explode.
More importantly, Jill’s cock was so huge that mine couldn’t even be used for comparison.
I only looked at it for a second, but I could tell without touching it that the thing was thick and heavy, and it was so erect it was flat against his stomach.
Wasn’t it thicker than my wrist?
How can such a big thing fit into my thin body?
Too late, I finally knew exactly the meaning of Jill’s worry when he said, “I might break you.”
well ahem
thanks for the chapter <3
Wow, and the pleasure continuous. Thank you for the chapter!!!
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