Full of melancholy and deep affections, Zheng QiuYang slowly finished his shower. While blowing his hair, he was still thinking silently that he needed to give his Yuan Rui a good hug, tighter than usual.
He readjusted his mental state, pulled open the bathroom door and stepped out. Immediately, he saw Yuan Rui standing in front of the door with his arm crossed and staring at him with an extremely heavy expression.
Zheng QiuYang: “……what are you doing?”
“QiuYang,” Yuan Rui said with a serious expression: “Let’s have a quarrel.”
Zheng QiuYang: “……”
Yuan Rui seemed like he had pondered this for a very long time. He suggested extremely sincerely: “Just yell and get angry at me for a bit. Don’t keep it inside and fume silently.”
Zheng QiuYang denied: “I’m not fuming silently.”
Yuan Rui was very skeptical: “Then why did you take such a long shower? I’ve already looked at the water meter. You used 10 liters more water than usual.”
Zheng QiuYang: “……”
Yuan Rui examined him carefully and said in distress: “Even your eyes are red. Were you hiding in there and secretly crying?”
Zheng QiuYang: “…… it was because of the hot vapor.”
Yuan Rui didn’t believe him.
Zheng QiuYang said speechlessly: “I’m really not that petty. Such an insignificant thing, what’s there to cry about.”
“But last time when I got drunk and mumbled ‘hey handsome’ in my sleep, you were so angry that your eyes were swollen from crying. Your tolerance is only,” Yuan Rui used his fingers to measure about 1 cm in length and said: “this much at most.”
Zheng QiuYang: “……” That time it was because of something else, alright! Bah, who cried? Who? It definitely wasn’t him.
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
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Zheng QiuYang didn’t even hear Meng Lai bring this up. Instantly he became upset and said sourly with a wooden face: “Such long-lasting affections. if it were me, I’d feel touched as well.”
Startled, Yuan Rui hastily distanced himself from this involvement and said: “But my affections are not long-lasting at all. Before meeting you, I was extremely fickle, falling in love with everyone I see. As soon as I graduated high school, I basically stopped liking Meng Lai and had already turned my affections onto many other people. Probably……” He started counting with his fingers.
Zheng QiuYang: “……”
Yuan Rui counted and counted.
Zheng QiuYang said furiously: “Are you trying to piss me off? You can’t even count them all with two hands!”
Yuan Rui jumped in fright at his sudden temper and flinched. Carefully he gestured and shortened the length of that 1 cm earlier: “See, now it’s only this much.”
Zheng QiuYang: “……”
“You should stop drinking this age-old vinegar.” Yuan Rui enlightened him, saying: “I’m actually very jealous of your previous girlfriends as well. Whenever I think about their big breasts and fair skin, I get super angry. But what can I do?”
Hearing these words, Zheng QiuYang felt a little better.
Unexpectedly, Yuan Rui continued to say: “Compared to me, your situation is not bad. Meng Lai is just a little taller than you. It’s not like I can enhance my chest, but you can still insert pads for your shoes.”
“Stop talking already.” Zheng QiuYang looked like he was about to faint in anger. His chest full of deep affections had no place to be released. Looking at Yuan Rui right now, he didn’t want to hug him at all. He only thought Yuan Rui was asking for a fck. He raised his hand and pointed at the bed, ordering: “Go! Strip naked and lay flat.”
Yuan Rui: “……”
With an aggrieved expression, Yuan Rui went over obediently. Stripping naked and laying down, he covered his little birdy with two hands and with a reddened face, he voluntarily spread open his two long legs, looking both innocent and erotic.
Despite looking mean and ferocious, after Zheng QiuYang got into bed, he still couldn’t bear doing anything to Yuan Rui. None of the foreplay steps were forgotten. After enough teasing, he finally entered slowly.
Slowly entering the most pleasurable stage, he moved as he kissed Yuan Rui. By this time, his anger had completely faded. Even while kissing, he was extremely gentle and soft, only wanting to treat Yuan Rui a bit better, and then some.
Yuan Rui, on the other hand, panted quietly while grumbling: “If I knew this also worked ahead of time, I wouldn’t have wasted energy coaxing you just now.”
Zheng QiuYang: “…… Was that coaxing? Clearly you were just trying to piss me off!”
Feeling the deepest part of himself pressed ruthlessly by Zheng QiuYang, Yuan Rui didn’t dare to talk back anymore. He thought to himself, Yes yes yes. Whatever you say. You’re big, you’re right. Oh my god, too deep, so fast, so big. I’m going to die, fck.
After doing it once, Zheng QiuYang took off the condom and threw it away. Turning his head, he looked at Yuan Rui, whose legs still remained open, and felt like he didn’t have enough. He leaned over, wanting to have another go, but Yuan Rui stopped him and said: “No more. I have to film Wednesday and Thursday.”
Zheng QiuYang: “…… Today is only Sunday.”
Yuan Rui pushed at Zheng QiuYang’s chest and refused to let him get closer. He said very logically: “If we do it too viciously today, we won’t be able to do it tomorrow night. I have to work Wednesday and Thursday, so Tuesday night and Wednesday night are both no good. That means we’d have to rest for three days straight. But if we restrain ourselves a bit tonight, tomorrow night we can go again. After that, there’d only be two nights of rest. Calculate it yourself and see if it’s true.”
Zheng QiuYang didn’t know if he should laugh or cry: “Other than counting expenses, you also calculate this everyday?”
Yuan Rui said: “If I don’t calculate it carefully, I’ll die of drought during the drought period and die of flood during the flood period. How am I suppose to guarantee a quality sex life?”
Amused by his antics, Zheng QiuYang laid by his side and couldn’t stop laughing.
Yuan Rui said gloomily: “I’m very serious. Don’t laugh.”
Zheng QiuYang said to himself, Clearly, but you’re funniest when you’re serious.
Since it was necessary to ensure a balanced quality between drought and flood, Zheng QiuYang had no choice but to temporarily accept Yuan Rui’s suggestion of no more tonight. Peacefully lying next to Yuan Rui, he said seriously: “Remember to call Li LingLing tomorrow and tell her to stop accepting programs or tv dramas related to your former godmother. We might have offended her today. Worse comes to worst, she’s a petty person and might cause trouble for you in the future.”
Yuan Rui wasn’t too concerned and said: “I can only accept it if that’s the case. At most, it’ll be the same as when the kissing video was first exposed, where I was ready to quit the entertainment circle at any moment. Actually, if she didn’t help back then, it would have been pretty hard for me to survive until now.”
Zheng QiuYang no longer had any good impression of Yang Lu. He only said: “This is not the same as last time.”
Yuan Rui said: “In the past, she was unwilling to accept that her son was a homosexual and completely messed up her relationship with her son. Right now, she’s focused solely on breaking the ice with her son. Where would she find the time to bother with a small fry like me?”
Because their information didn’t match up, Yuan Rui thought his boyfriend had only drank an extremely sour kind of vinegar; now that he’s been coaxed better, this matter has also passed.
At the same time, Zheng QiuYang also didn’t plan to tell Yuan Rui about how Yang Lu had visited his home back then. No one wished that kind of tragedy to happen. Yuan Rui didn’t understand hatred and grudges. He was even less capable of revenge. Knowing those minor details would only add grief and indignation on top of the sorrow. There was no practical value. Zheng QiuYang also didn’t want to tell Yuan Rui his thoughts. When two people are mutually in love, cherishing each other is a tacit understanding that requires no words. This is also a secret kind of sweet happiness.
“Speaking of which,” He fell silent for a moment and asked: “When did your dad and sister learn that you liked men? They didn’t think it was strange?”
Yuan Rui smiled and said: “My sister knew since she was little. She’s so smart, nothing escapes her eyes at home. As for my dad, I don’t even know when he found out. Before my mom passed, the two of them had figured out somehow that I was that. I always thought it was my sister who told them the secret, but she refused to admit it no matter what.”
Zheng QiuYang: “…… your mom knew as well?”
Yuan Rui’s smile faded as he said: “That’s right. At that time, she was extremely sick. Suddenly one day, she asked me if I liked boys. I didn’t want to lie to her so I admitted it.”
Zheng QiuYang felt his heart tighten: “Then?”
“I was pretty afraid she’d get angry, but she said she was extremely happy that I told her the truth, because whether I liked men or women is not important. What’s important is to live honestly and at peace with myself.” Yuan Rui blinked a few times. With a soft voice, he said: “It doesn’t matter what kind of person I like; what’s important is that I like a good person. No one can predict whether they’ll be able to stay together for a lifetime. However, when together, we have to use the best of ourselves to exchange the best of the other person.”
Seeing tears falling from the corners of Yuan Rui’s eyes, Zheng QiuYang couldn’t help but reach out, hug him, and press him against his own chest.
Neither of them spoke. They only embraced each other tightly.
After a long time, Yuan Rui raised his head. His eyelashes were somewhat wet as he focused his gaze on Zheng QiuYang and said quietly: “If she knew that I am together with such a good person like you, she’d definitely be very happy.”
He slowly moved closer and softly touched Zheng QiuYang’s lips. Then he smiled, looking extremely satisfied.
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Thank you for the chapter ❤️
Just in one chapter i laughed, then had the lenny face on when the snu snu happened, and got sad when Yuan Rui told his backstory (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) what a rollercoaster
Also thank you so much for your translation!! I was really happy when saw the notification 😆
Emotional backstory
Yuan Rui: Huh? Nah, I had a new love by the next month.
Me: /face palm
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me this whole chapter: 🤣 > ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) > ಥ‿ಥ
so glad that forced coming out accident is not the reason YR mama death, and YR mama is very accepting, YR family is so wholesome (≧▽≦)
Yeaaaa. i’m happy for them. Why can’t YR mama be alive. Things would be so different!
Awww my heart … ❤
I can’t even with these two XD ;v;
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