Translator: WhenEverIWantTo
When Yang Yan returned home, he didn’t see Xu Ze in the living room. Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze had already returned to his room. He walked to the living room and sat on the sofa. On the coffee table was a cup of water, with the water inside being poured from this morning. After Yang Yan drank it in one go, the cold water fell all the way down the throat to his heart, as if it had drenched his heart cold.
Yang Yan bent his fingers then spread them again, only feeling a sense of powerlessness all over his body. That powerlessness bred another kind of violent feeling, as if he wanted to destroy and ruin something.
If it was said that there was a sleeping beast imprisoned in everyone’s body, Yang Yan believed that the beast in his heart had already woken up and had started to roar, tearing at the iron bars that were imprisoning it with its sharp claws.
Yang Yan took a deep breath in. He couldn’t let that beast out. He couldn’t let it out to hurt people.
After sitting in the living room for a while, Yang Yan left and went upstairs. He slept with Xu Ze downstairs, but bathing and the likes were basically still done upstairs. After washing up on the second floor, Yang Yan went downstairs. Pushing open the door of Xu Ze’s room, Xu Ze was leaning on the head of the bed and was reading a book. Sometimes when Xu Ze had nothing to do, he would read a book before going to bed.
It could be seen that what happened not long ago had little impact on Xu Ze, but instead had a great impact on Yang Yan.
Yang Yan walked over, lifted the quilt and sat on the bed. He stared at Xu Ze’s profile for a long time with deep concentrated eyes. Although he said and did nothing, Yang Yan’s gaze was so sharp that Xu Ze couldn’t ignore its existence. Xu Ze closed the book as looked towards Yang Yan.
He was then stunned for a moment. In that moment Xu Ze wondered if he had seen it wrong, that he actually saw a sad expression on Yang Yan’s face and even an expression that seemed to be asking for comfort.
Asking him for comfort?
As long as Yang Yan wanted, if he just waved his hand, there would be lovers sending themselves to his doorstep. It was Yang Yan who insisted on hanging onto this one tree, Xu Ze. Xu Ze actually didn’t care much about whether Yang Yan would keep hanging till death or till broken.
Xu Ze indifferently turned his eyes away, took his phone and checked the time. It was almost eleven o’clock, about time to sleep. Putting the book on the bedside table, Xu Ze glanced at Yang Yan again before laying down. He didn’t say anything, pulled the quilt over his chin, and then closed his eyes.
Yang Yan sat on the side and did not move. That was, he did not lie down and did not make a sound, being still like a statue. However, the dark gaze was still fixed on Xu Ze’s face.
Xu Ze turned over and had the back of his head facing Yang Yan. Yang Yan’s eyes flickered, his eyes were suppressing and restraining something.
Yang Yan extended his hand to turn off the light, then slowly lay down.
Xu Ze felt an arm fall over him, then that arm wrapping around him and hugging his body over. Following that was the warm breath approaching closer to his ear, then the person behind him dropping a shallow kiss on Xu Ze’s ear.
In the darkness, Xu Ze opened his eyes which did not fluctuate at this action. After waiting and not seeing Yang Yan or any other changes, Xu Ze closed his eyes again.
What happened that night, no one took the initiative to mention it on the second day. The rest was like a small episode, not creating many ripples on the lake.
After the school exam was over, the results of each subject could be found on the computer. Everyone started to pack their things and go home for the New Year, though some would stay to do some part-time jobs or other things.
Xu Ze called his home and lied that he had to do a part-time job so he would return only after a while. His family members were indifferent and Xu Ze’s phone call seemed to be more like reporting work. Not every parent loved their children that much. For some people, children for them were probably just a part of the job.
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During the school holiday, the students in the dormitory left basically at the same time. Xu Ze originally didn’t live in the school at all. After leaving the school for the holiday, he never went to the school again.
The weather was getting colder and colder. If there were no special circumstances, Xu Ze would stay at home most of the time, reading books or watching TV. He still took a certain amount of time every day to go out for a walk.
Yang Yan seemed to be very busy recently, even sometimes he doesn’t come back for several days. When he didn’t come back, Xu Ze would fall into a silent, quiet state. Otherwise, there would be a pair of eyes staring at him at all times. Xu Ze having a cold heart did not mean that he had no heart. The staring would still have some influence.
Time passed quickly. In a blink of an eye, Xu Ze was about to leave and return to his hometown. He told Yang Yan the time he was leaving and Yang Yan nodded, expressing that he would drive Xu Ze to the high-speed rail station.
In the few days before he left, Yang Yan behaved normally. On the second to last day, Xu Ze saw it was very late and thought that Yang Yan would not come back. As a result, in the early morning, Xu Ze was awakened by the movement beside him.
When he opened his eyes, there was darkness around him.
Yet even in the dark, Xu Ze still met a pair of deep eyes, eyes like those of a beast’s, staring at him. Xu Ze held his breath, because for a moment, he felt that the person beside him was not Yang Yan, but a beast in human skin. Xu Ze sensed a faintly dangerous aura floating in the air. A kind of biological instinct made Xu Ze at that moment choose to lie quietly and do nothing.
Xu Ze’s quietness comforted Yang Yan’s dry, pounding heart to a certain extent.
He originally thought that he didn’t care about Xu Ze going back to his hometown, since he was only going back for about a week. Xu Ze would come back very soon. In the end, when Xu Ze was really about to leave, Yang Yan suddenly didn’t want Xu Ze to leave.
He was thinking about whether his family would take good care of Xu Ze after he returned, and whether Xu Ze would tell his parents about his pregnancy. They definitely couldn’t take care of Xu Ze as carefully as he did here.
Yang Yan hugged Xu Ze into his arms, not using much force. Xu Ze was bearing his child, so he was afraid of hurting the baby in Xu Ze’s belly.
“Xu Ze, don’t go back, okay?” Yang Yan hugged Xu Ze in the dark and said to Xu Ze in a tone that could be called a request.
Xu Ze blinked. Because the light was not turned on, Yang Yan couldn’t see Xu Ze’s expression at this time, unable to see the calmness and wavelessness in Xu Ze’s eyes.
Silence spread between the two. It was clearly just a few seconds, yet Yang Yan only felt that a long time had passed.
“I have already bought the ticket and told my family that I will be going back tomorrow.” Xu Ze’s calm voice rang out.
Yang Yan curled his lips. The surrounding darkness concealed the loss in his eyes. He thought that he really drank too much, that he would ask Xu Ze to stay and celebrate the New Year with him.
How would it be possible? It was clearly impossible.
“I’m joking, I’ll take you to the station tomorrow.” Yang Yan found himself a step to go down.
Xu Ze made an “en” sound, wanting to close his eyes and continue to sleep, when Yang Yan leaned down.
Yang Yan had been drinking with someone at the bar before he returned. There was still a faint taste of alcohol in his mouth. When the two of them touched their lips and tongues, Xu Ze seemed to also have tasted a little bit of alcohol.
Probably because he woke up in the middle of sleep, after kissing for a while, Xu Ze felt that he seemed to be infected by Yang Yan’s alcohol and felt a little drunk. He grabbed the clothes on Yang Yan’s back as the fire gradually started burning in his body.
In this way, Xu Ze only fell back to sleep at two or three in the morning and slept until noon the next day, which caused him to miss breakfast.
After getting up and changing clothes to eat lunch, Aunt Dong knew that Xu Ze was returning home this afternoon, so she specially cooked a rich table of dishes. Everything was what Xu Ze liked to eat. Every time he missed breakfast, at noon Xu Ze would be so hungry that he ate two bowls of rice. If he was not afraid that eating too much will be bad for his stomach, Xu Ze would like to eat three bowls.
After eating, Xu Ze sat on the sofa to rest for a moment, while Yang Yan helped him take the suitcase out of his room and put it in the living room. Because he was only going back for about a week and not too long, not to mention he also had clothes at home, Xu Ze didn’t take too many things with him.
After saying goodbye to Aunt Dong, Xu Ze went out the door with Yang Yan.
Driving all the way to the high-speed rail station, Yang Yan stopped the car outside the station. Before getting off the bus, Xu Ze turned his head and said to Yang Yan, “Just send me here, I’ll just go in by myself.” Xu Ze asked Yang Yan not to send him to the platform.
Yang Yan didn’t say anything. He pushed open the door and got out of the car, took out Xu Ze’s suitcase from the trunk, and pulled up the lever. Xu Ze walked over and picked up the suitcase.
“I’m leaving.” Xu Ze and Yang Yan’s dark gaze looked at each other. Just as he was about to turn around, Yang Yan’s slightly hoarse voice rang out.
“Xu Ze…”
Stopping his foot, Xu Ze thought that Yang Yan would say something, but Yang Yan was silent for several seconds.
“Be careful on the road and give me a call when you get home.” Yang Yan wanted to make sure Xu Ze got home safely.
“En, okay.” Xu Ze could feel some emotion from Yang Yan’s black eyes that were staring at him. This person was reluctant to let him leave and wanted him to stay.
“Then goodbye.”
Xu Ze and Yang Yan smiled slightly. After saying goodbye, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase and walked into the station.
Yang Yan stood beside the car, watching Xu Ze’s handsome back slowly melt into the crowd, and then was submerged by the crowd. He took two steps forward, as if trying to find the familiar figure among the crowded heads, but he couldn’t find anything..
The sun was shining on Yang Yan’s face. At that moment, he only felt that there was a small hole in his heart. The cold wind was going straight through it and he felt the coldness all over his body.
In the station, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase and took the escalator to the platform. There were still more than 20 minutes before the departure, since he arrived a little earlier to avoid temporary traffic jams on the road. However, he was quite lucky this day, only meeting a few red lights.
After finding a place, Xu Ze sat down, took out his phone and wore headphones to watch videos. After watching a few videos, it’s almost time. There were already many people waiting at the platform entrance. After Xu Ze walked over, he did not push forward, but stood near the back.
There were a few people standing beside him. One of them was a woman holding a baby in her arms. The baby’s face was tender and soft and when they noticed that Xu Ze was staring at them, they actually made “yiya” sounds. The woman thought there was something wrong with the child, so she hugged the child and coaxed for a while. Then the child opened their mouth and giggled. The voice was crisp and lovely and many surrounding passengers turned their heads to look at the child.
As a matter of fact, Xu Ze put his hand on his belly and a thought suddenly popped into his head. He wondered if the child in his belly would be born as cute as this little baby.
Yeah, I do wonder if Xu Ze would see how cute the child would be as it grows up. They would be so cute. 🙂
So two long dreams, one from last week and one from this week. But I only had time to write out last week’s. I’m very bad at time management. This week’s dream will be left for next week’s chapter.
Last week’s on March 20, 2022
So another dream about a VR game, but this time it connects to reality.
It started with me looking at the rubbles of a city. Then it cut to a girl live streaming with her phone on another standing building. Then the girl turned into a giant and then walked to a place, where she was then preceded to be shot by multiple helicopters.
Then the girl turned small into human-sized and into a boy. I’m guessing it was a crossing dressing boy for whatever reason.
It then cuts back to me being hunted by a lot of people. Then I regressed in time. Very original, I know. I got stronger and helped free my friend at one point.
There was also a grading scale, with 10 as worst, then to 1. And then there were special + which were just +1 +2 +3, etc. Very weird system if I had to say so myself.
I entered a cavern that my friend entered in my previous life. I got some rewards for surviving the traps. I adventured for a while then my friend and I were chased down by top players and forced to fight in a battle. We were at grade 5 power and my friend was also the one that’s most heavily hunted down by other people.
I returned to the cavern and talked to the dragon(?) owner dude that was definitely always there. He allowed me to capture 5 of what he considered grade 2 power black armored servants into my magic missile. It’s like pokemon now I guess? I replied with in the outside world they were closer to special +2.
My friend entered the bottom of the cavern that was always there, with the hunting group behind him. I exited the room and my pet, that I always had, told me that my friend was right below me.
I used a skill that broke the floor and the rubbles killed everyone. My friend was still alive under the rubbles and asked me to pull him out, but I couldn’t because I lost my entire lower body.
That was a roller coaster.
Anyways, I used an event item that I stack a lot on, which were 98987 of [Springs], which heals me for 10 of everything, health, mana, fatigue, etc.I healed myself and helped my friend. We exited the cavern and my friend got a new class, [Freedom warrior].
I say that’s the worst class, with the worst buffs, because it required 3 items to activate and my friend only had two. I, the character me not the omnipotent me, also did not know that this would be very helpful in the future.
Then a huge time skip happened. My friend was giant again. I say again because he was that girl changing into giant then boy in the beginning of the dream. I am just as confused.
So this time, no one was attacking him. My other friend, who was actually a girl, asked me if he’ll be fine and I said probably.
A flashback happened. It was my male friend training on the treadmill with me and the female friend telling him to push onwards, until we went too far. His head became empty with nothing but training after we left him for a while. I then helped him return to normal but lingering effects were still there.
I then woke up. I don’t know what really happened, but things certainly did happen. I think I made the crossdressing guy from my last life into a dumb himbo in this life. Not really complaining though.
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Beauty and the beast? 🤭 oooh, our XZ started to think more and more about child~
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Once per week bare minimum right now.
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