Knight's ChoiceChapter 25

The following chapter contains explicit sexual content with dubious consent and is intended for mature readers only. Please use your own discretion.

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Perhaps it was the flame-dance of the hearth that softened Umbra’s features, painting them in gold. Yet it seemed to Esra that, in the deep grey eyes, there was something like tenderness coming to light. They were glossy, coloured by glimmers burning bright, like the dappled rays of a sunset ocean.

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There were times when instinct gripped the heart and moved a body whole. He could try to check himself, perhaps delay the inevitable; but Umbra’s hand at his waist was its own actuation, truer to Esra’s heart than his own mind.

With a soft yearning gasp, he flowed forth, as a wave returns to the mass of the sea. 8WpE9z

Umbra’s mouth closed over his own, the warm press of lips. Overhead, the shadows recorded the moment of Esra’s surrender; two figures becoming one indivisible whole.

The kiss came soft, sweet enough to steal Esra’s breath away. He’d never before been kissed so gently. It was enough to make his heart ache with a sort of stolen longing, tears rising hot to his eyes.

Perhaps this was how he had imagined a first kiss to be.

Umbra’s mouth was gently explorative, his palms soothing warmly over Esra’s shoulders and back, like the youth was something precious and easily damaged. With patient hands he smoothed out the residuals of Esra’s many pains, even the ones he himself had caused. Esra yielded to this wordless apology, and lost himself in the dragon heat of him.

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Enshrouded in darkness and the warmth of the hearth, all the world muted in Esra’s mind. In this moment there was only the soft yet insistent press of Umbra’s mouth, his coaxing tongue, the slide of his fingers over Esra’s narrow back. His embrace had an alarming solidity, velvet over hard muscle. There was strength enough to bend Esra to his will, yet the touches were slow, unhurried.

His knight was taking his time.

When their lips separated, they shared the same shuddering breath. Their heated skin pressed together, Esra’s lashes brushing Umbra’s cheek.

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When Esra opened his eyes, his vision blurred with tears unshed. His lashes stuck wetly together. Through the hazy veil of his tears, by the dying flames, the unearthly perfection of Umbra’s features was rendered dreamlike. It allowed Esra to pretend, if only for a moment, that he was not with something so perfectly inhuman. The gulf of power between them might not exist, and they could be two equals having some sort of hidden affair. h3vm4N

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With a soft sigh, the youth leaned up and pressed a warm kiss to the corner of Umbra’s mouth, lingering a moment as a tremble ran through him. He knew what he was inviting with such a gesture; a deer stepping before a hunter’s arrow. 8JeBbY

When Umbra claimed his mouth again, Esra welcomed him. He melted against burning kisses, and gasped for breath with each release, his body shivering hot with desire. He could stay in this moment for hours, yet, their growing passion seemed to awaken something of the dragon in his knight.

He gripped the youth fiercely through the layers of wool and homespun. His breath was hot on Esra’s cheek. He stayed close enough that Esra could see the dark length of his eyelashes, how they dipped as the searing gaze moved over him, over the glimpses of tender flesh at wrist and throat.

The shadows flickered dark on the walls around them, but the light from the fire carved golden the edges of their shapes; the pearl sheen of skin, the dense shimmer of velvet. They looked much like one of the framed paintings that surrounded them, some quick study of light and shadow. The flames caught how the knight unclasped his shaking captive’s mantle, pushing it from his slim shoulders. It slid to the floor in a silent whisper of wool.

“Umbra,” Esra whispered nervously, suddenly struck by vulnerability. When the knight’s grip went to Esra’s belt, the youth froze, thin fingers clasping in mute protest over the buckle. qhPHLD

Storm grey eyes met his, pupils wide in the half light. “Move your hands.”

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He was unstitched in pieces. The whisk of linen over head, the unveiling of fresh skin scented by perfumed water. A humble wardrobe scattered the floor: a peasant’s simple tunic, laced breeches, well-worn boots…

As Umbra, fully clothed, pulled the youth down onto his lap, Esra felt more naked than he’d been in the bathhouse. He felt the air close about him, and how the tender skin of his thighs rubbed against the black finery of Umbra’s breeches. His face burned. He kept his eyes downwards, not daring to meet Umbra’s piercing gaze. PW7DMK

It did not make it any better, the sensation of being so exposed.

The knight was captivated, drawn close by the slow unveiling of his body. It was a novelty to have his trophy here at last: a rarity plucked from the wilderness, now here in his own rooms. A shiver prickled over Esra’s skin as he felt those avidious grey eyes upon him, watching closely the shaky intake of the youth’s breath, the tremble in his slim throat, the peak of his nipples hardening in the cold.

His hands were hot over Esra’s bared skin, the span of them so large that it took Esra’s breath away. Umbra mapped out the lithe body of the youth on his lap, his palms sliding appreciatively over sleek shoulder blades, a narrow ribcage, the slight dip of his waist. His nostrils flared as he breathed in, slowly. He sought to enjoy Esra with as many senses as he could: touch, sight, and scent. Soon, he’d taste him again, and hear his moans, his shaken pleas.

Esra felt his pulse rushing red under his skin, propelled by fear, yes, but more fiercely by a shameful thrill from the depths of his secret heart. This intimate hour had long been predicted. He could no more resist Umbra’s mastery over him than he could the passage of time. His knight’s mercy rested on a coin flip, or some whim of nature, like the changing weather. 3BzXAp

All Esra could do was obey him, and hope to survive.

He shivered as Umbra’s hand slipped upwards, through the dark curtain of his hair to delicately cradle the base of his skull. With his long fingers curled into the silk strands, he guided Esra’s head to tilt back with a hold that was, while not painful, impossible to disobey.

Esra’s pulse rushed wildly, caught helpless in Umbra’s grip, as his body instinctively stilled. Fingertips brushed over his cheek, trailed feather-light down the underside of his delicate jaw. He felt the brush of hot breath flare over the vulnerable arch of his throat, and clenched his eyes shut.

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With a dark predator hunger, Umbra moved in. He pressed his open mouth on Esra’s neck, a hint of teeth, and held.

A hot terror pooled liquid in Esra’s belly at the animal threat of it. He hovered in a trance as Umbra kept him there, too frightened, too obedient, to move an inch. Esra could feel the heat of him through his rich clothing, his muscled power. From somewhere deep within himself, he let slip a frightened moan.

In a moment Esra found himself upon his back against the cushions, breathless and shaking. Umbra fell upon him as a beast-like shadow, descending to capture a vulnerable open mouth, fierce, hot, delving deep. Large hands spanned his body, gripped his rump, his flesh at the knight’s mercy. Esra felt blood rush to between his legs, leaving his head spinning as if he were intoxicated. When he struggled, he felt it pressed against his thigh through fabric: the heavy bulge of the knight’s manhood. The brutal promise of its size made him sob.

The world about them had vanished; beyond the walls, abyss. He could scream in here, he thought wildly, and none outside would hear. CVIMzu

He was achingly hard.

Umbra held him in place effortlessly, with his hands, with the sheer weight of his body. The velvet of his doublet brushed over Esra’s flushed nipples, the hard press of his muscled thigh teased the wet tip of Esra’s prick. A heated hand smoothed backwards and he whimpered into Umbra’s mouth when long fingers stroked down the cleft of his arse, brushing over his sensitive hole. His whole body flinched at the impact of his desire.

Umbra pulled back, breath heavy and lips wet. He looked dangerous in the firelight, eyes gleaming sharp under the sweep of his ashen hair.

“Stay here.” Umbra rose to his full height, casting vast shadows upon the walls like the unfurling of wings. He disappeared into an adjoining room, leaving his creamily naked captive splayed out on the couch, dark hair spilling wild upon the cushions. gdEsPV

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Esra breathed shakily into the dark, too frightened to even shift. A slight wheeze in his chest stilled him further.

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Alone, he felt the radiant heat of the fire caress him, the softness of rich fabric beneath bare skin. He was overly aware of his own nudity, the humiliating throb between his legs. The deeper ache, in the core of him.

He knew well now what Umbra wanted from him in the dark, but it was difficult to discern whether the ache was pain or remembered pleasure. Whether Umbra’s passion be sweet or violent, it would happen regardless. It was the terror of not knowing his fate that gripped him, a fist clenched in his chest. Tpct46

Lying still, he felt closer to object than ever before. One novel curio, in the middle of a room of them. Umbra must enjoy his property if he chose to keep it all so close to hand, but in the end, it was just that: property.

Upon the ceiling, darkwood had been hand-carved into intimidatingly intricate geometry. His eyes well-adjusted, he saw that there were stories carved on each tile, glimpses of figures and scenes impossible to truly make out in the darkness.

That was luxury, Esra thought. Using the talent of an artisan, full days, weeks, of his life, to decorate something you would never really look at. He was beginning to realise; the powerful took for granted beauty. They expected it. Without conscious intervention, the eye becomes inured to even the most exquisite of creations, rendering it blind to what the common man can see.

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Footsteps approached, then paused, just outside the glow of the hearth. In the dark, the knight was a creature made of shadowed smoke, his expression indiscernible. The sight of Esra laid out upon his cushions had stopped him in his tracks. The youth waited obediently where he’d been put: a living painting, for private pleasure.

Esra shivered under the weight of his attention. It was no easier than lying still under his hands. The pressure of the knight’s gaze stroked over the rise and fall of his chest, the hardened peak of his nipples, the shallow dip of his stomach. It lingered over the jut of his prick, where he was still hard, the tip of it flushed and gleaming with a bead of wetness.

He had never before been so aware of his own physicality. He closed his eyes, tilted his head away, exposing the gentle white line of his neck.

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18 comments

  1. Aaaaaa I was missing this story so much! Glad to see this complicated couple back haha. Also the illustration this chapter is to die for, how beautiful!

    Going on a tangent here I love how Esra is always aware about how Umbra objectifies him, he’s not blindly falling in love with the guy who hurt him like other novels out there. Esra’s feelings are complex and not unidimensional at all, you really worked well on his mixed emotions of fear, hate and love.

    I may be a sadist but boy do I hope Umbra pays one day for all he’s done. I do like his character and find him interesting, but for all he’s done he has to really suffer for all the damage he’s done to Esra, his village and family.

    Aanyways, Thanks for the chapter! <3

    • I agree! I love this story so much because of the complexity of the emotions. Also, Thanks for the update!! I would prefer to wait for the whole chapter than have a few pages released, but I will be happy regardless.

  2. Let me just go get some water…🤤

    So beautiful really. Release as you please and I’ll read.

  3. Thank you for another intriguing chapter!

    I think I’d like it more if you update as you complete a chapter. Well, whatever you choose, I ‘ll be hear eagerly awaiting the next chapter anyway … haha

  4. Thank you for yet another amazing chapter!

    Release as works for you guys, I’ll be another one happily reading when they release 😁

  5. Your number one fan is here! School was hard today and it was a delight to come home and see this! thanks so much for updating missed you <3

  6. Thanks for the update! This story is so beautiful and exciting. I don’t mind waiting for you to finish writing a batch of chapters and then release them once a week. Personally, I believe working on a chapter then releasing it right after will put too much pressure on you. There may be things you want to change or lines you may want to edit, maybe change the direction of the story. Who knows? I’d rather you do your best, take your time, and deliver the best product you can at your own pace.

  7. Thank u so much for the update, I was worried something might have happened but it’s good to see u guys back. This story is amazing, I’m always eager for the next chapter, so enchanting and dangerously hot huhuhu . About the updates I’m fine with whatever works better for u, I’m already utterly happy just being able to read it. Thank u again for the amazing work <3

  8. Ok, so where are the updates: it is so very frustrating when weeks or months go without updates. Better to announce a set hiatus until you write enough to release a new chapter weekly. Disappointed having to wait this long. Kills the interest slowly when there was no need.

  9. Is this story on hiatus? Why has there been no update for a month? Sorry, but it’s a great story and I’m sad it’s taking so long to update. 🥺

  10. Ahhhhh it was just getting to the best part. 😵‍💫😭

    I’m crying now.

    Thanks for the chapter, ladies.

  11. who wants some ice? 🧊🧊🧊🧊

    Its very very captivating 😍, the descriptions and contradictions esra feel is so realistic and believable. It pulls me in the story! Thanks for the update!

  12. Hmmmm I love how Esra’s tenderness reaches Umbra. I can feel that Umbra will start to crave Esra’s gentle heart in time and not just his body