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Chapter 3 is the beginning of the second part of the novel, and as such, the timelines may not directly connect to the previous chapter.
On my way back to the office after finishing the administrative report on the allocation of new troops, I felt a vibration in my pocket. Standing there, I took out my phone.
[Come ova to D3 >0<♡]
It was Jung Haekyung. Despite the unusual tone and the added emoticon in his message, I couldn’t help but feel a sense of unease within me seeing that bastard’s name at the top of my screen. I sent a reply saying [Okay]. I felt hurried. It’d take about twenty minutes to walk from here to the D3 district, but I couldn’t make him wait a whole twenty minutes.
Chewing on my lips, I walked at a brisk pace before growing more and more anxious, which pushed me to start running. Tap, tap. The sound of my military boots hitting the ground grew quicker and quicker. When I neared the D3 district, I stood for a bit and evened out my breathing. Due to the faint remains of my petty pride, I didn’t want to show him how I had run here without taking a moment to breathe, all because of a single message. Just then, the phone I was gripping gave off a short vibration.
[A204♡]
I sent another message, this one saying [I’m almost there]. The A Building of the D3 district had been shut down for reconstruction, but its door was currently open. I entered the old building, devoid of any signs of human presence. As I ascended the stairs, only the sound of my footsteps echoed loudly within the quiet building. I reached room 204 and pulled open the iron door covered in yellow access prohibition tape. A creaking sound came from the door, which hadn’t been opened in a long time.
Inside, I found Jung Haekyung, casually seated with his legs crossed, smoking a cigarette. As soon as he saw me, he broke into a bright smile. Jung Haekyung, with his light brown hair shimmering in the sunlight streaming through the large window, eyes so clear they almost seemed transparent, a face that was so pale no one would’ve expected him to be in a line of work similar to a soldier, and a long, solid figure, possessed a beauty that could captivate anyone’s attention. It was the same back then as it was now. While beauty was often considered relative and subjective, objective beauty definitely existed as well. However, I couldn’t feel his brilliance the way I did two years ago. Back then, he had glowed enough to blind one’s eyes, but right now…
I closed the door and secured the locking device on the door handle. I knew there’d be no one passing by, but just in case. Then, I spoke as calmly as I possibly could, “I’m here.”
“Pretty late, huh?”
It had been less than ten minutes since I received his message, but I chose not to refute him. Still, it wasn’t as though I could just not show any reaction whatsoever, so I gave a slight nod of the head.
“Sit down.”
The laboratory, completely empty and shut down, offered no chairs except for the dented metal one Jung Haekyung occupied. I walked over slowly and seated myself on the floor at his feet. Jung Haekyung was the son of a bitch here, so I couldn’t get a grasp on why I was the one who had to sit on the floor like a son of a bitch. He tenderly stroked my hair with the hand that held his cigarette.
“Our Euijin’s hair texture is nice as well. What shampoo do you use?”
“The one you bought.”
“We use the same thing, but why isn’t my hair as good?”
“I don’t know.”
However many words Jung Haekyung said, I just spat out the same amount. Honestly speaking, Jung Haekyung’s hair was much glossier than mine, so much so that we couldn’t even compare them, but anyhow, the content of his words didn’t matter. All I needed to do was answer him.
Jung Haekyung pushed my head towards his crotch while pretending to stroke my hair. I knew he called me here to do this, but now that I actually had to do it, I felt myself cursing. But instead of cursing him out, I undid the buckle of his pants. It was something I had done dozens of times, but I couldn’t figure out why my hands were still shaking. I calmed my breathing, trying to pull down the zipper, when Jung Haekyung called out my name.
“Euijin-ah.”
When I looked up at him, the crazy bastard puffed out his cigarette smoke and smiled. Since he smiled often, it was one pretty fucking smile too. I had been fooled by such a thing, which brought me all the way here, sitting down and sucking that son of a bitch’s cock. I suddenly felt a surge of unfairness rise within me again. When I lowered my head to hide my expression, Jung Haekyung grabbed my chin with his hand and lifted it up. I made an effort to avoid furrowing my brows, but instead, it seemed to have the opposite effect, eliciting an even funnier expression as Jung Haekyung laughed out loud.
“You don’t want to?”
The sweet smile on his face and the tone he used made it seem like he’d tell me I wouldn’t have to do it if I said I didn’t want to. However, he could no longer fool me. In the list of things I shouldn’t do towards Jung Haekyung, saying no to him was at the very top. I shouldn’t fall for his elicitations, either. I shook my head.
“You want to do it?”
When I nodded my head, he stroked my hair again.
“Then do your best.”
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I didn’t know what got on his nerves this time. If my existence itself made him feel that bothered, then how nice would it be if we could live our lives without having to see each other? Imagining what I would imagine every single day, I tried to concentrate on my current task again. I slowly pulled down the zipper of his pants and took out his penis from his underwear. When I brought the large size I could never get used to and the unpleasant feeling to my lips, my mood turned dismal. Even in a situation like this, even his cock looked pretty. I hated that fact even more, so I tightly shut my eyes. Then, I tried to lick it with my tongue.
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The cigarette that was placed in my mouth fell to the floor. Jung Haekyung glanced down at me. I spoke once more, “I’m… sorry for upsetting you.”
“You should throw away your cigarette butts in the ashtray, Euijin-ah.”
He crouched down in front of me and rubbed the end of the cigarette against the floor, putting out the embers. Then, he rummaged through my pants pockets before taking out a portable ashtray and throwing the cigarette butt inside.
“I’m sorry—no, I’m not sorry about this…”
“Why do you think you upset me?”
“…Because I hesitated?”
“And before that?”
“…Because I was late?”
“No.”
“Then?”
“Think about it.”
That was the word I hated the most. The word “think”. What was there for me to think about when there was absolutely nothing I can do the way I think here? I didn’t think of anything but Jung Haekyung. Whether what I do will upset him. The amount of time I spent with my mouth shut increased. That was something that upset him. I decided to just say something, regardless of what it was.
“…I don’t know.”
“Yeah.”
“…What?”
“My anger dissipated when you ran here.”
Jung Haekyung gave a light peck to my lips.
“Still, the sight of you panting was so sexy that it made me want to do it, but since you don’t want to, forget it.”
I felt relieved that he was no longer in a bad mood, but at the same time as I felt that relief, I felt wretched. That son of a bitch knew all sorts of ways to play with people in the palm of his hand. When I looked to the side to avoid him, Jung Haekyung grabbed my chin and made me look at him.
“Why? Are you feeling disappointed as well?”
“……”
“Why aren’t you saying anything?”
In an instant, Jung Haekyung climbed on top of me. I felt my breath catch.
“You should’ve told me if you wanted me to fuck you somewhere other than your mouth.”
“…No…”
“How am I supposed to know if you don’t tell me? I mean, I am capable of looking into other people’s heads, but…”
Jung Haekyung blatantly stared into my eyes. I knew that he was using his ability right now. However, nothing happened at all. Jung Haekyung smiled in satisfaction.
“It doesn’t work on you.”
Jung Haekyung stroked my cheek with the back of his hand. Goosebumps rose on my cheek despite the warmth of his hand. He tapped my cheek with the joints of his fingers before kindly lifting my waist up, allowing me easier access to my clothes and to remove them. I undid the buckle of my pants and pulled down the zipper, just as I had done for him. Then, I took in a deep breath before pulling my pants down. As I pulled my underwear down to my knees, Jung Haekyung kissed my lips, making chu noises, and smiled as he said, “What are you doing?”
I bit down on my lip and turned over. It’d be best for things to end quickly. If Jung Haekyung wanted to do something, then he’d do it, and if he wanted to stop halfway through, then he’d stop, and if he didn’t want to do it, then he wouldn’t do it. Jung Haekyung hugged me from behind. He brought his lips to my nape and gently pushed his fingers in between my lips.
“Do you want to do it?”
I nodded as I laid facing down. Jung Haekyung’s hand brushed past my cock, which was hung in the air as I turned over, before slipping into my shirt.
“Why did you wear so many layers?”
The fingers that had been rubbing the area near my belly button traced over my skin as it slowly climbed up. My body, cooled down by the tension, throbbed as his warm fingers touched it. Jung Haekyung’s hand climbed up to my nipples, and he rubbed the nub with his thumb and index finger. I subconsciously tried to bite down on my lip again as the fingers that had been rolling the nub around suddenly twisted it, but my teeth didn’t manage to touch my lips and instead bit down on Jung Haekyung’s fingers, which were still placed in my mouth. His long fingers rubbed the inner skin of my cheeks and the space between my teeth, even going as far as probing the back root of my tongue. I tried to endure the nausea that was faintly rising within me, but the number of fingers in my mouth increased from two to three. Unable to control myself, saliva dribbled out from my salivary glands and wetted Jung Haekyung’s fingers. He continued to tease my nipple with his other hand as he whispered into my ear, “They’re standing so stiffly. Can you feel it?”
I tried to answer him, but as my mouth was full, all that would come out were words with slurred pronunciation. Jung Haekyung rubbed the inside of my lower lip and said, “I want to see you.”
He then turned me around and laid me down on the floor. Since my top had already been pulled up to my chest, my bare back touched against the cold floor. When I instinctively jerked my waist up, Jung Haekyung sat upright for a moment and took off his own top before placing it between my back and the floor. Then, he buried his face in my chest and licked my nipple with the tip of his tongue. He gently chewed it, just enough not to hurt, sucked, and pulled on it. I tried to hold back the moans that were subconsciously trying to slip out, but Jung Haekyung pushed his fingers inside my mouth again.
“Don’t do that.”
My breath hitched upon hearing his cold voice and I looked at him.
“Don’t bite your lips.”
I nodded my head. However, as Jung Haekyung continued to look down at me, I knew I had to answer him.
“…I won’t.”
“You always say that. I can’t trust you.”
“I’m serious…”
It was only then that Jung Haekyung tore his gaze away from me and began to lick my penis with his tongue. It felt like he wanted to suck my entire body out. It was harder to not hold back my moans than it was to hold them. I hated having to hear the sounds I made with my own ears. However, I still strained myself in order not to bite my lips or to grit my teeth. Tears gathered in my eyes as I laid down in an abandoned building in the middle of the day, having to hear the sound of a wet tongue moving around and my very own moans. Once more, I realised just how ridiculous this all seemed.
Afraid that my tears may run down my cheeks, I hurriedly brought the firm part of my palm to my eyes and rubbed them. Then, I lifted my upper body. I had to finish things quickly before my emotions grew even more violent. I knew that things wouldn’t go as I wished, but I still didn’t want to show any tears here. Not only tears, I didn’t want to show any emotion whatsoever. Though it seemed like I’d already failed, I didn’t want it to show.
“Put it in, Haekyung-ah.”
Jung Haekyung, who had just been sucking my cock, looked at me.
“You don’t like this?”
“I do like it, but let’s do something even better.”
Jung Haekyung grinned. I turned over on my stomach. Still, this position was much better. Because I could hide my face this way. Because it’d be okay even if we didn’t make eye contact. I soon felt something wet rub against my ass. Then, I heard the rip of a condom wrapper being opened. Jung Haekyung always used lube and condoms whenever he inserted himself inside me.
Jung Haekyung, who had slowly taken the steps from hand holding, light pecks, kissing, to something similar to sex like touching and licking each other’s bodies and private parts over the course of a year, tried to penetrate me on his birthday and saw blood. That day, for the very first time, Jung Haekyung had been flustered. Honestly, it wasn’t that serious of an injury, so it was damn embarrassing when he readied himself to treat me. A week after my injury had fully healed, he appeared before me with lube, condoms, syringes, videos, etc.
「Look, this is how it’s done.」
Jung Haekyung began to explain as he showed me the video. Unlike ordinary porn, two average-sized men were using technical jargon as they had sex in a very sound manner, as if they were filming a documentary. The title of the video was “An Introduction to Anal Sex”. I had wondered just where he found this kind of thing as it seemed like even a video of wax being dripped onto somebody’s nipples would be easier to find than this.
「It says that you have to use lube, oil, or condoms to have safe sex. You’ll also have to take an enema shot, but it seems like it won’t be good for your body if you do it too much.」
「Safe?」
「Yeah.」
「That word really doesn’t fit you.」
「But it fits you.」
Jung Haekyung kissed the area near my eye.
「You’re too weak. I have to treasure you and use you carefully.」
From that point on, he always carried disposable lube and condoms with him, spouting bullshit like not wanting me to get hurt or being worried that Director Baek would use that as an excuse to do something to my precious back hole. Even today, he took his time patiently loosening me up before slowly rubbing his hard glans against my ass. His cock, slowly pushing inside me, made my insides feel like they were being put under pressure. It was about time for me to get used to it, but I just couldn’t. However, my body, which was being stimulated by the familiar erogenous zones, was already reacting in a familiarised way.
Even though Jung Haekyung acted the way he pleased when he was horny, when it came to actually having sex, he always pretended to be kind. He looked at me, touched me, kissed me, caressed me, and moved his waist in rhythm with my breathing with eyes dripping with affection, as if we were really lovers. At some point, his cock had plunged itself into a point deep inside me, and it made my spine tingle and my vision turn black before suddenly brightening again. The next thing I knew, I was panting as I held onto him, letting out moans.
“Ah, ngh, ugh…”
Every time Jung Haekyung’s cock thrust into me, a tingle ran from my tailbone to the top of my head. The grave sensation pounding me from below made it hard to breathe. Unlike the way I roughly gasped for breath, Jung Haekyung was slowly pulling his cock back before slamming it in. Then, his pace slowly began to quicken. My face was pressed down against the hard epoxy floor, which was coated in a dull green. Slap, slap, my skin was pushed up and down from the force of his thrusts. The pain and pleasure made my toes tense up. My toes kept curling up inside my hard military boots, and it hurt.
“Hngh, slow, slow down…”
The pace at which Jung Haekyung was thrusting slowed down a bit. The sound of sloppy thrusting and my wet and damp inner walls being rubbed against continued one after another.
“This much?” Jung Haekyung asked in a husky voice. Yeah. I answered along with a moan, and Jung Haekyung, who had been persistently thrusting into my insides, which were filled with wet lube, stopped moving for a moment. Whenever he stopped here… I said what I had to say.
“…Give me… more…”
“……”
Since I wasn’t allowed to bite down on my lips, I forced my throat to narrow itself so that, even if it was only just a little bit, I’d let fewer moans out. Shortly after, I slowly spoke in a hoarse voice. The words that Jung Haekyung wanted to hear.
“…Haekyung-ah, I want to do it…”
However, Jung Haekyung didn’t move. I was the one left feeling nervous. When I gulped, Jung Haekyung pressed his body against my back. Then, he whispered in my ear. In a calm and sweet voice.
“Your hoarse voice sounds erotic, but I told you not to do that.”
“……”
“Your words and actions are too different from each other.”
“…Haekyung-ah…”
At that moment, Jung Haekyung began to move his waist again. He pulled his cock back until the tip of his glans was almost all out before thrusting it back in, as if wanting to pierce me. Fwop. As he pressed against an area deep inside my inner walls, Jung Haekyung hugged my trembling back and whispered in my ear again, “Let’s do it until they both become the same.”
orcinus comments:
I’m happy chapter 3 has a normal word count since chapter 2 was a whole 30k eng words 💀
Hemmmmmmm what is happening
Ermmm what the flip
Time skip?
Thank you for the chapters translator!! I’ve been binging them 🙈
can’t believe how he managed these 2 years…….；；