In a daze, Ruan Xiao heard the gentle and affectionate kisses from Feng Zhan on his ears. In a low and emotional voice, Feng Zhan repeatedly expressed,
“I really like you, Ah Xiao…”
“I want to be with Ah Xiao forever… Forever and ever…”
Being treated with such deep and devoted affection by Feng Zhan, no one could resist, and Ruan Xiao was no exception.
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He admitted that after spending so much time together, he did have feelings for Feng Zhan. However, he wasn’t a naive and innocent youth who believed blindly in the invincibility of true love. Having experienced so much, he wouldn’t be foolish enough to think that he would be with Feng Zhan for the rest of their lives.
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His own situation was clear to him. Before Feng Zhan, he had never imagined that someone could accompany him without complaint, and he had long prepared for a lonely old age. But now, there was someone who held him in the palm of their hand, caring for and loving him meticulously. Although he couldn’t hope for eternity, experiencing and enjoying this process felt like a gain.
Even though Ruan Xiao understood this clearly, being embraced by Feng Zhan, listening to his declarations of love over and over, and feeling his passionate affection, there was still a warmth that gradually spread in his heart. The feeling of being cared for and cherished by someone was indeed addictive.
Ruan Xiao accepted Feng Zhan’s ring, and their romantic relationship was considered established. In the days that followed, the atmosphere between them could be described as sweet. The spare bedroom that had been set aside for Feng Zhan became more of a decoration, as Feng Zhan stuck to Ruan Xiao so closely, almost wishing to have a pocket to carry him around wherever he went.
Ruan Xiao has a reserved and steady personality, and his attitude towards people is indifferent and distant. Such a demeanor is hard to shed when maintained for a long time, but when it comes to Feng Zhan, who is almost infatuated with him, Ruan Xiao is completely defenseless. Feng Zhan’s passion is like a wildfire, unstoppable and endless, lighting up and warming Ruan Xiao’s cold and lonely heart.
From the initial resistance and uneasiness to gradually getting used to it, and now to dependence and affection, Ruan Xiao’s attitude has softened unknowingly. He has even started to try to respond.
He is not good at expressing himself, but when he thinks carefully about how they have come this far, he realizes that Feng Zhan has already occupied a significant place in his heart.
Regardless of what they will face in the future, for now, the two of them have settled in this humble bookstore, living an ordinary and stable life. They support each other, care for each other, and their hearts are closely connected. This period is undoubtedly the happiest and most content time for Ruan Xiao since he became paralyzed.
Later on, Ruan Xiao lay weakly in bed, looking at the luxurious and exquisite yet cold and lonely room in front of him. In a daze, his mind kept going back to scenes from the bookstore, recalling the sturdy and warm chest of Feng Zhan, his strong arms, and the sincere love that was so vivid and convincing that it left no room for doubt. He couldn’t help but find it particularly ironic.
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As autumn passed and spring arrived, in the blink of an eye, it was the second spring after those events. After the Qingming Festival, the weather gradually warmed up.
In this season of rejuvenation, Ruan Xiao’s body suddenly began to exhibit unusual changes. There was occasional swelling and heat sensation in the posterior neck gland area, and his estrus cycles became more frequent and irregular. Although it wasn’t particularly unbearable with Feng Zhan by his side, for the sake of caution, he had Feng Zhan take him to the hospital.
And here begins his life as an omega
uh-oh
Oh shit…I think I know what he’s trying to do to him. That’s so cruel if it’s true. They already took everything else
When you say it like that, it hurts me. I feel like crying just thinking about what’s to come. 😭😭😭