Desharow MermanChapter 62

Translator: Jade
Editor: Cheonsa, notthepineapple

Trigger warnings!

In this chapter, there would be mentions of self-harm and slight nsfw, do proceed only if you feel comfortable jHqJs0

 


Chapter 62

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When I woke up, my surroundings were painted in darkness. I was lying down on a bed and my hands were hanging above my head, locked in a handcuff, with my body bare of any clothing. This made my blood run cold and I immediately started struggling. 2mv0pH

Then, I noticed that it was extremely quiet all around, nobody’s anyone’s voices. Rhine wasn’t here, and my body didn’t feel anything out of the ordinary, which served as proof that he didn’t assault me when I had blacked out. Or perhaps it was really Agares’s magnetic field that protected me. 

After I blinked a few times, my night vision gradually came into effect and I could see my surroundings better. I was situated in a room that wasn’t too big nor too small, and hanging on the wall were a few firearms along with military uniforms and on the table; there was a telescope and a compass. This was probably Rhine’s lounging cabin.  

The air in the cabin reeked strongly of alcohol, and just thinking about what Rhine wanted to do to me while keeping me imprisoned here just made me feel extremely sick to my stomach. My gastric fluid was churning inside, and I felt like vomiting, even breathing had become difficult. 

It felt like fireworks were exploding in my brain as my dreadful memories rushed back. I clenched my fist and pulled on the metal cuffs that locked my wrists in an attempt to pry it open, but what I got was sharp a pain in my wrist and the sharp clanging of metals. However, I quickly calmed down. 

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I couldn’t make any more movements without attracting Rhine’s attention. I looked around the cabin and found out that there was a window by the side of the bed. The sky had already turned dark and I could see the flashing lights of neighbouring boats, along with the figures of armed staff making their rounds patrolling. I should to find a way from escape here. Perhaps at a time when they would be the most tired and try to slip out from the window. 

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I couldn’t help but recall that tingling needle-like prick on my neck that made me go unconscious. The anesthesia that was injected into my blood was still present. I would probably need a few hours before I could regain any ounce of strength, but who knows how long the anesthesia  would last?! Half of a day to a full!? I couldn’t wait that long, I have to let the effects of the medicine fade faster. I have to speed up my body’s metabolism by making myself excrete or sweat. 

To hell with it, I don’t want to shit or wet myself on the bed! That means I can only do the latter—make myself sweat. My mind was like a fish leaping in the big ocean, instinctively swimming towards Agares. This was a matter of fact because whenever I thought about some stuff regarding Agares, it was the quickest way for my body to sweat profusely. l2f6k4

Indeed, ‘some stuff’. 

God knows how I shouldn’t be recalling about those damn things in the situation I was in, but it was the only thing I could do, physical stimulation was always better in raising people’s adrenaline faster than any pain or fear.

Quietly, I laid on the bed with my eyes closed. I took a deep breath and exhaled, parting my lips as if I was waiting for a kiss. I imagined Agares bending over me, staring at me in the darkness, licking and sucking my neck and Adam’s apple which were the most sensitive. Almost immediately, my breathing hastened, and as my body heated up, I unconsciously parted my legs just a little, letting that thick imaginary smooth fishtail brush past the side of my inner thigh, and then fully combining with him.  

Perhaps what Rhine said was correct, Agares has fucked me past the point of addiction, even I myself didn’t realize! flW vu

My little dangling thing became hard with a shudder, as sweat started to perspire out from my back. Damn it, a little more sweat, just a little more! I tried to gather a little bit of strength to turn my wrists and bend my knees to kick the window.

I could only dislocate myself first, that way I could break free from these cuffs, but I could sense my arm muscle trembling, same for my legs. This amount of sweat was far from enough, I have to sweat like I had run a 100-metre marathon then only it will be enough. If both my hands were able to move freely, then maybe I could do it, but unfortunately, I could only rely on my imagination as I torment myself. 

“Agares…” I clenched my fist, unaware that I was calling out for him from the bottom of my heart and shut my eyes closed once again, willing myself to recall those scenes. I even began imitating the rhythmical frequency of my buttock on the bed of when we were firmly combined together, and gradually, my sweat soaked through the bedding. 

I didn’t know if the bond Agares and I had would allow him to sense this, but if he could, he would be really excited with the state I was in now.  tddLZC

Trying to understand Agares’ way of thinking at this moment made me feel a sense of embarrassment because it seemed like I was fabricating an Agares in my mind where I am looking through his eyes to see myself. My guess was that in his heart, Agares held the same kind of feelings towards me as someone who has an Adam complex.  He let me carry his genes to germinate, then personally accompanied me through my vulnerable childhood, and after a few years, he harvested me like a ripe fruit.  Now with a little bit of success that entered my heart, it had made myself incapable of breaking free and I could only lose myself in his warm embrace. 

It was at this moment that I instantly understood what Agares may have felt the “first” time we met. 

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Perhaps, my actions when I first communicated with Agares—or so I thought—made him see of me as that little guy he raised but has no recollection of him. Yet, would unconsciously seduce him over and over again—as far as foolishly wanting a sample of his sperm.

Especially when he was in the middle of his estrus.  HNIKpq

Now recalling back to the time in the deep sea laboratory, when I found Agares peeping at me from the glass floor from below, I had stripped off all my clothes to tell him that I was a male. Agares probably found that moment both hilarious and exciting. 

Oh God, I was completely unaware until now that I had been playing with fire and had gotten myself burnt.

But then, how was I supposed to be aware of everything when he had been erased from my mind? 

Just when I was recalling all these abundant memories in one go while feeling a little vexed, a sudden electrical current brushed up my spine, startling me. This sensation was something that I had already experienced before, something that usually happens right before my body enters the mutation stage. My estrus was approaching, and maybe it was pushed forward by myself just now. No, damn it! Don’t start right now?! 7O1ZoV

Shit!

I frantically prayed in my heart but my body just simply wouldn’t listen to me and rose like how it had the last time around, and it was even faster in comparison. Unwittingly, my body was already drenched in sweat, and due to stimulation, my body started to regain its strength. 

I admit that this turn of events was bad but it was also a good thing. I clenched my jaw and struggled against the persistent, intense desire consuming me like a black hole and concentrated on dislocating myself. 

This process was undoubtedly excruciating, but it was my only means to freedom. Placing my thumb into the centre of my palm, and using my toes to grip the bed as an anchor, I violently pulled against the handcuffs hanging from above my head with all my strength, ramming the small encircled metal part into the place connecting my index finger and thumb. It felt like a hammer was smashing my fingers, the sharp pain almost making me faint, but at once I could hear the sound of my bones dislocating with a stuffy crack— CQuB1o

The base of my thumb bent in an abnormal angle, with it folded to my palm. The webbed membrane that grew between my fingers, dangled pitifully on the back of my hand just like a shriveled up foot of an alligator, oh, or maybe a roasted alligator foot from Orléans, since my hand had become extremely red. 

My mouth couldn’t help but stretch into a huge grin with my facial muscles twitching, even as tears of pain quietly slipped down from my eyes. If someone happens to see my facial expression, they would be shocked half to death, for my grinning face was definitely far uglier than a malicious ghost’s. 

What made me even happier was that my estrus had ended prematurely due to the pain. Though it may only be temporary, at least it wouldn’t torment me for the entire night like last time. 

After carefully pulling my hand out of the handcuffs, I took a deep breath in preparation and pressed my thumb against the bed board again to return it to its original state. The pain this time was even worse than when I dislocated it, I bit onto the bed sheet practically bawling miserably. However, beads of sweat dripped down my face from the intense pain instead of tears. 3PBlb1

Damn it, the fact that I am sweating the right amount I had needed before! Fuck, fuck, fuck! 

In my heart, I cursed at the God who’s playing with me. I shook my swollen red hands, feeling fortunate that they hadn’t completely turned into trash and let out a long sigh. Just as I planned to stand up, the cabin door behind me opened with a ‘bang’, which startled me and made my heart scream out about the terrible luck.  

Turning around, I unexpectedly saw Rhine come in from the door. However he had quickly locked the door once his eyes met mine.

“What’s going on, Desharow? Your eyes, your ears… how did this happen?” To my surprise, Rhine didn’t freak out at my escape as I thought, but widened his eyes as he examined my face. I looked towards the window to my left, the light bouncing off the glass reflecting my appearance— my pupils were giving off a faint glow in the dark, and my ears had sprouted two thin ‘wings,’ similar to Agares. ktBASe

I stiffly lifted my hands to touch my face, but before my hand made contact, I caught a glimpse of Rhine’s hand reaching into his waist in the reflection, perhaps he wanted to take out something to subdue me. An alarm set off in my heart immediately, and when he agilely threw himself towards me, I quickly flashed to the other side of the bed and saw that his hand was holding a syringe. 


Jade; Big thanks to Cheonsa, Notthepineapple  & Pigeon for helping me with the chapters as always :’> This week was especially tough with the amount of tests, but this chapter was able to come out with thanks to them all <3

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

Translator's Note

Adam Complex: In general, the Adam complex means that one fall in love with the one they create. Just as Eve was created by a rib of Adam, Adam fell in love with her; incestuous relationship.

Oedipus complex( a better term used in psychology ): ex: involves a boy, aged between 3 and 6, becoming unconsciously sexually attached to his mother, and hostile towards his father (who he views as a rival), and vice versa

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20 comments

  1. Oh wow. Desharow is changing in to merman. Cool now he can use the strength to at least protect himself well. Hohoho imagining agares. Ah, why dont he just accept, yeah, even though its kinda complicated lol. Its already very clear he love agares. Why make it more complicated?

    I hope they can all escape and defeat the Nazis soon!Thanks for the chapter!

    • Oh and thank you for ur hard work and those who helped u, making it possible for this chapter to come out! Really happy- thanks!

      Hope ur test went well. Take it easy lol.

  2. nossa que capitulo maravilhoso!!!! espero que desharow mate logo o rhine (ele ja esta me dando raiva ) essa transformação chegou em boa hora “talvez” pois ele não vai mais poder se esconder , fogi Desharow e vai salvar teu amado !

    Agradeço pelo trabalho de vocês tradutoras, sei o quanto é difícil trabalha com tradução de línguas e acho incrível que se depõe a isso, uma salva de palmas a vocês

  3. Wow he’s really starting to transform now I’m hoping he has the strength to beat Rhine into the ground and escape!

    Plus thanks to everyone who helped get the chapters out good luck on anymore upcoming tests peeps!

  4. Omg the transformation is really progressing! And thank god he got out of those cuffs. Facing a Rhine while being stuck in those would have no good end results. Anyway hope he won’t be able to do anything to Desharow ><

    Thanks for the chapter! 🙂

  5. Thank you for the chapter! I really hope a Desharow can escape and beat Rhine into the ground while he’s at it!!!

  6. I swear if they experiment on bby Desharow imma call sangwoo😊…hipe sakarol and rhine will be tortured heavily…they deserve it😘thank u for translating this novel by the way, it’s one of my favorite❤

  7. Thank you for the chapter it was beautiful and I hope your test went well, also thanks to all those who helped you.

    Desharow is already in love with Agares no need to doubt it or complicate it

  8. Is that another stage of changing Desharow into merman?! but now i’m worried that they really turned him into experiment project. With desharow friends and many merfolk to be saved. i just hope it won’t turned up into a worse situation.

    thank you for translating