Desharow MermanChapter 108

Translator:- Max

Editor:- ChibiSqueaks KIAufs

Warning:- Sad Desharow(Shattered my heart into pieces)


“It’s true, isn’t it?” I asked subconsciously.

Chrysanthemum Garden.

For a split second, I felt abandoned.

I don’t want to admit that right now, apart from Agares, I have nothing. I don’t want to describe myself as pathetic like this, but the reality was indeed so. He is my lover and family, also the sole reason for my existence in this time and space. I am no longer the promising biology student, Desharow Wallace; instead, I am Desharow Agares, an infatuated boy who exists here for the sake of Agares. a9Ajd3

Agares was stunned for a moment, but he didn’t deny it. He froze there while holding the blond boy, as if not knowing what to do. The blond boy took advantage of this to snuggle into his arms, and even raised his head to kiss Agares. He was like a canary that was good at enticing people. However, Agares ungratefully once again threw him back to Levjet, but this time the action was obviously not so rough.

A great sense of loss engulfed me like a tide.

I knew I didn’t need to care about whether he valued his other descendant; I should be more mature and not be as narrow-minded as a disgruntled person. But I found I couldn’t do that, because to the merfolk, descendants were seen as “suitable candidates for mates”. This was too difficult for me to accept. Agares couldn’t disregard the descendant’s life, which meant he would also have a certain role to serve, especially since the other party was more proactive than I was, and also a handsome blond boy——it was like a plump elk fawning over a lion. It was obvious that the lion wouldn’t turn a blind eye to it, and chose to chase after the other prey that didn’t want to submit to him.

Agares is an absolute dictator when it comes to emotions, and the blond boy can completely satisfy this aspect.

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Letting my imagination run wild, I stood there motionless, unable to move.

The blond-haired youth seemed quite pleased with this small change, suddenly turning his gaze toward me and shaking off the blood on his arm, as if he were preparing for a fight with me (of course, I wouldn’t mind giving him a good beating): “Hey, dark-haired kid, are you also his descendant?”

“No, I’m just a captive.” I angrily spat out the words, suppressing the rising anger within me. “A captive with no human rights. And by the way, I’m not called ‘kid’, I’m Desharow, you little golden-haired brat.”

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“So, you’re just a plaything?” The blond youth provocatively shrugged, curling his cinnamon-coloured lips as he glanced at Agares. “I’ve heard that merfolk like pretty boys, but your appearance doesn’t seem worthy for my Sea God.” NdoMIi

“Gjwc la, rtea eq! Gb sbe kjca ab ufa yfjafc?”

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“Desharow, come here.”

Agares growled behind me, and then my legs were caught by the fishtail from underwater. I stubbornly resisted and forcefully kicked him, managing to break free and swam away. KpI9ld

Just at that moment, suddenly, there was a loud rumbling noise from above, as if a heavy bomb had exploded outside the cave! The next second, the entire cave shook like an earthquake, and large and small debris rained down like hailstones, creating waves in the underground river. Agares let out a roar, and in an instant, the merfolk both inside and outside the altar scattered. He lunged toward my direction.

I immediately swam towards him, but the force of the waves pushed me several metres away. I collided with a reef, almost shattering my back. Enduring the pain, I raised my arm to protect my head, trying to prevent the debris from taking my little life. My body felt like it was being pounded to pieces in this rain of stones, and my vision was similarly fragmented and torn.

“Desharow!” I heard Agares’ urgent roar from not far away.

“I’m here!” zyaSHd

I strained my voice and shouted back loudly, dodging the debris in the water with difficulty. But in the chaotic darkness, I couldn’t discern where he was. The rumbling from above grew louder, as if the entire cave could collapse at any moment. The falling rocks became more dense, slicing through my flesh like a sharp knife. I covered my head and submerged myself in the water, forcing myself to stay calm. I shouted Agares’ name at the top of my lungs, and he responded with a rumbling noise. A sound of breaking through the water surface came from a distance. I immediately spotted the direction Agares’ figure was in and swam towards him with all my strength.

“Agares!”

Chrysanthemum Garden.

But just as I was only a metre or two away from him, I suddenly noticed a pair of delicate arms wrapped around him, the blond youth was huddled behind him, trembling timidly.

This situation proved that Agares rescued him first and then came to find me. GUAxjn

At the moment this thought surged into my mind, I involuntarily froze in place. It was as if a gaping crack had split open in my chest, and my heart was caught in a sudden whirlpool, dragging me towards a frigid abyss. My body seemed to be frozen in an instant, even as debris struck all around me, I couldn’t feel any pain. I wanted to cry, but tears wouldn’t come. I shook my head and couldn’t help but smile bitterly.

It was as if in response to my intense desire not to witness this scene at this moment, a broken boulder suddenly crashed in front of me, blocking my path. Feeling somewhat empty, I stumbled and clumsily dodged, suddenly feeling like I lost my sight, my hearing, my sense of touch. Everything around me dissolved into nothingness, except for the sharp pain in my chest, vivid and real. Just in the midst of my daze, I suddenly felt a pair of strong webbed claws grabbing my arm. A shadowy figure emerged from the water in front of me, like a spectre. He enveloped me from below, using his body to shield me from the chaotic cascade of falling stones.

“Grandpa…” I trembled involuntarily, staring blankly at the face that was much younger than I remembered, feeling that he was both unfamiliar and familiar.

In the darkness, a pair of black pearl-like eyes shone with gentle lustre, staring deeply at me. “I am not your grandfather, Desharow. I am your real father.” KMJhow

I heard him say softly as his arms hugged me tightly. With that, a trace of moist breath brushed against my face, and his lips suddenly pressed against my soft and tender petal-like lips.

Father.

For a moment, my mind was filled with this word, my brain was buzzing, and my whole person was stunned stupid.

“Get away from Desharow!” A roar suddenly exploded in the chaotic darkness. vwCqmG

In an instant, water splashed all around as Levjet was thrown away by an astonishing force. My legs were caught by the incoming fishtail and dragged me forward. A figure appeared before me, locking me securely within their arms. My face was completely enveloped by a familiar scent. A pair of trembling webbed claws lightly stroked my back, ruffled my hair, and pressed my head against a stone-hard chest. Then my body plunged into the water with his arms around me. The thick and strong fishtail swayed beneath me, creating a path through the increasing debris. We swiftly swam in a certain direction.

I couldn’t feel how fast Agares was swimming or where we were headed. All I sensed was the water rushing past like a fierce wind, brushing against my skin. The debris that grazed my skin gradually became sparse, and the waves grew more turbulent, tossing us up and down. My thoughts felt like they were being vigorously washed by the seawater, my nerves dulled by the water’s resistance, and my brain incessantly replaying the recent events, nearly suffocating me. Unbeknownst to me, the surroundings suddenly brightened, the darkness replaced by the magnificent sea surface sprinkled with sunlight. Agares’ swimming speed slowed considerably.

Coughing out the seawater that had entered my mouth and nose, I gasped for air as I lifted my head from beneath him. Just as I was about to catch my breath, I was startled by a furry, round ball on Agares’ shoulder.

After taking a closer look, I realised that the blond boy had been lying on Agares’ back all along, occupying the spot that should have been mine. His arms were covered in scars from the debris, his head hung down, seemingly having passed out. Yet, he still clung tightly to Agares’ neck, as if he were the most reliable existence in this world. Damn it. JuFewO

My emotions suddenly became incredibly complex. I felt both angry and helpless. Despite my strong dislike for this golden retriever who was competing with me for Agares, I certainly didn’t wish for him to die. Maybe I should be more magnanimous and give up my position. After all, Agares had chosen to prioritise saving his new descendant, no, it should be called his new favourite.

Thinking this way, I felt the cracks in my heart grow wider.

I struggled against his hold, instinctively trying to push Agares away, but was tightly held in his arms. I had no choice but to turn my head away to avoid coming face to face with him. Then Levjet’s figure not far away unexpectedly came into my line of sight. He was staring at me, his eyes shining slightly against the setting sun. This suddenly reminded me of that kiss in the dark, and I gasped in disbelief.

“Father?” I couldn’t help but murmur. qVHCr0

Before I could finish saying the word, I felt Agares gripping my arm and trembling. Suddenly, my nape was seized, forcefully turning my head away. Agares lowered his head and fiercely bit my lips. His fangs pierced my tongue, like a mad vampire greedily drawing my saliva and blood. It felt as though he was trying to erase every memory of Levjet kissing me. His arm wrapped around my waist, his strength almost enough to break me in two. His webbed claws roughly roamed over and kneaded my back and butt, as if he wanted to tear me apart and swallow me into his stomach.

I struggled and hit his arms, but my hand landed on the soft and delicate body on his neck, causing the pent-up emotions within me to erupt like a volcano. At that moment, I didn’t know where I found the strength. I bent my knee and forcefully struck Agares’ scaley membranes. This move seemed effective on both merfolk and men. Agares’ arms suddenly loosened, and in that instant, I took the opportunity to break free from his iron-like embrace.

Story translated by Chrysanthemum Garden.

“Save your energy for your other descendant! Look, he needs you to heal him!” I shouted, my throat raw, as I used my arms and legs to propel myself a few metres away. However, my attempts to escape Agares were futile given my swimming speed. In almost an instant, he circled around in front of me, extending his webbed claws to grab my arms. A silvery arc of light sliced through my vision, and before I knew it, my body was pulled backwards, landing firmly in an embrace of just the right strength. I felt the hands (or rather they should be called claws now) that used to play the piano for me in my childhood gently caress my cheek. “Are you hurt, my little Desharow?”

I quickly shook my head, my gaze fixed on Agares’ flushed expression. Almost involuntarily, I said, “Can you take me away from here, Grandpa?” 5TBx8r

“You should call me father.” He whispered softly in my ear.

TBC


The author has something to say:

Why did the blond hair end up with the Big Fish Guy, of all people? >_> 2xNvSh

Of course, Lev was also involved in this, well, Big Fish Guy is undoubtedly infatuated with Little Sasa, after all.

By the way, a reminder about the origin of this descendant >_> It’s actually related to a seemingly insignificant foreshadowing from earlier. I wonder how many of you little angel readers can recall: Do you remember the spore ring that Rhine gave to Desharow in the Hiroshima chapter… After he was transported to this timeline, Desharow left the ring on Shinichi’s ship.

That’s why Big Fish Guy didn’t release spores in this timeline, but still had another descendant! 233333333

All the foreshadowings have one-to-one correspondence xd ojhYiX


Translator’s note:- I’m really sorry for being late again. My wifi stopped working which took 2 days to fix and only after that could I translate. I’m really sorry. *kneel*

And guys if anyone has the extras or can get them then please contact me on Discord. As on NU it’s shows it has like 120 or something chs but I could only find till 115 which is the end of the main story so if anyone has those extras then please contact me, I’ll be happy to translate them.

Translator's Note

It has 2 □□ after which means something but I can’t seem to know so please help in the comments.
那 意味着 , 他 将 不得不 为 对方 充当 □□, 何况 对方 比 我 主动 得 多

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鬼使神差 – an idiom – demons and gods at work

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Agares

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Desharow

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12 comments

  1. After all they had been through together…why…just why did Agares hesitated? I am crying…along with Desharow’s broken heart… He was stripped off to nothingness aside from Agares but now…that little hesitation would cut off the last string of hope.. noooo i cant bear this… 😭😭😭😭

  2. Father…

    You must be kidding, this got to be a diobolical plan and treacherous scheme.

    The father is expecting incest and family relations – sickening.

    And Agares, you’ve got a battle of proving your love for Desharow – rooting for you.

    As for you Desharow, run, this is way over your head, my head and everyones heads.

  3. Im sad that this is coming to an end

    Fucking incest- sorry, still disgusting, doesn’t matter if merfolk are different from humans, still disgusting
    I understand Desharow and I hope that Agares will fucking think about Desh feelings because it’s about time
    I know it’s Levjets plan- create a new descendant and make him “better” so he will have Desh for himself
    The whole situation made me realize that ending might not be as happy as we would like it to be and it’s actually a scary thought

  4. Ahhh~ so frustrating! Agares, a leader should observe the enemy so how could you not understand you’re hurting Desharow! Σ੧(❛□❛✿)

  5. It’s almost the end now😭🥹 what am I gonna do after🥲 I was also looking onto some websites and can only find until 115, sincerely hoping we can have until 120

  6. My only guess is that unless someone has the actual novel themselves, it might be hard to find the five extra chapters. Hopefully someone has it

  7. tysm for the update! I wanted to know when the ch 109 will be out, already saturday and I’ve been waiting so long for this, the suspense is literally killing me, no pressure though, it’s fine, pls take your time! <333

  8. What needs to happen is for Desharow to get a break and go somewhere else. Let Agares feel lonely and realize who is his REAL LOVE, and let Levjet fuck off instead of trying to have an incestuous relationship with his fucking SON. Lastly, let that stupid blond little shit GO SUCK HIS OWN DICK INSTEAD OF TRYING TO STEAL SOMEONE ELSE’S HUSBAND LIKE A WHORE!

  9. Omg this ring foreshadowing is amazing! Also im crying along with Desha, and his uncertainties are really very very logical too