The brighter the environment, the darker the shadows will be.
Indeed, killers work in a wide range of fields. To do the assignment, they must communicate with many people, play multiple roles, possess various abilities, and understand a wide range of knowledge… They must also be adept at identifying and fulfilling people’s desires.
So they all receive extensive training, including how to use their hands or mouth to make a man or woman org*sm in 30 seconds!
Killers, on the other hand, must learn to control their desires and avoid having a weak-willed org*sm in someone else’s hand or mouth, which can be detrimental. This is an impossible skill to train for. It all depends on the killer’s personal strength.
Despite his gluttony and lethargy, Li Xiaobai was regarded as a formidable killer. However, Blade is clearly more competent.
Although it remained in Blade’s hands for more than five minutes, this can be considered a record, but it seriously hurt little Li Xiaobai’s professional self-esteem.
“I was using torture to extort a confession. Naturally, I did everything I could. You know, apart from a mission target who couldn’t get an erection three years ago, you’re the most difficult person I’ve ever met. Don’t be so depressed.”
“Sorry, I don’t want to discuss this issue.”
Look, even if Blade makes this appeasement, the effect is subtle.
In addition to the issue of self-esteem in the industry, Li Xiaobai felt an unparalleled level of insecurity…
Li Xiaobai dislikes s*x between guys more than he enjoys it. For some reason, he is even more resistant to abusive s*xual aggression, to the point that his body produces nausea and shivers on instinct! Even if he was held down all night, he was confident he would not have an erection at all.
But when an organ in the front is teased meticulously and superbly—oh, he’s a man—the primitive craving becomes irresistible! Furthermore, his chances of being taken care of in the back were far higher than in the front, making his resistance even more jerky and ineffectual.
And the irresistible sense of being dominated by others horrified Li Xiaobai… This caused him to lose his cool when confronted with Blade following the bathroom incident; despite his best efforts, bitterness and unwillingness, mingled with a little timidity and fear, were frequently displayed… This kind of reaction makes Blade feel fresh and interesting, and the sadistic desire explodes!
“If you are willing to come to my bed every night, I can teach you the tricks of resisting desire.”
Blade would occasionally seduce him in this way.
“Don’t flaunt your victory, sir; it’s ugly. Although I don’t like this topic, but… If that thing of yours falls into my hands, I can make it shoot twice in 30 seconds!” Li Xiaobai would respond to this “provocation” through gritted teeth at this point—in his eyes, yes.
“I don’t mind giving it a try.” Blade then smiled so cooperatively and positively that he didn’t even notice the excitement in his tone.
The subject is often left unanswered because Li Xiaobai would not be stupid enough to assist a man in m*sturbating while someone was watching from the sidelines in the cell. When the atmosphere of abstinence is disrupted, it is difficult to regain it. Furthermore, failing to complete the task would be embarrassing. And if he did it exquisitely, there was no guarantee that Wolf Fang wouldn’t pounce on him and say he wanted it too… It’s a bad deal no matter how you look at it; Li Xiaobai won’t do it.
Jack was also a victim of the bathroom incident.
The repercussions of Blade breaking his hands are even more serious than having his lips cut off, because it would mean losing his capacity to survive in prison. Almost that night, he was kicked down from the fifth level and transferred to the lower cells in an unknown corner.
Kale was the one who covered for him; therefore, he was naturally implicated and had no qualifications to continue staying on the fifth floor. Furthermore, he was involved in the scheme to divert the tiger from its territory, so this time his fate was not much better. When Li Xiaobai saw him again in the cafeteria with a swollen face, he could barely remember the feeling of the fairy screaming with his lifted thighs on the first night of imprisonment in his devastated body.
To be precise, Jack and Kale are Wolf Fang’s people, yet Wolf Fang showed no mercy in dealing with this incident. When Jack approached him to beg for mercy, Wolf Fang rewarded him with a blow in a strong rage after learning the cause of the incident! That punch made Jack lie in the infirmary for another two days…
So far, despite the fact that there is still no new stock in the Texas Prison, the thugs have nowhere to vent their desires, and the two men’s unanimous protection has piqued the inmates’ interest, no one has dared to bother Li Xiaobai.
Li Xiaobai never considered himself fortunate that his current state of tranquility did not come from above. He would also not be dumb enough to believe that Blade’s concern was solely for his physique.
He was examining and measuring the price.
And he was really patient while waiting for him to make an offer.
Li Xiaobai understands that he has paid a price and will have to pay other costs in the future to maintain the status quo.
It wasn’t until he saw these scenes that he remembered that other people might pay far more and more grievously.
Vera’s muffled m*ans came intermittently from behind the laundry room door, and the thing in his mouth made his m*ans less audible.
Li Xiaobai leaned against the wall outside the laundry room, squatting quietly.
Judging by his breathing alone, it told him there were at least three powerful men inside.
In reality, he had always thought Vera’s presence in this prison was unusual. Beautiful, slender, and unable to defend himself, its dependent master did not appear to be particularly attached to him; in reality, Li Xiaobai suspected that Wolf Fang would not be able to protect him at all times. The eyes that craved this soft angel were in the minority, and with Li Xiaobai’s current image experiencing various sorts of harassment, Vera’s life should not be so easy.
Now it appears that this is the case.
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Li Xiaobai had the sense that Vera was a cheerful person; after all, he had previously stated that crying and mourning were worthless. Wolf Fang disliked talking, Li Xiaobai was a quiet man, and Blade rarely spoke when absolutely necessary. In short, Vera is responsible for the majority of the lively environment in the cell, as well as the things he brings up. He is also the person who smiles the most.
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Vera is still a brilliant person who can see things clearly. He clearly ridiculed Miller’s approach of ‘injuring, and he knows how to enjoy s*x. In reality, this is a wonderful thing; he cannot hide, so it is preferable to be cheerful.
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That’s a great expression, with a desperate fascination in the moonlight.
But with that expression, Li Xiaobai despised him from the bottom of his heart.
Because occasionally Li Xiaobai felt like that face overlapped with his own; it was obviously frail and would break when touched, yet he insisted on maintaining it in parts and intact no matter what; it was extremely monotonous.
All of the people inside had let off steam and appeared to be content, and the sound of getting dressed was heard.
“Baby Vera, you’re amazing today~”
“Cut the crap; next time you don’t wash it beforehand… Don’t even think about sticking that shit in my mouth again!”
“Don’t be mad!”
The men broke into laughter…
“Actually, we’d rather try the beautiful little hole behind you…” A gruff voice murmured in a low tone.
“Let’s talk about it when you dare to say this out loud in front of Wolf Fang.”
“This little mouth can really speak! Then, if so…”
He doesn’t know what type of filthy conduct the man committed. Vera’s voice increased slightly in frustration! “…stop it!”
“Don’t go too far, Anthony!” It appeared that another person stopped the man. “What if you shatter Baby Vera? Do you want to solve it with only your hands for the next month?”
“That’s right~” The man chuckled obscenely, “You need to eat more to grow more beautifully, Baby Vera~ You are the sunny angel of the hive! Don’t be foolish like Miller, who can’t even see…”
Without waiting for Vera’s response, the men walked out the door one by one, seeming shocked to see Li Xiaobai squatting at the door. After whispering to each other, they cautiously bypassed him and left…
Li Xiaobai got up and pushed the door into the room.
Vera was dressed well, with only a small amount of sp*rm on the corners of his lips and a fatigued appearance…
“Say what you have to say.” After a brief pause, Vera spoke first.
What is there to talk about?
Ask him why he didn’t tell Wolf Fang about this kind of thing?
Wolf Fang is the king of this prison, and he obviously knows it.
He tacitly approves of the usage of hands and mouth.
And anyway, he didn’t need Vera’s hands and mouth.
Extreme seclusion is not always a desirable thing; adequate relief is essential.
Wolf Fang is the leader, although he and Vera are not in a relationship.
“You used to say… It is the right choice to pay the price and live instead of carrying on and dying for no reason.” Li Xiaobai stood in place. “Do you regret it now?”
Vera gazed at him, then sat on the ground, looked up, and chuckled…
“Regret? Let me tell you, the first day I went to prison, I should have been taken out with a swollen nose like Miller! But I didn’t; I’m still uninjured and will be out in two months. Under normal conditions, I’d be in prison, shedding my skin before being released, possibly even extended owing to a defiant act of hostility, and dying in a dark corner of the prison after being ravaged by a lot of disgusting and dirty men!”
“I don’t know anything; I don’t have any backing, but right now, I’m getting the best results at the smallest cost… After two months, I’ll be standing rosy-cheeked atop my grandmother’s estate, breathing fresh air, and falling in love with a gorgeous girl… Regret? I surely do not regret it.”
“I made the right choice,” he repeated, wiping the s*men from the corner of his lips. “I made the right choice.”
Li Xiaobai felt that what he said was reasonable, but there was an unfathomable grief in his heart. He nodded and said softly, “You just have to get used to it.”
Vera stood up, rinsed his mouth heavily in front of the mirror, and said in a very soft voice that he couldn’t tell if he was unwilling: “How can you get used to it? This kind of thing, having a man’s s*men in my mouth… I won’t get used to it even for a lifetime!”
He spit a mouthful of water furiously!
Li Xiaobai suddenly felt unbearable and turned to leave; he did not want to stay in that room for even a second.
It’s filthy. That room… is too dirty; this prison, Vera, and himself are all too dirty! Why are all the faces so ugly? He should be used to it, shouldn’t he? What he has done is nastier and dirtier than all of this! Isn’t it?
It’s too dirty, too dirty, too dirty… Why is the world so dirty… He truly wants to find a clean place, or even a clean and upright person; even if he can’t get close, just look at it from a distance. Just let him look at it…
Li Xiaobai walks faster and faster!
He wasn’t sure where he wanted to go, but he knew exactly what he wanted.
There is food to eat, he can sleep every day, and he has someone to keep him company.
Best… That’s a clean and upstanding person—if it really doesn’t work, forget it.
This was the only pursuit in Li Xiaobai’s heart.
It’s truly quite strange.
Because, with Li Xiaobai’s skills and the startling amounts in his bank account, he could easily get more.
But the truth is that he has never accomplished this simple goal in all these years.
The irony is that, while in prison, most of it has been accomplished.
There is something to eat, although it is not really delicious.
He can sleep every day, although he will be slightly harassed.
There is also a gentle, strong, and noble companion…
Although Li Xiaobai didn’t show too much, he actually worked very hard to maintain and even secretly enjoyed his weekly visits to the infirmary.
The woman with warm brown curls and a soft yet strict demeanor, who treated all inmates equally, made him feel at ease.
What she occasionally stated was actually the doctor’s routine care, but it made him feel that his heart was softening.
And he liked the way his heart felt after it had softened.
However, this emotion is about to be cut off by her own hand.
“Xiaobai, I’ve been reading your medical reports for the past month and a half.”
“Hmm…” He sat back in his chair, holding his knees as he slowly drank the coffee she’d made for him, tilting his head as he waited for Beyonce’s next words.
“You haven’t had any injuries in the last month and a half.”
“Yes.”
“There were neither percussive external injuries nor… soft tissue injuries from s*xual assault.”
“…so?”
“So, I think that you are capable of protecting yourself in this prison.” Beyonce raised her head and looked at him with bright eyes.
Li Xiaobai seemed apprehensive and moved uncomfortably in the chair, waiting for her following words, as if waiting for the time of judgment! But his gaze is firmly fixed on her, with a hint of unwavering expectation that he didn’t realize…
“So I hope you voluntarily give up your regular checkups… and give it up to someone who needs it more.” Beyonce delivered the final verdict calmly and orderly.
The sunlight was cut off.
The light of expectation in the young man’s eyes dimmed quickly, and the fingers gripping the cup stiffened…
Beyoncé sighed, “Xiaobai, you’re a smart kid, and I think you understand why I suggested you have regular checkups. I wanted to protect you… But you’re doing much better than I expected! You know better than I do that there are many weak individuals who are frequently injured in this prison, but the shelter is limited, so if it is not life-threatening for you, please offer the opportunity to someone who needs it more, will you?”
“I’m not a child!” Li Xiaobai burst out, slightly grumpily! He stated that once when he first met Beyonce, and now he feels that he needs to be more clear.
“Come on,” Beyonce reached out and tried to stroke his hair, as if calming a little animal in distress due to abandonment. “I know you are not a horrible person. You sympathize with the vulnerable. In fact, justice has always been in your heart.”
Li Xiaobai stubbornly moved his head away from her hand. “You’re wrong; I’ve never been a good person.”
The atmosphere in the infirmary was a little awkward for a moment as Beyonce stood in place, holding the medical records.
“Is it…” Li Xiaobai asked with difficulty after a long time. “Is it possible to come here as long as I am often injured?
Beyonce nearly fainted! How could there be such a child who is so stubborn and doesn’t take his body seriously!
“Don’t be silly! As a doctor, I absolutely forbid you from deliberately harming your body!” Her round eyes blazed at him, and she swiftly took out a pen and signed the transfer document. “This matter is settled! If I see you being sent in here on purpose, you will never set foot here again!”
The more determined her remarks are, the further the misery will spread…
Can’t he do something about it?
Li Xiaobai stared silently at the woman who turned around and went away, thinking that this kind of shiny object would be removed from his life from now on; he couldn’t stand it, really couldn’t stand it.
Can’t it simply be like the old days?
Why are you such a respectable and caring woman?
I am not a good person and do not care about the lives of others… However, you are.
And I genuinely mean it…
I just…
“I just… wanted to see you…”
Beyonce was about to open the door… When she heard a small sigh in the empty room. She turned around in surprise.
Obviously, the lad didn’t expect to utter what he was thinking unknowingly, so they were both taken aback…
“What did you just say?”
The woman at the door regained her composure and asked clearly.
Li Xiaobai, on the other hand, did not. He appeared embarrassed for a moment and said in a low voice, “I just want to see you…”
He’s never done anything like this before. Other children may have told the girl next door or the cheerleader, blushing, “I love you” and “I like you” countless times by the age of 14 or 15 years old. Li Xiaobai, at that time, was learning how to sweet-talk older women, how to make young women lifeless in bed, and how to slit their throats… It was the first time he had been exposed… He doesn’t even know if he should get up now… However, he realized that he had missed the opportunity to express his admiration and longing and wanting to be her side.
“I want to look at you,” his tone became certain, and his clear eyes looked at her without hesitation, “I want to be by your side, and I want you to be by my side.”
Beyonce smiled; she hadn’t heard such a confession for many, many years.
There were many people among the inmates who expressed their affection for her, and even more who invited her to bed.
But it was the first time she had encountered such a clean and pure expression.
As if chasing the light, it was so clean that people couldn’t stand to turn it down, and it was so pure that people wanted to smile.
“Xiaobai,” Beyonce approached him, holding the boy’s slightly nervous face with both hands, and whispered in the most gentle voice in her life: “I am a selfish woman, not the upright and noble person in your mind. I am not your light, because the light is too far away; I don’t want to be the one who will be with you for the rest of your life, because it is far too long.”
She lowered her head and kissed his lips, her curly hair falling from her shoulders, blocking the boy’s slightly surprised expression. “However… However, if one day you realize that you love me, then come to me after you get out of prison.”
She straightened up and blossomed into a smile. “If I ever realize that I love you, then I’ll be waiting for you to come to me.”
Beyonce’s white robe fluttered gracefully in the doorway as she left the room.
But Li Xaiobai still foolishly sat in place, slowly raising his hand to touch his lips. A child-like smile, confusion, and bewilderment gradually appeared on his face…
He didn’t know who saw this smile.
I can’t wait to see Blade’s reaction 😂
And thank you for the chapter!