Jiang Lin noticed that he had lost self-control, so he quickly let go, “I’m sorry……”
“Maybe this is the first time I’ve hugged an idol, so I’m a little excited………” Jiang Lin raised his hand and wiped the corner of his eyes, and like a child who had done something wrong, he bowed his head at a loss.
“It’s okay.” Qin Zhou smiled gently; he turned around and went out first.
Jiang Lin came to the door and saw Qin Zhou going to the shed to film.
Jiang Lin looked at Qin Zhou’s figure and suddenly felt at ease.
Thank goodness.
There was still a person in this world who looked exactly like Sister-in-law, and he was living a good life.
Jiang Lin stayed in the crew for a long time, and did not leave until Qin Zhou’s filming was over.
In the evening, Jiang Lin stayed in the hotel next to the Film and Television City.
Maybe it was because he saw Qin Zhou who looked exactly like his sister-in-law during the day, so at night, he dreamed of Sister-in-law again.
Sister-in-law was still trapped in the car, covered in blood and reached out to him for help.
Jiang Lin rushed forward and ran desperately in the direction of the car.
It’s just that the road in the dream was extraordinarily long, as if he would never reach in front of the car; it’s always a little distance.
He had dreamed this dream countless times, but every time he always missed to help. He could only watch the people in the car slowly get burned to death.
This dream repeated again and again, and he dreamed of Sister-in-law dying in front of him again and again.
But Jiang Lin still continued to run, trying to change the ending in his dream.
The car was still burning. Jiang Lin rushed into the fire, looked at the hand sticking out from the car window, and quickly reached out.
And this time, Jiang Lin finally able to hold that hand, and quickly rescued Sister-in-law from the car, and hugged tightly ——
At this moment, Jiang Lin suddenly woke up.
It was pitch black all around, and Jiang Lin still hadn’t recovered from the dream. He was immersed in the emotions of the dream.
Then, he became aware of the coldness on his face. Jiang Lin raised his hand and touched it, only to realize that his face was full of tears at some point.
Jiang Lin wiped away his tears, but there were more and more tears as he wiped and he couldn’t stop it.
But Jiang Lin didn’t feel sad at all, and he still had a smile on his face.
He was so happy that he finally rescued Sister-in-law in his dream.
Sister-in-law forgave him.
***
After returning from the Film and Television City, Jiang Lin went to see Dr. Yuan again.
Dr. Yuan asked, “You’re in a good mood?”
“Yes.” Jiang Lin nodded, unable to hide the smile on his face.
“What happened?”
Jiang Lin: “I don’t have nightmares anymore!”
Dr. Yuan still remembered Jiang Lin’s nightmares, and nodded with a smile: “That’s good.”
Dr. Yuan: “Nightmares affect sleep, and in the future you can also rest well.”
“Actually, I still dream of the car accident………” Jiang Lin thought about it and said, “It’s just that now, I can save the people in the car.”
Since Sister-in-law had left, he often dreamed of the car accident.
Every time he was trapped in a dream and couldn’t wake up. He could only watch the people in the car being consumed by the flames.
But fortunately, he could finally change the ending of the dream now.
Doctor Yuan: “Letting go of it?”
“I let go of it.” Jiang Lin responded.
Maybe it was Qin Zhou’s hug that gave him courage, and he finally accepted it and could let go of that.
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Jiang Lin also didn’t know why he liked Qin Zhou. It may be because the feeling Qin Zhou gave was the same as his sister-in-law, very warm and reassuring, just like the family.
Dr. Yuan raised his eyebrows and said slowly: “So you asked for leave from the company just to chase a star?”
“I’m sorry…….” Jiang Lin lowered his head in a guilty conscience, and had no choice but to say, “I may not be able to continue my work.”
He wanted to chase a star.
Dr. Yuan asked again, “Is it an artist in our company?”
Jiang Lin nodded.
Dr. Yuan didn’t ask who the artist was, he just said, “Since he is an artist in the company, it’s better to stay and work. I’ll leave you a nominal position.”
“But if I’m chasing star, I may not have time.” Jiang Lin was somewhat hesitant.
Qin Zhou was out of town for filming. He had to go over to visit Qin Zhou’s crew, so he didn’t have time to go to work.
“It’s okay. It’s just putting your name only.” Dr. Yuan smiled, “This way, it’s easier for you to chase stars, and you can check the itinerary in the company.”
***
After Jiang Lin left Doctor Yuan’s office, he went home to pack his things, and then went to the Film and Television City to visit the crew.
Jiang Lin was like a little attendant. Every day he would wait for Qin Zhou on the outside of the shooting site.
On the other hand, Jiang Lin was well-dressed and drove a luxury car. At first glance, he looked like a rich second-generation young master, and he often invited the whole crew to drink milk tea.
After going back and forth, the staffs in the crew were also familiar with Jiang Lin.
Seeing that Jiang Lin came so early every day, Qin Zhou still went to find Jiang Lin and said, “Sometimes I don’t have a scene in the morning, so you don’t have to come so early.”
“It’s okay!” Jiang Lin was very excited when he saw Qin Zhou taking the initiative to talk to himself.
Qin Zhou: “My scenes will be finished in a few days, so you don’t need to come anymore.”
Jiang Lin was stunned, his face a little disappointed, “Is that so…….”
Jiang Lin asked again, “Then, are you going to film after that? “
Qin Zhou: “Well, I’m going to the mountain village in Xicheng to catch the crew.”
“Then I’ll go too!” Jiang Lin was excited.
“It’s very far, so you don’t need to go there.” Qin Zhou said, “It’s just a small supporting role, and I don’t have many scenes in the role. After filming, I have to change the crew and run around.”
“It doesn’t matter!” Jiang Lin was not afraid of trouble.
Qin Zhou asked, “Don’t you have to work?”
“Work is not important!” Jiang Lin shook his head.
“It’s better to go to work first.” Qin Zhou smiled.
Jiang Lin had no choice but to say, “Then I’ll go back……..”
Jiang Lin thought about it, and said slowly: “It just so happens that the Qingming Festival is coming, and I’m going back to visit the tomb.”
After Qin Zhou heard this, he suddenly became a little dazed, and said softly: “Yeah, the Qingming Festival is coming……..”
Time flies so fast.
April is coming.
Qin Zhou quickly woke up and said to Jiang Lin again: “Be careful when you go back, and be careful on the road.”
Jiang Lin nodded quickly, looked at the person in front of him, and summoned his courage: “Qin Zhou! Can I call you Brother Zhou?”
“Yes.” Qin Zhou replied.
With a smile on his face, Jiang Lin shouted happily, “Brother Zhou!”
When Qin Zhou saw Jiang Lin’s happy appearance, he was also infected by the emotion and laughed.
Jiang Lin was like a little child who never grew up, always so energetic.
Qin Zhou raised his hand habitually, wanting to rub Jiang Lin’s head.
But when he was about to touch Jiang Lin’s head, Qin Zhou suddenly reacted. His fingertips withdrew; he restrained himself from touching Jiang Lin’s head, and just patted the dust on Jiang Lin’s clothes on his shoulders.
Jiang Lin didn’t notice the abnormality, and with a silly face, he took out a photo from his bag and said excitedly, “Brother Zhou, can you sign my name for me?”
“Okay.” Qin Zhou took the photo and signed his name on it.
Jiang Lin collected the postcard contentedly.
***
On April Fool’s Day, Jiang Lin went to the cemetery to see Sister-in-law, and then went to a psychological clinic.
When he came to the psychological consultation room, Jiang Lin couldn’t wait to take out Qin Zhou’s signed photo.
“It’s him! The star I like!” Jiang Lin’s tone was very exciting.
Dr. Yuan took the photo and looked at it, but he had never seen Xu ChengYan, so he didn’t have much reaction after seeing Qin Zhou in the photo.
The artist’s photo was carefully edited, and Dr. Yuan was used to seeing good-looking artists. Even if he saw the photo of Qin Zhou, he just thought that this young man looked gentle.
Doctor Yuan asked: “Is he a singer or an actor?”
“Actor!” Jiang Lin thought of something and frowned, “But he is playing the second male lead.”
“I think he is much better than the male lead! I don’t know why they don’t let him play the male lead!” Jiang Lin was a little angry.
“For the male lead’s position, sometimes it’s not just about acting.” Doctor Yuan smiled. “The director also considers other reasons, such as the fit of the actors and the characters.”
Jiang Lin thought about it, and it was indeed the case.
During this period of time, he went to the crew to watch it many times, and he probably knew some plots. It was an idol drama with a bloody Mary Sue. The male lead was a domineering president, and the second male lead was a gentle, rich second-generation young master.
And Qin Zhou’s appearance and personality were more in line with the second male lead.
Jiang Lin nodded, but couldn’t help complaining: “Their crew is so poor.”
Qin Zhou’s crew was really poor. The dressing room was very narrow, actors had to line up to change clothes, and some supporting characters didn’t even have a dressing room. They could only find a place to block with a curtain.
Moreover, the costumes and props of the crew were very shabby. It was obvious that the second male lead was a rich second-generation, but the clothes that the crew rented for Qin Zhou were very cheap. The suits were crumpled, and even the watches were the fakest of fakes.
As soon as he saw Qin Zhou wearing those cheap clothes, he felt a little uncomfortable. He specially lent his watch to Qin Zhou, and also lent his sports car to the crew for filming.
At that time, there was a plot in which the female lead was temporarily staying at the second male lead’s house. He did not know where the director found an indoor shooting location, but he really couldn’t stand the interior decoration. It was so cheap that it was like a nouveau riche.
But he didn’t have any real estate there. So, he simply rented a higher-end villa locally and paid for it for the director to shoot.
However, when he spent the money, he was also a little selfish ——
He only lent things to Qin Zhou for filming. Even renting the villa, it was only because the plot to be filmed was the home of the second male lead, and that’s why he paid for the venue himself.
For some reason, he just didn’t want to see Qin Zhou being wronged and wanted the best for Qin Zhou.
***
Jiang Lin stayed in the clinic for a long time, and chatted with Dr. Yuan a lot about his chasing star experience in the crew.
It was not until evening that Jiang Lin left.
It was already off-duty time. Dr. Yuan packed up his things, but he did not leave, and continued to sit in the office.
When it was night, He Yang came over.
Dr. Yuan took the initiative and said, “Mr. He, today is April Fool’s Day.”
“M-hm.” He Yang sat on the chair and tapped lightly with his fingertips on the armrest.
Doctor Yuan asked: “Is there anything you want to say? You can tell me anything.”
“No.” He Yang was still the same as before.
“It doesn’t matter if Mr. He doesn’t want to talk. It’s up to me to talk this time.” Dr. Yuan smiled, “Mr. Jiang came to see me today.”
“Mr. Jiang is very happy and has found a new hobby.” Dr. Yuan pushed his glasses and asked, “Chasing stars is also a way to divert attention. Would Mr. He also consider star-chasing?”
He Yang said lightly, “It’s boring.”
Dr. Yuan continued, “Mr. Jiang has already moved on, and he is living a good life now.”
“But Mr. He, what about you?”
“It’s impossible to live in the past all the time and it doesn’t make sense for you to keep in your memories.”
He Yang’s face changed after hearing this. His expression was still indifferent.
After a long time, He Yang said, “He’s not dead.”
Doctor Yuan sighed and had to say, “Mr. He, can you still see him recently?”
“Yes.” He Yang responded.
He could see Xu ChengYan on the road, and when he got home, he could hear Xu ChengYan’s voice.
It was as if Xu ChengYan had never left.
“Mr. He.” Doctor Yuan advised, “It’s been two years, you should let it go.”
He Yang didn’t speak, just lowered his head and looked at the ring on his hand.
Doctor Yuan noticed He Yang’s gaze and said cruelly, “Even if you put on that ring, he will not come back.”
He Yang still didn’t speak, and sat quietly.
Dr. Yuan was used to He Yang’s cold temper, so he didn’t bother anymore.
He Yang sat in the clinic for a while, then got up and left.
He Yang got into the car, leaned back in the seat and closed his eyes, and said to Uncle Zhou, “Go to the bar.”
Uncle Zhou drove and took He Yang to the bar.
When He Yang came to the box, there were already many people inside.
The rich second-generation on the sofa voluntarily gave up his seat and let He Yang sit in the middle.
Someone next to him came over to please He Yang and took the initiative to open a drink.
The atmosphere in the box was very lively, and the rich second-generation young masters were still discussing all kinds of men and women, as well as some illicit and racy gossip and so on.
He Yang leaned on the sofa and drank wine with a lazy expression. When he was half drunk, he asked the person beside him, “Has Yanyan come?”
And that person responded very skillfully: “Yanyan has something to do and he let Uncle Zhou come to pick you up!”
He Yang responded with a sound and continued to drink.
And the others also tacitly refrained from mentioning Xu ChengYan, as if nothing had happened.
It wasn’t until He Yang left that the other people in the box couldn’t help but talk in a low voice.
“It’s been two years, why is Young Master He still calling that name……”
“Isn’t it just a little lover……? But he is already dead…….”
A group of rich second-generation young masters was full of doubts, but they didn’t dare to ask, let alone mention the name in front of He Yang.
After all, the last person who dared to mention this name in front of He Yang was Chi Yi.
But Chi Yi had completely disappeared now. They couldn’t find this person in the country. They didn’t know where he went, and there was no trace.
Even the Chi family’s business had been affected a lot, and other people dared not take the initiative to mention it.
The three words ‘Xu ChengYan’ had become a kind of taboo.
“It’s just a little lover…….” Another person recalled, “Young Master He said it himself at the time, it was just for fun……”
It was just for fun.
It’s just that some people went in and couldn’t get out.
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Well whatever reason he want to give or whatever delusions he has, it still can’t change the fact that he treated the person who cared abt him most in the world as a piece of shit continuously for 5 yrs….thats abuse
Well said
True he had even the audacity to feel sad now but when yanyan is alive “it was just for fun”
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That Chi guy sure got what he deserves. Looking down in our MC has to be punished. But I really feel bad knowing Jiang Lin throws his time and money into star chasing even thought it’s the real one standing right beside him. But I guess if he knew he would do even more.😅
LMAO exactly.
Please, I want the Chi business to be bankrupt! Chi Yan is one of the factor that yanyan felt so much pain and died!
Chi Yan
SZX (this b!tch thought he’s so important! but in truth without his illness HY won’t glance at him!)
and the other young masters ..
All of them should suffer!!!
finally, HY. Man still need more time to suffer .. be rejected and feel unwanted. sigh.. I mean I feel bad that he’s still living in XCY shadow but boy oh boy… he did that to himself. 🤷
instead of convincing him to move on and let go of the past, the therapist should instead tell them how to process their grief. smh.
Dr. Yuan? Pei Yuan? The actor the real Qi Zhou mentioned? Hmmm 🤔
I dont think so? Chinese use surnames first. If actor was also a doctor wouldnt he be Dr. Pei instead?
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Mr He you are actually not qualified to be sad… You treated him like a trash you even call him a friend when friend doesn’t even right more like a servant of him.. now the person is dead he is sad? He bought a ring? You don’t deserve it
at this point maybe i should stop reading, and pretend that jiang lin is the ML🥺 i empathize so much for jiang lin but i can’t seem to feel the same for he yang. he needs to suffer more
So what happened to the white moonlight, that everytime Mc had something to say to the He guy in person or on a call… conviniently had something to say, complain about or cough to get his attention off of Mc? What’s he doing now?
I feel like He Yang just go to the clinic to ask for abuse 😂 he doesn’t even talk, why does he still go lol