Translator: Abo Dammen
Bai Tang placed the little notebook into the alpha’s briefcase before they left. The bracelet on his wrist slipped out from his sleeve. “I stuffed the notebook in.”
Pressing the omega against the door, Jiang Yunshu kissed him for a moment before saying, “Okay.”
The trees outside the car window receded one by one, Bai Tang asked, “By the way, Dr. Jiang, is the meeting with Dr. Shen adjusted to today?”
Since Jiang Yunshu’s fainting spell from overwork is well-known among the oncology department’s doctors, they now assist with the night shift first, leaving Jiang Yunshu with no choice but to let Shen Ting put in extra hours when there is no operation scheduled.
Jiang Yunshu said, “Yes.”
Bai Tang responded, “Then I’ll come over from Fengqi as soon as possible. Wait for me, Dr. Jiang!”
Bai Tang was scheduled to have courses today during the first, second, fifth, sixth, and ninth periods, if Jiang Yunshu’s memory serves him well. Anyone who has ever lived on campus knows how horrible this schedule is, particularly when dorms are located far from classrooms.
Yesterday, Bai Tang informed him of today’s schedule. He would start by bringing his tablet to the first two periods, then spend the third and fourth periods in the library doing administrative work. At midday, he would eat takeout in the teaching building’s study room, and finally, finish the fifth and sixth periods. He would visit Fengqi after class and depart at 5:40; he had to rush to get to ICH in time to be with him. He would be so rushed to return to school for tenth period after the psychiatric treatment that he would not even have time for dinner.
“Bai Tang,” Jiang Yunshu stopped at the school gate. “Actually, in a situation like today, you don’t have to come with me.”
“Eh?” Bai Tang held his breath as he pushed the door of the car, only to slam it shut again. “Did Dr. Shen say I don’t have to go?”
“No, I simply feel like you’re juggling too many tasks today,” Jiang Yunshu explained.
“You don’t want me to accompany you?” the omega questioned once again.
Following a brief period of silence, Jiang Yunshu responded honestly, “No.”
With a chuckle, Bai Tang went in for a kiss from his alpha. “Indeed, I would love to tag along with you as well. Our evening class is all about innovation and entrepreneurship. It’s fine to miss a class; there is nothing more important than you.”
Jiang Yunshu sucked Bai Tang’s lower lip, “Don’t order fast food that is too oily or too salty for takeaway, eat enough, and be careful.”
“Okay… uh.” His lips were bitten and pulled out. The alpha didn’t seem to show any signs of letting go, so Bai Tang could only push him, “Don’t be late for work! Let go!”
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The classroom was just as rowdy as it had been the previous time Bai Tang had been there, with the exception that the alphas in the rear row, led by Wang Zifeng, who had unattractive faces, refrained from raising their voices and expressing their distorted perspective.
Bai Tang leaned in close to Xie Anqi and whispered, “What’s happening?””
Xie Anqi also whispered, “Before you came, they were scolded by the girls once. Have you read the comments online?”
Following the “Xu’s Husband Killing Case”, the media gave this matter another name, “Chu’s Husband Killing Case”.
There have been 30 trending searches about this topic since last night, with 8 pertaining to Xu and 6 to Chu. Bai Tang has been closely monitoring this situation for the past six days.
The facts have been reported in chronological order. Three years ago, a certain surnamed Chu fled intermittently to seek assistance from the Public Security Bureau. He suffered multiple injuries, including a pulled tooth, broken legs, a deafened ear, and numerous other wounds. However, the majority of the policemen disregarded his injuries, refused to press charges, and even mocked him. Only a rookie officer listened to his plea once; he offered to mediate if the door was closed, but Chu was brutally beaten again.
The rookie policeman wanted to help, but there was nothing he could do.
The deceased’s father went on the record, stating that he had watched the follow-up report of Xu’s murder case at home, but that the idea that Chu was a beast like Xu had never occurred to him. He went on to say that he had locked Chu in the room, watched it again, and then demanded 2 million yuan from Chu’s parents.
Chu’s parents have not yet appeared.
While fuming with rage once again, Bai Tang accessed the comments area and discovered that, in contrast to Xu, the majority of the commenters were criticizing Wang.
“I would rather die than kill my own alpha. It seems that what this alpha did is indeed beyond the capabilities of a human being.”
“It would be far too simple if he simply passed away. If you cut your throat with a knife and die without feeling the pain for a second, you should let him suffer the pain of this omega for five years.”
“Okay, let the dead rest in peace. Keyboard warriors, stop scolding.”
Bai Tang asked, “Dr. Jiang, has the organisation bought comments again?”
“Probably not,” Jiang Yunshu said, “The news just came out so probably not.”
The argument was evenly balanced, even if the number of comments increased later on.
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A life for a life. It sounds fair, but where should the omega go to seek justice for the injuries they suffered before?
With a stuffy heart, Bai Tang buried himself in the alpha’s chest and stopped talking as he squirmed in his embrace, his discomfort palpable. He should have been a victim, but he was fortunate enough to meet Jiang Yunshu. The others weren’t that fortunate.
“Those who abuse their wives should be restraining themselves in the near future after these two incidents come out,” Jiang Yunshu said, gently running his fingers over Bai Tang’s delicate hair.
Those individuals are guilty, and they’re also terrified for their lives.
Jiang Yunshu did an investigation, and in fact, there were relatively few omegas who were abandoned into concentrated fertility centres. Because the number of omegas were small, it was not easy to trick another one home.
While the beasts enjoyed having omegas, they didn’t treat them well.
The scent of condensed milk wafted out as the alpha caressed Bai Tang for a time. With a small upward tilt of his head, he said, “Dr. Jiang, I saw Mama Jiang’s case in the materials I sorted out. When will you make this announcement?”
Jiang Yunshu found himself liking soft things more and more recently. His hand reached into the omega’s clothes, and he was kneading Bai Tang’s waist vigorously, his fair skin turned red. “When do you think it’s best to announce it?”
Here it comes again, Bai Tang’s neck tightened up. He’s teaching in a questioning style.
As the alpha caressed him in a circular motion, he pondered for a moment and uttered a question with a hint of doubt, “…When this string of events progressively fades away, but the intensity remains high?”
With a kiss on his omega, Jiang Yunshu said, “That’s really smart.”
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Bai Tang had the impression that he was being watched by an increasing number of people in the past several days.
As he made his way from the classrooms to the school entrance after a few classes, he noticed that everyone was staring at him. Someone even said, “An omega who has thin arms and legs can kill?”
Bai Tang pursed his lips and quickened his pace.
He applied in Fengqi just as the number of instructors was dropping below 6, thus Shi Mu Qing had no choice but to grant Bai Tang permission to begin teaching immediately after having him observe classes. At the very end of class, he sat quietly, paying close attention to the teacher’s speech while jotting down notes in his notebook.
In response to the pupils’ inquisitive glances, Bai Tang smiled timidly.
Ten minutes out of class, a boy in the last row turned around and said, “Senior, you look so good-looking.”
According to conventional wisdom, a teacher who is relatively young in comparison to his students must instill a sense of dignity in them right from the start if he wants to maintain any kind of influence over them as they grow up. However, Feng Qi embodies the opposite of this. In this society, Fengqi’s students became sensible very early on. They don’t need the teacher’s supervision, they will study hard, because they all know that this is the only way out.
Bai Tang said, “Thank you, you look great too.”
Because they were all omegas, it stands to reason that they are all beautiful.
Someone else pivoted and said, “Senior, will you be our teacher going forward?””
Assuredly, Bai Tang responded, “Yes.”
The students gathered around, “Senior, are you really 6 years older than us? It seems like our ages are rather close.”
“It’s amazing to be admitted to the Imperial Capital University… I’m sure I won’t pass the exam.”
Bai Tang drew his eyelashes slightly lower. Throughout the years in Fengqi, the number of students admitted to the ICU has been quite low. The reason for this was that the majority of the faculty members were either current or former students of Fengqi. Out of the six teachers in the department, four were students from Fengqi.
An unending cycle.
“I worked hard in school, and I will work even harder as a teacher,” Bai Tang stated with a smile. “If I can pass the exam, you will surely pass the exam.”
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Bai Tang made a beeline for the driver’s car after class.
Fearing that Jiang Yunshu might not have finished work yet, he refrained from calling. With nothing else to do, he decided to open the tracking app and check on the alpha’s whereabouts. The day before, he had casually mentioned that he would also download tracking software from Jiang Yunshu’s phone, and Jiang Yunshu promptly handed him his phone.
Nonono, Bai Tang. But he still took it.
Hmm. Bai Tang zoomed in. This is the hospital canteen…? Is Dr. Jiang hungry?
Soon, when he came to the hospital gate, he was caught by the alpha. Bai Tang was just about to shout “Dr. Jiang”, but the alpha quickly timed it and stuffed a dumpling in his mouth.
With a gnaw on his lip, Bai Tang asked, “Why did you suddenly buy dumplings?””
“You will be hungry,” said Jiang Yunshu. “Don’t we reach home after around 8pm?”
“It’s okay, I don’t have to go to class tomorrow Saturday,” Bai Tang laughed, and took the alpha’s arm. “I checked the schedule. Will you be doing the night shift tomorrow, Dr. Jiang?”
The two walked to the psychotherapy room. Jiang Yunshu embraced the omega. “Yeah.”
The night shift is from 6:00 in the evening to 8:00 the next day. Bai Tang rubbed his face on the hand on his shoulder and said, “Then you have to sleep longer, you won’t be able to sleep tomorrow night…”
This is the 10th psychotherapy session. Bai Tang grasped the alpha’s hand and tightly clasped his fingers. Jiang Yunshu has been able to cooperate very calmly, but every time, as long as there is a slight mood swing, Bai Tang could be very keenly aware of it and respond in time to appease him.
Even Shen Ting was amazed, and chatted with the two of them for a while after the last time, saying that sometimes even she couldn’t feel something wrong from Jiang Yunshu’s expressionless face and calm tone, Bai Tang smiled and said, “After all, I’m an omega, maybe I’m more sensitive…”
Then Shen Ting smiled and said, “Maybe it’s because you know his subtle movements very well.”
Many children who come from toxic homes were left with a muddled understanding of what it means to love. When parents use the banner of love as an excuse to avoid giving their children real love, it creates the impression that love is a difficult, dramatic, and often painful emotion, and that they must give up their desires, goals, and time in order to experience it.
The kids weren’t experiencing love; that much is obvious.
Jiang Yunshu’s voice was calm, “Actually, before I met my lover, I thought the so-called love was nothing more than that. Love puts too much pressure on people, making people tired and painful. Because I had to spend so much to acquire even a small amount, I finally said to myself, “Forget it. I don’t want love anymore. I’m fine by myself”.”
It appears that Jiang Yunshu’s biological family may be somewhat to blame for his difficulty in forming intimate relationships with others.
Jiang Yunshu smiled and said, “But now I know it’s not like that. I’m glad I came here, really.”
Nothing bad could come out of loving someone; it wouldn’t make them feel powerless or make them hate themselves. Love does not cause harm; it is a joyful emotion that nurtures and cultivates positive feelings in others. Feelings of belonging, care, cherishing, and respect are what you experience when someone loves you.
Furthermore, Jiang Yunshu came to the realization that his parents lacked the capacity or knowledge to love after he grasped the concept of love. Despite how tragic this was, he had no choice but to accept it. Nevertheless, he will also usher in a fresh chapter in his life, where he will learn to embrace those who love him for who he is, and those individuals, like Bai Tang, will shower him with the genuine affection he so richly deserves.
Today’s treatment work came to an end. Shen Ting asked softly, “I learned from the last chat that you received hypnosis once when you were 12 years old, can you tell me why now?”
Jiang Yunshu was expressionless. “It’s nothing, they said that hypnosis can promote people’s potential ability very well, but for some reason, my head hurt after doing it, so I was a little resistant to hypnosis.”
No wonder, Bai Tang thought, when the senior proposed to do hypnosis, Dr. Jiang said that formal and scientific hypnosis methods were needed.
After the end, he asked Shen Ting, “Dr. Shen, can hypnosis really stimulate people’s potential?”
“This is within the realm of possibility,” Shen Ting stated. “It’s just not as exaggerated as it is said. Correct hypnosis is a very comfortable and relaxing thing. Dr. Jiang will feel uncomfortable after the end. I think most of the reasons are due to the improper operation of the hypnotist.”
“Thank you, Dr. Shen!” Bai Tang expressed with a definite nod.
“No big deal,” Shen Ting reassured. “Dr. Jiang, I can feel from your words and demeanour that your anxiety and uneasiness have decreased a lot. It has been a month since you first came here. Maybe you can start today and try to fall asleep without taking sleeping pills.”
Nodding, Jiang Yunshu said, “Okay.”
While Shen Ting was gone, Jiang Yunshu knelt down and touched the omega’s eyes, saying, “You haven’t cried these few times.”
Bai Tang looked at the alpha shyly, “I have to hold back…”
Out of nowhere, Jiang Yunshu noticed something dark in Bai Tang’s hand and swiftly seized it.
“Hey!” Bai Tang fumbled a little as the bracelet swung back and forth; the alpha stared at him for two seconds before he finally gave in and opened his palm.
The omega wrote a line of words in the palm of his hand, and the black handwriting was slightly blurred by sweat.
Do not be upset. Jiang Yunshu read it out.
Bai Tang acted as if he were dead and silent because he was going to die of shame.
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11:00 p.m.
As Jiang Yunshu leaned on the study door and pounded on the door, “Bai Tang,” he said, “It’s time to go to bed.”
Without averting his gaze, Bai Tang tapping the computer with his fingers said, “Yeah, you lie on the bed first, I’ll be here later.”
It was as if he were chewing on soft rice as he prepared to speak——Jiang Yunshu couldn’t understand why he felt like he and Bai Tang had traded places.
“Actually,” Bai Tang shot him a knowing glare, “I’m not you; I’ll stick to my promise in five minutes.”
After sensing the implication, Jiang Yunshu could only manage to utter the words “…OK.”
As expected, Bai Tang proceeded to the bedroom’s bathroom four minutes later and started brushing his teeth.
The alpha embraced him from behind, occasionally nibbling on the white side of his neck. Bai Tang’s mouth was about to spill, but he couldn’t spit it out due to being held by the neck. He had to forcefully pushed his head down onto his shoulder and hurriedly yelled out, “No, no, don’t drop!”
Upon observing the red tooth marks and multiple layers of scars on the glands, Jiang Yunshu released his grip.
“Uh!” Bai Tang took a shower, and suddenly his waist softened, and the smell of condensed milk came out as seductively, “Don’t…don’t lick it!”
Bai Tang is no longer the same as it was at the beginning, but Jiang Yunshu knew that this thorn still lies in the omega’s heart, and he will feel inferior from time to time.
In a violent scrape, the tip of the alpha’s tongue left a string of water marks as he embraced the omega’s waist to keep him from escaping.
Bai Tang held the sink with both hands as a support; he stooped slightly, shrank in his shoulders, and dodged aimlessly. The alpha stepped on his slippers, and Bai Tang’s toes rubbed his calf uncontrollably multiple times.
Jiang Yunshu kissed the omega’s lips, and walked towards the bed with Bai Tang.
There was a lot of biting and sucking going on behind Bai Tang’s neck as his face was forced into the bed. Several times, the omega sensed that Jiang Yunshu’s teeth were on the verge of penetrating the skin with great aggression. Out of fear and obedience to his alpha, he froze in place, patiently waiting to be marked, but in the blink of an eye, it transformed into a loving lick.
Jiang Yunshu didn’t seem to want to mark him, and was kissing the tip of his ear again and again at this moment. One of his top buttons was undone, and the home clothes were pulled back by the alpha, so the entire ugly gland was exposed under the alpha’s eyes.
While whispering, Bai Tang said, “Isn’t it ugly…”
“It’s not ugly,” Jiang Yunshu added, pressing his lips to it, “I feel worried for you.”
Bai Tang sat up slowly after sniffing and shaking his head. Jiang Yunshu didn’t take sleeping pills tonight, he had to help him fall asleep quickly. Last time, the alpha fell asleep fast and deeply because… The omega bit his lip.
And he also… kind of wants to eat.
Surprisingly, Jiang Yunshu intervened when Bai Tang lowered his head to look down at the omega, pushing him instead while placing his hand on the omega’s waistband.
Bai Tang braced himself for a swift struggle as his eyes widened. He said in a panic, “D-Dr. Jiang! I can’t do it…don’t!”
“Bai Tang, do you not remember what the doctor told you? Your erectile dysfunction is psychological, and the alpha can assist you,” Jiang Yunshu replied while planting a strong kiss on his cheek.
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Bai Tang lay helpless on the bed, his chest heaving fiercely as he closed his crimson eyes.
Jiang Yunshu pushed his tongue into the omega’s mouth, and suddenly a faint taste spread between their lips and teeth.
Bai Tang groaned and refused to let him kiss.
Jiang Yunshu smiled and said, “Isn’t this possible?”
Bai Tang stuck to his neck that was about to burn and bleed. He didn’t want to talk, he didn’t want to talk to him, and he didn’t want to put the alpha to sleep, he just wanted to pass out first.
Jiang Yunshu planted another kiss on his lips and said, “Bai Tang, let’s check the genital cavity when the next heat period comes, alright?”
Can Bai Tang say no? He was almost being hooked into a fool by Jiang Yunshu now.
“Perverts the words of the righteous” is surely an apt description.
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For the knowledge of the original family trauma in this article, refer to Susan Ward’s “Family of Origin: How to Repair Your Own Personality Defects”.
Thank You for the new chapter ٩(*ゝڡ◕๑)۶♥
Hi Abo Dammen, thanks for all this new chapters, this story is one of my favorites I really enjoy the progress of this couple bout are the support that they need….
damn cant eve n complain he got a tracker next ch 😂