Translator: Abo Dammen
Editor: Scarlet
Proofreader: Kuro
TW: Suicide, mentions of rape.
Jiang Yunshu sat on the sofa and ate the grapes that Bai Tang had washed.
Bai Tang could see two figures through the window, standing in the far corner of the garden. He asked, “Dr. Jiang, what’s going on with them?”
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Bai Tang and Zheng Ruyun were wearing aprons and preparing dinner when a familiar vehicle pulled up outside. “Would you like fruit tarts for dessert, Ruyun? I’m suddenly craving it!”
Zheng Ruyun, who has been living alone, is also an accomplished cook. He said, “Sure, you— Bai Tang, a car drove in.”
When Bai Tang leaned back, he finally got a good look, and his excitement skyrocketed. “It’s Dr. Jiang’s car!”
Zheng Ruyun suddenly raised his hackles, unsure why the alpha had returned.
Bai Tang sprinted out after opening the door. His pace slowed just as he was about to approach Jiang Yunshu. His expression was awkward, but he was unable to conceal the smile in his eyes. The afterglow of the setting sun lit up his face, making his grin all the more radiant. “Dr. Jiang! What are you… Eh? Dr. Lin?”
Lin Baizhou exited the co-pilot seat and greeted Bai Tang, “Good afternoon, Bai Tang. Is Zheng Ruyun here?”
“H-Here.”
Then, Bai Tang and Jiang Yunshu, who were standing at the door, watched as Lin Baizhou came in and swiftly pulled Zheng Ruyun’s wrist, and then passed them by.
Zheng Ruyun tried to shake his hands off but it didn’t budge. “Fuck, why did I meet two idiots a day?!”
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“No idea,” Jiang Yunshu replied as Heitang jumped onto the sofa, stretched out its face, and tried to reach for the grapes in Jiang Yunshu’s hand, but was pushed away by Jiang Yunshu’s legs. “No, dogs can’t eat grapes.”
Bai Tang sat up straight. His hair was always a little unkempt, and his apron was crumpled. He felt jittery and agitated. He was tempted to steal a look at Jiang Yunshu, who was sitting directly across from him in the diagonal aisle, but he restrained himself. He looked down at his fingers, trying to think of something to say. “Uhm, when did Ruyun and Dr. Lin meet?”
“They should have known each other for quite some time,” Jiang Yunshu said. “Do you recall the last time we visited the hospital and Dr. Lin had an injury on his face?”
Bai Tang quickly brushed his bangs back, looked at him, and said, “I remember.”
“That time they had fought over a can of peach-flavoured soda,” Jiang Yunshu explained.
Bai Tang pushed the surprise back down his throat. Ruyun’s pheromone smells like peaches… He couldn’t tell Jiang Yunshu that Zheng Ruyun’s pheromone smells like peaches because pheromones were really personal. Yet Dr. Lin actually knows about it? Unless… Could it be?
Bai Tang’s eyes widened.
“I think they’re still chatting outside,” he said hesitantly. “Why don’t I cut them some honey peaches?”
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Before he got any closer, Bai Tang heard the voices of two people. He called, “Ru…”
There was a crash, like someone slamming into the wall. Bai Tang was startled and instinctively froze.
Immediately afterwards, Zheng Ruyun’s furious voice came over, “What do I know? WHAT DO I KNOW?! I WAS BORN FROM A RAPIST, DON’T I UNDERSTAND ENOUGH?! The man who provided his sperm raped my mother and when he was tired of toying with her, he threw her away. Someone came to my mom to take her to the breeding facility pretty quickly after that. DON’T I UNDERSTAND ENOUGH?!”
Zheng Ruyun remembered it. He was only 11 years old back then. After being picked on by other students, he came home with cuts and bruises on his face. On that particular day, he noticed his neighbours gathered around his door, engaged in animated conversation.
He pushed his way through the crowd and noticed several tall alphas in uniforms dragging a woman out. The woman cried, struggled, and even knelt down and kowtowed. “DON’T! Please don’t, I beg you… My child is only in elementary school!”
Zheng Ruyun dashed forward and wrapped his arms around his mother’s thigh. For the first time, he sobbed hysterically, pleading for his so-called father, “DAD! Dad, come help…please save my mother…help!”
However, the smoking man kicked him to the ground. “If you’re so hesitant to part with your mother, why don’t you accompany her? Anyway, aren’t you an omega as well? Other than getting fucked and having babies, what else can an omega do? I’m doing this to help increase the birthrate in the country.”
Zheng Ruyun hugged his mother. His mother was dragged by an alpha, floor after floor, and she sported wounds on her knees and elbows.
There was a car parked downstairs. It was the kind of car with a space in the back specifically used to hold prisoners.
It had left a lasting impression on Zheng Ruyun. A broken headlight, an open door, and total darkness inside were images he would never forget, even if he were to die. It was hell, a place where people were devoured.
While still inside, his mother knocked against the car’s iron door, spilling her blood inside. She committed suicide.
Zheng Ruyun’s head was feverish. Anger and powerlessness occupied his mind, and the familiar feeling of nausea surged up. He grabbed Lin Baizhou’s collar and yelled, “I WAS RAPED BY THAT MAN! By my OWN biological father! Am I not qualified enough to understand?! How disgusting the alphas are in this world. Why can’t you still understand me?!”
Lin Baizhou’s expression was one of shock and remorse. In a hurried, anxious voice, he apologised, “Fuck. T-That’s not what I meant…that’s not what I meant! I’m sorry, I didn’t know…I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m really sorry.”
Bai Tang’s heart stopped beating. As an omega himself, he felt suffocated after hearing their conversation. He clutched his chest and retched. Following that, his stiff body regained mobility. In a panic, he rose to his feet and ran back.
Zheng Ruyun covered his mouth to hold back the urge to vomit. He gasped for breath, squeezed out a few words from his throat, “…Alphas should die.”
Lin Baizhou had known Zheng Ruyun for a few months and understood that Zheng Ruyun’s words didn’t really mean that all alphas should die, but that if all alphas died, the world would be less dark and horrible.
Lin Baizhou grabbed Zheng Ruyun’s wrist that was holding his collar. For some reason, he wanted to ask a question. He didn’t know why, but he just wanted to ask.
He said, “Then do I also deserve to die?”
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Bai Tang returned inside in a state of shock. He even dropped one of the forks.
Jiang Yunshu jumped to his feet as soon as he saw it. He approached Bai Tang, took the plate from him, and rubbed his eyes with his fingers. “What’s going on? Why are you crying?”
It was only then that Bai Tang noticed the trace of tears on his eyes that came from when he had vomited. He wiped them away, and said in a low voice, “It’s nothing… They were talking, so I didn’t give them the peaches.”
How could it be nothing? Jiang Yunshu was aware that he was deflecting his question, but he remained silent and did not pursue the matter further.
After about ten minutes, Zheng Ruyun and Lin Baizhou both entered.
They were all in the same room, but they were all suspiciously quiet. There was an eerie silence that pervaded the space.
Bai Tang examined everyone’s expressions and cautiously began the conversation, “Do you, do you guys want to stay for dinner?”
Zheng Ruyun neither objected nor agreed.
But Jiang Yunshu said, “No, we’ll leave first. You guys should eat.”
Bai Tang suddenly paused, as if he didn’t expect Jiang Yunshu to be the first to refuse.
Lin Baizhou also stood up. “Mmm, we’ll no longer bother you. I will treat you to dinner next time.”
The two towering alphas left. Bai Tang noticed that the house had become suddenly vacant and less confining.
He shook his head, got rid of complicated thoughts, and asked worriedly, “Ruyun, are you okay?”
Zheng Ruyun’s eyes were still red. He let out a sigh, and raised the corners of his mouth. “I’m good. Let’s make fruit tarts.”
Bai Tang wasn’t in a good mood either, but he was still looking for topics in a relaxed tone, trying to cheer up Zheng Ruyun.
The two ate their meal with their minds occupied. Bai Tang looked at the eight fruit tarts on the table and lowered his gaze. He specially made a few more, thinking that Dr. Jiang could eat them… He also added star fruits that Dr. Jiang liked eating.
After he finished eating, he put the bowl in the dishwasher. Only then did he have time to pick up his phone and check it.
Jiang Yunshu sent him a message after five o’clock, that was, shortly after they left.
Angel Jiang: We didn’t stay any longer because the mood’s not quite right. Don’t think too much about it.
Bai Tang blinked. He didn’t realise that the corners of his mouth were raised. He pouted. He didn’t see it sooner…he was unhappy for 2 hours and 17 minutes in vain.
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Lin Baizhou’s house.
Jiang Yunshu prepared a potato stewed noodle and served it in two bowls to the table.
Lin Baizhou angrily pulled his hair. “Fuck, I really fucked up!”
“Why do you still act as if you’re in kindergarten?” said Jiang Yunshu. “Bai Tang’s classmate is about the same age as Bai Tang. You’re already 30 years old. Aren’t you ashamed?”
“Fuck.” Lin Baizhou said, “I’m scolding myself! I’m scolding the 18th generation of my ancestors! Fuck your mom Lin Baizhou!”
Jiang Yunshu, “….”
He turned a deaf ear, took out his phone, and looked at the screen. There was no reply. He frowned and put it back in his pocket.
After eating, Lin Baizhou yelled again, “AAAAHHHHH LIN BAIZHOU YOU’RE AN IDIOT!!!”
Jiang Yunshu waited for him to finish scolding himself before asking, “So it was really because of you that he was driven out?”
“Ah,” In comparison to Zheng Ruyun’s life experience, this incident did not incite Lin Baizhou’s rage. When Jiang Yunshu mentioned it, he remembered something. “Ah that’s right. Fuck Lin Baizhou, you’re the greatest idiot that got reincarnated in this 18th generation!”
Jiang Yunshu’s expression was calm, apparently used to the other party’s loud voice. He asked, “You guys…?”
“We had a fight last time, didn’t we?” Lin Baizhou said, “Since then, we’d always run into each other ‘cause of some stuff, but whenever we met we were either quarrelling or on the verge of fighting, I was drunk when we fought that day, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt that I was in the wrong, so I went to his place to apologise.
“I didn’t expect the landlord would run into us while we were arguing at the door. The landlord has a daughter who is an omega. He saw that his tenant was being pestered by an alpha and must’ve thought that his daughter would be implicated, or that something might happen, and that it would be unsafe, so he kicked Zheng Ruyun out right away.”
Jiang Yunshu grunted. “Then what do you two plan to do now?”
Lin Baizhou said, “’l’lI help him find a house. We’ll both look. In fact, I still have an empty house, but he will definitely not move there…”
Jiang Yunshu gave assent. He was not a talkative person, so when Lin Baizhou stopped talking, the house fell into silence.
Jiang Yunshu pulled out his phone to see if Bai Tang had responded, but after a few minutes of scrolling, he was still left hanging. He put his phone away and looked up to see Lin Baizhou’s face almost buried in the bowl.
Lin Baizhou was really angry. He wanted to find Zheng Ruyun’s father, and use any method to make that bastard go to prison and squat in jail until he dies, so he’d never come out. Damn it… After he’s done eating, he’ll ask someone to find him… He ate noodles. Fuck, how could such a bastard exist…
Suddenly, Jiang Yunshu heard Lin Baizhou curse in a low voice, his voice a little choked up.
“Fuck, all alphas in the world should really die…”
Translator’s Feed:
I finally found the time to upload my stockpile. I can’t guarantee I’ll be able to upload next week, but while I’m healing, I’ll do my best to translate more.
This chapter was really painful and heavy for me to translate. I have a lot of things I want to say, but once I try to type it, it’s like my mind is in a blank slate. It’s just…fucked up. It isn’t graphic, but my imagination took me places. Imagining myself in their shoes, their world… I don’t think I could swallow everything and just accept it.
Thank you so much for the chapters~~
Thank you so much for the update!!
I totally get u. This is a pretty heavy chapter for me… Zheng Ruyun is a strong person. I hope to see a happy ending for him too. 😭
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Wow.. I definitely didn’t expect Ruyun to have such a fucked up past 😭😭 and thank you so much for the updates! Please rest up well and take your time translating!
Zheng Ruyun and Bai Tang are both so strong for being able to be around any alphas at all, or go out among strangers. I hope Lin Baizhou does find him. I understand about struggling to express the impact something like this can have. Some days it will send me on a rant and other days it would silence my brain for hours.
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Thank you for the update ❤️💯
Thank you for the mass update and hope you are better soon!
Also, the trauma totally hit hard in this chapter 😭
Yup. Find all of them end kill
“All alphas should die” reminded me of our current world where some girls really want to “send men to space for a better life”. It’s like a reflection of the ABO society and OUR society. Amazing writing!
I’m glad you’re doing better. Wishing you a speedy recovery (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。
Thank you for the chapters. Take care
Sadly the world can be a terrible place sometimes. This is fiction but…
Everyone please take care of yourself
Three doctors X Fenqi’s Omega Alumni(?)
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This is the worst ABO world I have ever read. 😢🤮💔
Thanks for this difficult chapter… it was a very difficult situation that Ruyun had to live …that world is really the worst place for omegas … his hatred and fear is reasonable
That world is cruel place, very unfair amd dark… I’m feeling empty, just empty after all saddness and anger… I want to hug all Omegas there and help them ><
Thank You for the new chapter(♡ ὅ ◡ ὅ )ʃ♡
And of course, wishing You a loooooot of health, hope You will be in perfect shape soon! Take Your time ❤
Thanks for the chapters
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man that made me cry truly despicable