At home, in the master bedroom…
The bedsheets, stained with dried dark blood, were scattered with torn fragments of clothing. An overturned fruit bowl, toppled tables and chairs, and scattered grapes were strewn all over the room…. every detail at the scene spoke of something terrible that had happened there.
But at this moment, the two people who should have been in the room were actually in the bathroom.
With a gloomy expression, Lu Zhiyu took advantage of the other person’s momentary distraction and forcefully grabbed the knife from their hand. He effortlessly pressed the disheveled person against the cold bathroom wall.
Having experienced a nightmare throughout the whole noon, Gu Weizhou, upon sensing the man’s touch and closeness again, screamed and struggled frantically, tears streaming down his face.
“Let me go… Let me go… Let me go… Ah…”
Due to excessive shouting and screaming, his voice had turned hoarse and his desperate screams resembled those of a prisoner pushed to the brink of despair, utterly broken.
Lu Zhiyu clearly saw the multitude of scars covering the trembling and disfigured back, even glimpsing the scabbed bite marks.
Recalling their relationship just now, he had an uncontrollable urge to break the person from the inside out.
Looking at the person’s pitiful state now, Lu Zhiyu, who wanted to relive the experience multiple times, couldn’t help but kiss the person’s bloodstained shoulder, leaving a mark.
“Xiao Miao, my dear, cousin was too rough. Cousin hurt Xiao Miao. Next time, cousin will be gentle and won’t let Xiao Miao suffer. Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.”
However, instead of calming down from his soothing kisses and touches, he met with the person’s resistance, cries, and two words.
“…Xiao Shengyu.” There’s a wild boar feasting on the cabbage you raised, hurry back to slaughter it!
The previously gentle and caring Lu Zhiyu, seemingly stung by these sudden two words, seized the person’s chin with a cold gaze and said, “Don’t mention that name.”
It was evident that although Su Miao had a soft temperament, there was also a stubbornness deep within. So, in response to his words, he didn’t listen at all. While continuously shedding tears, he repeatedly repeated that same word.
“…Shengyu… Shengyu… Wu…”
Provoked by those two words, Lu Zhiyu roughly grabbed the person’s hair and dragged them in front of the bathroom mirror, forcefully pressing them against the cold glass.
With a sinister gaze, his voice came out icy, as if from the depths of hell. “Are you still calling for him? Do you want him to see you like this? Look at yourself now, don’t you think if you appeared in front of Xiao Shengyu like this, he would find you disgusting? Wouldn’t he think you’re filthy from the inside out? Haha…” He leaned closer. “You don’t naively believe he would still love you like before, do you?”
Lu Zhiyu’s words were like sharp thorns, exposing to Gu Weizhou the scene he least wanted to face, the scene he least wanted to confront, thrusting it painfully before his eyes.
The first time they met, Xiao Shengyu tried to play tricks on him to abduct him on the bed.
The second time, Xiao Shengyu almost violated him.
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And it seemed to confirm what the other person said, that the man was interested in his body, not him as a person.
And once he no longer had this clean body, once he didn’t have this body that could make the man desire and long for him…
Lu Zhiyu could only see the boy pressed against the glass, his beautiful and clean eyes devoid of all radiance, engulfed in silence and despair, while cold tears rolled down his cheeks.
If he no longer had a clean body, he would probably be worthless in the eyes of that promiscuous man.
And now… he was completely worthless.
[Woo… my love, it suddenly died, just like the “everything at 99” sale on weekends.]
[…]- Spectator No. 001, indifferent.
Sensing the emptiness in the boy’s eyes, Lu Zhiyu loosened his grip on the boy’s head, pulling him into his arms. Unlike before, when the boy fought desperately, now he was like an empty shell, devoid of all soul, filled with despair and silence.
“Xiao Miao, Xiao Shengyu is just a playboy. He changes bed partners as quickly as he changes clothes. These days, he was just playing with you. He never truly cared for you. But cousin is different. You and cousin are blood relatives, the closest kin. So, cousin will always treat you well.”
Gu Weizhou: … What do I do if I really just want to kill you?
“Therefore, from now on, you must listen to cousin’s words. When the time comes, cousin will help you uncover that man’s true face and reveal it to you.”
Looking at the face in the mirror, pale as it may be, but still possessing a sickly beauty, Lu Zhiyu lovingly caressed the face, while his snake-like eyes stared fixedly at the reflection.
“Now, clean yourself up and tidy up the room. We mustn’t let Xiao Shengyu notice the slightest flaw.”
Seeing the obedient boy entering the room like a puppet on a string, Lu Zhiyu supported himself on either side of the washbasin, staring at his own reflection with an undisguised sense of satisfaction and malice.
“Xiao Shengyu, this is just the beginning!”
I will show you with facts what true suffering is.
…
The next day, a groggy Xiao Shengyu was awakened by his coach’s phone call. He reached out and fumbled on the coffee table for a while before finding his phone, which was buried under a bottle of alcohol.
Bringing the phone to his face with a still sleepy expression, he saw the time, 8:30 AM!
“Damn it, I’m late!” He quickly got up from the sofa, grabbed his coat, and rushed out of the Scarlet Club.
As expected, when the still intoxicated Xiao Shengyu arrived at the training ground, he was met with a scolding from his coach. But now with a clear mind, all he could think about was Su Miao at home.
Because of what happened yesterday, Xiao Shengyu didn’t go home and didn’t even make a phone call. Su Miao wouldn’t have gone without food all night, right?
After being scolded by the coach for a while, Xiao Shengyu had a nonchalant expression on his face. The coach said angrily, “Xiao Shengyu, starting from today until the end of the league, you must stay behind for training until the very end before you’re allowed to leave.”
“Coach…” Xiao Shengyu almost instinctively wanted to refuse, but before the words could come out, the coach turned around and shouted, “Xiao Shengyu, don’t think Hengqian can’t do without you. During these two months, if you dare to leave early even once, I’ll kick you off the team without caring about the results of this competition!”
If it were in the past, Xiao Shengyu would have turned around and left. However, at this moment, he thought of the phone call from yesterday.
The final two months.
Basketball, the leverage forced upon him by that woman, the pressure exerted on that man. The companionship and growth over the years had slowly become the greatest source of pride in his life. And now, he only had two months left to spend with it.
After the two months, he would have to return to the life that was supposed to be his, to the extravagant and luxurious upper-class circle, becoming the person he was destined to be from the moment he was born, stepping onto the path that had long been predetermined for him.
With lowered eyes, Xiao Shengyu closed his eyes and said, “Alright, I’ll do it…”
When Xiao Shengyu returned home that night, he found that the room had undergone a complete transformation. However, the person who should have been sleeping on the bed had inexplicably moved to the floor.
Looking at the small figure on the floor, Xiao Shengyu walked over with a heartache, intending to pick the person up and put them on the bed. But as soon as he touched the person…
“Ah!!!” A scream filled with endless terror suddenly echoed through the room.
In the next second, Xiao Shengyu saw the person in his arms suddenly open their eyes and quickly shrink into the corner of the wall, as if hiding from a flood or a fierce beast. In those clear eyes, there flickered deep shock and fear.
[Oh… I’m so pitiful. I was violated, violated by a scum.]
[…But didn’t you used to look forward to that kind of play?]
[Non-consensual play without good looks can only be called a violation, the kind that requires reporting to the police.]
[…You’re obsessed with looks.]
[Love begins with looks, so looks can change the world.]
[Believe what you want to believe…] After a moment, [You have nothing to do with this, anyway.]
[I’m the victim. Once I say it happened, it happened.]
[…Okay, victim, you win.]
Thinking that he had startled the person with his sudden movement, Xiao Shengyu immediately said, “Xiao Miao, it’s me, it’s me. I thought you were asleep and wanted to carry you to the bed. I’m sorry for scaring you. Don’t be afraid.”
Gu Weizhou looked at the familiar eyebrows and eyes of the man not far away. His trembling body gradually calmed down, but the fear deep in his eyes still left a profound mark.
Xiao Shengyu wanted to reach out and bring the person over, but as he walked closer and touched the person’s hand, the person instinctively pushed him away.
Gu Weizhou, I still have psychological trauma.
Xiao Shengyu was taken aback by this reaction, and then he connected it to his absence for nearly a day and night, as if understanding something.
In a soft tone, he said, “Xiao Miao, I’m sorry. I really didn’t mean to make you wait for me for so long. I was supposed to come back yesterday, but something unexpected happened. Today, the coach made me stay for training. I promise that in the future if I’m late in coming home, I will call you. No, except for these two months of training, I won’t be late anymore.”
Gu Weizhou showed no expression on his face.
Seeing that the person was truly angry this time, Xiao Shengyu found himself in a dilemma. In the past, when his bed partners were angry, he would give them a card and their anger would immediately dissipate. But this trick clearly wouldn’t work on the person in front of him.
However, the thought of the card brightened Xiao Shengyu’s eyes.
“Xiao Miao, wait for me,” he said and quickly walked out of the door.
In just about ten minutes, the man returned panting, his hands hidden behind his back. Facing Gu Weizhou, who was still standing in place without saying a word, he said mysteriously, “Guess what I bought.”
“…” Could it be a hotel room key card?
Sighing inwardly, Xiao Shengyu forced himself to perk up and walked over with a smile. Suddenly, he took out a small cake hidden behind him and placed it in front of Gu Weizhou.
The small cake was as exquisite as the ones the man would subconsciously buy every time he passed by. It was probably because he had taken to heart Gu Weizhou’s words from the first time, so the pattern on the cake he bought was always different.
Once, Gu Weizhou curiously asked about the reason with wide eyes, and the man smiled and gave him an answer…
“Because I want every cake I give to Xiao Miao to be unique. So this time, the pattern is a little field mouse, just as cute as Xiao Miao. Okay, Xiao Miao, don’t be angry, alright?”
Those words, exactly the same as before, echoed in his ears, and coupled with the sweet aroma filling his nostrils, Gu Weizhou, whose gaze was half-lowered, suddenly felt his vision blur.
Just buying a piece of cake, my love is only worth 25.8 yuan.
I don’t fully understand this “my love worth 25,8 yuan”. Does original Xiao Miao wants expensive gifts from this playboy? Or is it Gu Weizhou think about his own love? I just feel this line sounds unnecessary
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It’s Gu Weizhou’s internal monologue….. He just wants to have vulgar love with this handsome scum…but Xiao Shengyu doesn’t fulfill his wishes instead he’s giving him a cake which is just 25.8 yuan. So he’s internally screaming in exchange for his vulgar love [which is priceless for him] he only got a cake worth 25.8 yuan.
So, it’s Gu Weizhou wants expensive gifts!
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No he wants vulgar love and to him that’s priceless lol. A cake cannot compare.
The actual violation didnt happen right? Wasnt it all just in his cousins head and mc is pretending it rly happened? That’s wat I thought based on the end of last chapter and wat mc requested of the system.
Yes, it didn’t happen. It just happened in Lu Zhiyu’s mind. The system helped Gu Weizhou by creating a fake scenario of overturned bowls, chairs, tables, etc, and also inflicting a few scars on his body which Lu zhiyu made in his imagination.
Great. That scum cousin better get his just desserts after wanting wat he dreamt of.
N ty for chapter <3
thankuu for the chapter