“If you’re not careful, you are marrying a thug, okay?”
Kwon Taejung smiled mischievously and gently tousled Yigyeom’s hair.
“I’m always taking inhibitors, so if you have the same thing I have, you won’t have any problems.”
“…Then…Can I keep…meeting you, Chief?”
The words that were carefully strung were just words that could be misunderstood. Kwon Taejung took a small breath, feeling the strength in his hand gripping the steering wheel, and cleared his mind.
“Do you think I won’t meet you anymore because you know you’re an Omega? If that’s the case, I wouldn’t have kept meeting you in the first place. I knew it from the moment I said hello to you.”
“…At that time, no one else knew, but only the Chief knew…Now that other people know about it, it’s to the point where I have to take the inhibitors again…then I think the director will be uncomfortable because of me.”
“What makes me uncomfortable?”
“…If I can’t control my pheromones…”
Kwon Taejeong, who laughed out loud at Yigyeom’s words, parked at the signal and turned to the passenger seat to look intoYigyeom’s eyes clouded in worries.
“I was the one who made you lose control of your pheromones.”
“…Hm?”
“I wanted to smell your scent more, so I was the one who touched you until now.”
“If you can’t control it, rather I’m thankful because your scent is really good. It smells like peaches, and it also smells like yogurt.”
It was the first time Yigyeom heard of his own pheromones scent. Hearing that the scent was good, Yigyeom felt shy for nothing and put his hand on his lap and closed and opened his fingers repeatedly.
“…I heard it for the first time about my pheromone scent…”
“To put it simply, it’s a scent that makes you want to lick your head. It makes me want to gobble you up.”
“Whenever you let your pheromones off whenever it rains, fuck, it makes my head spin…”
The nape of Yigyeom’s neck turned red as the story of a rainy day came out of Kwon Taejung’s mouth first. As his emotions deepened and body heated up, the sour and sweet scent of peaches intensified a bit. Kwon Taejung fell silent as he rested his head on his headrest.
“That day.”
“It was not a mistake.”
We’re sorry for MTLers or people who like using reading mode, but our translations keep getting stolen by aggregators so we’re going to bring back the copy protection. If you need to MTL please retype the gibberish parts.
“I don’t even regret it.”
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If Yigyeom had known he was an Omega, he would have felt his urges more easily. Originally, it was a fact that Yigyeom knew that Alphas and Omegas easily felt the urge due to their pheromones.
However, Kwon Taejung did not say anything sharp that could stab Yigyeom’s heart. Mistakes or regrets. He softened pointed words that could easily hurt him so that he would not hurt his heart.
It’s not a mistake, I don’t regret it. It was good. Yigyeom lowered his head, feeling that he was about to burst into tears. He didn’t want to cry at all because he thought he would end up looking stupid, but his eyelashes kept getting damp.
Kwon Taejung’s voice that he heard over the phone during the day sounded somehow cold, and he thought a lot because Yigyeom didn’t hear from him or see his face for several days after they kissed again.
After Yigyeom thought about the mistake caused by impulses, he felt anxious that it might be unpleasant for Kwon Taejung to be in contact with someone like him, and he thought that he might never see him again.
Yigyeom had been breathing in his small room for several days, quietly thinking about those pointed thoughts, and then he fell asleep recalling the gentle touch and look in his eyes.
“I think you were surprised.”
“I wasn’t in my right mind. I shouldn’t have pushed you to a corner like that. Fuck, that to someone so young than me.”
The ‘day’ that Yigyeom recalled was a wet day because it rained heavily, and between the smell of soil and the smell of rain, the pleasant scent of Kwon Tae-jung emanated. Their lips were hot, and the inside of his mouth was full of Kwon Ta-jung and it was so hot that my eyes were spinning around, and I didn’t want to accept an apology because Yigyeom wanted to stay with him.
“…I didn’t feel…bad…”
“I was a little surprised… at first but…I didn’t hate it.”
If he didn’t like it, he would have pushed away Kwon Taejung, who had walked him to his home and kissed her again. Yigyeom would have said no, but no matter how much he thought about it, he never had the thought of disliking Kwon Taejung’s kisses at that moment.
“So did you like it?”
“… I’ve never done it…So I wonder if I liked it…I’m not sure.”
“IDid you think of me when you were alone?”
“…I did.”
“Did you touch youself thinking of me too?”
Surprised at the words he never thought would come out in this situation, Yigyeom looked at Kwon Taejung with his face flushed. Kwon Taejung glanced at Yigyeom with a teasy face, as if he had something obvious.
“You did.”
“Oh, I didn’t.”
“Right~”
“…No, I really didn’t. My grandfather is at home too…”
“Ah, you wanted to do it but because your grandfather was there, you couldn’t.”
Yigyeom pursed his lips, more embarrassed than when he was found out to be an Omega. He wanted to say that it wasn’t like that, but he couldn’t think of how to refute it so that Kwon Taejung would believe him.
“I did it when I was alone.”
“… What?”
“Touching ourselves. We are talking about it right now, aren’t we?”
Embarrassed, Yigyeom questioned it without even realizing it, and when he heard the word masturbation again, Yigyeom turned to the window and looked only at the dark surroundings outside. Yigyeom’s face was burning and his heart was beating so fast that he couldn’t say anything. He felt like he was being told something he shouldn’t have heard.
“I did it thinking of you every day.”
“While taking a shower, going to bed, and waking up in the morning.”
“Don’t say weird things…”
“It’s true, though.”
Whether it was true or not, from the moment Yigyeom heard those words, scenes of Kwon Taejung’s words unfolded in his head, making his heart feel like it would explode. The shape and size of the bathroom, bedroom, and bed that he knew from visiting Kwon Taejung’s house also scattered Lee Gyeom’s mind. On the bed Kwon Taejung laid together with him…
Yigyeom had never been able to masturbate properly because he had always been with his grandfather and he was tired and busy from working all the time. As a side effect of the suppressants, heat cycles did not come. So whenever he reached home, he washed his face and collapsed on his bed, from how busy he was.
So, just hearing Kwon Taejung say that he casually thought of Yigyeom while masturbating was terribly embarrassing and he wanted to hide.
“Say…If you were alone without your grandfather, do you think you would have done it or not?”
That day, he had to squat on the cold bathroom floor, drenched from the rain as he tried to cool off for a long, long time. Even just thinking of Kwon Taejung, the moment they leaned toward each other and their lips met, made his underwear wet.
Yigyeom even cried a little at the feeling of his lower stomach rumbling and the heat spreading to his genitals. If he was home alone…Thinking of Kwon Tae-jung, he felt like he would have touched his genitals. Yigyeom was so ashamed but he couldn’t deny it.
“…No comment…”
“Even if you don’t want to answer, then don’t. Well, it’s not that I have to hear it right now”
Yigyeom bit his lip at Kwon Taejung’s playful tone. He wanted to quickly get out of the car and run away. Now, all he wanted to do was go to a place where Kwon Taejung was not and feel ashamed to the fullest.
“Why don’t you always answer my questions? Come to think of it, you also didn’t answer my question and left.”
“…Which one?”
“You didn’t answer why you came to the container. Answer me, now.”
“ah…”
“Did the caregiver say she saw me?”
“…Yes… so…I was just going to see if you really came… .”
“So why did you have to see me? If you heard that I came, that’s enough. It was raining like that, why did you bother to come out and check to the point of getting wet?”
The body that had returned to the window was looking ahead again. Yigyeom fumbled with the seat belt that had crossed his body and thought about Kwon Taejung’s words. He was right. There was no reason to go through the rain to confirm that Kwon Taejung was there. Even then, Yigyeom knew that there was no reason.
Yigyeom knew it when he left the house, when he went near the container, and when he couldn’t dare to hold the doorknob and open it. That he had no reason to come here. So he had no choice but to hesitate like an idiot for a while.
“…You said you weren’t coming…but then I heard that you came, so I wanted to see if it was for real. I was curious about why you came to the container and I was worried that you were angry…”
“Angry? Why would I be angry?”
“…When I told you that you don’t have to come because it was raining a lot… . I thought you were upset. Maybe I was being too presumptuous… .”
“It’s not that you were being presumptuous but it’s true that I was a bit sad.”
Yigyeom’’s gaze moved lazily. His heart dropped with a thud when he said that he wasn’t angry but that he was sad. It was all the more so because it came from a person who seemed to have never felt sad in his life.
“Was it because…I told you not to come?”
“Yeah.”
“It was because I remembered that you said that you didn’t like going out on rainy days, Chief…”
“I know. I know, but I guess I needed you. Would it have been better if you had asked me to come?”
Kwon Taejung gently turned the steering wheel and entered the entrance of Daram-dong, which he had become accustomed to before he knew it. Coming this far, he didn’t even know what he was talking about. He was just spitting out the words as they flowed naturally without thinking about it, but it was so disorganized and pathetic…Well, that’s me, so I can’t help it.
The second hand embarrassment is killing me… Hang on Yigyeom…
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sorry 🙁 i don’t have it but thank you for considering. that enough means a lot 😘 glad you’re enjoying the story!!