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I feel sorry for poor Xiting, who has done nothing wrong. The other two I want to dip into cups of water like they’re teabags.
It’s definitely the very worst law of the universe that good people often end up with extra suffering. Because Zhou Xiting is such a good sister, she keeps being strong and running interference, even though it makes her life more difficult and makes her feel more alone. And Zhou Xiwei can’t even help because a) he’s so far away, and b) part of her sisterly love is so strong that XiXi doesn’t even notice anything is wrong, because she doesn’t want to rain on his parade and let him see.
Does Song Bai even love Zhou Xiwei, or it is just posessiveness? He’s all like “me, me, me”.
I think he loves him, in the way a spoiled child loves their best friend. The kind of love where they are your world, but you also take them for granted. Zhou Xiwei’s always been so dedicated, and they’ve always been so enmeshed, that Song Bai never had that gradual weakening of their bond to prepare him for the idea that Zhou Xiwei might someday leave him. Now, just like a child, he’s trying to return things to the way they were, instead of accepting this new version of their bond.
(…And like a certain type of obstinate child, he has to scream himself out before he calms).
i want to punch song bai so bad right now…
He’s very punchable, especially in this portion of the story.
I have waited to read this chapter because I wanted to be mentally prepared. But his sister crying in his cashmere sweater. QAQ
Gosh, Song Bai had gotten really dependent on Zhou Xiwei unconditionally loving him, didn’t he. I can’t believe he admitted to trying with a man, when he wouldn’t back when it was all Zhou Xiwei could have asked for. It’s as if seeing Shan Haoyu be Zhou Xiwei’s lover made him realize how easy Zhou Xiwei is to love and now he thinks he can do it better. That’s not “don’t talk crazy, you can’t just be gay” crazy, that’s “don’t be crazy, you’re not really wired to use unfair advantages to steal someone’s boyfriend” mental health crisis.