My Boyfriend Discovered My Zhihu ResponseCh7 - His Feelings

It took Qi Jia ten minutes of hesitation before he went downstairs. The moment he pushed open the door, he happened to meet eyes with Fu Siyan, who was standing by the carports.

He instantly went red. dOMshZ

Holy cow, was there anything more embarrassing than losing anonymity in front of one’s boyfriend?

Fu Siyan waved, and Qi Jia had no choice but to walk out with his head lowered. Fu Siyan pulled him to his side, and the two of them walked around the dormitory building and walked to a secluded corner.

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Fu Siyan beckoned his hand, and Qi Jia could only walk over with his head down. Fu Siyan dragged him to his side, took him around the dormitory and arrived at a quiet corner.

“Weren’t you just expressing yourself fairly well on the internet? Cat got your tongue now?” wQ29L

“You saw everything?” Qi Jia was at his final struggle.

Fu Siyan pinched Qi Jia’s blushing earlobe and purposely spooked him, “Yes, from the beginning to the end.”

Qi Jia instantly buried his head into the other person’s arms, giving Fu Siyan the free rein to cuddle.

Fu Siyan pinched Qi Jia’s chin and lifted his head up, forcing Qi Jia to look at him: “I realize that I have spoiled you rotten. I let you have time to think about so many messy things. Why should I take advantage of you?” I haven’t completely fallen in yet, I hope I can fall in love with someone else, you are so generous.”

Fu Siyan held Qi Jia’s chin between his thumb and index finger and lifted Qi Jia’s head up, forcing their eyes to meet. “I found that I had really spoiled you rotten. In spite of everything, you still have the time to dwell on your chaotic thoughts. Going on about leaving before you get too deep, or wish that I will like someone else. You sure are generous in spirit.”

“I—” Qi Jia wanted to explain himself, but having his own words used against him, he really didn’t know how to defend himself.

Fu Siyan sighed, loosened his grip and took Qi Jia into his arms. “This is my first romanic relationship, so without experience to go off of, I only want to give you the best. I didn’t think how much trouble it caused you.”

“No trouble at all. I’m the problem.” Qi Jia shook his head. He clenched Fu Siyan’s shirt collar and quickly said, “I always let my thoughts get the best of me. You’re already more than anyone could ask for.” PdG9cT

“Being good to you is not because I treat you as a girl, nor is it just a relationship. I just like you and want to be good to you.” Fu Siyan stroked Qi Jia’s hair and said, “There is no time limit for this kindness to you. , and you don’t need to pay it back.”

“I’m good to you not because I’m treating you like a girl, or merely for our relationship’s sake. It’s because I like you that I want to be good to you.” Fu Siyan ran his fingers through Qi Jia’s hair. “The share of my feelings towards you has no expiration date, or is required to be returned.”

Qi Jia’s nose was stuffed up as tears glistened in his eyes. He rested his forehead right under Fu Siyan’s chin and murmured his question, “Why, what do I have that deserves this?”

“There is no reason why I love you. Although there can be reasons. For example, you are good-looking, but there are better-looking people in this world. Another example is that you are kind and cute, but I know you can also have a bad temper and be unlovable. When I was young, all your advantages attracted me, but that was not the most important thing. The most important reason was probably that you fit my taste perfectly.” TWlQVh

“My love for you doesn’t need a reason. Although there can be one, like how good looking you are, for example, it’s not like there are no other good-looking people as well. Or if the reason is how cute your kindness is, but I also know how not cute you can be when you throw small temper tantrums. You have a hundred and one ways that appeal to me, but that’s not the most important thing. What is most important is probably how perfectly you fit my taste.”

These words were from a book that Qi Jia read before, and he specially recited it for Fu Siyan. At that time, the corniness gave both of them goosebumps. Never would he think just by replacing the character in the novel; Qi Jia no longer found it sappy, instead, he felt this burning sensation in his nose. “How could you plagiarize him…”

Fu Siyan raised Qi Jia’s head and met his eyes, his eyes thoughtful, “Appearances will change. As time changes, a person’s advantages may also turn into disadvantages. These additional items cannot be completely defined. A person. But you, a complete person, remain unchanged to me. As long as I look at you, I feel happy. As long as you are here, the world is interesting to me and makes me feel No matter how hard you work, you can persevere. Do you think someone else can replace you?”

Fu Siyan lifted Qi Jia’s head up so their eyes could meet, exchanging loving glances. “Appearances are not constant and will change with time. One person’s redeeming feature may also turn into their shortcoming. These additional features can’t completely define an individual. But for someone like you will always be the same for me. I feel happy just by looking at you. As long as you’re on my side, I will find this world interesting, and I can persevere through any hardship. Now tell me, do you think someone like you is replaceable?” 1ivfgP

For a while, Qi Jia met Fu Siyan’s eyes, before slowly moving to his nose, lips, chin…taking his time tracing over Fu Siyan’s facial features.

He couldn’t pinpoint when the person in front of him had moved his heart, as well as when he had developed feelings for him.

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It seemed like that day when he said, “How about you give me a chance?” It could also be the moment when the fingertips touched one night by the lake. Love is like a vine that grows silently, growing every day. When one day you come back to your senses, you will find that your heart is already densely packed, and that person has quietly taken over your life.

Maybe it was the day when he asked for a chance, or maybe, it was on a certain lakeside night, the instant when their fingertips touched. His feeling was like a soundless and thriving vine that grew every day. Then on a certain day when he finally came back to his senses, he suddenly found his heart was covered by dense vines, as well that person quietly occupying his life. fEB62d

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He was someone who was irreplaceable in Fu Siyan’s heart. What else could he wish for?

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“Yes, I do like you, and only you.”

Before Qi Jia’s “um” could be uttered, Fu Siyan’s kiss was buried between his lips and teeth. Fu Siyan was neither a gentleman nor rude this time. He first sealed Qi Jia’s lips, bit his lower lip, then licked Qi Jia’s roof of the mouth with the tip of his tongue, picked up his soft tongue, and pushed it inside. Top, Qi Jia was so frightened by Fu Siyan’s meaningful kiss that his mind went blank for a moment, his legs were weak, his arms were loosely placed on Fu Siyan’s shoulders, and he could barely stand because Fu Siyan circled his waist. SlM286

Before Qi Jia could make a sound of reply, he was drowned between Fu Siyan’s teeth and lips. This time, even if Fu Siyan wasn’t being a gentleman, he wasn’t being a beast either. First, he sealed Qi Jia’s lips, followed by biting Qi Jia’s bottom lip, then he curled his tongue into the roof of Qi Jia’s mouth, before finally, gingerly stirring up the soft tongue, dancing deeper and deeper inside. Qi Jia’s mind went blank from Fu Siyan’s deep kiss. As his knees went soft, he wrapped his arms around Fu Siyan’s shoulders, only after Fu Siyan circled his arms around his wrist could he manage to stay standing.

They got to the point where Qi Jia was kissed breathlessly. As he was whimpering out his resistance, Fu Siyan suddenly loosened his grip on him and even covered his lips with his hand.

Qi Jia’s lips were red like ripe cherries, and the only thing visible in his eyes was the bright and glistening of water. Fu Siyan turned to the side and said in a shaking tone, “Darling, please hush, otherwise, I won’t be able to control myself.”

Fu Siyan’s shirt had long been rumpled under Qi Jia’s hands. Because of how tightly the two were pressing against each other, Qi Jia felt something hard poking against his lower abdomen. As he went to touch it on instinct, he stopped midway. Realizing what was poking him, he pushed Fu Siyan with one shove. 8Rx6MC

Fu Siyan muffled his chuckle. “I’m not at fault.”

Qi Jia turned his back to the other person and tidied his messy clothes. They were just kissing, but they made it look like they were doing something else completely different.

If something was really going to happen, he was going to get eaten by Fu Siyan. A NSFW scene flashed through his mind that brought shudder down his back and a heat through his cheeks.

Sure enough, the pure and cute boyfriend from before was all a front. Now that his boyfriend had got hold of his target, he began to reveal his true nature! 43yjGu

“What are you thinking about that got your cheek all hot and bothered?” Fu Siyan caressed Qi Jia’s cheek.

“No-nothing. Are you done already, that quick?”

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First Fu Siyan was shocked, then he ground his molar and smiled. “What was that?”

“Wait, no, that’s not what I mean. I was saying how amazing you are, iron will, firm self-control…” Qi Jia wasn’t even sure what he was spilling, but the longer he continued, the less confidence he went on. MdjKvu

“How else? Are you going to help me solve it?” Fu Siyan took hold of Qi Jia’s hands and rubbed his fingertips.

Qi Jia said nothing as he buried his hand against Fu Siyan’s chest, imitating an ostrich.

Fu Siyan embraced him. “Come on, the night is still young. Let’s go on a date.”

“To where?” Qi Jia got very used to going along with Fu Siyan’s arrangement. BlJQmf

“As my boyfriend, you get to decide. Anywhere is fine.”

“…How about food first?”

“Sounds good.”

Once they exited out of the university entrance, Qi Jia took the initiative to lean against Fu Siyan’s arm and held Fu Siyan’s hand using his sleeve as cover. Fu Siyan quickly smirked and enjoyed his little boyfriend’s cottony display. Q j4hZ

“Just how did you find my response?”

“I was browsing aimlessly, and when I saw the first part of your response, I knew it was you.”

Sure enough, he didn’t know Fu Siyan that well. Not only would his boyfriend pay attention to this kind of question, but he would also proactively respond to them. Qi Jia then mulled over the disappointing response he made on Zhihu and apologized to Fu Siyan timidly, “Then please stop being angry, okay?”

“I’m not angry. It felt like my heart was torn into pieces, how could I have the room to be angry?” Fu Siyan caressed Qi Jia’s cheek with the back of his hand as he said in pain. KbvHd9

“I don’t want to be the cause of your distress. I’ll delete everything. Think of it as the beginning of our relationship?”

“Keep it as proof. If you ever let your thoughts wander and feel remorse, I can use it as a reminder.”

Qi Jia felt aggrieved as he glared at Fu Siyan. He furrowed his brows and pretended to be unhappy. But none of this behavior fazed Fu Siyan, his boyfriend was like an immovable object. So, he had to change his tactic. While there was no one around them, he approached his boyfriend and gave him a peck.

This stunned Fu Siyan for a good half a minute. It was Qi Jia’s first time initiating a kiss. Being someone who was firm against brute force but weak to soft persuasion, Fu Siyan quickly changed his tone, “Go ahead and delete it then.” ob2yv5

Qi Jia excitedly pulled out his phone. Before he got to Zhihu’s webpage, he heard Fu Siyan murmuring, “I took screenshots already anyway.”

Qi Jia: “…”

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After eating and browsing around, Fu Siyan thought of the change in temperature and dragged Qi Jia to a clothing store. He purchased many outfits in one go, all of which Qi Jia rejected repeatedly, until Fu Siyan pulled out his secret weapon and dangled his phone with the screenshot on the screen in front of him. At a loss, Qi Jia had no choice but to accept.

Fu Siyan skipped his class to come find Qi Jia today. Although none of his lectures tomorrow were related to his major, he was still the class monitor, not to mention the mountain of tasks and ongoing projects. He could only stay with Qi Jia for half of the day. In the end, he still thought it was best for him to get back home quickly. JRpqtz

Ever since Qi Jia’s anonymous persona was tossed out of the window, it was as if he became a completely different person. The past Qi Jia would have acted indifferent towards Fu Siyan, where he would say ten sentences only to be rewarded with one reply. The current Qi Jia was like a little sticky cake, acting as if he wished he could stick to Fu Siyan for twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.

“You bought your ticket home?”

“Yes, the eight thirty train.”

“Then we have thirty minutes left.” Next to the station and inside the McDonald’s, Qi Jia sat in gloom. Amidst moving traffic of people with suitcases, he felt how surreal this afternoon was. iw6JCE

Like a dream that he didn’t want to wake up from.

Fu Siyan held his hand and asked, “Can’t bear to part with me?”

“Yes.” Qi Jia nodded honestly.

“You sure were dashing in the past. Every time, the more I wanted to hug you before leaving, you would give me a look that said you wish me gone at that second.” Fu Siyan joked with him. “You have no idea how I had to summon the courage every time I came to find you and cheer myself on before we met. The moment your face turns cold, talking becomes harder.” 4 cya5

Fu Siyan thought Qi Jia was unhappy because he didn’t reply. Then just as he went to comfort Qi Jia…

He found that Qi Jia was actually crying. Tears rained down on their connected hands, and Fu Siyan panicked instantly.

“J-Jia Jia?”

“How am I any way dashing? It was all a front. Do you really think I don’t get upset when you go home, or nervous every time I see you? I thought the reason you treated me so well when I acted aloof to you was because that’s your type. That’s why I never dare to…” oJkfw4

Never dare to act sweetly and never dare to make requests.

“You…” Fu Siyan squeezed Qi Jia’s hands, put on his backpack and pulled Qi Jia out of McDonald’s.

“Where are we going? Your train will start boarding soon!

“Siyan, what’s gotten into you?” goRhyb

Fu Siyan didn’t say a single thing the whole way. They crossed the street and stopped in front of a hotel.

Qi Jia was still at a loss and still urged him, “Siyan, let’s head back now, or else you’re going to miss your train.”

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“I don’t want to get inside of the train.” Fu Siyan bowed his head and whispered into Qi Jia’s ear. “I want to get inside of you.”

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That love confession was inspired by Love Letter Collection of Zhu Shenghao.